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by Willa Sibert Cather


  girl, his sister, who had been very near to his life ever since the

  days when they read fairy tales together and dreamed the dreams that

  never come true. On this, his first visit to his father’s ranch

  since he left it six years before, he brought her with him. She had

  been laid up half the winter from a sprain received while skating,

  and had had too much time for reflection during those months. She

  was restless and filled with a desire to see something of the wild

  country of which her brother had told her so much. She was to be

  married the next winter, and Wyllis understood her when she begged

  him to take her with him on this long, aimless jaunt across the

  continent, to taste the last of their freedom together. It comes to

  all women of her type—that desire to taste the unknown which

  allures and terrifies, to run one’s whole soul’s length out to the

  wind—just once.

  It had been an eventful journey. Wyllis somehow understood that

  strain of gypsy blood in his sister, and he knew where to take her.

  They had slept in sod houses on the Platte River, made the

  acquaintance of the personnel of a third-rate opera company on the

  train to Deadwood, dined in a camp of railroad constructors at the

  world’s end beyond New Castle, gone through the Black Hills on

  horseback, fished for trout in Dome Lake, watched a dance at Cripple

  Creek, where the lost souls who hide in the hills gathered for their

  besotted revelry. And now, last of all, before the return to

  thraldom, there was this little shack, anchored on the windy crest

  of the Divide, a little black dot against the flaming sunsets, a

  scented sea of cornland bathed in opalescent air and blinding

  sunlight.

  Margaret Elliot was one of those women of whom there are so many in

  this day, when old order, passing, giveth place to new; beautiful,

  talented, critical, unsatisfied, tired of the world at twenty-four.

  For the moment the life and people of the Divide interested her. She

  was there but a week; perhaps had she stayed longer, that inexorable

  ennui which travels faster even than the Vestibule Limited would

  have overtaken her. The week she tarried there was the week that

  Eric Hermannson was helping Jerry Lockhart thresh; a week earlier or

  a week later, and there would have been no story to write.

  It was on Thursday and they were to leave on Saturday. Wyllis and

  his sister were sitting on the wide piazza of the ranchhouse,

  staring out into the afternoon sunlight and protesting against the

  gusts of hot wind that blew up from the sandy river-bottom twenty

  miles to the southward.

  The young man pulled his cap lower over his eyes and remarked:

  “This wind is the real thing; you don’t strike it anywhere else. You

  remember we had a touch of it in Algiers and I told you it came from

  Kansas. It’s the key-note of this country.”

  Wyllis touched her hand that lay on the hammock and continued

  gently:

  “I hope it’s paid you, Sis. Roughing it’s dangerous business; it

  takes the taste out of things.”

  She shut her fingers firmly over the brown hand that was so like her

  own.

  “Paid? Why, Wyllis, I haven’t been so happy since we were children

  and were going to discover the ruins of Troy together some day. Do

  you know, I believe I could just stay on here forever and let the

  world go on its own gait. It seems as though the tension and strain

  we used to talk of last winter were gone for good, as though one

  could never give one’s strength out to such petty things any more.”

  Wyllis brushed the ashes of his pipe away from the silk handkerchief

  that was knotted about his neck and stared moodily off at the

  sky-line.

  “No, you’re mistaken. This would bore you after a while. You can’t

  shake the fever of the other life. I’ve tried it. There was a time

  when the gay fellows of Rome could trot down into the Thebaid and

  burrow into the sandhills and get rid of it. But it’s all too

  complex now. You see we’ve made our dissipations so dainty and

  respectable that they’ve gone further in than the flesh, and taken

  hold of the ego proper. You couldn’t rest, even here. The war-cry

  would follow you.”

  “You don’t waste words, Wyllis, but you never miss fire. I talk more

  than you do, without saying half so much. You must have learned the

  art of silence from these taciturn Norwegians. I think I like silent

  men.”

  “Naturally,” said Wyllis, “since you have decided to marry the most

  brilliant talker you know.”

  Both were silent for a time, listening to the sighing of the hot

  wind through the parched morning-glory vines. Margaret spoke first.

  “Tell me, Wyllis, were many of the Norwegians you used to know as

  interesting as Eric Hermannson?”

  “Who, Siegfried? Well, no. He used to be the flower of the Norwegian

  youth in my day, and he’s rather an exception, even now. He has

  retrograded, though. The bonds of the soil have tightened on him, I

  fancy.”

  “Siegfried? Come, that’s rather good, Wyllis. He looks like a

  dragon-slayer. What is it that makes him so different from the

  others? I can talk to him; he seems quite like a human being.”

  “Well,” said Wyllis, meditatively, “I don’t read Bourget as much as

  my cultured sister, and I’m not so well up in analysis, but I fancy

  it’s because one keeps cherishing a perfectly unwarranted suspicion

  that under that big, hulking anatomy of his, he may conceal a soul

  somewhere. Nicht wahr?”

  “Something like that,” said Margaret, thoughtfully, “except that

  it’s more than a suspicion, and it isn’t groundless. He has one, and

  he makes it known, somehow, without speaking.”

  “I always have my doubts about loquacious souls,” Wyllis remarked,

  with the unbelieving smile that had grown habitual with him.

  Margaret went on, not heeding the interruption. “I knew it from the

  first, when he told me about the suicide of his cousin, the

  Bernstein boy. That kind of blunt pathos can’t be summoned at will

  in anybody. The earlier novelists rose to it, sometimes,

  unconsciously. But last night when I sang for him I was doubly sure.

  Oh, I haven’t told you about that yet! Better light your pipe again.

  You see, he stumbled in on me in the dark when I was pumping away at

  that old parlor organ to please Mrs. Lockhart. It’s her household

  fetish and I’ve forgotten how many pounds of butter she made and

  sold to buy it. Well, Eric stumbled in, and in some inarticulate

  manner made me understand that he wanted me to sing for him. I sang

  just the old things, of course. It’s queer to sing familiar things

  here at the world’s end. It makes one think how the hearts of men

  have carried them around the world, into the wastes of Iceland and

  the jungles of Africa and the islands of the Pacific. I think if one

  lived here long enough one would quite forget how to be trivial, and

  would read only the great books that we never get time to read in

 
the world, and would remember only the great music, and the things

  that are really worth while would stand out clearly against that

  horizon over there. And of course I played the intermezzo from

  ‘Cavalleria Rusticana’ for him; it goes rather better on an organ

  than most things do. He shuffled his feet and twisted his big hands

  up into knots and blurted out that he didn’t know there was any

  music like that in the world. Why, there were tears in his voice,

  Wyllis! Yes, like Rossetti, I heard his tears. Then it dawned upon

  me that it was probably the first good music he had ever heard in

  all his life. Think of it, to care for music as he does and never to

  hear it, never to know that it exists on earth! To long for it as we

  long for other perfect experiences that never come. I can’t tell you

  what music means to that man. I never saw any one so susceptible to

  it. It gave him speech, he became alive. When I had finished the

  intermezzo, he began telling me about a little crippled brother who

  died and whom he loved and used to carry everywhere in his arms. He

  did not wait for encouragement. He took up the story and told it

  slowly, as if to himself, just sort of rose up and told his own woe

  to answer Mascagni’s. It overcame me.”

  “Poor devil,” said Wyllis, looking at her with mysterious eyes, “and

  so you’ve given him a new woe. Now he’ll go on wanting Grieg and

  Schubert the rest of his days and never getting them. That’s a

  girl’s philanthropy for you!”

  Jerry Lockhart came out of the house screwing his chin over the

  unusual luxury of a stiff white collar, which his wife insisted upon

  as a necessary article of toilet while Miss Elliot was at the house.

  Jerry sat down on the step and smiled his broad, red smile at

  Margaret.

  “Well, I’ve got the music for your dance, Miss Elliot. Olaf Oleson

  will bring his accordion and Mollie will play the organ, when she

  isn’t lookin’ after the grub, and a little chap from Frenchtown will

  bring his fiddle—though the French don’t mix with the Norwegians

  much.”

  “Delightful! Mr. Lockhart, that dance will be the feature of our

  trip, and it’s so nice of you to get it up for us. We’ll see the

  Norwegians in character at last,” cried Margaret, cordially.

  “See here, Lockhart, I’ll settle with you for backing her in this

  scheme,” said Wyllis, sitting up and knocking the ashes out of his pipe.

  “She’s done crazy things enough on this trip, but to talk of dancing

  all night with a gang of half-mad Norwegians and taking the carriage

  at four to catch the six o’clock train out of Riverton—well, it’s

  tommy-rot, that’s what it is!”

  “Wyllis, I leave it to your sovereign power of reason to decide

  whether it isn’t easier to stay up all night than to get up at three

  in the morning. To get up at three, think what that means! No, sir,

  I prefer to keep my vigil and then get into a sleeper.”

  “But what do you want with the Norwegians? I thought you were tired

  of dancing.”

  “So I am, with some people. But I want to see a Norwegian dance, and

  I intend to. Come, Wyllis, you know how seldom it is that one really

  wants to do anything nowadays. I wonder when I have really wanted to

  go to a party before. It will be something to remember next month at

  Newport, when we have to and don’t want to. Remember your own theory

  that contrast is about the only thing that makes life endurable.

  This is my party and Mr. Lockhart’s; your whole duty to-morrow night

  will consist in being nice to the Norwegian girls. I’ll warrant you

  were adept enough at it once. And you’d better be very nice indeed,

  for if there are many such young valkyrs as Eric’s sister among

  them, they would simply tie you up in a knot if they suspected you

  were guying them.”

  Wyllis groaned and sank back into the hammock to consider his fate,

  while his sister went on.

  “And the guests, Mr. Lockhart, did they accept?”

  Lockhart took out his knife and began sharpening it on the sole of

  his plowshoe.

  “Well, I guess we’ll have a couple dozen. You see it’s pretty hard

  to get a crowd together here any more. Most of ‘em have gone over to

  the Free Gospellers, and they’d rather put their feet in the fire

  than shake ‘em to a fiddle.”

  Margaret made a gesture of impatience.

  “Those Free Gospellers have just cast an evil spell over this

  country, haven’t they?”

  “Well,” said Lockhart, cautiously, “I don’t just like to pass

  judgment on any Christian sect, but if you’re to know the chosen by

  their works, the Gospellers can’t make a very proud showin’, an’

  that’s a fact. They’re responsible for a few suicides, and they’ve

  sent a good-sized delegation to the state insane asylum, an’ I don’t

  see as they’ve made the rest of us much better than we were before.

  I had a little herdboy last spring, as square a little Dane as I

  want to work for me, but after the Gospellers got hold of him and

  sanctified him, the little beggar used to get down on his knees out

  on the prairie and pray by the hour and let the cattle get into the

  corn, an’ I had to fire him. That’s about the way it goes. Now

  there’s Eric; that chap used to be a hustler and the spryest dancer

  in all this section—called all the dances. Now he’s got no ambition

  and he’s glum as a preacher. I don’t suppose we can even get him to

  come in to-morrow night.”

  “Eric? Why, he must dance, we can’t let him off,” said Margaret,

  quickly. “Why, I intend to dance with him myself!”

  “I’m afraid he won’t dance. I asked him this morning if he’d help us

  out and he said, ‘I don’t dance now, any more,’” said Lockhart,

  imitating the labored English of the Norwegian.

  “‘The Miller of Hoffbau, the Miller of Hoffbau, O my Princess!’”

  chirped Wyllis, cheerfully, from his hammock.

  The red on his sister’s cheek deepened a little, and she laughed

  mischievously. “We’ll see about that, sir. I’ll not admit that I am

  beaten until I have asked him myself.”

  Every night Eric rode over to St. Anne, a little village in the

  heart of the French settlement, for the mail. As the road lay

  through the most attractive part of the Divide country, on several

  occasions Margaret Elliot and her brother had accompanied him.

  To-night Wyllis had business with Lockhart, and Margaret rode with

  Eric, mounted on a frisky little mustang that Mrs. Lockhart had

  broken to the side-saddle. Margaret regarded her escort very much as

  she did the servant who always accompanied her on long rides at

  home, and the ride to the village was a silent one. She was occupied

  with thoughts of another world, and Eric was wrestling with more

  thoughts than had ever been crowded into his head before. He rode

  with his eyes riveted on that slight figure before him, as though he

  wished to absorb it through the optic nerves and hold it in his

  brain forever. He understood the situation perfe
ctly. His brain

  worked slowly, but he had a keen sense of the values of things. This

  girl represented an entirely new species of humanity to him, but he

  knew where to place her. The prophets of old, when an angel first

  appeared unto them, never doubted its high origin.

  Eric was patient under the adverse conditions of his life, but he

  was not servile. The Norse blood in him had not entirely lost its

  self-reliance. He came of a proud fisher line, men who were not

  afraid of anything but the ice and the devil, and he had prospects

  before him when his father went down off the North Cape in the long

  Arctic night, and his mother, seized by a violent horror of

  seafaring life, had followed her brother to America. Eric was

  eighteen then, handsome as young Siegfried, a giant in stature, with

  a skin singularly pure and delicate, like a Swede’s; hair as yellow

  as the locks of Tennyson’s amorous Prince, and eyes of a fierce,

  burning blue, whose flash was most dangerous to women. He had in

  those days a certain pride of bearing, a certain confidence of

  approach, that usually accompanies physical perfection. It was even

  said of him then that he was in love with life, and inclined to

  levity, a vice most unusual on the Divide. But the sad history of

  those Norwegian exiles, transplanted in an arid soil and under a

  scorching sun, had repeated itself in his case. Toil and isolation

  had sobered him, and he grew more and more like the clods among

  which he labored. It was as though some red-hot instrument had

  touched for a moment those delicate fibers of the brain which

  respond to acute pain or pleasure, in which lies the power of

  exquisite sensation, and had seared them quite away. It is a painful

  thing to watch the light die out of the eyes of those Norsemen,

  leaving an expression of impenetrable sadness, quite passive, quite

  hopeless, a shadow that is never lifted. With some this change comes

  almost at once, in the first bitterness of homesickness, with others

  it comes more slowly, according to the time it takes each man’s

  heart to die.

  Oh, those poor Northmen of the Divide! They are dead many a year

  before they are put to rest in the little graveyard on the windy

  hill where exiles of all nations grow akin.

  The peculiar species of hypochondria to which the exiles of his

  people sooner or later succumb had not developed in Eric until that

 

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