She glared at him. “Why? What’s different? Haven’t got the stomach to kill me now that you’ve slept with me?”
Sean exhaled softly, his expression calm despite Lily’s defensive stance. “Will you sit down and listen to me? This whole situation isn’t easy. I can’t explain it, but things are different now. I’m different now.”
Lily opened her mouth to retort but then froze. “How?”
He paused as if trying to find the right words. “Something has changed, and not just because we had sex. Hell, Weres are hot-blooded, almost perpetually in heat.”
Giving her half a smile, he lifted one shoulder and let it drop. “I’ve never felt like this before, not with anyone. The truth is I’m not ready to let this feeling go.” He reached out and ran his fingers gently across her cheek. “I’m not ready to let you go.”
Lily stared at him. As his words registered, she sucked in a breath, the sound something between a choke and a whimper as she walked into his arms, resting her head on his chest. “Your timing sucks.”
His hand came up to rest on her back, and she felt him chuckle. “This isn’t funny Sean, what if I am infected? Will I turn into some kind of crazed beast like your brother?”
He sobered instantly. “I don’t know. It could go either way. Our lab is supposed to have their latest results ready this morning. I’m supposed to be at a meeting in the clinic, but I wanted to see you first. Maybe you should come with me, now that you know. You might as well hear everything from the doctor firsthand.”
***
Lily couldn’t help her nerves as they entered the clinic. Biting her lip, she felt everyone’s eyes on her as she walked in with Sean’s arm wrapped protectively around her shoulders. There were already five people in the reception area, including Mitch, Rissa and Stephanie. The room was quiet, but the tension thick, as the doctor hadn’t yet arrived.
“Uncle Sean!” Stephanie squealed running up to him. “You did it! You hung up my picture! See it! It’s on the wall by the desk!”
“I know sweetie. I hung it there myself.”
Stephanie looked up at Lily, her curious eyes noticing the way her uncle had his arm around her. “Who’s this?” she asked.
Sean smiled down at the little girl. “This is my friend, Lily,” he said, sliding his gaze sideways toward the woman tucked under his arm. “Lily, this is my niece, Stephanie.”
Lily smiled, taking in the girl’s pretty strawberry curls and inquisitive eyes. “Hi, Stephanie,” she said. “Your drawing is beautiful. Horses are my favorite animal, too.”
Tilting her head to one side, Stephanie studied Lily for a moment. Her drawing forgotten, she seemed to study the pretty dark haired lady standing so close to her uncle.
Lily stiffened. Waves of power flowed in and over her mind while clumsy, little jabs, probed her thoughts like ten sticky, little fingers.
The sheer magnitude of the power Stephanie possessed was unbelievable. Too stunned to react, Lily scrambled, trying to close the little girl out of her mind. Lily’s memories were hard enough for an adult to bear, let alone for a child. But it was too late.
Backing away, Stephanie’s eyes filled with fear. “You’re bad. You’re not our friend. Uncle Sean, come on, come on…she’s bad…that lady hurt my daddy!” She tugged on Sean’s arm, trying to pull him away from Lily.
The room went silent. “Stephanie!” Rissa scolded. “Apologize, this instant!” Mitch held Rissa’s hand, his face hardening as he stared at Lily.
Stephanie’s small lips trembled. She opened her mouth to do what her mother asked, but instead started to cry. Running back across the room, she buried her face in her mother’s lap.
Rissa looked at Lily, the pain in her eyes obvious. “I’m sorry. Stephanie doesn’t understand the gravity of what’s going on, or what actually happened with her father.” The woman’s voice broke. “She only knows that he’s gone. You’ll have to forgive her, she’s only four.”
Lily couldn’t bring herself to speak. There wasn’t a hint of accusation in the woman’s voice, only grace and sympathy. She had to blink back her own tears watching Rissa comfort her child and her heart broke for the two of them.
Terry shimmered next to Lily. “I guess I can stop holding my breath now, huh? You finally found one.”
Lily nodded, tears running down her face. “I certainly did.”
“Found what?” Sean asked a little confused.
“Another reason to stop hating,” Lily answered squeezing his hand. Letting go, she took a breath and stepped closer to Stephanie.
Looking down at the mother and child, Lily’s heart broke again watching the little girl’s tiny shoulders shake in grief and fear.
Lily knelt down next to her. Stephanie hid her face while her mother whispered softly, rubbing her back. Mitch stood with his fists clenched at his sides. “Leave Stephanie alone. I think you’ve done enough damage for one day.”
Rissa eyes locked on Lily’s. “It’s okay, Mitch. If Sean trusts her, then I do. She’s not going to harm Stephanie. Let her speak.” With a nod to Lily, she sat back, giving her room to get closer.
Lily didn’t say a word. Instead, she laid her hand gently on the child’s arm. “Stephanie, I know what you saw in my head scared you, but please, I need you to listen to me. Your daddy was terribly sick, only he didn’t know it. He didn’t know what was wrong or what was making him do the things he did. Your Uncle Sean tried to help him, but it was too late. I hope someday you can understand. I’m so very, very, sorry.”
She let Stephanie see how heartbroken she was for hurting her and her mother. She let her see her own grief, but also let her know she didn’t have a choice in what happened, making sure to shield her from any further memories.
Slowly Stephanie turned her head, resting her tear-stained cheek on her mother lap. Her eyes found Lily’s, but she remained silent.
Rissa’s hand gently stroked her daughter’s hair. As her finger glided through the soft curls, she glanced at Lily. “Because Stephanie is so young, we still share a mind link. I heard everything you said to her. I apologize for her intrusion into your thoughts. I’ve been trying to teach her that just because she can, doesn’t mean she should. Her psychic gifts go way beyond that of simple telepathy—not unlike your own. She’s just barely four years old, and it’s a bit much to master.”
Shrugging, Rissa exhaled sadly. “I’m afraid she doesn’t quite get the concept of privacy. This entire situation has been hard on all of us, but your words did help, and for that, I’m grateful. Hopefully, Stephanie will understand more as she gets older.”
Dr. Volkmann walked into the waiting room like a hurricane, oblivious to the tension already swirling around the room.
“Good, good, you’re all here. The lab results are in. Let’s talk in the examination room as there’s too many of us to squeeze into my office.”
Sean helped Lily to her feet. Winking at Rissa, he helped hand off Stephanie to one of the nurses before heading toward the examination room. “Doc, this is Lily Saburi, the girl whose blood you’ve been testing,” Sean introduced them, trying to be delicate.
“Oh. I wasn’t expecting to see you, my dear. Why don’t you stay in the waiting room while I talk to Sean? I think you’ll be more comfortable out here.”
Sean felt Lily stiffen. “Doc, she already knows, so we might as well include her in the conversation, especially since it directly affects her.”
Volkmann took a deep breath, looking back and forth between the two. “All right, this way then,” he motioned, opening the door.
The room was a large examination suite. They filed in one after the other, pairing off on both sides of the tiled floor. Volkmann stood by the exam table against the wall, rifling through his papers, his wire rim glasses perched on the edge of his nose.
“Jesus, Doc, enough with the paperwork. What did the lab find?” Mitch asked impatiently.
“Yes, of course, I’m sorry,” the doctor said clearing his voice. “There’s
just no easy way for me to say this, so I’m just going to say it. The results from the last round of tests were all positive.”
Rissa buried her face in Mitch’s chest, his jaw tightening as his arms went around her shoulders.
Stunned, Lily’s breath froze in her throat. The little man in the white coat had just handed her a death sentence. One way or the other she was going to die, either by Sean’s hand or by her own. There was no way she was going to allow herself to become some mindless, beast.
Sean’s face was grim. There was no way out, now. In one day, Lily wouldn’t be Lily anymore. He felt his anger rise, and clenching his fists he turned and punched the opaque glass separating the two rooms causing it to shatter. The people in the waiting room screamed as Sean growled, “Get out!”
Stephanie cried for her mother, her arms flailing as a nurse scooped her up and took her out of the room, mumbling something about ice cream while the rest of the patients fled.
“Leighton, please! I haven’t finished. To begin with, Rissa’s prognosis isn’t as bad as it seems, at least not yet. Her being pregnant is actually a Godsend in more ways than one. It actually buys us time. Not only for her, but for the baby as well.”
“What exactly are you talking about, Doc.? Are you trying to tell us you’ve found a cure?” Mitch demanded as Rissa looked up, sniffling. “Could you just spit it out? We’re upset enough. If you can offer us some hope, then get to it and stop beating around the bush.”
Volkmann nodded. “Of, course, of course.” With a grim look, he peered over the edge of his wire rim glasses at Lily. “Rissa’s hope is standing right over there.”
Sean looked at the doctor in disbelief. “What are you talking about? You just said Lily was infected. How does that make her a hope for Rissa and the baby?”
“Her blood. The type of antibody it’s begun to produce is highly effective and can be distilled into a vaccine. It won’t cure her, but we can harvest her blood to provide a cure for us.”
Incredulous Lily started to back away. “No! No way…you’re all crazy!” There was no way in hell she was going to let them keep her as some kind of lab animal. Harvest her blood…no fucking way!
“Where are you going? I haven’t finished yet,” Volkmann barked after her.
“Oh, yes you have! Keep away from me! I’d rather die than let you use me like that.” Panicking she ran for the door but couldn’t get it open. She was trapped.
Mitch lunged for her throat. “You fucking bitch! If you won’t help us, then I’ll kill you and drain your carcass myself!”
Lily screamed. In a blur of speed, Sean phased, vaulting over Mitch. Teeth bared he stood between them. With a sneer, Mitch reeled back, phasing on the fly, as well. The two wolves hurdled forward, snarling and with jaws snapping, their large bodies colliding in mid-air as they fought, fur and blood flying around the room. The noise was deafening.
Sean grabbed Mitch by the throat, his teeth shredding skin and clothing, before sending him crashing into the side wall. Volkmann grabbed Rissa, pulling her out of the way, yelling for Lily to get down. Mitch reared back, the muscles in his hind legs coiling as he rebounded, lunging for Sean again, blood coating his massive chest.
Rissa covered her ears, her color draining with each snarl and yelp.
“Can’t we stop them? They’re going to kill each other, and it won’t change a thing,” Lily shouted her voice desperate.
The two wolves crashed into the examination table. The room was in chaos, papers, broken glass and instruments everywhere. Volkmann ordered the women to the far wall, away from the frenzy. With the door blocked, his gaze flicked to the side cabinets and the only option left.
As best he could, the doctor crawled across the floor and grabbed a tranquilizer gun from one of the smashed supply cabinet drawers. Fisting as many cartridges as he could hold, Volkmann loaded the cannon, praying Sean’s presence of mind was still intact before he pulled the trigger, aiming for Mitch.
The large wolf reeled back before slumping to the ground in a silent heap. Sean’s wolf froze. Sniffing the air, he growled, swiveling his big head in Volkmann’s direction. Gun ready, the doctor tranquilized him next, and the alpha wolf chuffed out a soft whine before sliding to the ground, as well.
Volkmann’s shoulders slumped, and he dropped the gun, the sudden quiet, unnerving. Lily glanced at Rissa who looked as if she would pass out at any second.
“I’m sorry, Rissa. I’ll give the Doc as much of my blood as I can before it’s too late. Hopefully, that’ll be enough to help you, but I can’t allow myself to be used as some sort of caged lab rat. I’ll use my own gun on myself before I let that happen.”
Volkmann stood up and brushed the debris from his knees, his eyes flicking between the two women. “Lab rat? What are you talking about? Who said we planned to cage you like an animal?”
“I was just being figurative, Doc. Nevertheless, I won’t let you keep me alive in that crazed state just so you can harvest my blood.”
Volkmann frowned. “That’s why there’s no place for this kind of emotion in my research lab. You didn’t allow me to finish, none of you did before this craziness erupted! While it’s true, your blood tested positive for the pathogen, for some reason you are asymptomatic. Your human blood is immune. All tests show your blood wouldn’t allow the pathogen to alter your DNA. When Jerard bit you, he passed on some of his Were traits, but not enough to activate the virus. Since you can’t phase, you have the unique opportunity to have your own antibodies build to the point that even if you were to become a full Were, you would never be at risk for infection.”
Lily looked at him in confusion. “I don’t understand.”
“In this instance, your blood is like a fine wine. The longer it sits intact in your body, the better it will become. Preliminary tests have already shown it’s a powerful antiviral. God willing, everything will turn out fine, for everyone.”
Rissa sobbed openly after hearing what the doctor had to say, and Lily wrapped her arms around her in reassurance.
The little man smiled, patting Lily’s arm. With a wink, he jerked his head toward the larger of the two wolves just starting to stir. “Just don’t let him turn you, yet. Give it a year. That way we can be absolutely sure. After that…well, it’s up to you to decide if you want to race the moon with him,” he added with a shy smile. “So, will you help us?”
Lily laughed, heat rising to the tips of her ears.
“Of course, but can we stop these two from killing each other long enough to tell them the good news?”
Chapter Eight
“I can’t sit here one more day, Sean. I’m going stir-crazy cooped up inside like this. I’m not an invalid! You were there when Dr. Volkmann gave me full medical clearance a week and a half ago. In fact, he said I’m better than ever.”
“I know you’re not an invalid, Lily, but it’s not safe for you to go wandering around alone, yet.”
“I think I’m capable of making my way to the lab and back unscathed. I think you know I can handle myself, yet you’re the one insisting on my needing a handler. What are you afraid I’ll do?”
The clock on the wall ticked, as if measuring out patience as well as time. “I’m not afraid you’ll do anything. You’ve mentioned it yourself. Weres are a fickle, unpredictable bunch. I don’t need some hot head blindsiding you just because. Tensions are still high despite the encouraging results from all of Volkmann’s tests. The community is still afraid. They don’t trust this.”
Lily turned from where she stood at the window and crossed her arms in front of her chest. “What you mean is they don’t trust me.”
“It’s too soon, Lily. Too much has happened in recent weeks. You need to give them time. Give yourself time.” Sean’s voice was soft, but his meaning clear. This was going to be an uphill battle.
“Since the lab started its serum testing it’s been either you or Jack escorting me back and forth.” She unfolded her arms and stuck her hands in the front pocke
ts of her jeans. “I get it, I do.” With a quiet sigh she walked to the fireplace where Sean sat, legs crossed nursing a cognac.
“All I’m asking is that you loosen the reigns a bit, otherwise I swear I’m going to scream. I’m used to being on my own, Sean, not to mention I’ve put on at least ten pounds while atrophying in this asylum you call a Compound!”
His eyes scanned the lush curves of her petite frame and his body reacted, making him shift his legs to accommodate the sudden tightness in his crotch.
“Don’t exaggerate. You look amazing. Besides, the extra weight you think you put on is just your body readjusting to the Were traits in your blood. Trust me, it’s all muscle.”
“I wouldn’t know that now, would I? There’s so much I need to learn about you and this place, and I’m not going to learn a thing if you keep me in a bubble. I need to feel vital and more like me. I know I’m doing what I can at the lab, and Dr. Volkmann and his staff have been great, but despite everything I feel like a lab rat. Maybe if I got out for a run or something. I haven’t trained or seen the inside of a gym since I left New York for Maine.”
Sean put the cut glass tumbler on the small cherry wood end table and leaned forward, taking Lily’s hand to pull her onto his lap. He knew exactly how she felt. At times the same restless urge grabbed him causing his skin to crawl with the need to shift. He didn’t have the heart to tell her this was just one more present she inherited courtesy of his brother’s bite.
Either way, he needed her safe—not just for the sake of the Compound, but for him as well. He was not going to lose her to a rogue Were with a hard on for humans. Intel from his hunter’s made it clear certain factions were not happy with him and his plans for leading the Weres, and derision was stirring. But Lily didn’t need to know that. Not yet, anyway.
“You’ve sweat plenty in recent weeks, unless I’m very mistaken.” he dropped his voice to a seductive growl, nuzzling the soft flesh beneath her jaw.
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