by Lila Rose
Turning, I spotted the man in my thoughts come through the door. He scanned the area and when his eyes landed on me, he grinned.
Good God, I had that.
He was mine.
He wanted to be mine.
I watched as he walked my way, saying greetings to whoever called out to him. The whole time his eyes stayed on me. His brows dipped at whatever he saw on my face. I wasn’t even sure what it was myself.
Stopping in front of me, his hand came out. I took it, and he pulled me up, tucking me close to his front. “What’s on your mind?”
“Gamer,” I heard Talon clip.
Resting my hands on his chest, I met his gaze. “Nothing,” I told him, because nothing was wrong. I just noticed I had what Zara had with Talon, what Deanna had with Griz, what Malinda had with Stoke.
How I got lucky to have it not once but twice in my life I didn’t know.
I was grateful though.
So very grateful because the man in front of me loved me.
He hadn’t said it, but I could see it, feel it.
He loved me.
And I loved him right back.
If it was too soon to make big decisions, I didn’t care. I wouldn’t go losing more time without Roman by my side. I wanted to come home to him, see him in the morning, just all the time really.
“Nancy, you’re lookin’ too serious. Darlin’, what you thinkin’?”
I shook my head, smiling to hopefully reassure him. It wasn’t the place to have a deep and meaningful conversation. That would come later, when I stayed the night.
My body shivered at the thought.
“Gamer,” Talon warned, obviously not liking seeing me cosying up with Roman.
Roman growled under his breath. With a glare, he glanced over his shoulder and barked, “What?”
Talon scowled back. “You wanna step back.” It wasn’t a question.
Roman tensed. His arms fell away, and he turned to face Talon, tucking me behind him before he crossed his arms over his chest. Everyone around us had gone quiet.
“No, Talon, I don’t wanna step back from my woman. You gotta accept this, brother. This is happenin’. Nancy’s mine. I’m fuckin’ hers. It’s on its way to becoming a helluva lot more. When she’s got her time off, I’m comin’ to Ballarat to spend as much fuckin’ time as I want with her because life just ain’t the same when she ain’t near. Said it before, brother. Prez. I’ll say it again. Respect. You have it, but you keep not likin’ what’s happenin’ with me and Nancy, then you’ll lose it. If I have to, I’ll leave Hawks—” Some of the women gasped. I gripped the back of Roman’s cut.
“Roman,” I begged, not wanting him to go too far.
“No need to threat, brother.” Talon smirked. People relaxed around us. “Hawks’ll have your back. You just proved how serious you are with Nancy in front of everyone. I’ll accept it now.”
Roman’s glare thawed a little. “Thank fuck for that.”
“But if you fuck her over—”
“Jesus, you just can’t help yourself.” Roman shook his head. “Won’t fuck her over ever. You also need to know I’ll be comin’ to you soon to ask to shift charters.”
More gasps from women sounded, and I was one of them.
Roman’s arm lifted and curled around my shoulders, bringing me close to his side and then to his front. He cupped my cheeks, staring down at my wide eyes.
“Was gonna talk to you tonight ’bout it.”
“So was I,” I admitted.
His head jerked back slightly. “Huh?”
Smiling, I told him, “I’ve been looking for positions in the hospital here.”
He closed his eyes, but I caught how they melted softly, in warmth, in love. “Christ,” he muttered. Opening his eyes, he asked, “You were gonna move here, leave your kids, grandkids, for me?”
I shrugged, acted like it was nothing where he knew, and so did I, it was a whole lot more than nothing. “Josie’s here, and she’ll have—”
“Nancy,” he bit out.
Smiling softly, I nodded. “Yes. I was going to move here for you.”
“Won’t have it,” he said before kissing me. I wanted to ask what he meant, but I got lost in his lips on mine.
Chapter Twelve
Gamer
After Nancy saying she was already looking for a position in Caroline Springs, I wanted to drag her from Easton’s place and show her how much her actions meant to me. Instead, after claiming her mouth in front of everyone, and a few kids yelling, “Eww,” I pulled back and told her, “We’ll talk later, yeah?”
“Um, yes?” Fuck, she looked good confused, turned on, and happy.
“Gonna be all good, darlin’.”
“I believe you,” she said.
No hesitation in her words. Christ, I was lucky she’d accepted me into her life.
Soon, Zara came over to capture her mum, no doubt to gossip. I spent my time talking shit with the brothers while watching my woman from afar. Watching her enjoying her time with her friends and family. Witnessing as she laughed, joked, and loved on everyone around her. She even shared a few heated looks with me, a secret smile of knowing where the night would lead.
At least, I fucking hoped she did. She’d said she’d stay, but did she realise it included me showing her how much she meant to me in ways our bodies connected? When a blush lit her cheeks, I could tell she was on the same page as I was.
Then when she licked her bottom lip and dragged it between her teeth, I’d had enough.
“Gonna head off,” I told the brothers around me. Some chuckled, knowing, probably seeing the looks Nancy and I had shared. I didn’t care. I caught Easton’s eyes. “Keep me updated.”
He nodded. “I will.” I sent him a chin lift.
Making my way to Nancy, she saw my approach and stopped whatever she was saying to face me.
I stopped at her side, held my hand out. “You ready?”
“Yes.” She smiled, taking my hand.
“Say goodbye,” I told her.
“Bye,” she said, not looking away from me.
Chuckling, I kissed her quickly, shouted a quick, “Later,” to everyone and then walked out with my woman at my side.
Disappointment settled inside of me when I remembered we’d come in different vehicles so we’d have to travel to the compound separately.
“I’ll follow you.” She smiled as we stopped beside her car.
“How about I follow you?”
Her lips thinned. She shook her head. “No.”
I snorted. “Why?”
“Because then I can’t watch you on your bike. Preferably, your butt.”
Laughter erupted out of me. I dragged her close and kissed her neck, still chuckling. “All right, darlin’. You wanna stare at your man’s arse, you can. But drive safe.”
“I will.” She winked and climbed in.
I didn’t want to look too eager, so instead of running, which was what I wanted to do, I strode to my ride. Once on, I glanced behind me to find Nancy already staring at my arse. Chuckling, I kicked my girl to life and started off.
With Nancy’s eyes on me, I grew hard. Usually, a ride would relax me, but I was amped up. I’d be in my woman for the first time very soon. And I knew she’d be willing to take me inside her also.
I pulled into the car park at the compound, and climbed off my ride. After taking off my helmet, I laid it on my seat and turned to see Nancy already walking my way with an overnight bag in her hand.
Fucking stunning.
“How was your drive?” I asked, smirking, taking the bag from her.
“Hot,” she said, fanning herself.
Chuckling, I snaked my free arm around her shoulders and pulled her into me. “You know why we’re here, right?”
“To play bingo?” she teased.
“Sure, we’ll do that after.”
“After what?”
I dipped my head. “After I get a better taste of that sweet pussy.”
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Her eyes closed, and a sound fell from her lips. She licked them as she opened her eyes, staring up at me with lust. “A-anything else?”
“Hmm, maybe.”
“Like what?”
“Let’s get in my room to find out.”
“Sounds like a plan.” With her hands on my waist, she shoved me back and started for the building. Grinning like a maniac, I watched her make her way to the door and stop there. She glanced behind her. Her brows dipped as she glanced around. When she saw me still near my bike, she quirked a brow. “Are you coming or am I doing this on my own?”
Smirking, I said, “I could watch while you do it on your own.”
“Oh no, we’re not doing that yet. I’ve waited long enough for you.” She blushed, gazing around the empty car park. No one was about, maybe the prospects, but they’d be inside. Until I cleared them out.
Starting for her, I said, “You want your man?”
Her blush deepened, but she pulled her chin up and stated, “Yes.”
Stopping in front of her, I grabbed the door handle and told her, “You’ll get me then.” I opened the door and kicked it the rest of the way. With a hand to her lower back, I ushered her in and down the hall.
Through the second door into the common area, I saw a few prospects tidying shit up, while a few club sluts hung around. “Out,” I ordered.
Some startled, but all moved quickly towards the door. “Prospect, lock the door behind you.”
“Yeah, brother.”
Knowing he’d do as I’d said, I walked Nancy towards the hall where the bedrooms lay. She didn’t seem to give a fuck they’d seen her with me or the fact they’d know what we’d be up to. If anything, Nancy squared her shoulders and strutted along with me.
Yeah, she was fucking made for me.
I opened my bedroom door and dumped Nancy’s bag just inside it after she’d walked through.
“Still tidy,” she commented with a cheeky smirk.
“Just for you,” I told her. I wasn’t really a slob, was taught to clean up after myself, but that wasn’t a memory I wanted to ruin my night. Instead, I slid my hand to the back of her neck and tugged her into me. Her hands landed on my gut. She dragged them up my body. Her shiver told me she liked what she felt under my clothes. “You gonna kiss me, darlin’?”
“Yes,” she whispered. Reaching up, she pulled my head down to meet her lips, and I fucking claimed them as I was supposed to. Like they were mine because they goddamn were.
I cupped her arse with my other hand and ground into her, showing her what she was doing to me. When her head dropped back, she moaned, and then she jumped. Not expecting it, I stumbled back a bit. Both of us laughed.
But then her face shuttered to serious.
“Nancy?”
She blinked up at me. “I know now isn’t probably the best of time, but I want you to know I’ve only been with one other. I’m glad… no, I’m super ecstatic you’ve come into my life, Roman. That it’s you I’ll be with.” She sucked in a deep breath and blurted the next part, “I’ve gone through menopause so I can’t get pregnant, and I’d like you to come inside of me.”
I stumbled again, nearly tumbling into her. My dick jerked behind my jeans, ready to do as she asked.
“Holy fuck, darlin’. You talk about me comin’ in you there won’t be any enjoyin’ the night.”
She grinned. “Then should we get the festivities started?”
“Fuck yes,” I growled, and sucked her bottom lip between my teeth where I bit down. She moaned and rubbed herself against me. Never in my wildest dreams did I think Nancy would become a vixen in the bedroom.
I just hoped I’d be able to keep up with her.
Slowly releasing her legs, I let her slide down. I had to suck in a breath when nearly every inch rubbed against my stiff dick. Once she stood before me, I ripped my tee over my head and threw it to the floor.
My chest expanded when her eyes widened seeing me half-naked for the first time. Her mouth opened, closed, and opened again before snapping closed.
“Darlin’?”
“So big, firm.” She poked my chest. I chuckled. “Tattoos, hard nipples, mountains of muscles.” She glanced up to meet my amused eyes. “Can I take a photo and send it to Vanessa and Kari? They’ll…. Nope, never mind. Only mine to see.”
Christ, my chest expanded again at her words of possessiveness.
“Only for you, Nancy.”
She clapped. “Yes.”
Dropping my head back, I roared with laughter. When it waned, I opened my eyes and… “Fuckin’ hell,” I snarled. Nancy stood before me in her bra and panties. Her body rocked. It was fucking fine, but really no matter how it was, I’d still want her.
“You were taking too long.”
I stepped closer, my arms going around her to unhook her bra.
Her hands cupped each breast over her bra to stop me taking it from her. I met her eyes, my brows rising in question. “I know this might ruin the moment, but… I have fears… I mean, I’m older than you, way older, so of course things change over time.”
“Nancy.” I growled out her name in warning. I didn’t want her to talk shit about herself when I’d love all of her, no matter.
“No, wait. Um, you see, things change for a woman. My breasts aren’t the same perky ones they used to be.”
I fought off my smile and told her, “I’ve seen them before, darlin’.”
She nodded. “Yes, you have. But I was lying down; it was different. They may have gone sideways a bit, but this is different.”
“It won’t be.”
“It will be, Roman. Look, it’s like… ah, they’ve gone to war and back. They’ve had a lot of stress over the years, with kids and such—”
Leaning in, I kissed her. She melted into me. Against her mouth, I said, “No matter what you think they look like, I’ll fuckin’ enjoy them because they’re a part of you. You don’t need to worry about my reaction, darlin’. Just lookin’ at you gets me hard each and every damn time.”
Straightening, I watched her suck in a breath and nod. She dropped her hands for me.
Slowly, I dragged her bra down her arms like I was unwrapping a present I knew I would love and wanted the anticipation to last. Fuck, finally having her two full handfuls in front of me was wank-worthy.
Shit, that sounded dickheadish.
Then again, maybe I should tell her, that way she’d know how bloody hot she still was. Or I could just show her.
Shaking my head, I leaned in while grinning. Nancy ran her tongue over her bottom lip. Her eyes widened a fraction as I kissed just above both nipples. My fucking heart kicked up its beat, my hips thrust forward on their own, and my cock throbbed.
Yeah, I wanted my woman something fierce.
Still, I took my time, lathering her breasts with kisses, licks, and then finally sucking her nipple into my mouth while I played and teased it with my tongue before moving onto the next. All the time, I looked at Nancy as she watched me enjoying her breast with a heated, wild look in her eyes. The whole time she gripped my shoulders tightly.
“Roman, please.” She gasped as I bit down on her nipple. All worried thoughts left her and she was lost in feeling. Just what I wanted.
I hummed under my breath, enjoying her eagerness, but forcing myself to drag out her pleasure to drive her crazy just for me.
“You like my touch?”
She nodded. “Yes, very much.”
I nibbled my way up her chest, her neck, to her ear. She shuddered. “You’re fuckin’ beautiful, Nancy. The way you look at me, every action and sound you make, what you say… fuckin’ beautiful.”
I kissed her neck, licked, and sucked hard. She moaned. “Y-you’re mine.”
Fuck yes.
“Yeah, darlin’. Yours,” I said as our lips touched, and she opened under mine. I wrapped her tightly and dragged her forward, into me. Her arms closed around my neck. When she whimpered into my mouth, I ate it down.
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bsp; Shifting one hand down, I tugged at her panties. Gasping, she pulled her mouth from mine. “Want them off?” she asked.
“Hell yes, darlin’. But let me. Then I want you spread on the bed. Your man’s ready for dessert.”
Chapter Thirteen
Gamer
Nancy gulped as I got on my knees before her. I gripped the side of her panties and gazed up. Her hand came up to run over my buzzcut and cheek. She nodded at me, and I hooked my fingers in the edges of her panties and ran them down her legs. My eyes landed on her trimmed pussy. Leaning in, I kissed her mound. She let out a small gasp that had my junk pulsing.
As soon as her panties were to her feet, she stepped out of them. I gave her mound another kiss, running my hands up the back of her legs to her hips, where I gripped and ordered, “Turn, show me that arse, and then get on the bed, darlin’.”
“O-okay,” she said shakily. She spun, and I palmed her arse cheeks, fucking kissed them too, then patted them. She moved to the bed, looked over her shoulder and smiled sweetly at me before she climbed on and rolled to her back, legs spread.
What a fucking sight. She was slick with need. I got to my feet, and she watched me as I undid my jeans and dragged them from my legs, along with my boxers. She gripped her tits and squeezed, eyeing my cock that jutted out towards her.
I walked to the bed, climbed between her legs and bent. “Hmm, darlin’, I’m likin’ very much what I see.”
“G-good,” she stuttered. Lust filled her eyes. Ducking in, I licked her from the bottom up to her clit where I sucked and tongued her. She cried out, forcing her pussy up higher into my mouth.
“You taste better than the sample I got last time.” I kissed her thigh, her mound, and then made out with her pussy. She ground onto my face while playing with her tits.
“Roman,” she uttered, as I paid special attention to her clit. “God, please. Need you inside of me.” She didn’t have to ask me twice. I could eat her out all day long, but if she wanted my cock, I’d give it to her.
Climbing up her body, I kissed her sweet like. She wasn’t shy about tasting herself on my mouth. She moaned. I rubbed my dick against her entrance and told her, “Want your trust.”
