“I want you, Elliot. I need you,” she gasps out, her hands slipping between us to undo my pants and grab a hold of my shaft.
“Oh god,” I moan as she slides her hand up and down my erection, tightening her legs around me, urging me to enter her.
Grabbing my wallet from my back pocket, I place it on the bench top next to her as I kick my pants and shoes off before hooking my fingers into the waistband of her underwear. Sliding them off onto the floor, Paige removes the condom from my wallet, tearing the packet open with her teeth and holding it out for me.
Taking the foil packet from between her fingers, I remove the condom and roll it down my shaft while she watches, desire burning behind her eyes as she bites her lip, waiting for me to return to her.
The second it’s on, she reaches out with her arms and legs pulling me towards her, gripping me tightly as she devours my mouth, biting gently on my bottom lip. Shifting her hips, she guides me inside her, gasping as she takes in my full length. Pushing all the way in to my base, I need to pause. She’s gripping so tight and my mind feels like it’s about to explode along with my self-control. I take a deep breath and try to calm myself, reminding myself that we have time. We can take things slow.
Feeling slightly calmer, I lift her again while we’re still attached, walking her into our new bedroom until we’re on the bed. Sitting back on my knees, I push in deeply, using my thumb to massage her swollen clit. She is so wet and silky that the pad of my thumb glides effortlessly over her nub. God, she feels amazing. I don’t know how long I can last like this.
Paige
Elliot shifts his hips slightly as he grinds our pelvises together, circling his thumb over my clit, sending me off into a blissful delirium as the pressure builds inside my body. I’m trying not to call out too loudly as my orgasm mounts. But when I remember there’s no one else here, I relax.
“Elliot,” I shriek, my hips twitching as my body threatens to explode. “Oh god, it’s so fucking good!”
I gasp out in disappointment as he withdraws from me, but I’m quickly reabsorbed in my pleasure when he buries his face between my legs and sucks at my clit, swirling his tongue over my most sensitive part.
“Oh, yes. That’s it. I can’t hold on much longer,” I pant out as he pushes his fingers inside me. I’m in heaven, grabbing onto his lengthening hair as my hips buck, my orgasm exploding through me.
He holds onto me tightly as he withdraws his fingers and laps at my folds, flicking his tongue lightly over my clit as I continue to call out until it’s so sensitive that I sit up and push his face away. Then I keep pushing until he sits, and I climb onto his lap.
“You are the best person I’ve ever known,” I whisper, hugging his face to my chest. I take him inside me, riding him slowly and sensuously, experiencing his full length before I drive us back together, impaling myself on his shaft. Slowing things down, we lock eyes, gasping and moaning as we luxuriate in our time together, rocking as one, our bodies’ slick with sweat as our skin slides against each other, gloriously, perfectly. I shudder as I feel him climax, breathing out slowly as I settle him deep inside me, kissing him softly, losing myself in the splendour of his mouth and his arms.
Twenty-One
Elliot
“Good morning,” I whisper as Paige’s eyes open and focus on me. We’re lying face to face, not giving a shit about morning breath. She looks so happy right now. I think this is the first time I’ve seen her when she doesn’t have that lingering sadness that seems ever-present in her eyes. Perhaps she just hasn’t remembered to be sad yet.
She moves her warm body closer to mine and kisses me while I breathe in her raw scent, sliding her beneath me.
“Good morning,” she whispers, reaching her hand down, wrapping her fingers around my morning erection.
“Mmmm,” I moan into her neck, kissing and nibbling at her skin. “I never want to leave this room.”
She laughs quietly, wrapping her legs around my waist and rocking her hips against mine. I can feel how wet she is against my shaft and all I want to do is plunge myself inside her. I moan, kissing her as I reach beside the bed and grab a condom.
Her hand joins with mine as she takes the packet. “Roll over,” she whispers in my ear as she sits up and grins wickedly at me. Complying, I watch as she tears the packet open and slips the condom in her mouth, lowering her mouth until she’s poised at my tip. “Are you ready for this?” she asks, not waiting for my answer before she applies the condom with her mouth, rolling it down with her tongue in a delicious movement, her breathing careful as she continues to roll it on all. the. way. to. the. base.
“Oh my god,” I gasp, almost coming as I feel the tightness of her throat around me as she sucks and slides her tongue against my shaft. I’m losing control as my mind reels with the sensation. “I can’t hold it, Paige,” I say as I explode embarrassingly fast, gasping for breath while my hands fly into her hair. She withdraws her mouth from around me as she climbs up my torso, gently licking and kissing her way until we’re eye to eye.
“Nice?” she asks, grinning at me.
“Unbelievable,” I breathe, grabbing her face and crashing our mouths together. I need to have my way with this woman now. Flipping her on her back, I drive myself inside her, pumping her hard as she gasps silently with each thrust. Her hands fly up to the iron bedhead as she holds herself firmly, increasing the pressure of my thrusts.
Grabbing her leg, I twist her on her side, altering the angle as I bring her home. She grabs for me and I feel her internal muscles contracting, a small yell escaping her mouth. “Oh Elliot. Yes, just like that. oh god, I’m coming,” she calls, not giving a shit that our housemates can probably hear her.
Her body spasms, and her moans grow louder with each thrust as I drive myself inside her. Clamping my hand over her mouth, I can’t help but laugh a little as she grips my hand tightly, pressing it firmly against her mouth as she yells her orgasm into my palm.
I let out a steady breath as I slam into her one last time, bursting again but still wanting more of her.
Withdrawing, I lie beside her and pull her onto my chest, leisurely stroking her back as we both breathe deeply to recuperate.
“You will have to get a handle on that yelling.” I chuckle, knowing that anyone else in the flat has full knowledge of what just went on in here.
“If you want me to stop yelling, you’ll need to stop making me come.” She giggles, nipping her teeth against my chin.
“I don’t want that,” I say, bringing our lips together and sliding my tongue over hers as I explore her mouth once more, trying to squash the nagging thought in my mind reminding me that each kiss is one less I’ll get before I have to go home. Just ask her.
We laugh into each other’s mouths as my stomach growls loudly. “I think it’s time for you to eat, big boy,” she murmurs against me smiling. I get up, kissing her on the forehead and pull on my jeans from last night. I was sure to unlatch the door and collect all of our clothes from the entryway. So besides skipping out on the party, there shouldn’t be too much for anyone to be annoyed about—besides the noise we just made....
I open my wardrobe and pull out a warm jumper, looking over as I see Paige watching me.
“Shame the weather isn’t warmer,” she comments.
“Oh, yeah?” I say pulling her out of bed and hugging her to me. She slides her hands up under my clothes and over my chest.
“Yeah, I wouldn’t mind watching you walk around without a shirt on all day,” she purrs, kissing me on my neck.
I laugh and kiss her forehead again. “Well, I would prefer that you just walked around naked all day, but I wouldn’t be happy with the other guys ogling your body, so cover-up and come and have breakfast with me.”
Paige
“Fine,” I grumble, half in jest, half serious. Elliot watches as I pull on a pair of leggings and a long-sleeved forest green dress that has a fitted bodice and flows down to my knees. He looks at me and raises his eye
brows. “What?” I say laughing at his expression. He looks concerned.
“You just look…”
“I just look what?”
“Busty.”
I laugh. “Busty?” I look down at the neckline of my dress. It's a simple V that admittedly, shows off my cleavage. I’m a C cup. It’s not like they’re double D’s flowing all over the place. “And that’s a problem, why?”
He steps towards me and runs his hands down the curve of my body and rests his hands on my hips. “It’s a problem because I don’t want any of the guys out there looking at you and thinking the same things I do.”
“Elliot, they’ve seen me in sexier things than this.”
“Yeah, and each time they make comments about you that really piss me off,” he points out.
Tilting my head to the side, I sigh as I look at him in all of his constant gorgeousness. “Elliot, it doesn’t matter what you wear, you turn every woman’s head that you pass. If I can cope with that, you can cope with me wearing a dress that shows a little cleavage.”
He lets out his breath. “Fine,” he says, as I move away from him and open the door.
When we walk out to the living area, Naomi and Gavin are sitting on the floor either side of the coffee table playing a game of cards.
“Morning,” I say.
“Morning lovebirds. Sounds like you two were having fun this morning,” Gavin comments, grinning wildly. Naomi looks from me to Elliot and gives us an amused smile.
“We missed you two at the party last night,” she says.
“We were there,” Elliot replies.
Gavin and Naomi laugh. “Yeah for two seconds,” Gavin points out.
Elliot tilts his head and shrugs his shoulders a little. “Well, the flat was lonely. We came back to keep it company.”
“Yeah, whatever man,” Gavin laughs. “You missed a fun party though. Shane got totally hammered and started dancing on the tables. It was so funny.”
“Ah well, sorry we missed it. Where’s Brian?” asks Elliot.
“He’s gone to pick up the new girl from the airport. Jolene, I think her name is,” Naomi answers.
“Is he in Shane’s car?” I ask. I meant to ask Shane what he was doing with it before he left.
“Yeah, Shane said he can use it until it sells,” Gavin informs me.
“How much does he want for it?” I ask.
“Couple of grand. Talk to Brian if you’re interested.”
“I will, thanks,” I say as I go into the kitchen and slide bread for Elliot and I into the toaster.
He follows me in, collects two cups to prepare our instant coffee. “Are you thinking of buying a car?”
“Yeah. It’d be handy don’t you think? We could take a drive to the country, see some other parts of the UK. Besides, I can’t stay here forever. After you go home, I think I should find somewhere on my own.”
Elliot
After you go home. The words echo in my ears and constrict my chest. I don’t want to go, and the fact she’s making plans regarding what she’s going to do when I leave bothers me.
“Where will you live?” I ask, trying to keep my aggravation out of my voice.
She shrugs as she concentrates on buttering our toast. “I haven’t decided yet,” she replies, turning slightly to look at me. When she sees my face, she does a double take, sighs and turns to face me.
“You’re annoyed,” she states.
“I’m fine,” I say, totally not meaning it.
She takes a step toward me and places her hands on my chest, leaning into me as she speaks quietly. “Don’t make this harder than it already is. We both knew we only had a short time together.”
“I know, but—”
“How about we don’t talk about what happens when you leave? We can deal with it when the time comes.” But I want you to come back with me…
I sigh and wrap my arms around her, burying my face in her hair. I have three weeks and two days left. I've never felt so powerless over my own destiny before. Not even when my father made me choose between Katrina and his financial support. Back then, that seemed horrible, and although I probably made the wrong choice at the time, I still had one. This time, I have to go home. I have to leave her, or I risk not being allowed to come back.
Twenty-Two
Paige
After breakfast, Elliot excuses himself to go and have a shower. I can tell he’s still a little upset with me for mentioning my plans for when he goes home. I guess that was a little insensitive of me. I’m happy to leave the subject alone, but we can’t pretend like it isn’t going to happen. He needs to leave, and I need to stay.
Knocking on the bathroom door, I call to him that I’m going out for a while. I don’t wait to hear his response, but the others know I’m leaving so they can tell him for me.
I’ve told them all that I’ll pick up some milk while I’m out. But, my true reason for going is to take some time to think on my own. I feel so guilty about what’s happening between Elliot and me. He’s so beautiful and kind, and I seriously wonder why in the world, he would choose me. Was it just that I was there when he was looking, or was it some higher power that pushes people together and takes away their good sense and reasoning?
My stomach churns as I think about him leaving because let’s face it, I’m falling for him—hard. All we have left in this world is three more perfect weeks together, and it’s more than I could hope for. Long term, there’s simply no way we could make it. Once I tell him everything about my past, it would be virtually impossible for him to look at me the same way he does now. As much as I’d like to keep it all a secret, I can’t. I mean, things would be fine for a while but eventually my secrets would push him away. I just can’t pin all of my hopes on him.
I find a bench to sit on and scroll through the messages on my phone. There are at least ten notifications telling me I have voice messages waiting. I know they’re from my parents, but I haven’t been able to bring myself to listen to them. Their ever-increasing number keeps staring at me though, taunting my curiosity.
I select one and my thumb hovers over the screen, just above the voicemail number. Nerves and foreboding fill my body, and I can’t seem to force myself to touch the button to make the call.
I don’t think you should listen, Phoenix says.
What if they can help me understand?
What’s to understand? They left you in the streets to rot.
Blowing out my breath, I squeeze the emotion from my eyes and hit the home button, selecting my gallery instead. I tap the most recent photo I have of Elliot and me on the train when we were riding to Shane’s party last night. I touch his face on the screen and flick to the next one. It’s the one of us kissing outside the cemetery on that ghost walk he took me on.
Deciding to focus on Elliot and deal with my family issues another time, I delete my voicemail notifications and place my phone back in my bag on a sigh.
“I can do this,” I say to myself, tucking my fingers beneath the collar on my dress as I rise from the bench, stroking Phoenix for comfort.
You’re happy with him, she says.
Yes. He makes me very happy.
Will you keep him?
No. I can’t. Once he finds out about you, he’ll hate me.
I don’t hate you.
You should.
Elliot
Paige has been gone for ages, and I’m getting worried. Our new housemate, Jolene, has been here for nearly an hour already, and she’s still not back from getting milk.
Fingering my phone in my pocket, I contemplate sending her a text or calling. I don’t want to seem overbearing, but my protectiveness is warring with my mind. An hour away feels too long when she’s the only reason my body allows me to take a breath.
“I’m sure I’ve met you before,” Jolene says from beside me on the floor, placing her hand on my arm and giving it a squeeze. She's a Bondi girl; same as me. “What high school did you go to? Rose Bay?”
I shak
e my head. “Sydney Grammar.”
Her eyes go wide. “Oh, my God. Do you know Brad? Rae, I think his last name is. He’s a chef now.”
“I know Brad,” I say, he was on the same squad as me during my kayaking days. I probably have met her before, but she would have been like every other girl I knew back then and overlooked me because of my weight. I was a big guy.
“I used to date Brad.” She keeps touching me on the arm, and I can see Naomi giving me a sympathetic smile. She knows me well enough now to read my discomfort levels.
“Gee,” she says. “I wonder where Paige is with the milk for coffee. She should be back by now.”
“Who’s Paige?” Jolene asks, looking between us. Why is her hand still on my arm?
“Elliot’s girlfriend,” Brian says, a smug look on his face as Jolene’s eyes go wide.
“Speak of the devil,” Gavin says, grinning as the front door opens and I jump to my feet. Thank god, she’s back.
Paige
As soon as I open the door, I see everyone sitting on the floor talking around the coffee table. What’s the deal with the floor today? Is there a broken spring on the couch or something? Then I notice the new girl—Jocelyn, or something—paying a lot of attention to Elliot; as in, her hand is on his arm.
Gavin announces my arrival then suddenly Elliot’s on his feet and that girl is holding her hand in the air like a balloon just popped in her grip. What the fuck is going on?
My chest hurts, and I feel immediately sick. I was just out agonising over my feelings, and he’s back here flirting with the new girl?
“Having fun?” I ask straight away, accusation in my tone. The new girl gets up and follows him over.
“Hi, I’m Jolene. You must be Paige,” she says, holding her hand out to shake mine. I look at it for a moment before I decide to give it a quick shake. She looks at me with uncertainty. “Um, Elliot and I were just catching up; turns out we have a mutual acquaintance.”
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