by Lily Harlem
Brick caught the small disk, spun and took a shot. He missed. The crowd groaned and held their heads in their hands, but no sooner had the goalie shot the puck back into play than Logan hit it home with one devastating slice of his stick.
The arena went wild as the back of the net punched out. Fans screamed and cheered and the camera once again panned their delighted faces, settling on a kid with “Phoenix” scrawled in black over his cheeks.
I jumped to my feet, clapping wildly. My insides bubbled with excitement as I watched Logan being slapped on the back by his teammates. A goal in the first five minutes of play would be so good for him.
“And it seems Phoenix has his mojo back,” the commentator shouted in my ear. “Mr. Gunner is going to be glad the week of R&R paid off.” He cleared his throat exaggeratedly and over the din of applause I heard him say, “If you know what I mean, folks.”
I stopped mid-clap and turned to Giselle. She was grinning. “Don’t worry about it,” she shouted after hearing the same comment through her earpiece. “No one will recognize you with your clothes on.”
“Not funny,” I shouted back over the frantic cheering. Despite my mortification at the memory of the photo, I couldn’t help feeling a little proud that I’d had a teeny tiny bit to do with rediscovering Logan “Phoenix” Taylor’s elusive mojo.
The puck hit the ice and once again the fast pace of the game had my head spinning. Things got dirty when five players all dug for the puck right in front of us. Two zipped off, having their own stick battle for the zooming disk, leaving the other three throwing punches and raining blows on one another. The ref didn’t notice but one of the linesmen did. He skated over and hovered on the edge of the scrap as if unwilling to dive in. The crowd around us went crazy, as though it was some kind of great treat to witness a glove-off fight.
I left them to it and watched the puck move toward Logan—again, he caught it on his stick effortlessly. A Hercules of a man with a black beard poking through his cage came from nowhere and shoved him against the boards. I gasped and clenched my fists, worried, but I needn’t have been. Logan straightened and, with Brick hot on his tail, they chased after the ogre who’d stolen the puck. Two more New York players were dodged before Logan got to him and reclaimed it. He spun one-eighty but an Islander defender jammed his stick beneath Logan’s skates before he could skim back down the wing. Logan flew through the air. I gasped collectively with the crowd as he hit the deck. He skidded five, ten, fifteen feet with his arms outstretched. A man behind me leapt up and shouted over my head, “You hairy-sacked bastard, get the fuck off the ice if you can’t tell the difference between a puck and a skate.”
Logan came to a stop. A trainer raced across the ice as the ref blew the whistle long and hard. Logan clambered to his feet and the crowd cheered. He circled his left shoulder like a windmill, clutching the joint with his opposite glove and nodded at the trainer, who handed him a bottle of water, which he squirted through his mask into his mouth before tossing it at the bench.
Play resumed.
Immediately Brick rammed an opponent into the boards right in front of the ref. It was an ugly tackle and earned him a spell in the penalty box.
The crowd hurled abuse at the ref. “You suck!” “Are you blind, where’s your seeing eye dog?”
Brick banged down on the bench, removed his helmet, spat on the floor, and from what I could read from his lips, the “f” word was the predominant adjective in the conversation he went on to have with himself.
The Plexiglas shook right in front of us and, startled, I spotted Logan’s face, red with effort, as he collided with a defender. Then he was gone, chasing after the puck and dodging Hercules. He zipped it straight to number eighteen and the Vipers scored again. The crowd went wild. The drumbeat pounded in my ears as the players celebrated by almost knocking down their scorer.
At the second break it was 2–0, Vipers. The atmosphere was jubilant but tense and I could hardly eat the slice of pizza I bought from a nearby stand. I was so worried the opposition would come back and wreck Logan’s cleansed aura and rejuvenated mojo. I wanted to celebrate with him later, not commiserate, and I crossed my fingers in my gloves and my toes in my sneakers as I asked the heavens to make this a good, good night.
Luckily the Vipers came out strong for the third period and within minutes their captain, Rick “Ramrod” Lewis, scored a brilliant shot that left the opposition’s goalie in a heap of despair on the ice. Three-zip. But the Vipers loosened up, got cocky, and after a particularly violent tussle against the far wall, the Islander shot one right through the Vipers’ goalie’s legs. The crowd hissed. “Lucky shot, ass face,” hollered the man behind me, growing bolder as he downed yet another beer.
“Do you think it’s always this wild?” I shouted into Giselle’s ear.
“Yes, that’s why I don’t come when Fergal offers me tickets. I meet him afterward instead, much more civilized.”
“Well, thanks for coming with me,” I said, linking my arm with hers and squeezing.
“I wouldn’t have missed it for anything.” She smiled and her red-glossed lips shone in the bright lights. “The way you light up every time you say the name ‘Logan’ has left me dying to meet the guy who’s transformed my heartbroken best friend back into a hot-blooded woman.”
“He does make me feel good,” I said. “Although…” I paused as a posse of players collided in front of us and ended up in a wild scramble of flying limbs and sticks. The whistle blew and the ref and both linesmen had to physically drag the players off one another. I spotted Logan right in the very center of the tussle, his fist flying toward an Islanders player whose knee was in his stomach. “Although I’m not sure how good he’s going to feel later,” I said worriedly.
“I’m sure you can kiss any hurts better and make him feel real good,” Giselle whispered into my ear, wincing as Brick hit Hercules way below the belt. “I’m going to stay overnight here at the hotel, but you can take the car back with Logan, have the apartment to yourself as long as you come and collect me tomorrow afternoon.”
“You sure?”
“Yes, of course.” She leaned her head farther in, conspiratorially. “And if you want any toys they’re in the cupboard in the spare room.”
“Giselle!”
“Well, I don’t know what you’re into.” She straightened and nodded at Logan whizzing to the far goal and plowing over a defender as though he were a weed. “But a guy with that much testosterone in his system is bound to have a few kinks lurking beneath the surface.”
I thought of our fun in the villa with handcuffs and butt plugs. Giselle was right, as we got more comfortable with each other we were going to experiment with other stuff. The thought sent a hot flush over my cold skin and lust pooled in my belly. I glanced at the huge clock. I could hardly wait for the game to be over.
Finally the last buzzer sounded and the final score was three to one in favor of the home team. The Viper fans celebrated wildly, cheering and clapping and waving flags. An alligator mascot circled the rink as the players lifted off their helmets and shot streams of water into their mouths. I searched out Logan at the same time the camera did and suddenly his flushed face filled the big screen right in front of us.
“And here’s the man they needed back in play,” the commentator jabbered in my ear. “And not one trip to the sin bin. This must be a record for Phoenix.”
Logan’s hair was damp and stuck in black licks around his temples. His eyes stared into the crowd unmoving as he nodded and shook hands with a teammate. I glanced back down at the ice. He was looking straight up at me from the center circle. My breath hitched in my throat. Our eyes connected and I was smiling before I even realized my lips had moved. The noise of the arena continued as did the radio chatter, but in my head the vast stadium was silent, there was only Logan and me in the whole place. In a crowd of thousands we still sought each other out as though there was a magnetic force between us, drawing us together.
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sp; One corner of his mouth tipped and then Brick slid up, spraying Logan’s lower legs with shards of ice and his attention snapped away as he was bear-hugged.
“Come on,” Giselle said. “Let’s get down to the locker room entrance before it gets crazy with everyone leaving.”
Before I had a chance to reply, an enormous, black-suited guy with a stern-looking face and dark shades appeared before us. “Ladies,” he said as he held out his arm like a barrier. He looked over our heads as he flicked his fingers toward the stairs.
“Here we go,” Giselle said, clutching her Gucci handbag. “Showtime.”
I reached for my bag, a small Walmart special, and followed Giselle. She seemed to know where she was going and as we headed down the steps into a brightly lit corridor, I was acutely aware of the huge bulk of muscle breathing down my neck.
Giselle was oblivious to our bodyguard, tottering ahead, chin in air and hips rolling as if she owned the place. She slotted her tiny radio into her handbag and I did the same.
We reached the entrance to the locker room. The scent of sweat-damp bodies and ice mixed with blood hung in the air. My chest tightened as I watched a paramedic rush in with a big blue box and a serious expression. A coach whizzed out, shouting in French down his mobile phone, and then the door opened slowly, controlled, as though whoever was coming out wasn’t in a rush to go anywhere.
“Fergal,” Giselle simpered, locking her fingers under her chin and smiling demurely.
“Giselle, my dear, how nice of you to have made it.” He rested his hands on her shoulders and kissed her on both cheeks.
“Well, I wouldn’t have missed it for anything, it was an amazing game.” She turned to me. “And I’d like you to meet Brooke Ambrose.”
Fergal scanned my face with his keen green eyes. “Of course, Brooke, what a delight to finally meet you.”
Giselle glanced over her shoulder then looked back at Fergal. “Would you like me to wait for you?”
His attention was once again captivated by Giselle. “I was expecting you to, I have a late meeting regarding the Stanley Cup playoffs so I told Sheila I’d be staying over.”
Giselle tilted her lips and batted her eyelashes. “Excellent, in that case I’ll just go and freshen up, please excuse me.” She flicked her long auburn hair over her shoulders and turned. For a moment the only sound was her perfectly pitched heels echoing around the corridor.
“May I call you Brooke?” Fergal asked when she’d slipped from view.
“Yes, of course,” I said, tugging at my bottom lip.
“I’m glad to have caught up with you, we have a few matters to discuss.”
My heart lurched. My stomach rolled. This was the conversation I needed to have to realign my karmas and iron out my destiny. “Yes, absolutely,” I said. “Shall we?” I indicated the opposite end of the corridor to the one Giselle had disappeared down. It appeared deserted and I didn’t want to be overheard.
Fergal smiled as he gestured for me to lead the way.
I walked ahead, the corridor led to nothing more than a small recess with a door marked “Domestic Supplies.” I ducked into the gap so I was hidden from view, pressed my back against the wall and pulled in a deep breath.
“You’ve done a great job,” Fergal said, shoving his hands into his trouser pockets and rocking back on his leather heels. “Really I can’t thank you enough.”
I glanced over his shoulder. I wished he’d step in a bit so he wasn’t visible from the locker room door. “But there’s nothing to thank me—”
“Oh, but there is, my dear. Phoenix is a different man, he’s focused, on the ball, or should I say on the puck, and he’s in control of his temper. He’s back to the guy I spent several million dollars on.” Fergal grinned broadly, flashing his dazzlingly white teeth.
“No, but I—”
“I’m very grateful to you, Brooke. Giselle assured me you were up to the job and you’ve more than proved it. You really are a true professional.”
I heard shouts of goodbye and the locker room door slammed. I lowered my voice. “The thing is about the whole job bit—”
“If you give me your bank details I’ll make sure your fee is transferred first thing in the morning, my chief accountant will see to it personally.”
“But you don’t understand, Fergal, about the money, what I really want is—”
“We agreed on a price.” His brow furrowed and his jaw set, he folded his arms over his chest. “If you went above and beyond that’s not negotiable, when a price is agreed I won’t change my mind.”
“I don’t want anything extra, that’s what I’m trying to say.”
“Good, because I wasn’t going to give you anything more than the agreed one hundred thousand dollars, I think that’s perfectly acceptable for a week of services, don’t you, no matter how high class you are and how favorable the outcome has been?”
I glanced nervously over his shoulder again. High class. Services. “But…” My head was spinning. Where was Giselle when I needed her? “Logan and I, we did, but it wasn’t like that, we…” I paused as Fergal glanced at his silver watch. “Really I just want to say no, thanks but no thanks.”
He looked at me and frowned. “My dear, like I said, I’m very grateful for what you’ve done and the picture in the paper was genius, all publicity is good publicity when it comes to the team, boosts merchandise sales.” He took a step backward. “Just give your details to Giselle,” he said as his mobile phone trilled to life. “Sooner you do the sooner you’ll get paid for providing Phoenix with what he needed last week.” He plucked the phone from his inside jacket pocket. “Now if you’ll excuse me.” He stepped into the corridor, glancing toward the locker room. His piercing green eyes shifted back to me and I saw a flash of irritation cross his iris as he pressed the phone to his ear. “Gunner,” he barked.
I swallowed a lump of frustration down the tight channel of my throat. I suddenly felt hot in all my winter gear. My scalp prickled and my layers were sticking to my back. He’d hardly let me get a word in edgewise, and anything I had said he hadn’t heard.
I stepped past Fergal. He was rubbing his temples as he listened to his phone and pacing from one side of the corridor to the other. I tried to think rationally. It didn’t matter, I would get Giselle to explain it to him when he wasn’t rushing around in work mode. She could tell him I didn’t want to be paid for my week with Logan. What had happened between us had been lust, romance, destiny and certainly not a business arrangement.
The door to the locker room swung open and a posse of players tumbled out, slapping each other on the backs and talking over one another. I halted and scanned for Logan. But he wasn’t amongst them. My heart sagged in disappointment. I just wanted to see him. I wanted to feel his arms around me. I wanted to snuggle my face into his chest and inhale his familiar scent. I couldn’t tell him why I was feeling so anxious and jittery. But being cocooned in his arms was the only thing that was going to make me feel better until my deal had been properly undone.
“Brick,” I said, as the door opened yet again and two players strolled out with bags slung over their shoulders.
“Hey, Brooke.” Brick’s face lit up when he spotted me. I saw his aura, I couldn’t help it, it was a beautiful pea green, perfectly clear, no hazelnut specks and really quite dazzling. “Ramrod, this is Brooke, Phoenix’s girl.” He turned to the huge player beside him who’d actually had to shift sideways to fit through the doorframe.
“Hey, Brooke, guess we have a lot to thank you for.” Ramrod held out a dinner plate-sized hand.
“Hi, I er, nice to meet you, um, Ramrod.” I rested my hand in his and he brought it to his mouth. Soft lips pressed a warm kiss on my knuckles as his chestnut brown eyes glistened down at me.
“The pleasure is mine,” he said, and released my hand. “Call me Rick.”
“Watch it.” Brick fingered a bruise on the rise of his left cheekbone. “Phoenix gets real possessive over her.”
; “Well, I can’t blame him.” Ramrod grinned. “Not one bit.”
“Ramrod’s our captain,” Brick directed at me.
“I know,” I said. “Congrats on the win, it was a great game.”
“Sure was,” Ramrod said, shoving his hand through shower-damp black hair. “And Phoenix had a lot to do with it. He played awesome. Best since, well, best since a while. He was real focused and under control.”
“No trips to the penalty box,” Brick said.
“Yeah, unlike you, squirt.” Ramrod gave Brick a good-humored shove on the shoulder.
“Yeah, well, someone’s got to take over Phoenix’s bad boy reputation.” Brick grinned.
“Have you seen Logan, I mean Phoenix?” I asked.
Brick shook his head. “No, not for a while.”
“He was first out, a one-line interview in the tunnel and then he was gone,” Ramrod added.
“Guess he was in a rush to see you.” Brick shrugged.
“So he’s not in there?” I pointed at the locker room door.
“No,” Ramrod said. “We’re nearly the last out.”
“Oh.” How could I have missed him? I’d been here the whole time.
“He’s probably in the players’ lobby or something,” Ramrod said.
“Yeah, don’t sweat it,” Brick added.
But sweating was exactly what I was doing. I unzipped my jacket and pulled at my scarf.
“If we see him we’ll tell him you’re looking for him,” Ramrod said, stepping away.
“Thanks.” I wished my heart would stop fluttering. I had a bad feeling growing in my stomach.
“Oh, and Brooke,” Brick called over his shoulder.
“Yes.”
“You’ve got him by the short and curlies.” He hardened his voice. “So be careful with him, okay?”
