by Timothy Zahn
Gyasi nodded. “Exactly. The reverse of the same coin. Then there are a whole group of questions that I guess would fall into a ‘folk medicine’ sort of category. You know—little bits of advice that people pass along generational lines; things they accept as true even if they don’t understand the mechanism involved. The standard mothers’ warning against getting into bad company, for instance, or the idea that you can change a person’s character if you put in the time and effort and love to do it. Or even the question of whether there’s some deeper physical significance to the fact that good is so often equated with light, which is itself quantized.”
Kosta blinked. “Huh?”
Gyasi grinned. “Never mind. I just tossed that one in to see if you were still paying attention.”
“Trust me,” Kosta assured him. “But this still doesn’t make any sense. You’ve got the whole thing backwards.”
“Do I?” Gyasi asked, serious again. “Well, then, try looking at it this way: what’s the difference—the observational difference, I mean—between a person doing something bad and therefore creating evil; and the evil influencing the person to then go and do something bad?”
Kosta stared at him, searching for a quick and glib answer. He couldn’t find one. “It’s still backwards,” he finally said.
“There are parts of it that bother me, too,” Gyasi admitted. “The concept of free will, for one thing, which I’m not quite ready to give up on. But I can’t give up on Acchaa, either.” He gestured around him. “Because the angels work.”
Kosta dropped his eyes to his display. “Documented?” he asked. “I mean, really documented?”
“We’ve got data from five hundred thirty-eight High Senators who were in office both before and after the law requiring them to wear angels,” Gyasi said. “Over a third of them had occasionally or frequently skated to the edge of ethical and legal behavior. Influence peddling, abuse of power, financial irregularities—you know the list Now, twenty years later, that sort of thing just doesn’t happen. Some of them took years to change; but they did change.”
“Maybe it was peer pressure,” Kosta suggested, uncomfortably aware that he was grasping at straws. “Or better public awareness of their activities that caused them to back off.”
“The people who did the studies didn’t think so,” Gyasi said. “The reports are there—go ahead and look them up.”
Kosta looked up from the display, shook his head. Quanta of good... “Sorry, but I still don’t buy it.”
Gyasi shrugged. “You’re welcome to try and prove the theory wrong,” he said equably. “That’s what science is all about. Personally, I had enough philosophical struggles before the angels and Acchaa came along. I wouldn’t especially mind if this particular complication got eliminated.”
He leaned forward, an odd expression on his face. “But while you and your open mind are trying to find another explanation, take a little time to consider the possibilities if this really is true. The chances we’ll have to finally get at the root cause of evil and injustice in the universe.”
“What do you mean?” Kosta asked, easing back in his chair. The other’s sudden intensity was unnerving.
“Suppose we can find a way to create the same effect without having to have angels physically on hand, for instance,” Gyasi said earnestly. “That’s one of the things my group’s working on: trying to isolate the physical mechanism that the angels use to alter brain chemistry or neural structure. Dr. Shivaprasad’s group, downstairs in Basic Research, is trying to devise a way of detecting the presence of natural angels in people; Dr. MaecDavz and his group are doing the same thing from another direction, trying to see if angels can leave residual field effects of themselves in physical objects. Think of what that might mean for the interpretation of history or current events.”
Abruptly, he broke off. “Sorry,” he apologized, looking a little sheepish. “I sometimes lie in bed at night having imaginary arguments with the people out there who’d try to shut us down as blasphemers if they knew what we were doing and thinking here. Sometimes those arguments leak out a little.”
“That’s all right,” Kosta assured him. “I gather you think it would be a waste of time for me to try and split the ion shells off the angels.”
“I think so, yes,” the other said with a shrug. “But I’m hardly the last word on how the universe operates. If Director Podolak gives you the go-ahead, I’d say go ahead.” He glanced at his watch and stood up, giving his chair a shove back toward his own desk. “As for me, I’ve got a tissue sample waiting in the bio lab. See you later.”
“Right,” Kosta said as the other pulled open the door. “Enjoy yourself.”
Gyasi flashed a grin and was gone, closing the door behind him.
Kosta stared at the closed door, a shiver running up his back. Searching for the mechanism, Gyasi had said, that the angels use to alter brain chemistry and neural structure.
To alter brain chemistry and neural structure …
The words seemed to hang there in the silence like some strange and unpleasant smell. Once again, it was back: the whole disturbing question of how Kosta himself was going to avoid being affected by the angels.
Once again, he had no answer.
CHAPTER 10
With a jerk, Chandris woke to find herself moving.
For a second she lay there in the dark, panic bubbling in her throat as she tried furiously to break through the fog of sleep and confusion. The unfamiliar bed beneath her jolted to the side; and as it did so, the disorientation cleared.
The Gazelle, and the Daviees … and Angelmass.
Twisting around on the narrow cot that took up half the tiny cabin’s floor space, she fumbled in the dark for the light switch. The ceiling went on, a low night-level glow that didn’t burn her eyes as she swung her legs out of bed and planted her feet on the icy metal floor. A six o’clock lift, Ornina had said; but the clock built into the computer desk read only four thirty-five. Either Ornina had gotten her wires crossed, or something was wrong.
The Gazelle jerked again. Gritting her teeth, Chandris reached for her new coverall jumpsuit and started pulling it on.
The narrow corridors were silent and night-level dim as she made her way along them toward the front of the ship, occasionally bumping into walls as the Gazelle continued its rocking movement. Amid the occasional creaking of metal she could hear a faint whine, nothing at all like the dull background roar that had been a constant part of life aboard the Xirrus.
Her original goal had been the forward control cabin, but she was barely halfway there when she began to hear traces of what sounded like music over the whine. Following the sound, she came upon an open door spilling light into the corridor. Moving as stealthily as she could on the unstable floor, she eased up to the door and looked inside.
“Well, good morning,” Ornina said, looking up from a mess of disassembled electronics spread out on a lab table in front of her and throwing Chandris a smile. “What are you doing—just a second,” she interrupted herself, turning toward the expensive-looking sound system in the corner. “Music command: volume down two,” she ordered.
The music obediently went softer. “One of our few luxuries,” Ornina confessed, looking back at Chandris. “But we both love music, and it’s so nice to be able to fiddle with it when both hands are full. Don’t just stand there—come on in. What in the world are you doing up this early?”
“I thought something was wrong,” Chandris told her, feeling a little foolish as she stepped into the room. “We weren’t supposed to leave until six, were we?”
“To leave Seraph, yes,” Ornina nodded. “But we can hardly launch from our service port, now, can we?”
“No, of course not,” Chandris agreed, annoyed that she hadn’t figured that out on her own. “I guess I just assumed you meant we’d leave the service port at six or so.”
Ornina shook her head, turning back to the equipment spread out in front of her. “No ‘or so’ about
it,” she said, picking up a tiny block and peering closely at it. “When Shikari launch control gives you a slot, you’d better be on the launch strip at that time and not a minute later. Otherwise, you go to the end of the roster and maybe don’t even get off that day. Ach.”
Shaking her head, she handed Chandris the block. “Be a dear and tell me what the number on this strytram is, will you?”
“Uh …” Chandris frowned at the faded gray printing, wondering uneasily if she was supposed to know what a strytram was. “It looks like CR 57743. Or maybe CR 57748—the last one’s not all there.”
“It’s a 48,” Ornina nodded, taking it back. “It was the 77 I wasn’t sure of. Thank you.”
“You’re welcome.” Chandris looked around at the other pieces. “What’s all this from, anyway?”
“A Senamaec high-end sampler,” Ornina identified it. “Our backup, fortunately, or we’d be in trouble. I don’t suppose you’ve ever worked on one before?”
“Afraid not,” Chandris said, forcing her voice to remain casual. The Xirrus’s files had never mentioned Senamaec high-end samplers. Belatedly, she was starting to realize that those files hadn’t been nearly as complete as she’d thought. “Where’s Mr. Daviee?” she asked, to change the subject.
“Hanan, please,” Ornina chided her gently. “And I’m Ornina. There’s not nearly enough room on a huntership for unnecessary formalities. Besides, it makes us feel older than either of us likes.”
“Sorry,” Chandris murmured.
“That’s all right. To answer your question, he’s still in bed. Hopefully still asleep, too—he’ll be handling the actual lift, and that’s not a job for someone low on sleep.” She glanced up at Chandris. “You were up pretty late last night, too, weren’t you.”
“I was trying to get through all the spec manuals,” Chandris told her. “There are a lot of things about the Gazelle that I’m not used to.”
“Hunterships are a unique breed of fish,” Ornina agreed. “Have to be. You send an ordinary ship into the Angelmass region and you’d fry everything inside it to a crisp. Electromagnetic radiation, particle fluxes, magnetic twist fields— the works. But of course you know all that.”
“Of course,” Chandris murmured, a chill running up her back. Somehow, in all her studying, she’d never run across anything on Angelmass itself. If it was as dangerous as it sounded, she’d better correct that omission, and fast. “Well, unless you need me, I guess I’ll go get some breakfast,” she told Ornina, starting back toward the door.
“Go ahead,” Ornina said. “But when you’re finished, I’d appreciate it if you’d come back and give me a hand here. I want to get this put back together before Hanan wakes up.”
Chandris clenched her teeth. “Sure,” she said. “I’ll be right back.”
So much for more study time, she groused to herself as she swayed her way back down the jostling corridors. But still, that was more annoying than dangerous. After all, the Daviees had been doing this angel collecting thing for eleven years now. Surely they knew what they were doing.
No matter how bad Angelmass was, she could certainly handle a single trip out there. And a single trip was all she was going to need.
More from curiosity than any other reason, Chandris watched the control cabin chrono as she sat waiting; and at exactly 6:00:02 the Gazelle lifted.
It felt pretty much the way the shuttle launch to the Xirrus had felt, back when she’d first left Uhuru: a mostly smooth sense of movement along the thick concrete strip and up into the sky, with a steady roar of engines coming from behind.
But back then she’d been in a passenger cabin, without the monitors and displays and the running conversation between Hanan, Ornina, and the controllers … and it was quickly clear that a space ship launch was more interesting than it felt.
The sound of the engines wasn’t just a single roar, for one thing. It was a mixture of several different roars, each coming from a different engine, with only the combination remaining steady. The sky was anything but empty, either: there must have been a hundred other vehicles flying around the area, all of them looking much too close for comfort.
“We’re coming up on the launch dish, Chandris,” Ornina announced from her seat. “Pelvic camera, if you want to watch.”
Chandris shifted her eyes to the display showing the underside of the ship. There it was, or so she assumed, moving into view as the Gazelle flew over the landscape. It was almost fragile looking, shaped like a giant dinner plate … and looked like it was about to explode.
It really did. From a hundred places around the edge sparks were spitting, and she could see that the dish’s surface was shimmering with a haze of light. Beneath the haze, the whole nurking thing seemed to be coming apart—
And then, without warning, it was gone. Along with the whole city.
Chandris blinked, eyes flicking between the displays … and gradually it dawned on her that the city was gone because the Gazelle was suddenly way off the ground.
Way off the ground.
“First launch dish lift?”
Chandris turned to find Ornina looking back at her. “Not really,” she said, wondering uneasily whether it should be her first There hadn’t been a word about launch dishes in the material she’d read aboard the Xirrus, either. Was it something specific to hunterships? “First one where I’ve had a chance to watch what was happening, though,” she added, hoping that would cover all the edges.
Apparently it did. “Pretty spectacular, isn’t it?” Hanan commented. “Especially when the dish looks like it’s about to come apart. I’ve never yet gotten a clear answer from a tech on what exactly causes that illusion.”
“You want to double-check our vector, Chandris?” Ornina asked. “We should be on an orbital intercept for the catapult.”
“Sure,” Chandris nodded, swiveling the comp arm into position in front of her and getting her mind back on business. This part, at least, she’d studied like crazy. The Gazelle’s course vector … there it was. To calculate the orbital intercept all she had to do was to call up the proper display and superimpose the lines … “Looks good,” she reported. “Maybe just a little on the short side.”
“Short side, right,” Hanan said. The roar of the engines deepened for a moment, then slackened off again. “No surprise there—Lift Two’s always tended to kick a little short,” he commented. “Maybe someday they’ll get around to fixing it”
“Not till Lift Four’s on line, though,” Ornina said. “What was ETA on the catapult, Chandris?”
Chandris glanced across her display, located the proper number. “About fifteen minutes,” she said.
“Good.” She cocked her head a little to the side. “We’ll be all right here now if you’d like to go back to your room and catch up on your sleep. Even after we hit Central it’ll be another couple of hours before we’re close enough to start looking for angels.”
Chandris hesitated. She was tired—that was for sure. But she was supposed to be an expert at this stuff; and wherever she went next it would undoubtedly help her puff-talk if she knew what a catapulting looked and felt like. Most people, after all, weren’t so gullible as to believe every lame thing she said. “Thanks,” she told Ornina. “But I’d rather stay.”
The catapult didn’t have nearly the same class of light show as the launch dish had had. All Chandris could see as they approached, in fact, were five widely spaced clusters of multicolored lights, all of them flickering crazily, that seemed to match with the catapult pole markings on the navigation display. Hanan maneuvered the Gazelle into the middle of the lights, signaled someone that they were ready, and listened as the radio gave him a short, five-number countdown. An almost-felt jerk; and in an instant the flashing lights on the display had changed to—
Chandris’s whole body lurched in a sudden spasm of shock. “Nurk!” she gasped.
“What?” Ornina snapped.
For a horrible second Chandris couldn’t even speak; her body stiff w
ith horror, her eyes frozen on the thing centered on the display. It was a spider—a huge, monstrous, impossible spider. In the distance she could see the massive hourglass-shaped body glistening evilly in an eerie light. Its spindly rear legs were almost invisible as they trailed out behind it; but the front legs, stretched out to grab the Gazelle—
“Welcome to Angelmass Central,” Hanan said, his voice sounding distant alongside the pounding in her ears. “Often called the ugliest space station ever built. I take it from your reaction that you agree?”
With a supreme effort Chandris tore her eyes away from the horror on the display. “What?” she managed.
His eyebrows raised, just a bit. “It’s a space station,” he said gently.
For another minute she just looked at him, the words slowly registering through the fear. Then, steeling herself, she looked back at the display.
The spider was gone. In its place was, indeed, a space station.
The two halves of the hourglass body were two squat cylinders with tapering ends, their central sections rotating slowly to create an artificial gravity. Connecting them was a slender section that looked like a double choker composed of large pearls, pearls painted the bright orange of emergency escape pods.
She took a deep breath, exhaled it through quivering lips. “Sorry,” she muttered, her face hot with shame. “I thought I saw … something else.”
“At a guess, I’d say a giant spider,” Hanan said.
Chandris took another deep breath. It seemed to help a little. “That’s it,” she nodded, forcing her mind and voice back into the proper role. “I’m sorry. I’ve never been very fond of spiders.”
“Join the club,” Ornina said. “There are some days I still get a chill myself when I see the place.”
The Gazelle had pulled away from the outstretched spider legs now, enough so that the slowly flashing lights on the ends of each could be seen. “Those are the poles for the net, then?” Chandris asked tentatively.
“Right,” Ornina said. “The other end of the station is the catapult for getting us back to Seraph.”
