Entangling
Book One of the Kirin Lane Series
By
Kelley Griffin
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ISBN: 9781706341314
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Edited partially by Ellie Maas Davis, Pressque, LLC. and by Wendy Waxmonsky
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Griffin, Kelley
Entangling, Book One of the Kirin Lane Series
This is a work of fiction. Characters and events in this book are a product of the author’s imagination and are used fictitiously. Any similarity to real persons, living or dead, business establishments, events or locales is entirely coincidental.
November 2019
Copyright © 2019 Kelley Griffin
Dedication
To the original Wonder Woman, Wendy Waxmonsky. Thanks for all your input on this series and for pushing me to be a better writer. Oh, and for being my person—the one who laughs at my weird sense of writing humor.
To Paloma Johnson, thank you for encouraging me and jumping in with both hands to help me every time I needed you!!
And to my husband, Stacy. Thank you for reading my books, being supportive and for being the most selfless husband a girl could ask for. The way you love me is the reason I can write romance. You make me want to succeed every day.
Dear Reader,
Thank you for reading this story. Kirin was my first love as a writer. She was the first character I could see in my mind’s eye as clearly as if she sat across from me sipping coffee. She’s wonderfully made, clumsy yet endearing, and vulnerable yet strong as hell, although she doesn’t know it yet.
She and I share similar missing father issues and I think that’s what drew her into my world. Take care of her over the next several chapters. She’s special to me.
Thank you for reading my stories and please connect with me! I’d love to know what you think of this book! Please consider taking a minute to leave a review. It’s one of the best ways to encourage others to read a new author.
XO~
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Chapter One
One arm shoved inside the business-end of a toilet was not how Kirin Lane pictured spending her Sunday morning. Goose-flesh crawled her elbows to both shoulders.
Five-year-old Little Jack sat cross-legged on the floor next to her, clutching his blanket. Curly hair, like his dad’s was, hung low over his chubby, tear-stained face. He picked at the toes of his mismatched socks; Batman on the left, Hulk on the right.
Kirin’s fingers searched the bend of the porcelain. She touched the plastic toy but couldn’t grasp it. It taunted her like most things in life these days, just out of reach. Her mind wandered. Was wearing Hulk and Batman socks together a comic book sin? Jack would’ve known. If only Jack was here.
A shiver wracked her spine. Early spring in the one-stoplight town of Corryton, Tennessee was filled with three things: hikers converging on House Mountain, allergies caused by budding dogwood trees, and weather as fickle as a high school prom queen. Mother Nature’s thermostat got stuck on either hot as Hell’s back porch or cold as a stream in January.
Today, however, the water felt as if she stood barefoot in a bathtub full of ice cubes. She clamped her eyes shut. Her mama would’ve said, “K, somebody’s walkin’ over your grave.”
When she opened them, Little Jack’s eyes met hers. He whispered for the tenth time, “I’m sorry, Mommy.”
Will stood at the door, hands on hips and an “I told you so” look on his face, as only a ten-year-old brother could have at such a pivotal moment. Kirin exhaled and nodded down at Little Jack, smiling to ease his worry. Yes, she felt frustrated with the little booger for dropping Batman in the toilet, but it wasn’t him she was angry with, and she knew it.
It was the flippin’ phone. Damn thing rang at five in the morning and caused a chain reaction of crazy. Number one, it woke all three of them, but number two it caused a sleepy Little Jack to stumble into the bathroom to potty while holding his favorite toy. Ergo Batman in the toilet. And if she was honest, it wasn’t so much the phone as the news on the other end that flared her anger and tied her stomach in knots.
Her fingers stretched and spread while the toy danced around, teasing her. Calling a plumber on a Sunday would cost double. Money they didn’t have. Her boys would have front row seats to witness their mama’s breakdown. She blew the wispy strands of blonde bangs off her face. They’d escaped the messy bun she’d wrangled her hair into as she’d hurried to catch the phone. Her lean budget numbers raced through her mind. She had no choice but to get the toy out.
The man on the phone had asked for Kirin Terhune Lane. Nobody called her Terhune. She hadn’t used her maiden name since nursing school, twelve years ago. And that was only because of her damn birth certificate. She needed no part of his name.
Tiny hairs on the back of her neck had stood at attention. She should’ve known right then, bad news followed.
“Your father, Sonny Terhune is dead,” the man on the other end announced. She’d squinted at the clock, two in the morning, California time. As if reading her mind, the man apologized for the hour but stated that Mr. Terhune’s orders indicated to notify her the moment it happened.
She didn’t even know her father had been sick. How could she? Bastard. He hadn’t spoken to her in thirty-two years. And now, he wanted her contacted the instant he died? Delusional old fart. No way in hell she’d mourn for him now.
Back then, she’d been a gullible, string-bean, almost-eight-year-old. Naïve and trusting. He’d send for her, he’d said. Bring her to California with him. Right.
And besides that emotional mess, this wasn’t her job. Plumbing, electrical, removing dead wildlife from the yard or sticking her hand in cold, dark places, all were Jack’s jobs. In the two years since cancer took him, she’d been responsible for all of it, and then some. Which was exactly why selfish anger crept up her spine like an army of ants.
Kirin’s forefinger latched on to something tiny, hard, and plastic. A superhero’s boot.
“Oh, almost!” she said.
Little Jack’s eyes widened. His hands gripped his blanket tighter and he held his breath. She tugged the boot over the hump of the pipe. One plastic leg followed, then the other. Almost. The abdomen of the toy moved over the hump, then stopped cold. It wouldn’t budge.
“Come on.” Teeth clenched, she pulled and twisted harder. Unfolding crossed legs from underneath her, she braced her feet on either side of the toilet to birth the toy. Thank God, she’d cleaned this bathroom yesterday.
Two years ago when Jack died, sadness had engulfed her. Then came anger, aimed mostly toward him. He’d promised he’d never leave her. Promised he wouldn’t do what her father did. But she was a logical woman. To blame him wasn’t fair. It wasn’t as if he’d had a choice. He could no more stop cancer than she could stop tripping over her own two feet. In her heart, she knew it wasn’t his fault. But
truth be told, she was tired of being responsible for everything and even more so of being alone.
Her mind sputtered. The man from California had said she needed to come to her father’s funeral. No, he’d said she had to do so. He’d relayed information from her father’s attorney and secretary. Both had strict orders to give Kirin her inheritance, an undisclosed, large sum of money and one tattered, Marine Corps Field Manual, but only if she came in person. A round-trip airfare ticket and hotel accommodations had been purchased in her name. At least his money paid for the funeral. She damn sure couldn’t, nor wouldn’t.
One thing was certain: Sonny Terhune was insane.
Realization hit—the cape. Batman’s cape hung on the bend. Little Jack whimpered as the toy screeched and scraped through the opening. If she had to sacrifice the cape to save the man, she would.
Closing her eyes, she gave one last, long tug. The toy dislodged along with a half-gallon of ice water. It raced like a river down the front of her sleep shirt. Kirin yelped, pulling the soaked shirt away from her bare chest as Little Jack scrambled to stand.
“Oh, thank you, Mommy!”
She tossed the dripping Batman into the sink. Little Jack stood on tiptoes. His chubby fingers washed and dried the toy, then he flung arms around his mom’s neck and kissed her on the cheek. A moment later, the thudding of socked feet padding down the hallway was followed by a quick slam of the boy’s bedroom door. Doctoring Batman back to health, no doubt.
Soaked and trembling, Kirin washed her hands and shuffled past Will. She patted him on the head and trudged toward her closet. Digging into a pile of clean laundry, she found her warmest sweats and softest sweatshirt. She peeled off her nightshirt—slow like a Band Aid—then she stepped in. She leaned against the door frame and tugged on warm socks. An old-woman groan escaped her lips. Sitting cross-legged on hard bathroom tile for half an hour made her stiff and feel more like fifty-nine than thirty-nine.
Dry, and more awake than she wanted to be, she slogged downstairs toward the kitchen. Coffee fixes everything. Stopping at the sink, she robotically pushed the start button. Morning sun flooded through the six-paned window, as all noise around her receded. Fog poured like honey out of a jar through the thick woods behind her house. Two gray squirrels gave chase up a tree.
Her eyes closed as his words sunk in. Her teeth clamped shut making her jaw ache.
Her father was dead.
Breathe. Kirin opened her eyes and absorbed the shock. She expected grief, but anger filled every hole made by the man who’d abandoned her. A man whose sole job was to love his daughter. He’d never wanted her. It all came down to that.
She shifted her weight toward the kitchen counter to make way for Little Jack, who’d come downstairs and crawled between her socked feet to grab a wayward toy.
The mere idea of taking anything from him made her stomach sour. She had to admit though, the farmhouse needed a new roof. Jack’s military life insurance had paid off most of the house and land, but she still had a mortgage payment and her nurse’s salary barely covered everything else. Little was left for repairs, new clothes, or even new shoes for the boys unless she picked up an extra shift. She didn’t know how much money her father had left her, but those karate lessons Will had been saving for might finally be within reach.
The wage she paid Rosa, the boys’ sitter, pushed her right to her budget’s edge. Then again, she’d cut lights and food before she lost Rosa. She’d stow her pride. He owed her, right?
She turned away from the window, sipping her coffee. She could feel Will’s eyes surveying her. When she looked up, his fingers swiped at his iPad, but his eyes stayed trained on her. He’d inherited Kirin’s stick-straight, blonde hair, general distrust of people, and cornflower-blue eyes. Those baby-blues narrowed at her now. No doubt he was trying to work out the emotional puzzle that was his mom. She’d explain some day. He didn’t need to be burdened with her idiot-father issues. Especially when he struggled with missing-father issues of his own.
As her mind ran in circles, she placed her coffee on the counter and stared at her hands. Thin fingers, with nubby nails, like her mama’s. A day didn’t go by she didn’t think about her. Her jolting death never made sense. How could a stay-at-home soccer mom in rural Tennessee die in a car explosion? Faulty gas line, they’d told her, but she’d never believed it.
Kirin drew in a deep breath. What a waste.
~*~
Rosa embodied the word tiny. The woman couldn’t reach the top shelf of the pantry without a stepladder. Hispanic with skin the color of coffee beans, Rosa’s tone was always snarky and sarcastic, and yet somehow filled with love.
Anyone with eyes could see how fiercely protective she’d become of Kirin and the boys. In two short years, they’d become family. She’d morphed into the glue they all needed after Jack died.
They’d met outside Morrissey’s grocery store in the rain. The connection was quick, and before she knew it, she’d adopted Rosa the way she might have kept a loveable old cat. Rosa noticed small details like a CIA agent and could sniff out a lie like a machine. And she could always be counted on to comment on an elephant in the room.
This was why Kirin was baffled that evening as she walked from her car toward Morrissey’s. Rosa and her sister had picked up the boys for a late afternoon trip to the zoo. The woman hadn’t said a word. Nothing. Not a peep about Kirin’s blotchy face or bloodshot eyes. Nothing about the scowl Kirin tried and failed to wipe off her face. The boys were even somber, their moods feeding off their mom’s, and still, Rosa said nothing. No “Rosa inquisition” to deal with. To be honest, it was odd.
Rosa stood in the kitchen, uncharacteristically silent. She didn’t even make eye contact. It was as if she already knew Kirin’s news. But that was impossible. The only normal thing Rosa had done was grab the grocery list off the fridge and place it next to Kirin’s purse. Eyeballing her as she did, so she wouldn’t forget it, like usual.
Lost in thought, Kirin meandered past the parked cars toward Morrissey’s and stepped out in front of a slow-moving car that screeched to a halt. The driver scowled and fluttered his hand for her to cross. She waved an apology and strolled into the store.
Kirin grabbed a cart and pulled out her list, shaking her head. Preposterous. There was no way Rosa had known. Maybe it’d been a rare day free of her normal snark. Right.
Morrissey’s stood tall as the only grocer in Corryton. It took a full five minutes to navigate from one side to the other. The store looked like a cross between a Wal-Mart and a Rural King. The only place within fifty miles where you could buy a massive HD television and a baby chick only a few aisles over. Plus, it garnered the reputation as a gossip hub. Reunions between friends, smack dab in the middle of the store, were as common as grocery carts.
She meandered to the right, toward neat rows of fruits and vegetables, stacked in perfect pyramids on flat tables. Past the bananas she spotted the tomatoes, with a shiny one on top.
This was her day for everything to be out of reach, even without her hand in a toilet. She stood on tiptoes as if she were a ballerina and stretched out her arm to grab the gleaming one on top. Almost there. She’d ignored the wet floor sign, the fresh lemon smell and even the tiny, not-yet-evaporated puddles along the edges of the floor. Leaning over, her foot slipped as if it’d caught on a grease spot. Her body pitched toward the stack. The only option available to her free hand was to gouge the stack of tomatoes to stop her face from doing it. Tomatoes avalanched on the other side of the display like hundreds of bouncy balls, released together, thudding then splatting to the floor.
Customers stopped to stare. One hand slapped over her mouth to stop the curse words from flying out. Double crap. A grunt, followed by several choice words, flew out of a man crouching on the other side. Kirin rushed around the display, tiptoeing through tomatoes on the floor.
“I’m so sorry.” She bent and touched the man’s shoulder.
He rose quick and towered over her,
then stepped back. His eyes narrowed in anger until they met hers. Then he froze. Deep green eyes widened as the corners of his mouth lifted in recognition, but the flicker died quick, turning back to a hard line.
Blinking a few times, he looked back at the sea of tomatoes lying on the floor and regained at least part of his annoyance. “What the…?”
“I’m sorry,” she repeated, “An accident, I was trying…”
“To kill me, no doubt.” His tone was light as he rubbed his shirt.
“No,” she shot back, tight-lipped. “To reach a tomato.”
She bent to pick a few off the floor, then placed them back on the display, all the while staring at this man as if he had three heads.
He nodded, then grabbed tomatoes too, monitoring her every move as he rose. He stifled a grin. Several of the fallen fruit had split, and one was flat out squashed to the floor. A nearby store clerk pushed a mop bucket toward them.
The man she’d accosted looked about her age, maybe a little older, muscular and trim like a firefighter. He reminded her of a tall, unshaven, James Marsden with light brown wavy hair, instead of black. Soft looking stubble lined his tight jaw. His rough hands held four of the huge tomatoes, where hers could hold three at most.
“It’s not safe to climb the tables, you know,” he stated matter-of-factly as he reached down, scooping another stack of fruit and placing them back on the stack. “Especially at your height.”
Mid-grab she froze, then straightened, glaring. He stood an entire head taller than her, and neither his dark green T-shirt holding in muscled shoulders nor his low-slung work jeans had a speck of red on them. If he hadn’t been so high and mighty he’d have been attractive. Not that she noticed, of course. But his comment ran through her like a sword.
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