by Jade White
“That’s right,” he said, rising to his feet as well. “Let it all out. Let it all out about how you were scared and how you thought I was taking advantage of you like every other douche in your life, but I wasn’t. I was doing the best I could to save you and I’m glad that I did, because right now, we can clear this up once and for all.
“You want to kill me? Then go ahead and stick something in my chest, as hard as you can, right between the ribs and make it count. End me once and for all, or be woman enough to admit that you were wrong and be willing to start again fresh.”
“You are such an asshole,” she snapped at him.
“Careful, there’s tender ears present,” he said with all seriousness and that drove her even crazier. She didn’t know if she was in love with this man or if she genuinely wanted to kill him, but she didn’t know that whatever was just happening between them, the hatred and the stubbornness, it was going to have to end.
Something was going to have to change and she was afraid of what it was going to be.
“Come on,” he said to her, egging her on. “Kill me and take your chances out there alone. You could probably make it to the church before they get a hold of you and you could probably end all of this. All you have to do is kill me.”
“You know I’m not going to do that,” she growled at him.
“Because you’re a good person,” he said to her. “Because you’re the kind of person that makes me wish I had stayed every second that I missed with you and that I could have kept you safe better than this. I know I did the right thing, but it still sucked, Shawna. I’m sorry for what happened, but I’m willing to spend the rest of my life making it up to you. I promise it.”
“I still hate you,” she said to him with all seriousness. There was no way she was going to be able to so easily forgive a man who had ruined her life. There was no way she was going to be able to give it all up and just wash her hands clean of what had happened. She was going to have to deal with all of this one day, but she figured that right now wasn’t that day.
She stood on the tips of her toes and pressed her lips softly against his and she knew these were the lips she had been longing for in the late night, tossing and turning as she slept and praying she would have another chance to kiss them again.
These were the lips that had ached and pained her from the moment she had realized he had left her. When cold tears ran down her cheeks in the middle of the night from all the heartache and the loss, this was what was keeping her going. Her bitter and empty hope had been everything that had kept her going and there was nothing she hated more right now than knowing she had been in love and hurt by a good man.
She hated that it was fate and the events of her life had caught them off guard and stolen them from each other. It was something she refused to accept and as she cupped his face, their lips still locked together, she knew she was never going to let him go again. She was never going to let these lips vanish from her life and she was going to make sure he knew that.
As their lips locked and her hands slipped around his chest, pulling him close to her, she remembered the feeling of his body, like his whole body had been engrained into her memory, imprinted for safe keeping and to hold onto when he wasn’t around. She didn’t know how to explain it, but everything she had inside of her was begging for more from him.
She knew there would never be a day she didn’t want to have him around. There was never going to be a day she didn’t think about all the time she wanted to have him with her. Their lips locked together and their bodies hugged together, tightly embraced with passion and lust spilling over onto each other.
She parted her lips and felt his tongue, the familiar taste and power of it was everything she had been dreaming of and wanting. This was what she had craved and hungered for when she had been apart from him.
She hadn’t dated a single guy.
His presence in her mind had been so potent that she knew she was never going to want to be with another guy for the rest of her life. She had hated him so boldly and so passionately there was no room for love or interest with anyone else.
All she had inside of her was a fiery heart that vowed to have its revenge and she knew she was going to try and take it for everything that she needed. There was no way he was ever going to escape from her and she was going to make certain that all of that passion and hatred was going to be taken away from her and transformed. She wanted to be given new life.
His hands ran over her body and she felt him pulling at her clothes. She glanced down and made certain Blake was fast asleep and facing away from them. Victor noticed her unease and motioned toward the bathroom. Part of her was nervous about it, but she knew they were safe.
Victor would know long before anyone arrived if they were in danger or not. There was no way anyone was going to sneak up on them. She wanted to make sure that Blake would be safe, though.
Guiding her into the bathroom, she smiled at him as she dropped her shirt and stood in front of him with her bra on. She had just barely been cleared for sex and when her doctor had told her, she had laughed her heart out. There was nothing farther from her mind.
The hours at the gym she had taken when Greta was just getting used to Blake had paid off and when she stood in front of him, she felt defeated, but she felt better than she had once upon a time.
“Listen to me,” he said to her with all seriousness in his voice. “I think you’re the most beautiful woman I’ve ever seen and I’ve seen an ocean of women across a desert of time, farther and longer than you can imagine. I know beauty and you have true beauty, Shawna.”
She blushed at that and as he leaned in and kissed her, she wasn’t so afraid of all of it. She let all of her worries and anxiety melt away and she knew she was going to be cared for and tenderly loved by this man. There was nothing she had to be afraid of. As he kissed her and caressed her body, she wanted more and more from him, knowing that she could have everything that she ever desired again.
This was the magical moment when she knew she was luckier than any other woman in the world. This was the second chance she had secretly desired since his departure. Underneath all of that rage and hatred, she knew she wanted him and was hungry for him.
Reaching down, she could feel the heat and warmth of his cock through his pants and knew it would be the only part of him smoldering and smoking with how hot and powerful it was. She took a deep breath and pictured it in her mind, a long shaft of marble that was more than she could ever desire.
As she stroked it, she could feel how hard it was and she craved it. She wanted more and more of it and there was no hiding from it. She couldn’t run away from these emotions and she couldn’t hide from them. She wanted it more and more with every sensation that rippled through her fingers. This was all she wanted and she knew there was only one thing to do. She had to take it and she had to own it. This was hers and she was never going to give it up again.
Dropping to her knees, she pulled down his pants and looked at his long cock as it fell free, sticking out at her and she remembered how long and thick it was. It was the most potent and powerful thing she could ever remember and she was ready to take it for herself again.
Sticking out her tongue, she placed it gently on the tip of his cock and circled it, looking up at him as he reacted to the powerful sensation rippling through him. She knew he wanted more from her and that this was the great feeling he was hungry for.
As she licked him, she stroked his cock, making sure it was getting the full attention it deserved. She wanted to keep giving it to him and as she wrapped her lips around his shaft, she felt it inside of her mouth and loved every second of it.
She didn’t know she could crave something like this, but as she slowly began to work her head back and forth, licking his cock, she knew he was going to love this and she was going to love it too. It was a strange feeling, but the thought of giving him delight and euphoria was something deeply erotic to her.
She wanted to ke
ep giving it to him. She reached up and cupped his balls in her hands, fondling them and holding them. She felt powerful with them in her hand as she played with them and gauged his reaction. He was liking it and she was going to keep giving it to him.
She started going faster and faster as she could hear him moaning and whispering about how great it was. She wanted them to be quiet and make sure Blake wasn’t going to wake up during it. But, she couldn’t help herself. She wanted him to keep going for it and keep liking it.
She wanted him to beg for more and never want another woman, for the rest of his immortal life, to ever wrap her lips around his cock again. She watched him as he tossed back his head and moaned, unleashing everything he had into the back of her mouth.
By the time she was standing, he was starting to recover. The expression on his face was dazed and confused, but she knew she could get him back up and ready in no time. He was a mythical and immortal creature. As she worked his cock, stroking it and bringing it back to life, she pulled down her pants and her thong and turned around for him to take her from behind.
She was ready to have him fuck her doggy style and she was eager for it. They were going to have to wait for something more intimate. This was about heat and passion. This was about getting what was caught up inside of them out of their system once and for all.
As his cock began to swell more and more, she looked into the mirror and saw only herself. She knew that she had seen finer days and that she was tired and exhausted looking, but she was going to make sure there were many more, better days for him to remember her by in the future. She would look like a goddess to him when this was all settled.
She felt the tip of his cock pressing against the threshold of her pussy and she began to moan and squirm. She had been begging for this for months now and she knew she was never going to get it from another man. She was never going to have this kind of pleasure or feel anything like this inside of her again. She wanted to make sure it lasted and that she could enjoy it for the rest of her days.
He pushed inside of her, deeper and deeper, expanding her pussy to fit the head of his cock. She moaned and screamed, clutching the sink as she begged for more of it. She remembered he could read her thoughts and she wondered what he was thinking right now, what he was reading from her as she begged for more in the depths of her pussy.
Whether he could hear her thoughts over his own euphoria or not, he pushed deeper and deeper inside of her until she was practically begging for him to go in more. He pushed all the way to the depths of her and she gasped, feeling him pushing hard against her.
When he began to pull out, she felt his hands reaching around and clamping down on her breast, holding her close to him and picking up the pace. He began to drive in harder and faster for her and she loved every second of it. She felt like everything inside of her was getting reorganized and rearranged by him.
She felt like her whole body had been neglected since he had last touched her and she was finally getting the treatment she had hungered for. She wanted more and more from him and he kept giving it to her.
She was gasping and shaking, holding fast against the sink as she began to feel the glowing light deep inside of her, building and building. She could feel the orgasm coming for her and she was ready for it. Oh god, it had been so long and it had been so good when she had it last time that she wanted more and more of it. She never wanted to go back to the way things used to be or the way she might have lived.
She wanted him inside of her from this day on and she wanted to have orgasms with his hard cock inside of her. She begged him for more, gasping and pleading as his enormous cock kept plunging back inside of her harder and deeper than she could have imagined. This was everything she had ever wanted and everything she was going to have for the rest of her life.
When it finally hit her, it was with the force of an atomic bomb and she felt like she was weak all of a sudden, like there was no way she was ever going to be able to stand. He held her tight and unleashed everything he had left inside of her and she was glad they both hit the same point at the same time.
There was something romantic about it to her and as she collapsed into his arms, he carried her to the bed. Every place he touched her on her body felt too excited and too sensitive for him to be holding her. She wanted to push him away and drive him back, but she loved it too much.
She loved the feeling of his arms around her and she loved the idea that she was going to be able to have him for the rest of her life. She smiled at him as he placed her on the bed effortlessly and looked at her with his dark eyes full of passion and love.
She felt like he was really looking at her and that no one had ever seen her with those eyes before in her life. She felt like she was the luckiest woman alive and that there was no one out there who was going to experience what she had just experienced from him.
“I missed you,” he said to her and there was something in his voice that made her think it was the most honest thing her ears had ever heard. She stared at him and wasn’t sure what she was going to say to that. What could she say to that?
“I think I missed you too,” she said honestly, knowing he would find out about the truth sooner or later. “I spent so much time hating you that I couldn’t think of anything other than hating you. There was so much rage inside of me I think it was true love that had gotten spoiled and started to decay inside of me. There was no escaping it and it just hurt too much. I just wanted you.”
“I’m sorry,” he said with a face that was void of any kind of joy or emotion.
She looked at him and felt sorry she had turned this on him and that tried to be so hateful and mean to him. She felt bad that she had turned everything against him and that she had been the villain of his story when he was looking for the lover he had probably been dreaming about for so long.
She had dangerously treated him like a villain when he was truly trying to be a hero and she thought about all the things she had let run through her mind when she had been near him. She thought about all the evil and vicious things she had thought about him when she first saw him in the street.
She thought about how horrible it must have been for him to hear those things and to know that all of his good deeds were gone and she was never going to want to hear about anything he’d done or waste another moment of her life with him from that moment onward.
She thought about how badly she must have hurt him and how it must have driven him insane. She thought about all the pain and all the sorrow that must have been inside of him. She was responsible for that and she was the one who had hurt him.
It was in that moment that she realized something. The first thing that she realized was that he was hearing all of this and he could tell everything that was going on inside of her head and there wasn’t a thing she could do about it.
The other thing she realized was that while he could hear all of this and tell what she was thinking, he never once interrupted her and he never once tried to change her thoughts. Instead, she was left to reason it all out and come to the conclusions she needed to without him constantly meddling and adding his two cents.
But more importantly than that, she realized in that moment that something needed to happen, because she was a house divided and she was a soul that couldn’t take the turmoil of being split all the time and she was going to have to make a decision.
She was going to have to come to terms with something in her soul and she knew it was going to be hard to accept. The truth was, she was going to have to forgive him, because she was in love with him.
CHAPTER SIX
She lay on the bed next to him, literally waiting for the clock to run out and praying she was going to get some kind of relief from all of this. She had fed Blake three times, walking him around the hallways of the hotel with Victor walking behind her like a grim shadow, and there was still nothing else she wanted to do. She had blown twenty bucks in the vending machine and she was certain she was going to gain back all the wei
ght she had lost if she didn’t start to pace herself.
She realized there was nothing interesting on TV and if there was, she wasn’t going to be able to focus on it. All she wanted to do was give up and get back out on the road, but the sun was still high in the sky.
It wasn’t fair and she didn’t know what she was going to do about it. Victor seemed to take great pleasure in all of this and was watching her with a smile on his face as she looked up at the ceiling, listening to the melody of Blake’s bouncer that she’d brought.
She rolled her head and looked at him in frustration.
“What?” she demanded.
“You’re restless,” he chuckled.
“Aren’t you?”
“A little,” he shrugged. “There’s not a lot we can do right now. In an hour or two, we’ll load up the car and get back out on the road. We can get gas and something to eat and we’ll be ready to go. By tomorrow morning, we’ll be at the church and everything will be okay.”
