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by Debbie Macomber


  “Greg’s applying for a loan?”

  Phil replied with a somber nod, but he felt like jumping up and clicking his heels.

  “I’ve been reading for weeks about the problems the wineries have been experiencing,” Sandy said thoughtfully. “It must be terrible to have some virus wipe out generations of work. From what I read, some vineyards were more badly hurt than others.”

  “Greg’s vineyard is one of the worst hit,” Phil explained in the same grave voice.

  “I wondered about Bennett Wines….”

  “Me, too.” He did his best to sound sympathetic.

  Sandy studied him, her eyes narrowed, and Phil struggled to hide his true sentiments. This virus, or something like it, was exactly what he’d been waiting for. Justice. Retribution. Revenge. Call it what you will. Phil had suspected that sometime or other, Greg would come crawling to him, asking for help. He’d anticipated that day, longed for it.

  “Are you going to be able to get him the loan?”

  “I…I don’t know,” Phil hedged. He could hardly admit that he’d wear thong underwear in public before he’d sign off on the money Greg needed.

  “But you’ll do what you can?” Sandy gave him a hard look, and it was all he could do to meet her eyes.

  “Of course,” he said, sounding as sincere as he could.

  She sighed, then walked over to him and kissed him on the cheek. “Good. I’ve always hoped you two would put aside your differences.”

  Phil hugged her rather than look her in the face. “I know.”

  “You’re all Greg has in the way of close family.”

  True, but that hadn’t made any difference to his brother, and Phil didn’t see why it should to him. Greg would come to him when he needed help and only because he needed help. So, any apology, any effort toward reconciliation, was tainted as far as Phil was concerned. Not that he intended to forgive his brother or had any interest in reconciling with him. It was too late for that. A just God would surely understand that some things were unforgivable. Wouldn’t He?

  “Poor Greg,” Sandy whispered.

  Oh, yes, and Greg wouldn’t know how truly poor he was until Phil had finished with him.

  “No wonder you weren’t listening earlier,” Sandy said, freeing herself from his embrace. “You had other things on your mind.”

  “I’m sorry, honey.”

  “You are going to help him, right?” Sandy was obviously seeking reassurance.

  He nodded, still without looking at her.

  “Fine. You’ll be busy with that, so let’s skip the practice. I’ll tell Evelyn we can’t do it.”

  Evelyn was the choir director. “Can’t do what?”

  “Go caroling Christmas Eve.”

  “Just a minute,” Phil said. “Why not? We don’t have anything on the schedule, do we? None of the girls can come until Christmas morning.”

  “You’re sure you still want to?” Sandy asked, sounding pleased.

  “Very sure.”

  “You’re just hoping to see that blonde again, aren’t you?” she teased.

  The blonde he’d spoken with earlier in the week hadn’t shown up for practice the last two times, and Phil was growing discouraged. She hadn’t been a figment of his imagination, despite what Sandy claimed.

  “Maybe I did just imagine her,” he said to appease Sandy. “I have to keep you on your toes, don’t I?”

  “We’re going to be singing at the hospital Christmas Eve. San Francisco General.” Sandy eyed him as though expecting Phil to change his mind.

  “That’s all right.” Not exactly his favorite place, but he could live with it.

  Besides, singing carols for the sick was what Christmas was all about. This was the season of love and goodwill, and he had an abundant supply. Not for his brother, but that was Greg’s own fault. “As a man sows, so shall he reap.” That was somewhere in the Bible, and if anyone questioned his actions, Phil would happily quote it.

  Oh, yes, his brother was getting exactly what he deserved.

  Eight

  M atthias stepped off the plane and walked through the long jetway to the terminal at San Francisco International Airport. He’d come to spend Christmas with his grandson, fearing it would be the boy’s last.

  He spotted his daughter in the crowd and rushed toward her. “Gloria,” he whispered, hugging her close. She’d lost weight and looked pale and fragile. This was destroying her—to watch her son dying, one day at a time. Matthias remembered how emotionally drained he’d become when Mary had been so terribly ill. Gloria had suffered then, too—and now she had to go through all this grief and pain again…. How could she bear it?

  “Oh, Daddy, I have wonderful news!” his daughter exclaimed. “A donor’s been found.”

  The unexpected relief, the gratitude Matthias suddenly felt made him go weak. “Where?” he asked hoarsely. “Who is it?”

  “I don’t know his name. He’s a stranger, someone who responded to the article in last week’s newspaper about the need for volunteers. Dr. Thorpe says he’s making the phone call this afternoon and the whole process should start before Christmas. Isn’t that wonderful? Oh, Daddy, I can’t tell you how happy I am!”

  “It’s the best Christmas gift anyone could have given me.”

  “Me, too.” Gloria’s eyes shone with unshed tears. “Dr. Thorpe says the match is an especially good one. He sounded really hopeful, Dad. He didn’t come right out and tell me this was going to save Tanner’s life, but it is, I know it is. My heart tells me everything’s going to be all right now.” No longer did she struggle to hold back the tears. They fell unrestrained down her cheeks.

  “When can I see this grandson of mine?” Matthias asked, eager now to reach the hospital.

  They chatted nonstop on the drive into the city. When they got to the hospital, they hurried to the eighth floor. Weak as he was, ten-year-old Tanner was sitting up in bed waiting for Matthias.

  “Merry Christmas, Grandpa.” His pale face was wreathed in an extra-wide grin, although his eyes were sunken and shadowed.

  “Merry Christmas, Tanner.” Matthias hugged his grandson, careful not to hurt the fragile little body. Seeing him like this was hard. So hard.

  “Grandpa, are you crying?”

  “It’s only because I’m happy.” Matthias glanced up and smiled apologetically at his daughter and the young nurse who stood beside her.

  “Everything’s going to be all right now,” Gloria assured him again, and Matthias believed her. Everything was going to be better.

  “Hello,” Greg snapped into the small cellular phone. He’d never enjoyed talking on the telephone and was particularly annoyed by these newfangled cell things.

  “Is this Greg Bennett?”

  “Yes.” Again his voice was as sharp and short-tempered as he could make it. He was walking between the rows of dead and dying grapevines, recognizing with final certainty that nothing was salvageable. No one could save what had taken fifty years to build.

  “This is Dr. Edward Thorpe from San Francisco General.”

  Greg was so shocked he nearly dropped the phone. “Yes…Dr. Thorpe.”

  “I was wondering if you’d be willing to come back to the hospital later this afternoon?” His voice was pleasant, smooth, and if Greg wasn’t mistaken, there was a hint of relief, too.

  “I’ll be there,” Greg told him immediately.

  “I realize it’s short notice and this is the Christmas season, but—”

  “I’ll be there,” Greg interrupted. “What time?”

  “Is three o’clock convenient?”

  “Sure.” Then he couldn’t resist asking, “Can you tell me what this is about?”

  “I’d prefer we discuss it once you get here.” He ended the conversation by giving Greg detailed instructions on where and how to reach him at the hospital.

  “I’ll see you at three,” Greg said, then slipped the phone back into his shirt pocket. He drew in a deep breath, releasing it slowly.
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  Somehow, some way, Edward had discovered the truth about their relationship. Apparently his son had experienced a change of heart and decided to meet his biological father, after all.

  Although Greg could offer no excuse for what he’d done to Catherine, he was grateful for Edward’s decision. He did want Edward to know that he was proud to have fathered him, proud of the man he’d become. Greg could claim no credit; Edward owed him nothing. He only hoped that one day his son would be able to forgive him. He’d like a relationship with him, but wouldn’t ask. That, like everything else, was up to Edward.

  The drive into the city was becoming almost routine by now. Greg found he was nervous and at the same time excited. He parked where Edward had suggested and followed the directions he’d been given. Not until he was in the elevator did he realize the hospital’s antiseptic smell hadn’t overpowered him. That, he decided, was a good sign.

  Edward was waiting when he arrived and personally escorted him into his office. Greg noted with some satisfaction that Edward was as tidy and organized as he was himself. The physician’s desktop held a pen-and-pencil set, a clock and a computer monitor. On the credenza behind him was a small collection of framed photographs. He recognized Catherine in one, beside a tall gray-haired man, obviously her husband.

  “Your wife?” Greg asked, looking past him to the gold-framed photograph of a younger woman.

  Edward nodded.

  “I’ve been married three times,” Greg blurted out, then wanted to kick himself.

  His son had the good grace to ignore that comment. “I suppose you’ve guessed why I asked you to stop by the hospital.”

  Greg liked the fact that Edward was forthright enough to get to the point immediately. “I have an idea.”

  “Good,” he said, and seemed to relax. “That being the case, I’d like to introduce you to someone very special.”

  Greg hesitated. “Now?” To his mind, there were several things they should discuss before he met anyone important in Edward’s life, but he was willing to let his son chart their course.

  “If you don’t mind, that is?”

  “All right.” Greg was simply grateful for this unexpected opportunity. His miserable attempt to see Edward earlier in the week had failed and humiliated him. Thankfully, Edward hadn’t seen fit to remind him of what had happened at their last meeting.

  Edward led him to the elevators and together they rode silently up several floors. They stopped at what appeared to be a children’s ward. Greg frowned. Without asking any questions, he followed Edward to a room at the end of the corridor.

  “This is Tanner Westley,” Edward whispered, nodding toward the sleeping youngster.

  From the tubes and other medical equipment linked to the emaciated body, Greg could tell the boy was gravely ill.

  “Should I know him?” Greg asked, also in a whisper.

  Edward shook his head. “Let’s return to my office and I’ll explain the procedure.”

  Procedure? Greg wasn’t sure he understood, but he accompanied Edward back to his office.

  When they entered the room and resumed their seats, Edward said, “I can’t tell you how delighted I was that you proved to be a match for Tanner.”

  “Match?”

  “Bone-marrow match,” he said, eyeing Greg closely. “I assumed you understood the reason for my call.”

  “No. No way.” Before he knew it, Greg was on his feet, emphatically shaking his head. “You want me to be a bone-marrow donor? This is a joke, right? You saw for yourself what happens any time I have blood taken.”

  “But you did come into the hospital for the test. Surely you realized—”

  “There’s no way in hell you’re going to get me to agree to this!”

  “Please, sit down.” Edward motioned calmly to the chair.

  He made an effort to fight back his disappointment. This meeting had nothing to do with Edward wanting to know his birth father—it was all about what he could do to help some stranger. Greg continued to shake his head. No amount of talk, even from his son, would convince him to let someone stick another needle in his arm. Or anyplace else, for that matter.

  “Before you refuse, let me explain the procedure.”

  “You have a snowball’s chance in hell of talking me into this,” Greg felt obliged to tell him. He sat down, crossing his arms defensively.

  “Two weeks from now, Tanner will be placed in an aseptic room where all his bone-marrow cells, both the good ones and the bad ones, will be destroyed by high doses of chemicals and radiation. This is the only way we have of completely eradicating the malignant cells.”

  “Doc, listen—”

  “Let me finish, please, and if you still feel the same way after that, then…well, then we can talk.”

  Greg groaned silently and saw that he had no choice but to listen. Once Edward was finished, he would make some excuse and leave by the fastest route possible.

  “This will be a dangerous time for Tanner, when he’s most susceptible to infection.

  “On the day of the transplant, the bone marrow will be extracted from you and stored in a blood bag, then intravenously transfused into Tanner over the course of several hours.” He paused and studied Greg, who sat quietly, without moving. “Do you want to ask me about the pain or how the marrow is extracted?”

  “Not particularly.” He didn’t need to know, didn’t care to know, seeing that it wasn’t going to happen.

  “Most people are curious about the pain, and rightly so. I won’t deny that there is some discomfort involved in this process, but I like to tell my donors that it never hurts to save a life.”

  Apparently Edward hadn’t heard him correctly the first time. Greg wasn’t doing this. Couldn’t do this.

  “I want to schedule the procedure as quickly as possible. As you can see, Tanner’s health is failing.”

  Greg stared at him, wondering why Edward refused to understand. “Don’t schedule anything for me. You’ll just have to find another donor.”

  Now it was Edward’s turn to wear a shocked disbelieving look. “You really won’t do it?”

  “Not on your life.”

  “It isn’t my life or your life you’re sacrificing. It’s that young boy’s. He’ll die without a bone-marrow transplant.”

  “You’ll find another donor.” Greg stood, desperate to escape.

  “No, we won’t.” Edward stood, too. “Do you think just anyone can supply the bone marrow for Tanner? If that was the case, I’d give him my own—but it’s not. There has to be a match. You’re that match.”

  “Don’t see how I can be,” Greg said stubbornly. He wasn’t any relation to the boy.

  “Why did you sign the release and agree to have your blood tested if you weren’t willing to be a donor?” Edward raised his voice.

  Greg dared not tell him the truth, dared not announce the real reason he’d come to the hospital.

  “Did you take a good look at Tanner?” Edward asked. “He’s only ten. He could be your son or even mine, and he’s only got a very small chance of living without your bone marrow.”

  “And with my marrow?” Greg couldn’t believe he’d even asked.

  “There’s a much greater likelihood that he’ll see another Christmas.”

  Greg slumped back in the chair and covered his eyes with the heels of his hands. He didn’t know what to do.

  “Is he going to do it?” Mercy cried, pacing the area directly behind Edward’s desk. “I can’t stand not knowing.”

  “Shush! I can’t hear.” Goodness waved a quieting arm at Mercy.

  “Shirley, do you know?” Mercy asked.

  Shirley shook her head.

  “He’s going to refuse?” Mercy collapsed against a bookcase. “Has the man no heart?”

  “Would you kindly stop that noise?” Goodness warned a second time. “I can’t hear a thing.”

  “They’re arguing,” Shirley said. “And poor Greg has no way of knowing—”

  “That
Tanner is Matthias’s grandson?”

  “No, not just that,” Shirley said sadly. The irony here had God’s fingerprints all over it.

  “No?” Goodness paused to look in Shirley’s direction, clearly puzzled.

  “What Greg doesn’t know,” Shirley told her two friends, “is that the boy is more than Matthias’s grandson. He’s Greg’s chance for redemption.”

  Nine

  P hil and Sandy Bennett arrived five minutes late for choir practice. Weaving his way between choir members, Phil climbed into his position on the riser, frazzled and irritated with his wife. Sandy might not have intended to make him feel guilty about Greg—but somehow he did. Well, not guilty exactly. A little uncomfortable, perhaps.

  It wasn’t until he opened the sheet music and started singing along with the others that he heard her. The blonde who sang first soprano was back! Gradually the tension between his shoulder blades relaxed. He knew it; she hadn’t been imaginary at all. He waited until the last notes had died down, then casually leaned forward to speak to her.

  “Where have you been?” he asked her, unable to disguise his excitement. Before she could answer, he asked another question. “What’s your name?” It would have helped if he’d had a name to give Sandy. She knew a lot more of the choir members than he did.

  “I’ve been busy,” she told him.

  “You’re a member of the choir, though, aren’t you?”

  “I’m here.”

  Her hair was so blond it was almost white, and her singing voice…Phil had never known anyone who could sing quite like this woman. Her voice had a power and beauty that was almost unearthly.

  “I’ve got to introduce you to my wife,” he said while they shuffled through their sheet music, preparing for the next carol.

  “What about your brother?” she asked. “Don’t you want to introduce me to him, too?”

  The music started before Phil had a chance to recover. “You know my brother?” he asked as soon as the last notes had died away.

  “Oh, yes. I know a lot about you both.”

 

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