“Oh.” Looking to Alina and tito who come and join everyone else standing on the porch.
Reuben continues “I will be doing the same thing but with an image of you phasing, releasing Sable. Take the image and make it your own, internalize it, Call to Sable as you did to your mother last night.” After reaching the spot where Reuben takes me to stand. Randall & Carmen notice I am getting nervous. They walk up to me asking “you sure you ready?” I am scared as hell, nervous as shit! but, for the sake of my pack and mate, I must try. I give them a nervous nod Yes.
Reuben had taken off his shirt and was untying his sweatpants strings until he notices the pack gathering around me, and he stops. He walks quickly back to me “Mulatto, we don’t have to do this. We all accept you as you are. From what Crimson tells me, Sable does also.” His hands, resting on my shoulders, causes me to relax. His voice was ALPHA strong, protective. But in his eyes, I see my tender mate.
Thinking of all I had done. Of the life, I have struggled so hard to reconnect with. There can be no turning back for me. I must do this. I hear a whine causing me to look to the woods. In my thoughts, I say it “I know that was you, Sable. I don’t how I know but I know that was you. I want you back. I want to remember who I was. I need that. I need YOU. THEY….” my glance shifting amongst all my pack. Whose own gaze were fixated with anxiety and tension on me “THEY NEED US SABLE. Let’s make this happen.” It is right after those words, something happens.
Returning my gaze upwards, I lock with Reuben’s, He sees the conviction in mine silver illuminated burning orbs. “If I am to become Luna of our pack. I have to do this. I have to try. I may be scared as hell, but I have every reason in the world to give my all.” My left hand touches his cheek “You....” My gaze moves, looking to my family and extended family “And them.” Reuben gives me a cheek kiss turns and returns to his spot continuing to undress.
One of the pack members brings us towels as I finish undressing. Picking it up, I wrap the towel given to me around my waist, tucking Its point, following Reubens example. He walks back to me again this time he hugs me “Are you Ready?” within his voice, there is a blend of concern and excitement. Fixating my sights deep into the eyes of my mate I know, I am no longer alone, I will always be safe “yes”. He hugs me one more time “I love you, Alejandro. I will be right here” and kisses me before returning to his position.
RETURN GUARDIAN RETURN
Alina/Clementina who previously remained on the porch watching. Looks to Tito now “ He needs me Tito. It is my duty” Tito nods kissing her forehead “vete mi amor (go my love). Bring our luna home.” Stepping off the porch, Alina approaches from behind the pack surrounding me, she addresses them. Her voice transforms from gentle soft spoken Alina. To one of the powerful Luna she was. Strong authoritative, power. “Everyone return the cabin” The pack opens a path for her and begin to start halfway back to the cabin but stop. They will remain close to both their Lunas. She interrupts Reuben “Please Alpha allow me. For this is my true purpose. I am thee destined celestial wulf caretaker of my cousin & father, our Luna. Aside from yours, my ability can withstand and absorb what he will unleash.”
Slightly surprised, Reuben, who had decided to come back to stand in front of me instead of at a distance, moves only to one side. He will not leave. Alina places both my hand on hers as mentally, she begins wulf speaking to me “Do you trust me?” Her body language continues changing from the gentle, easygoing pup I raised, to one wielding profound power. At this moment, Alina displays WHY she had become Luna ... and I trust her “always”. Her voice further transforms deepening to a level of power unrivaled “Then listen to my words from your soul. Close your eyes, listen to what I have to say. Primo (cousin) you are the strongest person I know” As she speaks to me, I feel the power and authority from her words holding conviction.
Above us, rumbling thunderous grey clouds begin developing overhead. For some reason, I become uncomfortable sensing Alina’s & her wulf Clementina’s will pressing on me. She continues speaking to me I realize “SHE IS trying to force me to submit to her”. Within me it stirs, with irritation. A resisting force I feel coming from me but it is not me. Yet somehow, it feels familiar. I can feel strengthening counter resistance expand, coursing through my being, a power bothered by her wulf spoken voice which attempts to suppress me, bend me to her will. To dominate me.
The cloud converging above darken with power and intensity. Morning daylight fades,Turning darkening evening beneath the smoke black cotton cushion which continues thickening. All the while spreading itself outwards reaching the size of a football field. A previous summer breeze turns growing forceful wind joining the cloud formation.
Years of old massive Chestnut trees abundant in this region. Begin swaying to bend further and further beneath the weight of gradually increasing force. Seeing this, Carmen begins a relentless weaving of her most powerful barrier spells layering them above the cabin. Reducing the barriers size, concentrating their protective force to encase just the cabin and the supernatural spectators within.
All the while, Alina’s voice continues to deepen, strengthening in its willpower. I feel it on me, her invisible will become weights on me, seeking to suppress my own. “You may not have your memories. But yours is the will of lightning. Swift, powerful, ferocious, a force without equal.” A lightning bolt goes on the attack, descending from the heavens, it strikes the water as four others join it, striking the four cardinal points around the shrinking barrier.
The ground beneath us rumbles upwards as if being disturbed. All the while, Alina’s voice continues deepening, pushing me downwards. Its invisible authoritative force on me, commands me to submit, to give into her will, to be dominated.
A feral force awakens fully within me. With this beast Alina’s luna will collides with another who calls to me its voice at first a whisper from within my mind “Call to meee. Reeleeease me. '' it gaining force growing angry. His hushed tone strengthens speaking with more affirmation “I am your devoted protector. I am you and I. Those who dare subjugate you will answer to me. Call me” Feeling this surge resisting, Its tone a rumble of an angry beast seeking freedom, But he is not alone.
Fourteen years of buried anger from my mental zombie state have taken its toll, and now, inch by fucking inch. It begins to rise. Air entering my lungs deepen with every inhalation. And yet, it is not enough. “For fourteen years I lived as shadow amongst people I once knew and called friends.” Like a revving motor, a snarl in my throat builds. My anger sears throughout every fiber of my being. matching that of the inner will now surfacing. Recalling what these fourteen years have been to me. Everything miserable thought and experience.
The treatment and distance of everyone. My isolation. Loathing them for this “I felt like a contagious infection beneath pitiful glances and stares” My own confined hell reminds me of my own pent up anger. “ I remember. I fucking remember nights trying to sleep, instead of staring around a bedroom at hanging memories I dont remember. Memories I was supposed to remember the same person smiling in different pictures with others on the wall. Nothing more than mere pictures to me. Not knowing who I was, unable to remember where the HELL I COME FROM!” I growl. “Enough. I have had enough. I will not live like this anymore. I will be whole.” The feel of another’s will trying to blend with my own. It wants to give me strength “ALEJANDRO...REACH FOR ME.” This voice a ferocious power. Its will, is . I feel it reach into mine. By sheer instinct I know I am safe. I want to hold back but a higher instinct tells me I am safe …I am safe. Whatever this power is. It feels familiar to me. Somehow, I can sense the answers I seek are here, within. It has my lost memories.
I reach for this power binding our wills as one. Feeling power incarnate unite with me, It turns into a HE, and he PISSED THE FUCK OFF “SHE IS MINE!!”. As one WE resist Alina’s will. Her words serve to feel like acid. Infuriating me and my rage explodes tossing her weighted will aside as if no more than dust particles. Still Alina speaks.
“Look at everything you have done for others. You made a Family, you united with your mate…...”
A berserker rage flows through my body remembering the past fourteen years. Resistance mounting inside me growing in will so to grows my desire to fight. My previous isolation...HAVE... TAKEN.. ITS .. TOLL and I snap. Pure anger unleashes, its might an inferno unrestrained. SHE WILL BE THE LAST ONE EVER TO DO THIS!!! I WILL NEVER AGAIN FEEL LESS THAN!! Eyelids previously I held closed. Shoot open with phenomenal speed. Revealing the destructive power burning with ethereal force. Revealing to Alina all present, what is coming for her, and she smiles. I snarl menacingly locking my blazing stare onto Alina. Alina now smiles at what she faces. Luminescent silver burning orbs release streams of electrical power. Human lips pull upwards into a snarl. A bellowing, baritone voice booms in my roaring her insult “SHE DARES THREATEN YOU!! SHE DARES TEMPTS SUCH DEATH!! I WILL FEAST ON HER SOULLLL!! FREE ME ALEJANDRO!!” My skin emits electricity seen dancing as fiery strands along the surface of my body. Forming into snakelike tendrils crackling, snapping upwards in whisps.
The pack quickly moves into Carmen’s barrier. This is no ordinary phase. A celestial guardian is being challenged and THAT is a mistake. My menancing snarl booms. Matching that of the thunderous thunder Yet still, I force myself to remain focused on Alina’s voice. My anchor my agitation. “Now do this!! Not just for us!! But for YOURSELF!! BECAUSE YOU ARE ALEJANDRO MAISONET!! ALPHA TO US ALL!! SABLE LIGHTNING wulf YOUR TRUE SOUL COMPANION!! YOU ARE OUR CELESTIAL GUARDIAN ALPHA REMEMBER AND UNITE!!”
Deep, guttural, savage, commanding, roaring, it’s tone attempting to overpower me, to bend me to her will, comes with such unbridled power slamming on top of me. She wants to suppress me. It is her final savage attempt break me and MAKE ME BOW TO HER!! “I COMMAND YOU! CALL TO SABLE NOWW!!!” Her final words are more wulf than human. She roars, as she roars I roar in defiance. Her will is overwhelmingly powerful yet, a ferocious animal will bonds with my own and I explode. Teeth snapping, the pain in my bones fires my soul further. It wants freedom. HE WILL PUNISH HER!!! Determination within me savagely explodes outwards meeting her challenge for dominance. “I WILL KILL HER!!!”
THEN. THEN I FEEL HIM!!!! His voice, pure beastial as his bellows. His defiance heard trembling the very earth…. Is heard by all “HOW DARE YOU!! I will NOT SUBMIT!” Menacing intent. “I AM EMISSARY OF THE DEATH GODDESS IKU!! I WILL NOT BE CONTAINED, OR DOMINATED!! FOR WE!!” Infernos rage burning spheres lock powerfully at Clementina’s “FOR I…!!. I AM SABLE THE LIGHTNING CELESTIAL WULF GUARDIAN !! I…AM… ALPHAAA!!!
Immensely thick clouds rip apart beneath the power of Lightning bolts descend. Simultaneously joined by six others eviscerating the earth from beneath. Racing toward us from all cardinal points. The barrier shrunk down to cover just the cabin, barely shielding the members within it. The ground beneath all quakes violently then explodes upwards. All lightning bolts unify converging on us, its nexus. Luminescent yellow smoke displaying white crackling electricity as it engulfs us. My eyes burning ferociously, connect with Alina’s, shrugging off her oppressive will as if it were nothing more than a shiver with a force unparalleled, summoning HIM!
His voice of a Celestial guardian powerful Alpha is heard booming, merging as one with my own. Together bellowing over the clashing thunder and threatening vaporizing lightning. My prevailing roar releases an internal explosion, searing throughout my being. Thunderously slammed now with earth exploding headache, my head threatens to split open. But I will not submit. I will never submit. FOR THAT IS NOT MY WILL! NOT NOT, NOT EVER!” I release a roar which will become known. A wulf spoken tone of deadly force, slams into the minds of all, forcing them to drop to one knee, bowing their heads, their noses and ears bleed beneath its power. “I WILL NOT SUBMIT EVER!!! FOR I AM ALEJANDRO MAISONET, DESTINED & BORN THE TRUE ALPHA OF THE CELESTIAL GUARDIAN PACK!!”
Thick lightning bolts rocket downwards attacking us three fully slicing downwards through the air, exploding, scattering earth, trees, water as its blazing stream converges….. On ME! “SABLE!! YOU ARE MY wulf CELESTIAL WARRIOR GUARDIAN TO THE GODDESS!!! I COMMAND YOU FINISH OUR BOND FOR WE ARE ONE!” Feral fury takes over me “I WILL BE FREEE!!”
Instantly words long forgotten. Spring alive, released through one final bellowing roar is heard from neither wulf nor human but rather beast like snarling voice. The twisting, folding clouds above attack it part “I CALL TO YOU SABLE WITH ALL MY MIGHT!! HEAR MY VOICE AND NOW TAKE FLIGHT! BREAK through THIS BARRIER, HELP ME TO FIGHT!! WE ARE CELESTIAL GUARDIAN PROTECTORS RETURN AND UNITE!!”
With these words a phenomenally thick lightning bolt, possessing immense power threatening mass destruction, rockets downwards toward us from above STRIKING full force. Simultaneously, another, matching it, explodes upwards from the ground beneath us sending earth, trees and debris in all directions. Leaving the three of us locked in midair beneath the lightning attack, next coming from both above & below. Now joined by ferociously thick bolts exploding racing forth, from all cardinal points at once towards us. Collide with a deafening BOOM, keeping us suspended. Simultaneous we phase and it is done. The flash produced collision recedes, We touch down onto a charred scorched ground. Three sets of paws from three-phased powerful Wulves emerge.
Only one remains illuminated, lightning crackling, off my coat dancing, as swaying cobras across my entire body while my eyes remain shut. For there is someone dear to me whom I wish to see. For Alejandro has persevered in seeking me and it is He whom I desire most. Sable responds to me, both of us in our astral form. Darkness surrounds us. yet, Sable is before me and all I see. His astral form, beautiful simply beautiful, in all the darkness he is my star, radiating before me as if he were part of the very constellation itself.
His eyes beautiful hues of aqua, powder blues and sky blues. With white irises, set outside emerald green encircling them, held in place by his lustrous coat. Like the small meadow we stand in. I see soft currents of electricity repeat their journey. As if a small stone dropped in a pond, the ripples flow backward. Beginning from his muzzle. It travels rolling with a soft gentleness, along his pelt to his tail. His form blazes like a beacon in the night.
Rippling hues of colors radiate backward over his entire body, starting from his nose. A smile to him is my recognition as he approaches. His gait firm, happy. His body language relaying his desire to be with me. Matches the one I possess for him. Closing the distance to me he sees I too begin towards him with impulsive strides equal to his own. The throbbing bongo climbing in my chest pushes me until I am running. Only to trip and fall in front of him kneeling on both knees where I fell. His name said with confidence and peace I look up to him. Throwing my arms around his neck, burying my head in his electric neck fur “Sable”.
Speaking like a father wulf to his cub, eyes gentle and loving rest on me, Sable huge frame comes to sit before me. I do not see the Celestial lightning Guardian wulf. I see what I have lost and so does he, closing the small gap, he drops his head on my shoulder.
His wulf Spoken tone, possessing tenderness yet, is power incarnate. Placing his own head on my back. I hear him again for the first time in years “Ale” and … I feel peace. Just the tone of his voice sends ripples of excited electrical chills through me. This feeling of finally being whole. I smile, my eyes water remembering the tone of his wulf Speak and somehow, the name I call him by, my majestic loyal friend since birth, how I have missed you. I utter it now in confidence “hi Sabe. What took ya so long?”
His words stoke powerful emotions within me. “I have missed you so very much my Ale. I am sorry for the wait. The damage to our bond was badly severe taking time to repair. I didn’t mean to stay away for so long. But I knew our love would unite us once more. and I was always watching.” Then, pulling back he meets my gaze continuing “We are almost done, and this will hurt. But I know you will endure. You must endure my human soul companion, you must. But then all will be made clear. Are you ready my human soul companion?”
I smile to him, nodding. My gaze never breaking Those of his silver glowing eyes “I’ve waited fourteen Years for this moment Sable, I am beyond fear Sabe…. I want peace. I want to remember. Yes” He leans his forehead to mine and upon contact; WHAM! I am racked with a head splitting migraine. My body contorts, muscles contract convulsing beneath the searing pain coursing downwards into it. Blackness threatens to envelop me like so many times before. But I do not give in. my head throbs to the point of exploding, As if a damn suddenly broke, flooding me with memories of long ago. But I endure. Compared to the painful black emptiness I have had to live with for these years, This is nothing.
A slamming, pounding flood of memories open; and I remember. For the first time in fourteen years, I can remember how our bond was. Looking to see, slowly, I witness the blackness of our astral plane come to life. Flickers of electricity come into view from all life, expanding from us, it begins stealing away the darkness of my mind. Replacing it with a single beauty most precious, most sacred…. Life. The life force energies within all living things take shape surrounding us, radiating. Brightening stronger and stronger it forms forms of all living creatures & plants. I see infra red hues of pastel blues, lime pastel greens, oranges, yellows, all rising off living bodies and organisms all surrounding us.
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