by Karen Deen
I told her she was in control to say when, where and how.
Now it’s up to me to make this something we will remember for the rest of our lives. Tonight, will be the point of no return.
Alesha
Electricity is running through every part of my body.
I don’t know how to contain this feeling. The more I feel it, the more I don’t want to restrain anything. I want to feel it all. Every last sensation of him touching me, kissing me and making me so turned on.
How do I tell him I want more? I need to show him with actions that I want him, every part of his soul to lay with mine. Bare and for all to see.
Our kissing is becoming urgent and the way he is taking me I know he wants more. I feel it in every cell of my body. Our hands are everywhere. I feel the muscles of his shoulders and chest as my hands start to run down. I want to feel the skin under this shirt. As I start to head to the bottom of his shirt to explore more, he shifts back from me slightly, trying to tell me he needs to stop. No way. I have come this far, I don’t want to turn back now. For once, I actually need to say the words. I promised him I’d let him know when it was time.
“Please, no. I want this. I want it all. Don’t stop.” I am gasping for air to get them out. They are enough for him to understand. I have taken the leap and now I need him to show me the way. I take him and kiss him, so he knows I mean every word I say. The kiss becomes more and feels like I’m kissing as if my life depends on it.
For once, I don’t want to be in control. I want Xavier to take all the control so I can’t think. I can just let go and enjoy. Find out what it’s like to be wanted and be so sexually turned on, you can’t think straight. Because that’s exactly where I am now.
“I want to take you to my bed, Ally. I want to make you feel special. Make love to you, if that’s what you want too?”
I can see the hope in his eyes waiting for my answer. I want to just nod but I know I need to keep using my words for him so there is no misunderstanding.
“I want that, too. I’m just not very good at this. You need to show me.” The deep groan he lets out makes me giggle a little. I’m guessing the caveman likes the fact I’m not very experienced.
“Fuck, Ally, what you do to me, you’ll never understand.”
“Pretty sure I can feel part of that emotion.” Pushing my pelvis into his, I’m very aware of the hard length that is there. My hands creep up under his shirt. Before I have time to say or do anything else, I’m on my back on the couch. He is standing and reaching down to pick me up in his arms.
Time for words are now gone. His body language is telling me everything I need to know. He will treat me like a princess and touch me like I’m as fragile as glass.
I snuggle into his neck and start to place soft kisses there as we enter his room. Gently, he stands me at the end of his bed. I can feel the mattress on the back of my legs just tickling my skin. We stand for a moment just looking at each other. Seeing past the body and speaking to the souls.
Slowly, his hands start to run up my sides and to my shoulders, stopping when they get to my neck where he rests his thumb on my pulse. Feeling it pounding, stroking it gently back and forth as he starts to kiss over the top of it. Then placing a trail of kisses down until he reaches the top of my shirt. It’s like the line where we need to take that final step. While he continues to place feather kisses all over my neck and shoulders, his hands take the bottom of my shirt and begin to lift it up. The air rushes out of my lungs as his fingers trail over my skin on the way up. Breaking the kiss, he takes a deep breath as he lifts the last part over my head, leaving me standing there before him in my lace navy bra. My arms start to instinctively cover up my breasts, but he stops me.
“No, you are exquisite. Stop hiding your beauty.” Then the kisses continue down my body. Over the swell of my breasts and down in to my cleavage where they are trying to escape the small amount of lace covering them. His hands fall to the tops of my skirt and hook his thumbs in about to slide them down. I grab his hands to stop him. He freezes.
“Your turn first.” I tug at his shirt and he relaxes, realizing that’s all I want. “I want to see you and touch you, too.” It will help my insecurities if we are both getting naked together.
With the one-handed move guys do that is so frigging sexy, he pulls his shirt over his head. What he reveals is so much better than what I saw in the dark last night. I feel my tongue just sliding across my bottom lip without me even having any control over it.
He takes my hands and places them on his chest. I feel the heat rising up my arms. His muscles are so solid but soft at the same time. I remember how they felt wrapped around me in bed last night. That feeling of warmth and strength which makes me feel so safe.
I can feel his heart pounding under my hand and it’s going as fast as mine feels. Understanding me and what I need, he then steps back slightly, and my hands fall by my side. Slowly, he slips his hands into his shorts on the side and drags them down his legs, stepping out of them and standing up for me to see him completely bare in every sense. I realize this whole time he was commando under his shorts. What I see in front of me is just what I imagined. He’s sinfully sexy and not an ounce of fat on his body. The solid muscles of his chest carry right down his body. The perfect V leads me to his penis that is standing up in all its glory. I can’t help but gasp at the size of him. My inner turmoil starts to overthink how it will fit. I haven’t had sex in a very long time and never with a guy that has a dick the size of Xavier. My brain short circuits its thoughts when he takes my hand and wraps it around him.
“It’s yours to touch and feel, to explore and choose what you want to do with it.” For the love of God, I am so wet just touching him. He hasn’t even touched me there yet and I’m already on the verge of losing it.
“Don’t think, Ally, just feel. Listen to your heart,” he whispers in my ear as he releases my hair from the elastic, letting it fall softly down. Then starts the assault on my neck again with his amazing kisses. This time when he gets to the bottom of my neck, he reaches his hands around my back undoing my bra. It feels like I’ve stopped breathing as his mouth drifts down my chest. His fingers sliding the straps down my shoulders and my breasts falling free. I reluctantly release his cock for the bra to fall but grasp it even tighter again. Not meaning to, but I’m so worked up, I’m fumbling through my actions. This brings a deep moan from him, though. His hands are now resting on my breasts and he looks to me to make sure I’m still doing okay. I am lost for words from all the sensory overload in my body. Nodding, he takes one nipple, licking and playing with his tongue. Watching it peak and stand upright, he takes it into his mouth, and sucks me hard while his other hand is squeezing my other breast. My legs go weak and my head falls back.
“Ooohhh.” It feels amazing.
My breast pops from his mouth as I feel the loss of him as the cold air hits the wet nipple. He grabs the back of my head and brings me to him to kiss me again. The intensity is increasing with every kiss. Slowly, he lowers my body to his bed.
“Are you okay, gorgeous?” He leans over me, stroking my cheek.
“Yes,” I whisper. “More than okay.”
He smiles and then his hands rest on my hips, hooking his thumbs into my panties.
I nod giving him the okay to take the next step.
That’s if my heart and body survive his spectacular touch.
Chapter Twenty-Three
Xavier
Fuck. Me. Dead.
Sliding her lace panties down her legs, she lays completely bare for me on my bed. This is a thousand wet dreams all in one. Her body is so sexy and perfect. Tonight, I plan on making her finally believe just how perfect she is.
She wriggles up the bed a little to rest her head on my pillows, her dark hair fanning across my pillows and falling down on to her pale skin on her shoulders. I need to take a moment to just stare at her in this position. I want to commit this vision to my memory. Just like the photo on her wa
ll captures a beautiful moment, my eyes are taking this into my soul forever more. I’m not sure how long I am frozen there admiring her beauty. Her voice snaps me back out of it.
“Xavier. Please touch me.” Oh hell, she doesn’t need to ask me twice to touch her. There is desperation in her voice.
“Your beauty blinds me, Ally.” I slide down the bed to position myself between her legs. Slowly I spread them apart. Her breath quickens even more as I see her pussy wet and longing for relief. I turn my head to the side and start to kiss her thighs on either leg as I work my way upwards. My fingers wrap around the backs of her legs and hold her down as I take my first swipe up her lips until I reach her nub that is rock solid. Her body jolts off the bed and I hold her still. Looking up to see her face, I can tell she is lost in the sensation. I start to devour her. The more I work my tongue up and down and suck her hard, she starts to thrash her head from side to side. She is about to reach the peak and her insecurities are holding her back, I can tell.
“Ally, let go. I want to taste you. I want to make you come like you’ve never come before.” Taking her clit between my teeth, I suck hard while I push my finger inside her. She screams as her body experiences the peak of her orgasm, taking her over the edge. Watching her face was even better than what I pictured in the darkness last night. The way her mouth drops open after her scream with no more sound left to escape is breathtaking. Slowly, I keep stroking her with my fingers while I bring her down off the edge of her release. Her eyes start to open and look for me in the room. It looks like she has been to another place out of this room momentarily.
“Hey, baby.” I start to kiss my way up her body until I reach her mouth. We touch lips and she takes the taste of herself from my lips like she can’t get enough.
Breaking the kiss, her hands are searching down my body. She is looking for my cock. I can feel him growing at the thought of her hands on him again.
“I want to taste you. I want to take you in my mouth, too.”
“Fuck, baby, I want that, too, but not now. I am that turned on, it will be over before it starts. The first time I come with you, I want to be inside you.” I’m the one holding on to the edge. I want to take her now and find that relief we are both searching for. The one that will settle this crazy sexual tension that has been building since that first moment our eyes met.
“It’s been a long time. I’m worried… I mean you’re so…” She looks away, embarrassed to say what she is thinking.
“Yeah, baby, I’m big but I’ll be gentle, and I promise it will feel good…for both of us.” I need to get protection. There is no way I want her worrying about it. Her overthinking takes over and I want every piece of her with me.
“Okay.” I see trust in her eyes as she says it. Leaning over to my drawer next to my bed I grab a condom. She smiles when she sees it and she didn’t even have to ask.
“When the time is right, one day I will take you bare. I will fuck you raw and there will be no going back for either of us. Till then, we play it safe.” Rolling it down my length I can see she is watching me intently. Her hand reaches out and slides down the condom on my cock.
“I want that too. Xavier…”
“Yeah, beautiful?”
“Stop talking and fuck me.” She never stops surprising me. Sometimes she has no words, then out of the blue she knows exactly the words to shock me.
“Your wish is my command, princess.” I want to just take her now and show her who is boss. Slam home and let her feel every part of my hardness. I don’t want to hurt her, though, so I need to try to hold back and take it slow. If I make it through this without blowing my load it will be a miracle.
Taking my dick in my hand, I slowly swipe it back and forth through her wetness and teasing her clit each time. Her hips are moving back and forth following me. She wants me and I can’t wait any longer.
Pushing my tip in a small amount, we both moan at the same time. I push a little further, pumping little amounts as she gradually opens up for me. She is so fucking tight that I feel every little movement. It is the most torturous and unbelievable feeling at the same time. Slipping my hand between us, I start to stroke her clit again as I continue to push a little further each time. It is enough to have her body now on sensual overload and taking me with more ease.
“Oh God, Xavier, please more.” That begging makes me snap. I pull back and then thrust into her all the way. Ally’s screaming out and I roar at the sensation. I hold her to me tightly until her body stretches to me. I’m overcome with emotion and feel the need for her so strong, I can’t contain myself. I ravage her lips with kisses while we both continue to thrust with force.
My shy little angel is now my dirty little vixen. She is matching me the whole way. I can’t hold on much longer and there is no way I’m coming before I take her to her second orgasm smashing through her body. I drop my head to one of her tits and bite down on her nipple as she screams out and comes all over my cock and I finally let go of my orgasm, too. Her muscles squeeze me so tight, milking every last drop out of me as I sag on top of her. I bury my face in her hair beside her neck.
Both our breathing is slowly returning to normal while Ally’s eyes are still closed. Her hands run up and down my back softly. I lift my head and stroke her cheek with my hand, coaxing her back to me. Her smile is one that is dreamy and content.
“Ally, you are never leaving my bed. I’m going to hold you hostage here so we can do that over and over again, every single day from now on.” She lets out a sweet little giggle.
“You think I’m joking.” I pull out of her slowly and stand to dispose of the condom and clean her up. Walking back from my ensuite, she is looking at me like I hung the moon. If that doesn’t make my heart thump with happiness. “I’m dead serious. You are now my official sexy lady who keeps me satisfied. That okay with you?” Her smile just seems to get bigger.
“If it’s like that every time, then no problem.”
That is only the beginning. She has no idea how good it is going to get. Lying back in the bed with her, I pull her towards me and she snuggles into my side, placing her head on my chest. Smoothing her dark hair down her back, I get a real sense of calm come over me.
My story is written.
Ally is my one.
The woman I never knew I needed but the one who is meant to be mine.
Alesha
I feel like I’m in a dream. If this is what sex is like with Xavier, then I agree with him. I want lots more of it.
Any time before this first time with him is lost in my memory. Erased by Xavier and his power to take my breath away, not to mention every coherent thought, while I’m screaming his name. I can still feel the dull ache that tells me I’m going to be a little sore tomorrow, but I don’t care. Even if I can’t walk it will be worth it.
“What are you thinking?” he asks me while I lay here, feeling more relaxed than I can ever remember.
I lean up onto my elbow so I can see his face.
“That you have ruined me for any other man.” His expression turns to one of fire. There’s my caveman again.
“No man will ever touch you again. There is no way I’m letting you go, you’re mine, Ally. Please tell me you feel the same.” He has gone from raging dominance to a hint of vulnerability in his last sentence.
I take his face in my hands, so he understands what I’m about to say.
“Xavier. I’ve never felt before what I feel for you. Every time I think of you, see you and, God, when you touch me, I can’t think straight. What we just shared was so amazing. I’m still pinching myself that you want me. So yeah, I feel exactly the same and I don’t know what I did to deserve you but now that I’ve got you, I’m not letting you go either.” I lean forward to kiss him but before I get to touch his lips, he rolls us and has me on my back under him again. With his eyes full of heat and desire, he takes my hands above my head and holds them there.
“That’s lucky for you, because I was just going to keep goi
ng until you agreed with me.”
My insides clench and I can feel my body liking the sound of that.
“Maybe I don’t agree as much as I thought. You might have to try to convince me.” I can feel a slight warmth in my cheeks at trying to ask for more fun.
“I don’t know where this confidence has been hiding, but oh yeah, baby, I like it. Bring it on. I’ll happily show you all night long. Hope you weren’t intending on sleeping.” Then he starts the tender kisses on my neck again which has become one of the new favorite places on my body. Closing my eyes, I get lost in the moment all over again and let Xavier take me away to the pleasure we both crave.
Dana
Do you ever get sick from seeing something but you can’t stop yourself from looking anyway?
That’s me right now.
No matter what I do or say to him, he’s just not getting the message. What I’ve had to go through tonight with the yelling and fighting with Bear, and now to see this, it’s breaking my heart.
Xavier needs to get rid of her. She is just a passing interest. Nothing more than an itch that needs scratching. Well, he’s scratched it now, so time for my plans to go into action. No matter what we discussed tonight, I’m doing this my way, whether Bear likes it or not. We’ve come this far together trying to get to Xavier. Now I’m just taking the reins and making sure he will be mine. Sooner rather than later.
Now I need to try to sleep and erase those images from my brain. Soon it will be my name that he has on his lips.
Alesha
I wake with a startle and try to get my bearings for where I am. I feel his strong body wrapped around me and quickly I relax into his arms again. My body is aching from the hours of pleasure we enjoyed before we drifted off to sleep. It’s still dark and I have no idea what the time is. With our haste last night, the blinds are still open so I can see the stars that are bright in the sky. However, there is a very slight early morning light starting to creep into the sky the longer I lay here. It puts a soft glow across Xavier’s face. His strong jawline that is covered by his usual dark stubble that is not quite a beard. Last night I was rubbing my hands over it and teasing him that he should grow a beard, it would only take a few days. I run my fingers softly over it while he sleeps.
