Ahead of them drifted a half-ship of the Draug.
But no Draug was aboard, just a man Bone recognized. “Father,” Bone said.
“What you said to your younger self, it’s the truth,” said Effigy Bone. “You do not deserve that woman out there. What you deserve is oblivion. The people of Qiangguo are right to venerate the old, and parents most of all. You’ve begun feeling it yourself, haven’t you? The pain of a son who wants nothing to do with you. How I felt it! You abandoned the family calling, for what? For a dream of travel? One that swiftly became the fact of thieving?”
“I have done many bad things in my life,” Bone said. “The time you speak of . . . I am not proud of it. But the life of a fisherman would have killed me.”
“Ha! Coward!”
“Killed me,” Bone repeated. “Maybe drowned like my brothers. But even had I lived to your old age, I would have been dead inside. Here in this clear air, I see many things. I might have found another path. I might have found my way to a life of travel that was not a life of theft. I might even have stayed with you a year or two, to see you and Mother better settled. But I was not strong enough to contend with you. I had only the strength to escape.”
“Weakling!”
“Your son! What did that ever mean to you? Another pair of hands! Another body to fish, and mend, and perhaps to avenge! Proof of your virility! Legacy!”
“Of course you would mock legacy.”
“I understand it! Here on the Straits of Tid I know I’m but a bubble on the river of time, waiting to burst. I want my son to live after me and think well of me. But not at the cost of his own happiness. It all ends, Father, for all of us, so let’s try like hell to be kind to one another in the meantime. I cannot be a better son to you. But I can be a father to my son.”
When he looked up the half-boat drifted by itself. Bone stared at it a long time.
“Take me to Gaunt,” he bade the narwhal.
They dove underwater, and ice rushed by overhead, and suddenly they burst through a gap in the sea’s blue ceiling and slid over white ice beneath a gray sky.
Before him he saw Persimmon Gaunt, and Mad Katta, and Northwing, and Haytham ibn Zakwan. They were trudging across the ice, bundled up and roped together. Northwing saw him first, spearing Bone with that disconcerting gaze, yet Bone was glad for it now.
He waved.
Northwing swore. “Katta, you see that?”
Katta said, “A little specificity, while it can trick us into disregarding the Absolute, is sometimes desirable—”
“Imago bloody Bone! Right in front of us! There!”
“What?” Haytham said.
“Oh no,” Gaunt said. “Does that mean he’s dead?”
Bone smirked and shook his head.
“No, he’s saying he’s too annoying to be dead,” Northwing said.
Bone glared at the shaman.
“I see him!” Gaunt said. “Imago!”
“Strange,” Katta said, “I do not.”
“Well, good,” Haytham said. “I was feeling a bit left out.”
“But then,” Katta mused, “he only skirted evil. I tended to exaggerate my perception of him in order to keep him more honest.”
Bone folded his arms and glared now at Katta.
“Imago, can you hear us?” Gaunt said. “Are you sending a message?”
“I’m here,” Bone said.
“He’s talking,” Northwing said, “but I can’t hear him. Bone, get closer to Gaunt. You and she have a connection.”
Bone dismounted the spectral narwhal and joined Gaunt. He tried to embrace her but couldn’t. He wondered why he was so much more insubstantial here than elsewhere. Then he looked south and saw the many volcanoes in the distance.
“Gaunt,” he said. “Persimmon.”
“I hear you!” she said. “I see you. I’m so glad you’re alive!” She squinted. “Are you on the Straits of Tid?”
“That’s it! My dream form is there. My body is healing on Eshe’s ship. I, uh . . .”
“Spit it out.”
“I agreed to serve Kpalamaa, for her help.”
“Well, I didn’t.”
“She may consider it a package deal.”
“We make these decisions together, Bone.”
“You were not exactly in reach.”
“Well, I’m here now.”
Northwing said, “Thank you, both of you, for reminding me why I have never tried to marry! Take note of the southern fires and say what matters!”
“Gaunt,” Bone said, “we have to prevent . . . that.”
“You are traveling in time . . . Swan’s blood, Bone, you said you’re on a ship, but that . . .”
“Spit it out . . .”
“Maybe you are dead, Imago, in this moment, and are speaking with me from the past.”
“You have a talent for stating uncomfortable things.”
“You love it,” she said but did not smile. “Can you take me with you?”
“I don’t think so. Can you reach the straits?”
“We’re not on land anymore. We are hoping there are shamans of the Vuos people out here. Northwing senses they survived. Maybe they know how to reach the straits.”
“Listen,” he began.
He woke in the cabin of Anansi, the Draugmaw’s storm still raging outside.
“No!” he yelled at Eshe, who gripped his arm. “No! I was talking . . . talking to Gaunt. . . .” His memories were a jumble. He knew they’d been on the ice together. He knew they’d talked about time. Everything specific was lost. The rest of his journey, too, was only a blurry set of impressions.
“I am sorry, Bone,” Eshe said, “but something has happened you need to know.”
“Volcanoes?”
“What? No. Jewelwolf is here.”
CHAPTER 41
TOMORROW
They trudged for many days over the ice, terrified by roaring winds, booming volcanoes, and the crackling of the ice. All the while Gaunt dwelled on Bone’s last words to her.
Listen. The past can be changed. But the changes that endure belong to the mind only. Memories. Insights. Perceptions. You can plant seeds that will bloom in the present. Find Innocence. Tell him you love him. Tell him love and peace are what truly matter, not power, not control. And that the piling up of power does not lead to freedom, but to chains. But most of all, that you love him.
“We are near,” Northwing said, interrupting her thoughts. “Reindeer. I’d know the sound anywhere.”
Soon the animals snorted close, pulling two sleds that resembled at first glance a pair of giant shoes. In the sledges were people garbed in colorful leather and cloth, easily seen against the white. Some wore circlets of metal shaped into complex patterns. They bore curved daggers and beaded belts. They also had bows. These they did not aim at the travelers but kept in easy reach.
Gaunt raised open hands. “Hello!” she called. “Do you speak Kantentongue?”
The oldest man said, “Some of us do. Greetings. What brings you out this way?”
Gaunt, at a loss for words, gestured toward the volcanoes of the south.
“Ah,” said the man. “It’s the same for us. We wondered if any more southerners survived.”
“Southerners?” Northwing asked.
“Everyone south of the Country of the First. You with your wars and your unhealthy magics.”
“Do you have any idea who you’re talking to? I am a shaman of the taiga of the continent.”
“Interesting, as that’s where the community is going. Climb aboard, if you would.”
The Vuos camp spread in either direction as far as Gaunt could see. It was as if several villages had been uprooted, except that instead of houses there rose conical tents. Reindeer, sheep, goats, and other animals roamed about, tended by herders. Small children chased each other, like kids on a holiday. There were hundreds of people here, and aside from a few guards, all were engaged in labor—herding, tanning, sewing, slaughtering, cooking,
or, in the case of one group, gathering around a map sketched into the ice.
When the sleds stopped, it was toward this group that the wanderers were led.
Many people stared. Gaunt was fully aware she and her friends were true outsiders. They were introduced to a group of elders, including a few old men carrying flutes, sitting beside ornately carved drums.
An old woman in a deep-blue garment, fringed with geometric designs of many colors, nodded to them. “Welcome, travelers, on this bleak day. My name is Aile. The shamans warned of your coming.”
“I would love to speak with these shamans,” Northwing said, bowing in the direction of the old musicians and getting nods in return. “I sense we have techniques in common.”
“There are stories,” Aile said, “that in long-ago times we were able to travel to the continent, and that we learned things from the people there, and they from us. Now share a meal with us, and then we will speak.”
The travelers shared their meager stockfish and bread, and gratefully accepted fresh fish taken through holes in the ice. They also ate dried reindeer meat and a stew of potatoes and carrots, followed by a dessert of one cloudberry apiece. These resembled miniature strawberries and had a taste like sour and sweet apples mixed together.
The shamans sung a low-toned song that reminded Gaunt of the arctic wind. She studied their drums, whose skins were covered with pictograms. Gaunt recognized symbols for humans, reindeer, and the sun and moon, but the rest were mysterious. The symbols mostly treated the edge of the drum as “down,” although a good many figures seemed detached from gravity, floating in the middle.
A shaman noticed her looking and spoke to Aile. She said to Gaunt, “You are curious. The drums help connect one to the many forms of the universe. The ripples and creases that appear on the fabric also help foretell the future.”
“I also use a drum,” Northwing said. “Or I did, before it was lost in my travels. Do they send their souls to ride within animals?”
Aile relayed the question and answered, “Their method is to send forth their souls and spin temporary animal-bodies out of the elements. Or else to move spiritually beside animals but not inside them. The difference is interesting.”
Haytham spoke up. “I mourn the urgency that brings us. I wish Northwing could spend months discussing the fine points of shamanism. But you said there might be a way to respond to the destruction. I hope you did not mean simply running away.”
Aile frowned. “No one is running away. We migrate as best we can. We knew of the war in the south, and our far-traveled hunters and our shamans watched for any rumor. We experienced the cold that stretched through the reindeer’s calving time and beyond. We had some warning of the calamity. When the shamans saw the signs most of us came, as many as could be found. The Coastal Vuos, the Mountain Vuos, the Forest Vuos, the River Vuos, the Reindeer Vuos. We set aside all differences to survive, even as we have in the past, against foamreavers and trolls. Together we will cross the ice to the continent and find a way to survive. In such a journey there is no running away.”
Katta spoke. “My friend did not accuse you of cowardice, Aile. He speaks of us and our bitterness at having been removed from the struggle in the South. We took it as our task to contend with this war. If there is anything we can do, we would be grateful to know.”
Aile replied, “The shamans say there is a way to reverse what has happened. It comes at a price. A sacrifice of being. If you succeed, these past many days, with their deeds of courage, will vanish as ice disappears in the sun. For that reason we will not send any of the Vuos with you. All our energies must go toward survival. But we agree your quest is worth doing.”
Aile drew her knife and scratched out a drawing of a human figure beside a reindeer. “For whatever valor we manage in the future, whatever great tales, we will never see the lands of home again, nor the great rocks our ancestors worshipped beside, nor taste cloudberries once the last are gone. And too, you may call back to life many who have died, and this is no small thing. For this we are willing for these days to vanish, to exist, perhaps, as a half-remembered dream.”
She drew a line across her image.
“Hear me. What you call the Straits of Tid, our shamans experience as the Axial Tree, reaching up from the world through spirit country, to touch the North Star. The North Star represents time future; the great roots are time past. You must descend to the roots, you four. You may not like it there. The Tree will raise images of the dead to bar your way. Are you prepared?”
Gaunt and the others nodded.
Aile said a few words to the shamans and elders, then, “You will travel with the survivors of Larderland who managed to reach us. With luck, you may attain the nearest point that you may reach the Tree.”
“Where is that?” Gaunt asked.
Aile directed her dagger point to a sketch upon the icepack. It represented the landmass of Spydbanen and its merging with the ice. There were wedges upon Spydbanen, and Jaska tapped the metal to the largest of these. “It is the place Kantenings call the Trollberg. The great mountain of Skrymir Hollowheart.”
Gaunt was pleased to see the Likedealer Tlepolemus had survived the conflagration, along with some hundred of Larderland’s inhabitants. “We’d been on the move already,” he said. “That was lucky, in one sense. Our elderly will remain here. And the children are already becoming Vuos. How can it be otherwise? But for me, and some others, there can be no more discarding one identity after another. I am a man of Ma’at who became Amberhornish, an Amberhornish man who became a Larderman. I tire of change. A raid on the Trollberg sounds like just the thing I need.”
“We can oblige.”
They hauled the longship Little Dragon for hours, at last reaching a fissure like an ice-choked river. Carefully they lowered the ship and even more carefully got aboard.
They rowed. Northwing, seeing through the eyes of fish, assured them the way was open, but as the ocean neared a cold blast hit them. The shaman said, “Beware! The fissure is sealing up! The water at the mouth is freezing over! Row! Row!”
When they reached sight of open sea, the end of the passage had indeed been covered with a layer of ice. Gaunt joined Tlepolemus at the dragon prow, furiously hacking with axes.
“I will never again underestimate the strength of your arm,” Tlepolemus said as the ship broke free.
They raised sail and entered the iceberg-clotted waters called the Ocean of White Knives. Tlepolemus judged it unwise to sail directly among the new volcanic islands that marked the grave of Spydbanen, so they took a roundabout way.
After two days of difficult sailing they saw the peak of the Trollberg rising steep from the waters. The valley and settlement called Jotuncrown were drowned.
“See there?” Northwing said. “That cave used to be thousands of feet up. Now it’s just hundreds. We can climb.”
“No trolls,” Haytham said.
“They may have perished with the dragon-mind that formed them,” Gaunt said.
“I perceive no supernatural evil,” Katta said.
“The difficult part will be mooring,” Tlepolemus said.
In the end they had harbored a quarter mile from the cave. Roped together, Gaunt, Northwing, Haytham, and Katta, along with Tlepolemus and ten warriors, leapt onto a ledge. Gaunt feared for Katta, but a series of instructions and tappings gave him the information he needed to make the jump.
The Trollberg’s surface was full of handholds, crevices, and ledges, so the climb was not too difficult. A worse danger was the cold. Gaunt was having trouble feeling her fingers by the time they neared the cave.
Thus they were in a vulnerable position when the madman peered out and sent them a magical gale.
Two men slipped, and the whole line nearly gave. They hauled the victims up, and Tlepolemus bellowed a challenge. “Who are you, wizard?”
“I am cold itself! My heart is ice!”
Innocence, Gaunt realized as soon as she heard the voice. She called out to h
im, but her voice was lost in a fresh moaning of the wind.
With great difficulty she readied her fiddle. As the fossegrim had taught her, she put all her sorrow into music.
The wind stopped. “Mother?” called the wild man.
Soon they reached him, clad in ragged furs and living amongst the bones of birds. He had a thin beard and countenance and wide, mad eyes. His forehead was still marked with the sign of intertwining dragons.
“Mother,” he said. “I killed you. I killed my father too. You are a shade.”
“No, I am real. And you are real.”
“Stay back! I hurt everyone who comes close.”
“Innocence, what happened?”
“I killed Joy. I killed them all. Steelfox. Inga. Jewelwolf . . . Father.”
“You didn’t kill your father, Innocence. He survived the quest for Skrymir’s heart.”
He sobbed. “He was with me at the Great Chain, when . . . Mother, I did it. I woke the dragons. I meant to save Joy, but I killed her, and everyone, everyone . . .”
“It can’t be all your fault. Young people sometimes think they are responsible for everything.”
His cackle frightened her more than his sobbing. “I’m not ‘young people.’ I’m Lord Gaunt. Dragonlord. So much power. The Heavenwalls and the Chain. Even with the Chain gone I’m still too strong for control. You don’t know. None of you understand. Only Joy could and she’s dead.”
“Innocence,” she said, pleading to herself as much as to him. “You must have hope. There is a way. The cave opening. We can open the gateway to time, change what happened.”
“You think I haven’t tried? When I go there, I see the dead! All my dead. Thousands of them!”
Gaunt saw the truth of it in his eyes. Yet she said, “I know you haven’t given up. You are still living here, beside this gateway. And this time you will not be alone. I will be with you.”
“And I, boy,” said Northwing.
“And I,” said Katta.
“And I,” said Haytham.
Tlepolemus and the other Lardermen simply shouted, “Aye!” and the cavern echoed with their voices.
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