I don’t know what to do with myself so I start pacing. Back and forth over the length of the gym more times than I can count.
“Come on man, I’ve got some clothes in the back. You need to work out your aggression and what better way than an extra workout?”
“Fuck, you’re right. Let’s do it.”
I shoot off a quick text to Soph letting her know I’ll be a little while longer and that I’ll explain everything later.
“Hey, I know all that just went down but if you need help with managing just let me know. I know the ins and outs of the business better than anyone.”
“I might take you up on that, I’ll never be able to trust someone again. Christ, he’s been my best friend since the sandbox. How did I not see it?”
“Because you were just like him, sorry to say it. That little stint with the prostitute is just what you needed so you could come home and find yourself again. I’m proud of you man.”
“Thanks, even if I feel like a dumb ass. Hey, I’m sorry if I ever made you less than proud of me. I’m sure there were many times… just know I’m sorry.”
“Water under the bridge, now give me 100 pushups K baby.”
Ugh.
CHAPTER 15
Sophie
God I’m nervous.
My heels click-clack down the sidewalk as I pull my trench coat tight. You see, this is a pivotal moment for me and Kyle. Or at least that’s what I keep telling myself. We’ve been screwing around every chance we’ve gotten over the past few weeks but I haven’t committed to him yet. Every time he brings up becoming an item I change the subject.
The thought scares the shit out of me.
The tabloids are already running that we’re secret lovers with an open relationship. That Gabe hasn’t been a secret at all and I let Kyle bang anything that walks. It’s embarrassing really. These people must think I’m a horrible person. Oh, it’s okay if he runs around town on me as long as he brings home the bacon. The thought makes me cringe because I’m sure everyone thinks just that.
But tonight… tonight I’m finally giving myself to Kyle. I’m ready to let him know we can become an official couple. Become an official something. I thought what better way than to seduce him at the gym. He’s an MMA fighter, there has to be some sort of fantasy there?
Seeing Kyle running around like a mad man helping out at the Inns grand opening was the final push into his arms. He’s back, my Kyle’s back and it was made abundantly clear with every hand he shook and all the work he put in. I didn’t ask for any of it, just for him to make sure Gabe was behaving. He did that and called caterers in so we had a huge spread for all the guests along with an open bar. He went above and beyond for me and my Mom. Because he wanted to.
Needless to say, the opening went off without a hitch and our calendar is completely booked. It’s probably like that because it’s now known that Kyle’s associated with the Inn.
The girls helped me get Kyle alone at the gym. They were supposed to perfectly time phone calls that had their men running home and I owe them big!
When I walk through the door I see Kyle sitting on the floor flipping through his phone. The door slams shut catching his attention and a smile lights his face when he notices it’s me.
“Hey babe, I wasn’t expecting you.”
“I know. I thought we could have a chat.”
I carefully sit down next to him and lean my head on his shoulder. Then realize this should be face-to-face so I scooch in front of him and pull his hands into my lap.
“Um…should I be nervous?” He laughs.
“I thought Reckless doesn’t get nervous…” I take a deep breath and look into his eyes. “I’m ready.” I continue to peer at him with shy eyes and realize I’m supposed to be assertive right now.
“Ready for Vegas tomorrow? I know I’m fucking ecstatic we get a few days to ourselves before Gabe comes down with Jay and my Mom.”
“No… well yes I’m ready. But I meant I’m ready to give us…” I point my fingers back and forth between us, “a try.”
“It’s about fucking time! I’ve been trying to wear you down for weeks.” His smile practically reaches his ears and his eyes go molten, turning the blue tone of his eyes deeper in color.
He looks me over and notices my coat. “Is it raining outside?”
I laugh. “No.” I stand up and slowly take off my coat, my armor. I’m standing in front of Kyle in the same outfit the ring girls wear for his fights trying to be as confident as I can. These outfits are freaking tiny!
“Christ Soph!” He’s off the ground and on me in an instant. “You are the sexiest thing I’ve ever laid eyes on.”
I roll my eyes because, come on. There’s no way.
“Stop it. Don’t doubt my words. You’re beautiful babe.”
I close the gap between us and lick the seam of his lips with my tongue making him groan. His hands aggressively grab my hips and lift me in the air. I don’t remove my lips the entire time we’re moving until he’s lying me down on a cold mat. His lips start working my neck then slowly working their way south.
“Shit, everyone can see us!”
“Hold that thought.” He leaves me and runs over towards the doors and shuts the lights off and locks the door. When he returns he lies atop me and moves a stray piece of hair out of my face. “Better?”
“Much.”
He peels my revealing clothes from my body and whips his shorts off. His hand finds my center and a minute later he’s sliding deep inside me. I was already so turned on and our need to be joined was too strong to wait. I need his cock, not his hand or mouth.
“Oh Kyle…” I moan as he moves his hips in measured strokes. Delicious strokes that bring tears to my eyes every time he moves his cock just the right way.
My eyes catch his backside in the wall of mirrors. I’m completely transfixed. The way his ass thrusts back and forth is so erotic I can’t stop watching… until he demands I give him my eyes.
“You really are beautiful Soph.”
“Oh my god, what are you doing to me Kyle?” He twists again and stars burst behind my eyes and I know my orgasm isn’t far off.
“Making love to my girlfriend.” He whispers and just those words cause my orgasm to rip through me.
My moan flies through the room and my nails dig into his ass. When I feel the tremors begin in his backside, his breaths become erratic and he empties himself deep inside of me.
Watching his face when he comes is the single most beautiful thing I’ve ever seen and I find myself hoping he never stops looking at me like he is right now. He starts kissing my face… my forehead, cheeks and nose. Feathering whisper soft kisses along my neck, letting me know this meant something to him too.
I have half a mind to scream out that I love him, that I’ve always loved him. But I just gave him myself and that will come soon enough.
We get dressed but instead of putting my slutty outfit back on I opt instead just for the trench coat. I watch as Kyle grabs the tiny scraps of fabric and places them in his gym bag before slinging his arm around my shoulder and walking us towards the exit.
“No fucking way am I losing those. You’ll wear those plenty more times for me.”
“Will I now?” I giggle.
“Fuck yeah, I’ll never be able to wipe how you looked from my memory. Christ, thank god I turned the cameras off earlier otherwise I’d have to break the whole system.”
“What?” I squeak. It didn’t once cross my mind that there were cameras.
“They were off.” He kisses the side of my head. “No worries. Now let’s get home and see what other fantasies we can fulfill tonight.”
Damn, I can get used to this.
CHAPTER 16
Sophie
I’m staring out the window at the view below as Vegas comes into sight. “God it’s beautiful.”
A hand creeps up my thigh sending a shiver up my spine. “Not as beautiful as you.”
Kyle gently places a kiss at the corner
of my mouth that makes me smile. When I turn and look at him his smile is so big all his teeth are showing.
“Did you win?” He’s been in the back of the plane with his brothers playing video games.
“Nope. I was distracted.”
“Distracted?”
“Yup. How am I expected to concentrate and take my men through battle when a hot sexy thing I was inside not even five hours ago is sitting all by her lonesome?”
“Um…” I can’t formulate a sentence. He was inside me just a few hours ago and it was fantastic. I’m still slightly sore… but in the best way.
“Meet me in the bathroom.”
“Pardon? The bathroom?” He must be confusing me with some common hussy.
“You heard me babe. When I knock on the bathroom door in ten minutes your sweet ass better be in there.” With that, he gets out of his seat and leaves me.
“Oh no.” I mumble to myself. We can’t do it on the airplane, people are on here with us! His family! I’ve seen the looks they’ve been giving us all morning, more than likely they know somethings up. But they don’t know we’re officially together giving this whole thing a try.
I know I’m a horrible person for not telling the girls about me and Kyle. But I wanted to figure out our dynamic before we made everything official.
Light Bulb!
It may not be my best idea but after a few nips of vodka your choices become dicey at best. My eyes scan the plane trying to locate Ash and Savvy as I stand up. They’re off on one side of the plane talking in hushed tones and when I approach they go silent.
“Stop talking about me and do as I say. Come with me.”
They both stand up hesitantly but follow me to the back of the plane. When we get to the door I open it and gesture with my arm for them to go inside.
“I get the buddy system and all that jazz but we’re not in public and it’s tiny in there.” Savvy’s nose scrunches letting me know she’s not enthused one bit about this situation.
“If you ladies get in there, I’ll…” I think on it a second. “I’ll tell you what you want to know.”
“All of it?” Ash narrows her eyes.
“All of it.” I promise.
After a second they both enter the bathroom. I enter last and lock the door behind me. Trying to maneuver around is tough, it is freaking small in here.
“You’d think on a private jet they’d spring for a larger bathroom.”
“Some have larger ones.” Savvy shrugs.
“Spill it girl. Why are we crammed like sardines in the freaking bathroom? Sav, don’t you feel like we’re in the bathroom a lot together?” Ashlyn questions.
“I don’t know what you’re talking about.” She’s looking everywhere but at Ash.
“Me and Kyle are together and we had sex at the gym last night!” I blurt out. It’s great telling people other than the guy that was also there. A weight’s been lifted off my shoulders.
“Whoa! Like full-on sex?”
“What the hell is half-sex Savvy?” I laugh.
“I don’t know but Kyle doesn’t come off as a sexual human being to me.” She shrugs again.
“Well, it was full-on sex and it was amazing. It was so full-on it happened four times.” I wiggle four of my fingers to drive the point across.
Ash looks at Savvy approvingly. “It’s a Cage thing.”
“Ugh, don’t. I grew up with them all and I don’t need to know about their sexual stamina.”
“Well, okay then. I still don’t get why we’re in the bathroom.” Savvy tries moving over but gives up when she hits a wall.
“Kyle told me to meet him in here to get down to business.”
“And the problem is?” Ash asks like I’m a few fries short of a happy meal.
“The problem is, we made love last night and I haven’t had time to process it all yet. I mean I’ve processed but we’re not out yet and now he wants to have bathroom sex. Sex that will place me in a certain club because we’re on an airplane. Sex in a place where family is just a few feet away. Sex where people can hear me!”
“She’s freaking out.” Savvy states.
“Completely. You had sex for the first time in years, so what? Go with it and process later.” Ash agrees.
“It wasn’t the first time… just the first time after we decided to be an us. Didn’t you hear me? The first time we made love!”
“You’ve been holding out on us!” They yell in unison.
Knock, Knock, Knock
“One minute.” I yell out in a horrible foreign accent that’s a cross between Borat and Jamaican.
“Open the door babe, I have a surprise for you.”
“He’s gonna dirty talk through the door. We need to get out of here!” Savvy whisper yells.
“I don’t know. I’d like to see what the sly dog has in his vault.” She clears her throat and throws a little southern twang in, “What’re ya gonna do to me?”
Eyes bulging, I look at her in disbelief. But immediately die of laughter. “I don’t sound like that you bitch!”
“Who the fucks in there?”
“Busted!” Savvy and Ash yell together.
I hang my head in shame before unlocking and opening the door. When Kyle gets a glimpse inside I can tell he’s trying to hold back his laughter.
“Ladies, you have five seconds to evacuate or else you’re gonna get a show.”
“Sorry Soph, we’re outta here!” They run out of the bathroom like it’s on fire.
“Traitors!”
“You’ll thank us later!” Ash yells while laughing.
Kyle’s looking back at the girls and when his head turns to me if I didn’t know what was about to go down I’d know now. If one look could make me orgasm it’s this one. His eyes are heavy and boring into my own with his mouth hitched up on one side in the sexiest freaking smirk. I can’t take it so I grab him by the collar and pull him into the bathroom. My back crashes into the wall and Kyle crashes into me. I don’t get a breath out before his lips are against mine rough and demanding.
He pulls back with his breath heaving. “You scared of me?”
“Not even a little… now kiss me.” I try to pull him to me but he resists.
“You aren’t stupid. I know this is a big deal, that we aren’t just two people entering into a relationship. Everything we do can affect Gabe and just know the last thing I ever want to do is hurt our son. Hurt you. I know there’s a lot of pain from the past, most of it caused by me. But this is me and you moving on. Starting a life for our family. I’ve been trying to convince you this is a good idea for weeks. Are you really with me?” He’s at eye level staring into my yes. Seeing if he can sense any hesitation and there’s no chance he’ll see any.
“I’m in this 100% with you. We’ll figure out the dynamic as we go. But for now, make love to me Kyle.”
He groans out loud before pulling the top of my strapless dress down exposing my breasts. Once his mouth descends upon my nipples we’re a flurry of tangled limbs and clothes being shoved aside before he’s pushing inside of me as I’m bent over the tiny sink.
“Fuck, I’ll never tire of this feeling.”
He pounds and pounds until I’m screaming out my climax. Planting tiny kisses all over my face leaves me in a puddle all over the floor and obviously impairs my thinking process because before I know it I’m blurting out, “I love you!”
He freezes, no more movements. No more kisses or sweet caresses. Crap, I just screwed this up. Now I need to do damage control.
“Wait, I meant…”
“Don’t take it back. Don’t you dare take it back and ruin this moment for me.” His eyes close and the pained look on his face nearly does me in. When they open, the emotions swirling say so much more than words. I know in that moment Kyle loves me too.
“I love you so much Soph. Christ, do you know how many times over the past few years that I imagined being with you again. Hearing those words coming out of that sweet mouth? How did I get
so lucky? I haven’t been the best person, how the hell did I get a second chance?”
I place both hands on either side of his face and stare right back at him. “You deserve so much. So much. We all make mistakes but it’s what we do to make it right. We’ve lost enough time and now that’s all behind us. I’m telling you right here right now. It’s behind us.”
“Behind us.” He repeats and I can’t help but smile.
After righting our clothes, we exit the bathroom to applause. It’s short lived when Zander and Josh take one look at me and turn around fast as lightning.
Savvy and Ash start laughing. “Girl your tit’s out!”
I look down and there it is, my right boob is out for the whole world to see. “Jesus!” I turn around into Kyle and pull my dress up.
“You saw nothing! Those are child feeding nipples and that’s how you’ll think of them!” Kyle yells.
I can’t help but laugh. “Child feeding nipples. I didn’t even breastfeed.”
“You didn’t?” He questions.
“No. My milk never came in but the idea never thrilled me. Gabe was bottle fed.”
That look of pain crosses over his face that’s been there so many times before when I mention something from either my pregnancy or when Gabe was younger.
“Hey Kyle. Do you want kids someday?”
“Um… I thought we already had one.” He looks confused.
“I know that. I’m talking about more.”
“You know I never thought about it. But my gut instinct says yes. I’d love nothing more than to have lots of babies with you Sophie Frankel. See your body change, watch you feed our babies with a bottle.” He laughs.
“Good answer Casanova.”
CHAPTER 17
Sophie
I’m still in a daze from our bathroom romp when Savvy and Ash sit next to me. The pilots just announced that we’re making our final decent into Vegas and the excited anticipation has me amped up!
“Has Ky warned you about the press?”
“Paparazzi? I had to deal with them at home. It shouldn’t be too bad here.” I shrug my shoulders and continue watching out my window.
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