“Prove it. This is your chance. I’m going to kiss you. I’m warning you so you have plenty of time to get in your car and drive away. I’ll even count to ten if you want. To give you a head start.” He touched her face again, rubbing his thumb across her bottom lip.
“I don’t have a problem admitting you get to me,” he murmured. “I like that you get to me.”
Indecision flickered in her eyes. He could feel the battle raging inside of her. Pride versus need. He knew which side he wanted to win.
CHAPTER FOUR
NICOLE KNEW that the sensible choice was to bolt for the safety of her car. Instead she gave in to temptation, put her hand on Hawk’s shoulder and asked, “Are you ever going to stop talking?”
“Right now,” he said, just before he kissed her.
She didn’t know what to expect. A strong, demanding kiss that made her feel practically unnecessary to the process? Feeling completely weirded out because she hadn’t kissed a strange man in years? Icky? Excited? Ra—
His mouth brushed against hers with a tender, erotic brush that took her breath away. Hawk didn’t just kiss—he invited, teased, aroused and promised, all with barely more than a chaste whisper of skin on skin.
Her brain shrieked, sighed, then completely shut down. Her body went from “fight or flight” to “take me now” in an eighth of a second. Heat poured through her, making her weak and shaky, something she usually disliked, but not right this second.
He put one hand on her waist, tilted his head and pressed more firmly on her mouth.
The moment was amazing. Sparking jolts of desire exploded all around them, landing on her skin and practically burning through her clothes. Without meaning to, she eased forward until they were almost touching. Almost…but not quite.
She told herself she should break the kiss—pull back, act mature, or at least indignant. Instead she stayed there, taking in the warmth radiating from him, and the promise of so much more.
He licked her lower lip, the tip of his tongue barely caressing her sensitized skin. She did her best not to jump, wanting to act casual and sophisticated. It was tough, considering the liquid desire that began to pour through her.
What was up with that? Until a couple of months ago, she’d been married and living with her husband. It wasn’t as if she was a sex-starved matron who hadn’t gotten any in years. Yet that was how it felt. As if she’d never really known what it was like to be with a man.
She told herself Hawk wasn’t all that different. That there was something chemical making her react this way, but it was meaningless. He wasn’t special. Which sounded great, but didn’t stop her from parting for him, or nearly gasping in pleasure when his tongue touched hers.
He moved inside, taking her with a sureness that made the trembling worse. He kissed her deeply, thoroughly, as if he had all the time in the world and planned to use every second to please her.
He explored and stroked, withdrawing, then plunging inside. He kept one hand on her waist and settled the other on her hip. Slowly, achingly slowly, he moved it down, over her rear, cupping the curve, then squeezing. Instinctively she arched against him, thighs touching, her breasts nestling against the rock-hard muscles of his chest.
Then her belly came into contact with something big and thick and…
She pulled back and stared into his fiery dark eyes. He was aroused. She’d felt his erection. Which meant he was excited by what they were doing.
Nicole liked to think she had herself pretty together. That she was confident and capable and finding her husband having sex with her baby sister hadn’t totally destroyed her self-worth. Still, it was something of a shock to realize that a few minutes of kissing had turned on a sex machine like Hawk. A good shock.
“Kiss me again,” she told him.
“You’re demanding.”
“Is that a problem?”
“Hell no.”
He pulled her hard against him, then claimed her with a kiss that made her insides clench. She rubbed her stomach against his erection, which turned out to be a bit of a mistake as it made her think about his offer to take her to bed. He moved his hands up and down her back, but didn’t shift them anywhere interesting.
Probably because they were outside in a parking lot, she told herself, wondering how tacky it would be to do it on the hood of her SUV.
He slipped his fingers through her hair and tugged slightly. They stared at each other. He smiled.
“You want me.”
“I’ll get over it.”
She said the words automatically, not sure she meant them. She did want him, and wasn’t that good? Except the last thing she needed right now was a relationship. Even one based on an explosive sexual connection.
He leaned in and nipped on her earlobe. She gasped and trembled.
“You’re wet right now,” he whispered. “If I were to touch you, you’d come for me.”
He was probably right, she thought, pulling back and suddenly feeling as if she were going to cry. The emotional outburst had nothing to do with Hawk and everything to do with her recent past. The body was willing but the spirit and the heart were too fragile.
“I can’t play that game,” she told him.
“Is that what they told you about me? That I play games?”
“It was implied.”
“What if they’re wrong?”
Meaning what? “I can’t take the chance.”
HAWK WAITED UNTIL TEN in the morning to knock on his daughter’s door. “Hey, sleepyhead,” he said as he pushed into the dark room and walked to the window. After opening the blinds, he faced the bed. “Do I have to tickle you?”
Brittany rolled onto her back and yawned. “Daddy, it’s Saturday.”
“You know, the calendar said that, but I wasn’t sure. Saturday. Huh. Thanks for the clarification.”
“I get to sleep in on Saturday.”
“It’s ten and I’m making blueberry pancakes.”
Brittany sat up. “I can’t eat those. They’ll make me—”
He held up his hands. “You know the rule. The ‘F’ word is not allowed.”
“I wasn’t going to say fat.”
“Yes, you were. Do you want pancakes or not?”
“I want them.”
“Then get your girly butt up, kiddo.”
Brittany grinned at him. “I love you, Daddy.”
“I love you, too.”
She scrambled out of bed. “Give me five minutes.”
“Sure thing.”
Her bathroom door slammed shut.
He returned to the kitchen where he heated the griddle, then stirred the batter. Brittany was growing up. She was a senior this year and even if she went to the University of Washington, she would be living in a dorm, so this was her last year at home. The time had gone by too fast.
Brittany walked into the kitchen just as he slid the cooked pancakes onto a plate. She kissed his cheek, then settled into a chair.
“The game was great last night,” she said. “The team is pulling it together. You’re going to have a kick-ass season, Dad.”
He eyed her. “Ass” was one of those borderline words. He decided not to start the morning with a fight.
“We’ll see how it goes. We’re focused on each game as it comes.”
“All you have to do is win the next game and the play-offs take care of themselves,” she said, repeating what he’d said a hundred times.
He laughed. “What are you doing today?”
“A bunch of us are meeting up around eleven-thirty. We’re going to lunch and an early movie. Then back here to finish up the homework I didn’t get done before the game yesterday.” She wrinkled her nose. “I have two more pages on my paper. It’s not due for another week, but I want it done. There’s a party at Michelle’s house, which you already know about. You talked to her mother on Thursday.”
“I remember.”
“So we’ll go to that. Tomorrow I want to work on my college admission essay
s.”
Hawk listened as she detailed her plan. As the words washed over him, he found himself thinking more about how much she’d changed in the past few years.
She was everything he could have wanted. Popular, a good student, caring, responsible. He wanted to take all the credit, but he knew Serena had laid the foundation. She’d been the perfect mother. After she’d died, he’d done his best to fill in the gaps. Apparently he’d managed to do a pretty good job.
“Things okay with Raoul?” he asked.
She chewed a mouthful of pancakes, then swallowed. “Sure. We’re fine.”
“You seemed pretty tight last night after the game. You’re not taking things too far, are you?”
Brittany ducked her head. “Daddy, jeez. Get personal much?”
“You’re my daughter. I worry about you. You’re nearly eighteen. You’ve been dating Raoul for a while now. Do I have to kill him or not?”
“Not!” She shuddered. “This is humiliating. I won’t talk about this with you, mostly because there’s nothing to talk about. We’re not doing…that. It’s too soon.”
“Okay.” He kept his voice casual, but inside he was doing the happy dance. She’d said exactly what he wanted to hear.
If he had his way, his daughter wouldn’t have sex until she got married…around age thirty-five. But that wasn’t realistic. While he liked Raoul, he was wary. It wasn’t personal—he wouldn’t totally trust any teenage kid with his daughter. So he would do what he could to keep her safe and hope for the best.
He ate his own pancakes, remembering that when he’d been Brittany’s age, he and Serena had been doing it for nearly a year. They’d tried to be careful, but passion had often overridden common sense. Brittany had been the result. What had seemed like a disaster had turned out to be the best thing that ever happened to him. He’d been lucky and he knew it.
Speaking of luck… He remembered the previous evening and kissing Nicole. There was an activity he could get behind in a big way. She wasn’t going to be easy, which was fine with him. He was more than up for the challenge.
NICOLE CONFIRMED the deliveries for the upcoming week, then shut down her computer. Once the rush for Saturday-morning pastries was over, there was a lull until the cake order pickups started. They were usually done by lunchtime. The bakery closed in the afternoon. She was often done by noon. Today she’d finished early because she’d forced herself to only think about work. It was either that or endlessly relive kissing Hawk. While it might seem like a great way to waste time, she knew he was nothing but trouble and she would be smart to avoid him, even in her thoughts.
Maggie knocked on her open door. “There’s a bunch of high school kids out front.”
“What do you mean?”
“Just what I said. They came in a few minutes ago, ordered coffee and pastries. Now they’re just sitting there, talking. Like we’re a hangout. We’ve never been a hangout.”
“Are they causing any trouble?”
“No. They’re real polite. It’s just weird.”
Nicole had to agree with her. “Let me see what’s going on,” she said.
She walked to the front of the store. Sure enough most of the tables were full of teenagers laughing and talking. They were a little loud, but not doing anything she could object to. She was about to turn away, when she recognized one of the girls. A pretty blonde in shorts and a T-shirt who smiled and waved.
“Hi,” the girl said. “I’m Brittany. We met last night.”
“Raoul’s girlfriend.” Hawk’s daughter—a fact that was still hard to believe.
“Right. We’re waiting until he gets off work, then we’re all going to lunch and a movie.”
“Sounds like fun.” Nicole glanced at the clock. It was quarter to twelve. “I’ll go tell him you’re here so he can finish up. It should only be a couple of minutes.”
“Thanks, but he doesn’t have to hurry. We’re having fun. Your Danish are incredible.”
Nicole patted her hip. “Tell me about it.”
She returned behind the counter where Maggie waited. “You know them?” her employee asked.
“I met a couple of them last night at the football game.”
Maggie had worked at the bakery for years. She and Nicole were friends, so a simple questioning look got the point across.
“I don’t know what I was doing at a high school football game,” Nicole admitted. “Raoul plays. He asked me to go. I wanted to be supportive. He introduced me to Brittany, his girlfriend. She’s a cheerleader.”
Maggie started laughing.
Nicole glanced at the kids. “Stop it. Nothing about this is funny.”
“It is to me. You’re popular.”
“Great. It only took ten years of being out of high school for that to happen.”
Nicole went in the back and told Raoul he could leave early. According to Sid and Phil, he was doing a great job. She appreciated having her instincts validated. She was about to leave herself when Maggie found her.
“You have a gentleman caller waiting out front.”
Nicole winced, even as her heart started thundering in her chest. Hawk? Was it Hawk? She hated how much she wanted it to be him. “No one talks like that.”
“I do and he’s gorgeous.”
Definitely Hawk.
“Thanks,” Nicole said. “I’ll go see what he wants.”
Maggie patted her hairnet. “If you’re not interested, ask him if he’s into older women. He’s what, in his mid-thirties? That’s only twenty years.”
Nicole grinned. “You’re happily married.”
“Don’t remind me.”
Nicole returned to the front of the bakery. The teenagers were gone. Hawk stood by the counter, looking more tempting than anything in the bakery. She would take him over chocolate lava cake any day.
Without wanting to, she remembered their kiss from the previous night. How he’d left her both wanting and afraid. Maybe she’d exaggerated the fear. If they kissed again, she would know for sure.
“Hey,” he said, giving her a slow, sexy smile that sent her heart into a healthy aerobic state.
“Hey, yourself.”
Low blood sugar, she told herself. It was low blood sugar. Or the flu. It couldn’t be the man. She refused to be nothing more than a quivering mass of nerves over a guy.
“I wanted to stop by and thank you for last night.”
Nicole heard a snort behind her and knew that Maggie was listening. She ignored her friend.
“Thank me?” He couldn’t mean the kiss, could he?
“For taking those kids to the pizza place and hanging around. For listening. You’re a great role model. Older than the students, but not a parent. You’re successful, together, someone they can look up to.”
Which all sounded nice but couldn’t she be his sex slave instead? No, wait. She wanted to be successful and together. Sex slave wasn’t her most comfortable role. She’d always been the girl-next-door type. Something told her that wasn’t Hawk’s style.
“You didn’t come out here to thank me,” she said, wondering if he was playing her and how long it would be before she trusted a man again.
“That’s part of why I came by.”
“And the other part?”
“Dessert.”
She flashed to a very big bed with rumpled sheets, naked bodies and someone—hopefully her—moaning with pleasure. That was a dessert she could get into.
He pulled a sheet of paper out of his back pocket. “We’re talking about thirty-five guys, a couple of parents, some friends. So say fifty people. Nothing fancy.”
She blinked. “You’re here to order dessert for fifty?”
“Uh-huh. Sunday afternoon we review the films from the game Friday night. It keeps them focused on the prize. I like them wired up on sugar. That way no one falls asleep. I’ve been using another bakery, but I like yours better. So what have you got?”
Disappointment made her want to snap at him, but she didn’t. No
point in letting him know how pathetic she was.
“You won’t want a cake,” she said, stepping behind the counter and reviewing the contents of the case. “I would say cupcakes and cookies. I can put a selection together.”
“That would be great.”
“Any flavor requests?”
One of Hawk’s eyebrows raised slightly. “What do you suggest?”
No way she was falling for that, she told herself. “The usual cookies. Chocolate and vanilla cupcakes. They’re frosted but not decorated. Probably better that way.”
“You’re resisting.”
“What?” she asked.
“My charm.”
“Were you being charming?”
“You know I was.” He handed her a card.
She glanced at it. There was a logo for the high school, the address, his name and a phone number with an extension.
“This is?” she asked.
“Where I need everything delivered. About two-thirty tomorrow. The meeting room by the gym. I wrote the directions on the back.”
“I’m not delivering this stuff.”
“I have nowhere to store it. Or a way to get it there.”
She looked past him to the big truck parked in front of the bakery. “That would hold a lot.”
“Probably, but if you brought the dessert, you could stick around for the films.”
“I already saw the game once.”
“Not with me explaining what happened.”
Why on earth would he want her there? “It’s Sunday.”
“Do you have plans?”
“No, but that’s not the point.”
“Sure it is. Come on. You’ll have fun.”
She was confused, and not being in control always annoyed her. “Why are you doing this?”
“Because if you spend time with me, you’ll like me.”
“And that matters why?”
“You need to like me so you’ll want to sleep with me.”
Nicole was grateful for the cane. It helped keep her upright. “This is all about getting me into bed?”
“Naked,” Hawk added in a mock whisper. “Don’t leave out the best part.”
She totally understood her attraction to him. He was amazing looking and kind of funny and maybe nice, even if he was a playboy. Obviously there was a chemical thing going on, but that only explained her end of things. She wasn’t making it easy, which begged the question…
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