by HJ Welch
Raiden dropped his hands above his head and squirmed his hips against where Levi was straddling him. “Time to put your money where your mouth is, Kevin.” He deliberately used the nickname to grab Levi’s attention back. It worked.
“You talk too fucking much,” Levi said. But it lacked rancor. Raiden could hear the excitement in his words and watched eagerly as he stripped his shirt off in one smooth motion.
Raiden reached up to run his hands over the expanse of muscles. Tattoos were spread over his biceps, spilling across his back and onto his chest. Eagle wings and red roses and names on scrolls. Raiden wanted to know what every single one of them meant.
“Yeah?” said Raiden, raising his eyebrows. “You could shut me up, you know? Plenty of other things I could be doing with my mouth.”
“Don’t you worry,” Levi said. By the look on his face, he could apparently think of several things as well. He pushed Raiden’s hands away and hovered over him. “I’ve got more than enough to keep your mouth busy.”
Raiden took him up on that offer, grabbed his neck to pull him in for another searing kiss. Levi’s big hands slipped under Raiden’s shirt, skimming over his ticklish flesh, feeling the muscles as Raiden squirmed beneath him.
In a flash, Levi yanked his shirt off too, leaving them both naked from the waist up. He dropped back down to continue the kiss, their bare chests rubbing together. “I want you on your knees,” he rasped into Raiden’s ear as he attacked his jeans. As soon as the fly was unzipped, he shoved both Raiden’s pants and briefs down, stripping him naked.
Raiden gasped and lay still with his hands above his head, allowing Levi to inspect his unclothed form. His cock was erect and curving towards his stomach, already dripping precum in anticipation. Levi ran his large hands down the underside of Raiden’s arms, along his chest and down the side of his hips, carefully not touching anywhere near his groin.
Raiden might have thought that was on purpose to tease him, but knowing what he did, he suspected otherwise. Levi might have a history with men, but how much cock had he actually touched? That would mean he’d have to definitively acknowledge he was fucking a guy, and if Raiden had to guess, he’d say that Levi had avoided that in the past.
“Suck it,” he dared him.
Levi looked like he might defy him. But then he swooped down and swallowed Raiden almost to the root, forcing him to cry out. He really hoped TJ had gone out like he’d said. If not, that the hotel had good, thick walls.
Levi only gifted him with a few bobs of his head before he released Raiden’s cock and moved off the bed, standing to drop his own trousers. He looked Raiden dead in the eye as he swiftly unbuttoned himself and shoved the cargo pants to the floor.
He stood gloriously naked as he kicked the clothes away. “Where’s the stuff?” he asked.
Raiden gulped and tore his eyes away from Levi’s muscular thighs and impressive cock. There was that trickle of fear he’d been anticipating. How was he expected to fit that inside him?
He pointed to his overnight case. “In the blue washbag,” he said.
Levi moved with purpose, quickly removing one of the packets of condoms and the pump action lube. Raiden had bought a fresh one, and Levi tore the plastic safety wrapping off the top with his teeth.
Raiden flinched. Levi saw. Something dark flashed in his eyes, and he approached the bed again. Dropping the supplies on the mattress to the side of them, he ran his fingertips up Raiden’s flank, then cupped his jaw with one hand and hip with the other. His grip was strong, possessive.
“You still sure about this?” he asked.
He looked unflinchingly into Raiden’s eyes. Any assumptions Raiden had made that Levi was detached from this experience flew out the window. He was right there, with Raiden, naked on his bed as they prepared to fuck each other’s brains out.
But there was also something caring in his tone. Raiden suddenly felt like one of Levi’s guys out in Iraq, relying on him to keep everyone together no matter what. In that moment, he was sure he’d been a great sergeant.
For all his teasing and tormenting, he trusted Levi. So he nodded. “Yes,” he whispered. “Tell me what you want.”
Levi’s blue eyes looked like dark coals in the dim light of the bedroom. He dipped down and kissed Raiden with something that could be mistaken for tenderness if Raiden didn’t know any better.
“I want you on your hands and knees,” Levi said. He sucked on Raiden’s earlobe, then bit it gently. “Can you do that?”
Raiden nodded.
“Good boy.”
Raiden took pride in his grooming and kept his intimate areas pristine, more for himself than a need to appeal to anyone else. But as he presented his ass up to Levi, on all fours like an animal, he took some comfort that he looked as best as he could.
Levi stood at the end of the bed, then gripped the front of Raiden’s thighs and dragged him suddenly backwards to him. Raiden gasped but stayed in position, sensing that was what Levi wanted.
Was this the way he always had sex, or was he winging it as much as Raiden was? Raiden’s heart was hammering in his chest and his pulse thrummed loudly in his ears. He could hear Levi breathing heavily through his nose.
“Good,” he murmured, running his hands over Raiden’s back, his thighs, his ass and his stomach. He found the ticklish part of Raiden’s belly, the softer part beneath his navel that he loved to be touched, and stroked it as he pressed the front of his thighs and jutting cock against Raiden’s ass.
“Oh, fuck, yes,” Raiden said, the words breathy. He was trembling with anticipation as Levi snatched up the lube, slicked his fingers, and began rubbing his hole. There wasn’t much more that turned Raiden on than a confident lover.
Levi had obviously done this before with a woman. There was no hesitation as he eased the first finger in and kissed his way up Raiden’s spine. But then he surprised him by using his other hand to fondle his balls, giving him sensations from multiple directions.
Raiden moaned and pushed against him, wanting more. A sudden slap to his ass stunned him.
“Behave,” Levi growled. But Raiden could hear the playfulness there.
“Or what?” he asked and wiggled his ass a little.
Levi spanked him again. It wasn’t hard, but enough to make the skin tingle. “You’ll find out.”
Raiden chuckled quietly, then stopped with a gasp as Levi used the opportunity to force another finger inside.
“Are you sure you’ve never fucked a guy before?”
Levi kissed down his back again. “Are you sure you’re never given this tight ass up for cock before?” he countered. “Because it seems to me that you’re begging for it.”
Raiden bit his lip and whimpered. “Stop pissing around and give it to me then,” he said.
Levi withdrew his fingers and slapped the other ass cheek. “Your job here is just to wait and take what I give you.”
“Yes, sir,” Raiden told him.
His arms and legs were already trembling, but then Levi pulled his cheeks apart and the next thing Raiden felt was Levi’s mouth and tongue invading his hole.
“Oh – fuck,” Raiden cried, scrabbling to get purchase on the bedsheets. He’d had girls play with his ass before while going down on him, but he’d never actually had anyone eat him out before. He thought he might come there and then, especially when Levi reached around and tugged on his cock. His fingers were slippery with the lube he’d been using and Raiden’s precum, and Raiden wailed.
He hung on though, gnashing his teeth as Levi kissed and licked his entrance, stretching him further in preparation for his cock.
“Yes,” he begged. “Please, just like that, oh my god.” He wasn’t really aware of what he was saying, just that he wanted Levi to know that he liked this a lot.
Levi continued to pleasure him a little longer, then stepped away. Raiden felt bereft as his cock, balls and ass were all suddenly abandoned. He looked over his shoulder to see Levi wipe his face, then pluck the c
ondom from the bed.
Raiden refused to gulp or shiver or any of the other reactions his body wanted to have in the face of Levi rolling the rubber down his big cock. It would fit, it would be fine. Raiden wanted this. He just needed to relax.
Levi lined up the tip and pushed. Raiden dropped his head between his shoulders and moaned.
“That’s it,” Levi murmured, rubbing his back before using both his hands to pull Raiden’s cheeks apart, making it easier for him to gain access. “Easy does it.”
Raiden’s whole body quivered as he focused as hard as he could on loosening the muscles of his asshole. This was so completely different to having a couple of fingers in there.
Levi kept massaging his ass and even leaned down to kiss between his shoulder blades. This was not quite the fucking Raiden had expected from the grumpy ex-Marine. Gradually, he pushed his way further in, groaning with pleasure as he did.
“Your ass is so tight,” he rasped. He gave Raiden’s cheek another slap that made his whole body sing. “Little virgin ass.”
Raiden wanted to give him some shit, but he was too focused on getting through the burn as Levi entered further into him. Even with the prep and what felt like half the tube of lubricant, it still hurt like hell. He was sure it would pass. Otherwise, why would people do this? He gritted his teeth.
“Let’s shove a fucking eggplant up your ass and see how you like it,” he managed to grind out.
Levi laughed. He actually laughed, heartily, and ran his hands up and down Raiden’s sides. His breaths were ragged as he eased in a little more, caressing Raiden’s skin with featherlight touches.
“You’re doing well,” he murmured. A compliment. Raiden blinked in surprise.
It made him want to please Levi again, to tease a little more praise from him. So he concentrated solely on his breathing, relaxing his abdomen and the rest of his lower body, allowing Levi to penetrate him.
Levi inhaled sharply and sank all the way in. His balls slapping against Raiden’s was a strange but also exhilarating sensation. “Oh, fuck, yes,” Raiden growled triumphantly. He felt so full he wanted to cough to try and alleviate it. But the burn was already subsiding and he shifted on his hands and knees where they had gone tingly from being rigid for so long.
Levi groaned and clung to his hips, obviously desperate to move. When he felt ready, Raiden nodded.
“It’s okay.”
Levi grunted and withdrew his cock enough to slide it back in. Once, twice, three times. With each thrust, it got slightly easier for Raiden to relax around him. Then he touched something that made Raiden scream.
“What the fuck was that?” he said, although he guessed it had to be his prostate. “Holy shit, do that again.”
Levi chuckled, happy to comply.
He picked up the pace, keeping his dick angled so it hit Raiden’s sweet spot each time, making Raiden yelp and gasp and curse. “Yes, yes, yes,” he babbled.
Levi stroked his belly again before capturing his cock, milking it in time to the pounding he was giving Raiden’s ass. Before he knew what was happening, he peaked, coming with a wild shout all over the bedspread.
Mercifully, Levi slowed, then pulled his hard cock out of Raiden’s overly tender hole. He was still on all fours, his vision blurry and his limbs trembling. The bed dipped as Levi knelt in front of Raiden, his throbbing cock in front of his face.
Raiden didn’t ask. He just removed the condom and let Levi feed his big cock down Raiden’s throat. Raiden sucked up and down his length, jerking him off with his hand too, just like he’d fantasized about. Raiden loved licking girls out. The way their lips felt on his, the way they screamed and writhed under his tongue. He quickly found he enjoyed sucking cock just as much. The musky taste in his mouth, the heavy weight of it and the velvety texture of the skin.
Levi was panting wildly. “Raiden,” he managed to warn, like a gentleman.
Raiden wanted to swallow his cum, though. It was basic and filthy and he loved it. So he sucked harder, laving the member with his tongue and tightening his lips until Levi shouted and grabbed two fistfuls of Raiden’s hair. Raiden stilled as he shot his load, swallowing as best he could. But there was a lot, and when he finally leaned back, gasping for air, he had to wipe it from his chin.
Levi watched him as they both slowly came down from their orgasms, like a man watching a wild beast, wondering if it was going to get skittish.
Raiden felt awash with exhaustion, but he knelt up to face Levi. Their chests rose and fell almost in unison as their cocks softened. “Okay?” he asked.
Levi didn’t look away from him. He nodded. “I think I’m going to take a shower.”
He got off the bed, picked up his own bag, and walked naked to the bathroom.
Raiden was too tired to analyze anything too closely. He could probably do with a shower as well, but instead he settled for mopping himself up with a few tissues then crawling under the sheets.
He was asleep almost immediately. When he awoke in the morning, Levi was nowhere to be found.
15
Levi
Even after two hours in the gym, Levi was still feeling like absolute shit.
There didn’t seem to be a way to turn his brain off. It was like a hive of bees had set up home in his skull. Dripping with sweat and his muscles aching, he stepped into one of the shower cubicles and turned it on colder than it needed to be. He didn’t want to take any risk of his cock perking up. He was sure he wouldn’t be able to jerk off for a long time without thinking of the night before.
He never should have given in to Raiden’s advances. But when he had, he should have just fucked him, plain and simple. What the hell had been that display he’d put on? He hadn’t done anything like that with anyone, not any of the girls he’d seen long enough to call girlfriends or even any of the ones he’d hooked up with that had been into the freakier stuff.
Never in all his twenty-nine years had he been so overcome with the need to dominate a partner in bed. But Raiden pushed him and begged for it. He’d wanted to be bossed around and it had felt so fucking right that Levi’s body still vibrated to think about it twelve hours later. He could probably get hard again in a second.
He turned the shower down another degree.
So what? Good sex, that was what they’d agreed on. Nothing more. Raiden wasn’t even gay like Collins had been. He wasn’t looking for a boyfriend. They had just both come to the realization that they were both somewhere on the queer spectrum and decided to have some fun. They’d done just that. No harm, no foul.
So why couldn’t Levi get it out of his mind? Why did he keep picturing Raiden on his knees for him, taking his cock from the front and behind? Levi wanted to grip Raiden’s hair and look into his eyes while he swallowed Levi’s dick and touched himself. He wanted to pin him against a wall and spank him while they fucked. He wanted to see if he could keep Raiden’s smart mouth from talking shit, then maybe a little light punishment when he inevitably failed.
Dear god, he wanted to kiss him again.
Levi rested his palms on the cold tiles and shivered. This was so bad. He couldn’t unpick his feelings from the fact that Raiden was, first of all, his client, and second of all, a man. If it had been a woman Levi had met at a bar, would he be wrestling so badly with how last night had gone down?
Unfortunately, that wasn’t the case, leaving him to try and face several unpleasant truths all at once. He was bisexual. He’d fucked his very first client. And he’d done it in a way that got pretty kinky.
He screwed up his fists and spat out the water that ran into his mouth. There was no good way out of this. The only solution he could see for the short term was to make sure it wouldn’t happen again. The next time Raiden got anywhere near tequila, Levi would take three steps back.
He washed his hair and switched off the water. He was a disciplined man. He could refrain from having sex with someone. He did it all the time. Admittedly, not when the other person was flaunting themselves
unashamedly in front of him, but it wasn’t anything he couldn’t handle.
It wasn’t like he had feelings for Raiden, after all. He knew what it was like to be dazzled by a girl. When she made his heart sing and bamboozled his brain so he couldn’t stop thinking about her. Raiden was like a splinter under the skin, irritating and festering. But eventually, it would grow out.
Once Raiden was out of sight, he’d be out of mind too. Levi just needed to persevere through this lust haze and he’d be in the clear.
As for admitting that he might indeed be bisexual…well, no one else needed to know that, did they? No sense running around telling people when it didn’t have any real bearing on his day-to-day life. He could have sex with dudes if he wanted to, it might even be fun. But it wasn’t like he was going to start dating a guy that he’d need to bring home to his mom or introduce as his boyfriend to anyone.
That calmed him somewhat. It felt kind of freeing, actually, to admit this about himself. But only to himself. He didn’t need the stress of coming out to anyone. So if he could just move past this thing with Raiden, he might even be more comfortable in his own skin in the future.
He dried off and grabbed his clean clothes. A smile tugged at the corner of his mouth. He was bi. That was kind of cool.
Another guy entered the locker room and Levi immediately straightened his face. Fine, that was one crisis dealt with. And if he could deal with that, he could deal with admitting he’d enjoyed dominating in the bedroom last night. It hadn’t got too wild. He didn’t think he was about to start tying his partners up and cracking the whip. But the simple pleasure of calling the shots with someone who had really wanted the control out of their hands – there was nothing wrong with that, if that’s what they’d both wanted.
So that just left the obvious problem of Raiden.
Of course it did.
Raiden’s mission in life seemed to be to make things awkward, to stir up trouble and cause friction. Like he was a bored kid with ADHD that needed constant entertainment. Levi tied his shoes and told himself firmly that he needed to stop treating it as flattering when Raiden gave him a stupid nickname or said controversial things purely because he knew it would get a rise out of Levi. It was just good observational skills that meant he knew that Levi got irritated at the implication he was a bad driver, or that the Patriots were better than the Green Bay Packers. It also meant Raiden was just good at tormenting people. It wasn’t thoughtful.
