Irene walked to the door and then she stopped and turned around to face me. “It will be alright. Soon, you will learn that this really is the best thing.”
I didn’t say anything. She left my dorm and I closed the door behind her. I slumped against it feeling the strength draining from my legs, from my body. I felt utterly sick all over. How did this happen? My world was crashing down around me now. It was all over. I had no choice but to break things off with Maria, at least for the time being. It was really just another way to continue the ruse, one more person to fool.
But Irene would be expecting me to be her boyfriend for real. I’d have to essentially be that guy again. I wasn’t sure I could do it. I couldn’t be with another woman in bed. Irene was sexually voracious. That had been the main reason I stuck around with her as long as I had. She wouldn’t abide me refusing to have sex with her. That would tip her off that I was not really with her. She was not stupid. If I did this, I had to go all in on it.
I strolled back over to my chair and sat down, running a hand through my hair. I felt sick to my stomach, waves of nausea coming up through my body. This wasn’t really happening, was it? Surely not. I couldn’t stand this. Someone forcing my hand and controlling me. It angered me in ways I couldn’t even comprehend.
I wasn’t going to let Irene get away with this. Surely there was something we could do. There just had to be a way out of this. But as my mind searched for answers, I realized that there really wasn’t.
Dammit. What was I going to do?
I had to talk to Maria.
Chapter Twenty-Four
Maria
“You don’t have to do this,” I said. “We can let it happen. I just don’t care anymore.”
Jacob arrived at my place that night after practice and I could see instantly on his face that something was really wrong. Something was bothering him. I’d never seen him look so serious. At first, I thought the worst and that he was going to break up with me. And it turns out I was not far off in my assessment. He sat me down on the couch and told me what had happened with Irene.
The more he said the more devastated I became. How could one person have that much control over another? We were both being controlled by some evil bitch and Jacob was ready to give in to her. I couldn’t believe it.
“What are you saying? You expect me to just let you give up everything? For me?” Jacob asked.
“For us. And I don’t care about a job, not compared to how I feel about you. If this is it, then that’s fine. We can just let the chips fall where they may. I’m not going to let her have that kind of power over us. No way.”
Jacob was silent for a good ten seconds. He was pacing back and forth like he did when he was nervous. Finally, he stopped and sat back down beside me. “No.”
“What do you mean, no?” I asked.
“I can’t let you do this, honey. We will be ok. I can do this for the remainder of the season and after that it won’t matter. Or while I’m with Irene I can find all of the evidence she has and destroy it.”
“How will you ever know for sure that you have all of it? It’s digital. She could be hiding it anywhere.”
“Well, it’s only for the rest of the season. Then I can dump that psycho and we can be together without worrying about any consequences. That’s the deal. That’s the best we can do.”
“No,” I said. “I can’t let you do that for me.”
“Why not?” I asked. “It’s the best way. We don’t have any other options here. We will lose it all otherwise. I know Irene. She will absolutely make good on her threat.”
I grabbed a beer from the fridge and sat down. I took a large gulp of it and tried to calm myself. This was wrong. We couldn’t allow ourselves to be pushed around by this woman.
“I don’t accept that.”
“Why not?” He asked. “Think about it. If we don’t give in then she wins. If we give in then she wins. It’s a losing proposition for us all around. She has us by the balls here.”
I wiped a tear from my eye. “I… I can’t let you go like that… I just can’t let you be with her. I don’t care about this job. Not if it means losing you. But, I can’t let you throw away your football career either.”
He shrugged. “If it was just about me, then I’d tell Irene to go to hell.”
“I wouldn’t let you do that,” I said.
“I would. You couldn’t stop me. I would gladly make that sacrifice for you, but I’m not willing to let you do the same for me, honey. Tomorrow, I’ll tell Irene that I broke things off with you and that we are now an item.”
I cringed at the thought. My stomach was cramping and my body was shaking a little bit. I felt like I was going to lose my mind.
Jacob leaned in and kissed me. Then he held me close to him as I let the tears fall down my cheeks and buried my head in his shoulder. How could I stand to be without him for the next six weeks? It was impossible. But I would have to. Jacob was going to do this. He was making this sacrifice for us and I had to stand by it.
And after this was over, I was going to find a way to make that bitch Irene pay for this. She would rue the day. This I vowed.
Jacob’s hand rubbed my head, moving his fingers through my long, silky hair and down to the back of my neck which was now so tense. His hand found the tense spot and instinctively began to massage the knot out of it. Oh, it felt good.
I leaned back against his hand and let myself be taken away with pleasure, closing my eyes. I was getting wet. I wanted him so badly. The thought of him making love to that other bitch enraged me. I would remind him of what he had to come home to, very soon.
Jacob kissed me harder on the mouth this time, his tongue separating my lips as he entered me and massaged my own tongue. I let it dance around his, the tips touching together and then adding just the right amount of pressure.
It felt so sexy. My whole body was getting warmed up. Sweat was beginning to trickle down my chest in between my large, breasts which ached to be touched.
Jacob’s hand was under my shirt behind, reaching up to the small of my back where his fingers now grazed me, sending shivers of sweet vibration up and down my spine. It was like every part of my body was leaning towards an orgasm. It would happen soon. Yes, so soon. I was on fire, the heat rising with his touch.
I kissed him more passionately now. The desire within me was on high alert now, pushing harder through my system. I wanted him perhaps more than I’d ever wanted him before. This would be the last time before we had to separate, the last time before he went back to her. He was doing it all for me. I had to just remember that. But it was so hard to get my mind around. It was not right. There had to be something else we could do. But no. There wasn’t. Not this time.
Jacob pulled my shirt over my head and quickly removed my bra to allow my large double D breasts to hang down in front of him. His eyes went rabid almost like a man possessed as he leered at them and then buried his face between them, licking, and sucking the breasts moving from one to the other. My nipples were fully hard and so sensitive.
He opened his mouth widely and consumed my right breasts, my nipple gliding alongside his smooth tongue and being drawn into his warm mouth. Oh, it felt so great. The sensation of lust echoed throughout my being as my engine revved up hotter. I was getting wetter by the second and I wanted nothing more than to have his huge staff inside of me, pounding and stretching me as far as my body would go.
He pushed me back gently against the couch and began to undo my jeans, unzipping them slowly and then unfastening the snap before he reached inside my underwear and started to massage my moist mound.
“Ohhhh…” I moaned. “Fuck… get it…”
His fingers were inside of me now, his other hand pulling my pants and underwear down to my ankles and then slipping them off to the floor below. I loved the way the cool air felt against my growing wetness, my tightening vise of pure joy on full display, being fingered by Jacob’s meaty fingers. It was the closest thing to Heave
n I’d ever experienced.
He was pushing his fingers into me deeply, then turning his hand over to snag against my G spot as he pulled out. With his other thumb he massaged my clit, getting it fully engorged and taking it to maximum sensitivity. I felt like I was ready to blow with an earth-shattering orgasm.
“Yes,” I said. “Yes… right there…oh, baby…”
Now, Jacob added his mouth to the mix. As his fingers slid into my waiting box, and his tongue covered my clit, licking it up and all around, sliding off it to caress my skin occasionally and then right back to it. I was going to come soon. I could feel it brewing already.
I wrapped my legs around his head, pulling him in closer. He took the suggestion and moved his tongue to my wet, gushing folds where he started to lick up the juices that were springing forth from my need. My head was spinning, even as my heart was breaking. I couldn’t stop thinking that tomorrow he would be with Irene, possibly making love with her. It was disgusting to me. I didn’t want him to do this. I was willing to give up everything for him, but I wouldn’t have dreamed have him lose all he’d worked so hard for in his own career. He was so talented. He was destined to turn pro. I knew it. Irene probably did to. She was probably desperate to hitch her cart to his wagon and reap the benefits. She was a sociopath. She didn’t love anybody. She just couldn’t stand to lose.
I wanted to rip her head off and I really hoped I got my chance soon. Although, I had to be careful. She wasn’t worth getting myself in trouble for.
Jacob pulled back and removed his clothes quickly. I could now see his huge member standing almost straight up so ready to penetrate me. I was its home and I wanted it to go there so badly. I was aching for him.
Jacob quickly scooped me up and slung me over his shoulder. Then he carried me to the bedroom where he dropped me on the bed. “Turn around on your hands and knees baby.”
I did as he instructed and a moment later I felt his large member penetrating my wet folds. I erupted with a loud sighing groan as every single sensory trigger inside of my sex blew a gasket from the sensory overload. I felt like I might have blacked out for a second. I came to a moment later and the pleasure was still there, his stalk sliding in and out of me.
He was pounding me with everything he had, moving his hips back and forth at a rapid speed. I glanced back at him and saw the animalistic look in his eyes full of sweet passion. Yes, I loved that he felt so passionately about this, that he wanted me so badly. I couldn’t hold on much longer though. I was going to climax. I was trying to hold on, but it was coming faster than I could control.
And then it happened. I heard Jacob’s loud groan as he erupted inside of me like a volcano. “Fuck!” Jacob screamed through gritted teeth. Every single muscle in his body was full of tension, which reverberated through my own body.
I laid down flat, letting my ass remain up in the air as Jacob pulverized my sex with his wicked member until it triggered my own climax, which happened very soon.
And it was amazing. The whole world around me seemed to fade to black as a million stars blasted everywhere.
And when we finally collapsed with each other to the bed which was now wet with our sweat, I felt at peace. Even though the thoughts of what were about to happen were panicking within me, I felt at peace with the world around me at that moment. I knew that this was the right thing after all, no matter how much it hurt.
I was willing to be strong enough to let this happen. For us. We had to just be patient and wait for the answers to reveal themselves.
As I closed my eyes, I felt a lingering overwhelming sadness deep within me, but it was so far back… so far back in my mind.
And when I awoke, Jacob was gone. He had left without a word, probably because it was easier that way for him. Maybe it was easier for me, too.
But I had a feeling that this would never be easy.
Chapter Twenty-Five
Jacob
I leaned forward on my knees, breathing in and out as deeply as I could to oxygenate my failing body. I was beat tired. My head was pounding. And every muscle in body ached as if my limbs might just decide to walk away from the rest of my body at any moment. It was down to the wire here, but we were determined to emerge the victors of this battle.
We were playing University of Wisconsin. They were big and mean. They were also tough. And they hated our guts, probably because they finally had to work for the first time this season. The score had been tied at seven to seven since the second quarter. They had cut us off at every pass. They were stopping our running game and they had intercepted several passes already. Luckily our defense kept them from turning any of those into a scoring situation. But here we were. It had all come down to this with only a few minutes left in the game. This might have been our last shot.
We finished the huddle after receiving the play and headed back to the line. This was it. I had to snap out of it and get my body working again. It was crunch time. But it wasn’t just my body. It was my mind that needed to get back in the game. And today my head had been elsewhere.
It had been two days since I’d been forced to reconcile with Irene. And since then I’d managed to stay legitimately busy so that I wouldn’t have to spend too much time with her. When I was around her I just wanted to heave. The fact that she was doing this to me and to Maria was inexcusable and she deserved the worst kind of punishment imaginable as far as I could tell.
I saddled up and waited for the snap. When it came, a flood of adrenaline surged through my body and I ran down the field as fast as I could, with a defender on my tail the whole way. I dodged one way and the other, but he was keeping up with me every single step of the way, until finally I managed to outrun him just in time to pluck the ball from the sky as it came down towards me.
The moment the ball touched my hands I took off running with everything I had headed for the end zone. I was almost there, but this guy was fast, too. He was nipping at my heels doing his best to catch up to me. But I was on my horse, pounding my feet hard into the turf and heading across the goal line to score the game winning touchdown.
And that was it. The game was practically in the bag. We just had to hold on for the remaining minute and not screw things up. We could do that. We just had to hold on.
I took my spot on the bench to watch the defense take over and wait to see how we did at keeping Wisconsin at bay. They tried valiantly to score, but it was to no avail. We won.
I was ecstatic. This had been by far our toughest game of the season and we’d taken care of this opponent and socked away another win, another step to a championship.
As I celebrated with the team, I looked around to find Maria, but she wasn’t there. Normally, she would be either in the stands or sometimes down by the bench. At any rate, she was probably in her office at the very least. I wanted to go to her and talk to her, to hold her in my arms and kiss her sweetly. I wanted to make passionate love to her and tell her that I was done with Irene. That woman could go right to hell. But I was not willing to risk Maria’s career to do so.
But then again, now that I was there and this was real, I wasn’t sure I could go through with it. The guilt over what it was doing to Maria was awful. I hated myself for it. I was eventually going to have to get intimate with Irene to keep up this ruse. But was I really able to? Would I be able to actually go through with this when the time came?
I just didn’t know. But I knew I would soon find out.
As I headed out of the locker room after showering and changing, I saw Irene. She was there waiting for me with a big smile on her face. When she saw me, she started to jump up and down like she was a kid about to go to Disneyland.
“Hey, baby!” She yelled.
I nodded and she wrapped her arms around me. Before I could even react, she laid a big kiss on me. I had to fight the instinct to turn my head away. “Oh, I’ve been waiting for that,” she said with a giggle. “I’d say a nice celebration at my place is in order.”
I started to protest, b
ut thought better of it. I had to keep this going. It was only a few more games and then I could be done with it. If I could last that long. It made me feel sick. This damn woman was controlling me and Maria this way, blackmailing us. How dare she?
I followed Irene to her new place off campus where she had an apartment with a few friends of hers. It was a nice little place and it looked like we would be alone. I didn’t like the looks of this.
Irene brought me a beer as I entered the apartment and sat down on her couch. I was feeling weird here. I didn’t want to be there. I could think of nothing else but Maria. I could not get the image out of my mind of how hurt she was by all of this. And she was being so strong, trying not to let on, but I knew her. I missed her. This was horrible.
Irene sat down with her own beer beside me. “So, how about a pizza? I bet you are starving.”
“Sure, that’s fine.”
Irene ordered a pizza online and then leaned back on the couch beside me. “You were so incredible out there today, babe.”
“Thanks.”
My answers were short and concise. I could barely bring myself to talk to this woman. She was so vile, so evil.
“Well, we have about forty-five minutes before the pizza gets here,” she said. “What shall we do…?”
I rolled my eyes and took a large swig from the beer. I was going to need all the liquid courage I could get to go through with this.
I did not reply or respond. Just sat there. I reached for the television remote thinking maybe I could find something there to distract us for a bit. Irene snatched it from my hand and shook her head. “No, no, no…”
I looked at her. It might have been a wicked glare. She stared back at me lovingly, but with a crazy edge to it. She was certifiable.
“I want you so badly,” Irene said. “I’ve been thinking about you ever since you left. It’s been so crazy. I love you. And I’m glad you are right back here where you belong, here with me. We are finally together. You can’t stop two people from really being with each other. You just can’t stop them.”
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