by Sharon Lee
The wind sliced across the open lawn; the girl shivered-and that decided it. If the child was sickening for something she needed to be out of the wind. What was her zamir thinking of, to have her out in the chilly autumn weather with no jacket on and that shirt laced up so loose? Zhena Trelu glared at him, and one of his eyebrows rose slightly as he tipped his head, rather like Borril trying to puzzle out one of the rambling monologues she addressed no him.
"Well," she told the young zhena sharply, "you might as well come on in. There's soup for dinner to warm you up, and you can have a rest before you get on." She turned and marched up to the house, treading carefully on the creaky porch steps.
Realizing that he was in danger of being left behind, Borril jumped up and galloped across the lawn, taking the three wooden steps in a bumbling leap. Zhena Trelu, fidgeting with the chancy catch on the wind door, grumbled at him.
"Borril, sit down, you lame-witted creature. Borril!" she raised her voice as he jumped, almost knocking her down.
"Borril." From her back, a steady voice spoke, firm with command. Woman and dog turned to look.
The slender zamir stood on the second step, bent slightly forward, one golden hand extended. "Borril!" he repeated firmly. "Sit."
Zhena Trelu watched in fascination as the dog waggled forward and thrust his blunt nose into the outstretched hand. "Sit," stated the owner of the hand again.
Borril sat.
The man reached out and tugged lightly on a pointy ear, turning his head as the girl came to his side.
"Borril?" she asked, extending a wary hand. The silly creature whuffed and pushed his head forward. In careful imitation of her companion, she tugged on an ear. Borril flung himself onto his side in ecstasy, rolling his eyes and sighing soulfully. The girl threw back her head and laughed.
Zhena Trelu turned back to the catch and pulled the door wide.
"Well, come on," she snapped when they just stood there, staring at her from the second step. "And don't pretend you're not hungry. Doesn't look like you've had a full meal between you since last harvest-time." Irritably, she transferred the sweelims to the hand holding open the door and waved at her hesitant guests with the other.
After a moment, the man moved, coming silently up the last step and crossing the porch into the hall; the girl trailed him by half a step, and Zhena Trelu bit back a sharp lesson on manners. Did the girl think the house was a den of iniquity, that she sent her man in ahead?
They're foreigners, Estra, she reminded herself as she led them down the ball. You're going to have to make allowances.
She dumped the flowers into the sink, turned the flame up under the soup pot, and looked back to find them standing side by side just inside the door, looking around as if neither one had ever seen a kitchen before.
"Soup'll be ready in a couple minutes," she said, and sighed at the girl's blink and the man's uncomprehending head-tip.
Feeling an utter fool, she tapped herself on the chest. "Zhena Trelu," she announced, trying to say each word clearly and pitching her voice a little louder than normal.
The man's face altered, losing years as he grinned. "Zhena Trelu," he said, matching her cadence.
So, it works, she congratulated herself. She pointed at him, tipping her head in imitation of Borril.
He moved his shoulders, lips parting for an answer.
"Tell the truth, Liaden," Miri muttered at his side.
His eyes snapped to her face, both brows up. Smiling in rueful resignation of what he found there, he turned back to the old woman and bowed very slightly, fingers over heart. "Val Con yos'Phelium, Clan Korval."
Zhena Trelu stared, trying to sort the sounds. Valconyos Fellum Can Corevahl? What kind of name-no, wait. Corevahl? He was a foreigner, after all, with wind only knew what kind of barbaric accent. She pointed. "Corvill?"
The level brows twitched together, and he frowned, green eyes intent. "Korval," he agreed warily, though still thumping harder on the last syllable than the first.
"Corvill." Zhena Trelu decided, and pointed at the girl, who grinned and shrugged.
"Miri."
"Meri?" Zhena Trelu asked, frowning.
"Miri," she corrected, refusing to look straight at Val Con, though a glance out of the corner of her eye showed him grinning widely.
"Meri," Zhena Trelu repeated, and brought her finger back to Val Con. "Corvill."
He inclined his head, murmured, "Zhena Trelu," and jerked his chin at the dog, curled on his rug next to the stove. "Borril."
"Well, that's fine. Now we're all introduced, and dinner's almost ready." The old woman went across to the stove, lifted the pot lid, and stirred the soup with a long wooden spoon. Going over to the cupboard. she pulled out three bowls and three plates, shoved them into the girl's hands, and waved at the table. "Set the table, Meri."
The girl turned hesitantly toward the table. From the depths of the cupboard, Zhena Trelu produced three glasses and three mismatched napkins, which she handed to the man. He took them without apparent confusion and headed for the table. Zhena Trelu nodded to herself and went back to the sink to rescue the languishing sweelims.
"Hello, Meri," Val Con murmured, setting the glasses by the bowls and plates she had laid out.
"Hello yourself, Corvill, my friend. Sounds like you rhyme with Borril. Speaking of which, what is Borril?" She looked up at him. "Besides ugly, I mean."
"Hmm?" He was considering the napkins-one each of white, green, and pink. "Borril is a dog, Miri-or, no," he corrected himself. "Borril is of the species that fills the watch-pet niche here." He smiled at her. "For all reasonable purposes, a dog."
"Oh." She looked at the napkins. "Who gets what color?"
"An excellent question. I was wondering the same." He placed them carefully in the center of the table. "We shall discover."
She grinned. "Clever. Something still missing though-oh." She turned and made her silent way across the kitchen to where the old woman was fussing with her flowers. "Zhena Trelu?"
Zhena Trelu started, nearly overturning the vase, and recovered with a breathless laugh. "Goodness, child, but you gave me a fright. What is it?"
Miri blinked at the unintelligible tirade, opened her mouth to ask for the missing items-and closed it again. The old lady wasn't going to understand any more than she was understood.
All right, Robertson, she directed herself. Use your brain-if you got one.
She looked about, then picked up the wooden spoon lying on the stove and showed it to Zhena Trelu. She turned and pointed at the table, beside which stood her partner, watching the proceedings with interest.
The old woman looked at the spoon, looked at the table, and then laughed. "Oh, is my memory going back on me! Silverware, is that it?" she asked the girl, who only smiled, uncomprehending.
Taking the spoon and putting it back where it belonged, Zhena Trelu went to the cupboard once more. "Spoons," she said clearly. "Knives. Forks."
"Spoons." the girl repeated obediently as each set was placed in her hands. "Knives. Forks."
"That's right," Zhena Trelu said encouragingly. She made a sweeping motion with her hands, trying to indicate all the items the girl held. "Silverware."
Meri's brows pulled together in a frown. "Silverware," she said, and the other woman smiled and went back to arranging flowers.
"Spoons," Miri told Val Con, shoving them into his hand. "Knives. Forks." She frowned. "That all seems simple enough. You savvy silverware, boss?"
"Perhaps knives, spoons, and forks are separate names and silverware is the name for all together?"
"Not too bad, for a bald-headed guess."
He laughed softly. "But that is what being a Scout is-guessing, and then waiting to see if your guess was correct."
"Yeah?" She looked unconvinced. "Ain't the way I heard it."
"Ah, you heard we were heroes, risking our lives among savage peoples, magically able to speak any language we hear and never misunderstanding custom or intent." Mischief gl
inted in the bright green eyes.
"Naw. Way I heard it, only things Scouts're good for is drinking up fancy liquor and tellin' tall tales 'bout the dragons they killed."
"Alas, I am found out . . ."
"Meri! Corvill! Bring your bowls over here now. Soup's hot."
Miri grinned at him. "That's us-wonder what we're supposed to do now?"
He glanced over his shoulder in time to see the old woman pull a ladle from its hook over the stove. "Bowls, I think," he murmured, and picked up two, moving toward the stove with a deliberately heavy step.
Miri blinked at the unaccustomed noise, then shrugged, picked up the remaining bowl, and followed.
Zhena Trelu smiled and ladled soup into the two bowls Corvill held ready. Then she filled Meri's bowl and touched the girl's shoulder. "Wait."
She opened yet another drawer, produced a half-loaf of bread, and held it out. Miri took it in her free hand and carried it to the table.
Zhena Trelu hesitated, nodded to herself, and went to the icebox, pulling out butter. Her hand hovered over the cheese for a moment before descending. Skinny as they were? How could there be a question?
Butter and cheese balanced in one hand, she hefted the milk pitcher with the other and pushed the door shut with her knee. At the table she poured milk for all before looking around for her seat.
They had left her the chair at the head of the table, she realized then: Jerrel's place. The two of them sat next to each other, in what in later years had come to be the boy's chair, and his wife's.
Zhena Trelu smiled, pleased to see that they had not touched their soup. Manners, then, foreign or no. She picked up her spoon and had a taste, and they followed suit. Certain that they understood they were free to go on without her, she laid her spoon down, pulled the bread toward her, and laboriously sawed off three ragged slices. Then she took the cheese out of its paper and hewed off a largish chunk for each of them, laying it on the plates next to their bread.
Her own slice she slid into the toaster, reminding herself to pay attention to it. There was something wrong with the contraption; lately it burned bread to cinders without ever giving warning that it was done.
She picked up her spoon again and addressed the soup, watching her guests but trying not to stare.
The boy was left-handed and ate seriously, giving his whole attention, apparently, to the meal.
Meri was right-handed and appeared distracted, darting quick bird-glances around the room. She picked up her bread and broke it in half, using it to soak up some broth while she said something to the boy, who laughed and reached for his glass, and then jerked his head up, staring at the toaster.
"Oh, wind take the thing!" Zhena Trelu cried, smacking the release. The toaster chingged! and discharged a scorched rectangular object that smoldered gently and dripped charred bits onto the tablecloth.
"Damn you," she muttered, mindful of her company, and pulled the plug vindictively. She sawed off another piece of bread and buttered it, sighing.
She offered her guests more of everything, but they either did not understand or were too shy to avail themselves of her hospitality. Zhena Trelu finished her milk, wiped her mouth carefully, and folded her hands in front of her, wondering what to do. The most reasonable course was to send them on their way; and, truth told, they did look more rested, though Meri's face was still paler than Corvill's.
Miri tipped her head, catching Val Con's eye. "Now what?"
"Now we pay for the meal," he murmured. He pulled the toaster toward him, turned it around, pushed down on the lever, and peered inside the bread slot. Miri watched him for a minute, then slipped out of her chair and gathered the dishes together.
As she carried them to the sink, she heard Zhena Trelu address one of her incomprehensible comments to "Corvill," and glanced over her shoulder.
The old woman had risen and was beckoning to Val Con, indicating that he should follow her. Picking up the toaster, he obeyed, throwing Miri a quick smile as he left the room.
She swallowed hard, slamming the lid on an unexpected need to run after him. Deliberately she turned to the sink and worked out the gimmick for the water, then puzzled out the soap and stood holding it in her hand.
Month ago you didn't know the man existed, she told herself sharply. Now you can't let him outta your sight?
Adjusting the water temperature, she began to lather the soap, carefully thinking of nothing. By the time Zhena Trelu returned alone, the glasses were washed and draining, and the girl was scrubbing diligently at a bowl.
VANDAR:
Springbreeze Farm
What with one thing and another, it was only reasonable that they spend the night. Corvill fixed the toaster like a charm; it took him the better part of the afternoon, but Zhena Trelu was not critical. She could not have fixed it at all.
Meri had been set to dusting after the dishes were done, and Zhena Trelu went out to milk the cow. By the time she came back, Corvill was waiting to show her the repaired toaster, and she exclaimed over that for a bit, even toasting a celebratory piece for everybody and doling out the last of the poquit jam.
A startled glance at the clock about then told her it was time to start making supper, for which she drafted Meri's help, first directing Corvill's attention to the carpet sweeper.
After supper, she went out to give the scuppins their evening grain while Meri and Corvill did the dishes. On the way back to the house she stopped, shivering in the wind, to look up at the rock-toothed gash that was Fornem's Gap. It was fixing to rain tonight, for sure . . .
And who but a two-headed, heartless monster would send the pair of them on their way with night coming on and a cold rain due out of the gap before morning?
On the porch she paused again, listening to the soft sound of their voices, talking their foreign talk as if the weird word-sounds actually meant something. Shaking her head, she tramped back into the kitchen.
Meri was in the middle of a yawn, which she belatedly covered with a slender hand.
"Tired?" Zhena Trelu asked, and sighed at the girl's blank smile.
She reached out and firmly grasped one small hand. "Come with me."
Turning down the right-hand hallway, she marched the two of them up the main flight and turned left, past the upstairs parlor and the attic stairs to the boy's old room. Pushing the door open, she yanked on the light cord and finally released Meri's hand to point at the double-wide bed where Granic and his zhena had slept-the same bed the young zhena had died in, struggling to birth a child too big for her.
"You sleep there," she told Meri.
The girl moved soundlessly over the rag rug and scrubbed floorboards to sit on the edge of the bed. She smiled and raised her hand to cover another yawn, while Corvill waited quietly by the door.
"That's fine," Zhena Trelu said. "Good night, Meri." She nodded to the man. "Good night, Corvill."
"Good night, Zhena Trelu," she heard him say softly as she pulled the door shut behind her.
Val Con turned down the bed and undressed, folding his clothes onto the bench against the wall. Slipping under the covers, he took a deep breath, consciously relaxing, and let his eyes rest on Miri.
She undressed, letting her clothes lie where they fell, and went to the mirror across the room, unwrapping the braid from around her head. It seemed that she swayed slightly where she stood, but he was tired enough to believe it only a trick of his eyes.
"Come to bed, cha'trez."
She turned her head and gave him a faint smile. "You convinced me."
It took her too long to walk across the room-she was, indeed, swaying-and she sat on the edge of the bed with a bump. "Why'm I so tired?"
"Altitude, perhaps. Also, we have had to think very hard today-everything is strange, the words must be heard and remembered . . ." He shifted, pulling back the covers. "Miri, come to bed; you're cold."
"Nag, nag." But she slipped under the covers, her face beginning to relax as she closed her eyes-and tensing again as s
he snapped them open. "Light. Aah, the hell with it." She closed her eyes with finality.
The hell with it, he agreed silently, and closed his own eyes, letting the tide of weariness take him.
Someone shouted his name; there were rough hands on his shoulders, and he was fighting, and the voice cried his name again, and it seemed familiar, and he opened his eyes with a jerk, staring uncomprehending at the face suspended above him.
"It's Miri," she told him, breathlessly.
"Yes." He was shaking, he realized, even more bewildered. The room beyond Miri's shoulder was brightly lit, composed, empty of threat. He looked back into her eyes. "What happened?"
She let out a shaky breath. "You were having a nightmare. A bad dream." She released his shoulders and slid to one side, her cheek resting on her hand.
A bad dream? He cast his mind after-and found it immediately; he recognized it for what it was and knew he was shaking harder. The bedclothes were stifling, in spite of his chill. He pushed them away and began to get up.
"Val Con?"
He looked at her, and she saw the lines etched around his mouth and the shadow of fear in the green eyes. He was trembling so hard she could see it. She put out a hand and covered his, feeling the cold and the shaking.
"There's this old Terran cure for nightmares," she said, trying to keep her voice steady. "Goes like this: You have a bad dream, you tell somebody. Then you never have it again." She offered a smile, wondering if he heard her. "Works."
He took a slow, deep breath, then lay back down like a thing made of wood and pulled the cover back over him.
Miri moved closer, not touching but offering warmth, hoping to ease the trembling. She reached out to brush the hair from his eyes.
"Not a dream," he said, and his voice was as rigid as his body. "A memory. When I was put on-detached duty-from the Scouts to the Department of the Interior I-received my orders and went to fulfill them-immediately, as instructed. I entered the proper building and walked down the proper hallway-and every step I took down that hall it seemed there was something-crying out?-screaming-in me-telling me to run, to go far away, to on no account continue forward . . ."
