by John Wyndham
‘For heaven’s sake,’ he told her once more, ‘put the cockeyed thing straight. Don’t you know how to fix ’em yet? And you’ve got your colour on wrong, too. Look at that picture – now look at yourself in the mirror: a great daub of red all in the wrong place. And your hair, too: getting all like seaweed again. You’ve got the things to wave it, then for crysake wave it again, and stop looking like a bloody mermaid. I know you can’t help being a damn Mart, but you can at least try to look like a real woman.’
Lellie looked at the coloured picture, and then compared her reflection with it, critically.
‘Yith – okay,’ she said, with an equable detachment.
Duncan snorted.
‘And that’s another thing. Bloody baby-talk! It’s not “yith”, it’s “yes”. Y-E-S, yes. So say “yes”.’
‘Yith,’ said Lellie, obligingly.
‘Oh, for – Can’t you hear the difference? S-s-s, not th-th-th. Ye-sss.’
‘Yith,’ she said.
‘No. Put your tongue further back like this –’
The lesson went on for some time. Finally he grew angry.
‘Just making a monkey out of me, huh! You’d better be careful, my girl. Now, say “yes”.’
She hesitated, looking at his wrathful face.
‘Go on, say it.’
‘Y-yeth,’ she said, nervously.
His hand slapped across her face harder than he had intended. The jolt broke her magnetic contact with the floor, and sent her sailing across the room in a spin of arms and legs. She struck the opposite wall, and rebounded to float helplessly, out of reach of any hold. He strode after her, turned her right way up, and set her on her feet. His left hand clutched her overall in a bunch, just below her throat, his right was raised.
‘Again!’ he told her.
Her eyes looked helplessly this way and that. He shook her. She tried. At the sixth attempt she managed: ‘Yeths.’
He accepted that for the time being.
‘You can do it, you see – when you try. What you need, my girl, is a bit of firm handling.’
He let her go. She tottered across the room, holding her hands to her bruised face.
A number of times while the weeks drew out so slowly into months Duncan found himself wondering whether he was going to get through. He spun out what work there was as much as he could, but it left still too much time hanging heavy on his hands.
A middle-aged man who has read nothing longer than an occasional magazine article does not take to books. He tired very quickly, as his predecessor had prophesied, of the popular records, and could make nothing of the others. He taught himself the moves in chess from a book, and instructed Lellie in them, intending after a little practice with her to challenge the man on Callisto. Lellie, however, managed to win with such consistency that he had to decide that he had not the right kind of mind for the game. Instead, he taught her a kind of double solitaire, but that didn’t last long, either; the cards seemed always to run for Lellie.
Occasionally there was some news and entertainment to be had from the radio, but with Earth somewhere round the other side of the sun just then, Mars screened off half the time by Callisto, and the rotation of the satellite itself, reception was either impossible, or badly broken up.
So mostly he sat and fretted, hating the satellite, angry with himself, and irritated by Lellie.
Just the phlegmatic way she went on with her tasks irritated him. It seemed an injustice that she could take it all better than he could simply because she was a dumb Mart. When his ill-temper became vocal, the look of her as she listened exasperated him still more.
‘For crysake,’ he told her one time, ‘can’t you make that silly face of yours mean something? Can’t you laugh, or cry, or get mad, or something? It’s enough to drive a guy nuts going on looking at a face that’s fixed permanent like it was a doll just heard its first dirty story. I know you can’t help being dumb, but for heaven’s sake crack it up a bit, get some expression into it.’
She went on looking at him without a shadow of a change.
‘Go on, you heard me! Smile, damn you – Smile!’
Her mouth twitched very slightly.
‘Call that a smile! Now, there’s a smile!’ He pointed to a pin-up with her head split pretty much in half by a smile like a piano keyboard. ‘Like that! Like this!’ He grinned widely.
‘No,’ she said. ‘My face can’t wriggle like Earth faces.’
‘Wriggle!’ he said, incensed. ‘Wriggle, you call it!’ He freed himself from the chair’s spring-cover, and came towards her. She backed away until she fetched up against the wall. ‘I’ll make yours wriggle, my girl. Go on, now – smile!’ He lifted his hand.
Lellie put her hands up to her face.
‘No!’ she protested. ‘No – no – no!’
It was on the very day that Duncan marked off the eighth completed month that Callisto relayed news of a ship on the way. A couple of days later he was able to make contact with her himself, and confirm her arrival in about a week. He felt as if he had been given several stiff drinks. There were the preparations to make, stores to check, deficiencies to note, a string of nil-nil-nil entries to be made in the log to bring it up to date. He bustled around as he got on with it. He even hummed to himself as he worked, and ceased to be annoyed with Lellie. The effect upon her of the news was imperceptible – but then, what would you expect … ?
Sharp on her estimated time the ship hung above them, growing slowly larger as her upper jets pressed her down. The moment she was berthed Duncan went aboard, with the feeling that everything in sight was an old friend. The Captain received him warmly, and brought out the drinks. It was all routine – even Duncan’s babbling and slightly inebriated manner was the regular thing in the circumstances. The only departure from pattern came when the Captain introduced a man beside him, and explained him.
‘We’ve brought a surprise for you, Superintendent. This is Doctor Whint. He’ll be sharing your exile for a bit.’
Duncan shook hands. ‘Doctor … ?’ he said, surprisedly.
‘Not medicine – science,’ Alan Whint told him. ‘The Company’s pushed me out here to do a geological survey – if geo isn’t the wrong word to use. About a year. Hope you don’t mind.’
Duncan said conventionally that he’d be glad of the company, and left it at that for the moment. Later, he took him over to the dome. Alan Whint was surprised to find Lellie there; clearly nobody had told him about her. He interrupted Duncan’s explanations to say:
‘Won’t you introduce me to your wife?’
Duncan did so, without grace. He resented the reproving tone in the man’s voice; nor did he care for the way he greeted Lellie just as if she were an Earth woman. He was also aware that he had noticed the bruise on her cheek that the colour did not altogether cover. In his mind he classified Alan Whint as one of the smooth, snooty type, and hoped that there was not going to be trouble with him.
It could be, indeed, it was, a matter of opinion who made the trouble when it boiled up some three months later. There had already been several occasions when it had lurked uneasily near. Very likely it would have come into the open long before had Whint’s work not taken him out of the dome so much. The moment of touch-off came when Lellie lifted her eyes from the book she was reading to ask: ‘What does “female emancipation” mean?’
Alan started to explain. He was only half-way through the first sentence when Duncan broke in:
‘Listen – who told you to go putting ideas into her head?’
Alan shrugged his shoulders slightly, and looked at him.
‘That’s a damn silly question,’ he said. ‘And, anyway, why shouldn’t she have ideas? Why shouldn’t anyone?’
‘You know what I mean.’
‘I never understand you guys who apparently can’t say what you mean. Try again.’
‘All right then. What I mean is this: you come here with your ritzy ways and your snazzy talk, and right from the start
you start shoving your nose into things that aren’t your business. You begin right off by treating her as if she was some toney dame back home.’
‘I hoped so. I’m glad you noticed it.’
‘And do you think I didn’t see why?’
‘I’m quite sure you didn’t. You’ve such a well-grooved mind. You think, in your simple way, that I’m out to get your girl, and you resent that with all the weight of two thousand, three hundred and sixty pounds. But you’re wrong: I’m not.’
Duncan was momentarily thrown off his line, then:
‘My wife,’ he corrected. ‘She may be only a dumb Mart, but she’s legally my wife: and what I say goes.’
‘Yes, Lellie is a Mart, as you call it; she may even be your wife, for all I know to the contrary; but dumb, she certainly is not. For one example, look at the speed with which she’s learned to read – once someone took the trouble to show her how. I don’t think you’d show up any too bright yourself in a language where you only knew a few words, and which you couldn’t read.’
‘It was none of your business to teach her. She didn’t need to read. She was all right the way she was.’
‘The voice of the slaver down the ages. Well, if I’ve done nothing else, I’ve cracked up your ignorance racket there.’
‘And why? – So she’ll think you’re a great guy. The same reason you talk all toney and smarmy to her. So you’ll get her thinking you’re a better man than I am.’
‘I talk to her the way I’d talk to any woman anywhere – only more simply since she’s not had the chance of an education. If she does think I’m a better man, then I agree with her. I’d be sorry if I couldn’t.’
‘I’ll show you who’s the better man –’ Duncan began.
‘You don’t need to. I knew when I came here that you’d be a waster, or you’d not be on this job – and it didn’t take long for me to find out that you were a goddam bully, too. Do you suppose I’ve not noticed the bruises? Do you think I’ve enjoyed having to listen to you bawling out a girl whom you’ve deliberately kept ignorant and defenceless when she’s potentially ten times the sense you have? Having to watch a clodkopf like you lording it over your “dumb Mart”? You emetic!’
In the heat of the moment, Duncan could not quite remember what an emetic was, but anywhere else the man would not have got that far before he had waded in to break him up. Yet, even through his anger, twenty years of space experience held – as little more than a boy he had learnt the ludicrous futility of weightless scrapping, and that it was the angry man who always made the bigger fool of himself.
Both of them simmered, but held in. Somehow the occasion was patched up and smoothed over, and for a time things went on much as before.
Alan continued to make his expeditions in the small craft which he had brought with him. He examined and explored other parts of the satellite, returning with specimen pieces of rock which he tested, and arranged, carefully labelled, in cases. In his off times he occupied himself, as before, in teaching Lellie.
That he did it largely for his own occupation as well as from a feeling that it should be done, Duncan did not altogether deny; but he was equally sure that in continued close association one thing leads to another, sooner or later. So far, there had been nothing between them that he could put his finger on – but Alan’s term had still some nine months to go, even if he were relieved to time. Lellie was already hero-worshipping. And he was spoiling her more every day by this fool business of treating her as if she were an Earth woman. One day they’d come alive to it – and the next step would be that they would see him as an obstacle that would be better removed. Prevention being better than cure, the sensible course was to see that the situation should never develop. There need not be any fuss about it …
There was not.
One day Alan Whint took off on a routine flight to prospect somewhere on the other side of the satellite. He simply never came back. That was all.
There was no telling what Lellie thought about it; but something seemed to happen to her.
For several days she spent almost all her time standing by the main window of the living-room, looking out into the blackness at the flaring pinpoints of light. It was not that she was waiting or hoping for Alan’s return – she knew as well as Duncan himself that when thirty-six hours had gone by there was no chance of that. She said nothing. Her expression maintained its exasperating look of slight surprise, unchanged. Only in her eyes was there any perceptible difference: they looked a little less live, as if she had withdrawn herself further behind them.
Duncan could not tell whether she knew or guessed anything. And there seemed to be no way of finding out without planting the idea in her mind – if it were not already there. He was, without admitting it too fully to himself, nervous of her – too nervous to turn on her roundly for the time she spent vacantly mooning out of the window. He had an uncomfortable awareness of how many ways there were for even a dimwit to contrive a fatal accident in such a place. As a precaution he took to fitting new air-bottles to his suit every time he went out, and checking that they were at full pressure. He also took to placing a piece of rock so that the outer door of the airlock could not close behind him. He made a point of noticing that his food and hers came straight out of the same pot, and watched her closely as she worked. He still could not decide whether she knew, or suspected … After they were sure that he was gone, she never once mentioned Alan’s name …
The mood stayed on her for perhaps a week. Then it changed abruptly. She paid no more attention to the blackness outside. Instead, she began to read, voraciously and indiscriminately.
Duncan found it hard to understand her absorption in the books, nor did he like it, but he decided for the moment not to interfere. It did, at least, have the advantage of keeping her mind off other things.
Gradually he began to feel easier. The crisis was over. Either she had not guessed, or, if she had, she had decided to do nothing about it. Her addiction to books, however, did not abate. In spite of several reminders by Duncan that it was for company that he had laid out the not inconsiderable sum of £2,360, she continued, as if determined to work her way through the station’s library.
By degrees the affair retreated into the background. When the next ship came Duncan watched her anxiously in case she had been biding her time to hand on her suspicions to the crew. It turned out, however, to be unnecessary. She showed no tendency to refer to the matter, and when the ship pulled out, taking the opportunity with it, he was relievedly able to tell himself that he had really been right all along – she was just a dumb Mart: she had simply forgotten the Alan Whint incident, as a child might.
And yet, as the months of his term ticked steadily away, he found that he had, bit by bit, to revise that estimate of dumbness. She was learning from books things that he did not know himself. It even had some advantages, though it put him in a position he did not care for – when she asked, as she sometimes did now, for explanations, he found it unpleasant to be stumped by a Mart. Having the practical man’s suspicion of book-acquired knowledge, he felt it necessary to explain to her how much of the stuff in the books was a lot of nonsense, how they never really came to grips with the problems of life as he had lived it. He cited instances from his own affairs, gave examples from his experience, in fact, he found himself teaching her.
She learnt quickly, too; the practical as well as the book stuff. Of necessity he had to revise his opinion of Marts slightly more – it wasn’t that they were altogether dumb as he had thought, just that they were normally too dumb to start using the brains they had. Once started, Lellie was a regular vacuum-cleaner for knowledge of all sorts: it didn’t seem long before she knew as much about the way-load station as he did himself. Teaching her was not at all what he had intended, but it did provide an occupation much to be preferred to the boredom of the early days. Besides, it had occurred to him that she was an appreciating asset …
Funny thing, that. He had never before thoug
ht of education as anything but a waste of time, but now it seriously began to look as if, when he got her back to Mars, he might recover quite a bit more of the £2,360 than he had expected. Maybe she’d make quite a useful secretary to someone … He started to instruct her in elementary book-keeping and finance – insofar as he knew anything about it …
The months of service kept on piling up; going a very great deal faster now. During the later stretch, when one had acquired confidence in his ability to get through without cracking up, there was a comfortable feeling about sitting quietly out there with the knowledge of the money gradually piling up at home.
A new find opened up on Callisto, bringing a slight increase in deliveries to the satellite. Otherwise, the routine continued unchanged. The infrequent ships called in, loaded up, and went again. And then, surprisingly soon, it was possible for Duncan to say to himself: ‘Next ship but one, and I’ll be through!’ Even more surprisingly soon there came the day when he stood on the metal apron outside the dome, watching a ship lifting herself off on her under-jets and dwindling upwards into the black sky, and was able to tell himself: ‘That’s the last time I’ll see that! When the next ship lifts off this dump, I’ll be aboard her, and then – boy, oh boy … !’
