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Unearthly Toys

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by Ned Denny




  UNEARTHLY TOYS

  POEMS AND MASKS

  NED DENNY

  to those who swim against the tide

  *

  and in loving memory of my father

  After having searched the heights and pastures without having found that panther which we are pursuing, let us now track her in a more rational manner, in order that we may, through diligent study, trap in our snares she who is everywhere fragrant but nowhere seen.

  DANTE, De Vulgari Eloquentia

  …I have been a tree amid the wood

  And many a new thing understood

  That was rank folly to my head before.

  EZRA POUND, The Tree

  I would like to thank my grandfather Norman Reid – for the volumes of Blake and Pound, where it began; Brian Patten, Seamus Heaney and Simon Armitage – the ones who wrote back; Eric Griffiths – who saw something in me; Michael Schmidt – for several years of kindly responses, and the subsequent support; Ed Clarke – for the correspondence, the encouragement, and the synchronicities; and, finally, those I have no need to name – you know who you are.

  CONTENTS

  Title Page

  Dedication

  Epigraph

  Acknowledgements

  1. HOUSE MUSIC

  House Music

  Who’s She

  Rip

  HMP Wandsworth

  Logos

  Three Old Songs

  After Cavalcanti

  Grislie

  Engraved (Come to Daddy)

  2. VENTRILOQUISE

  Fir

  Gazelle

  Annunciation

  May

  Ode (Semilanceata 312)

  Era

  Faerie

  Exiles

  Tremor

  3. THE SUN

  Cloud

  Nature & Art

  Mining for Bone

  Arles

  The Sun

  Cutting Class

  As It Was in the Beginning

  Dark Green

  Return

  4. WHERE WE ARE THE DEAD

  Antimimon

  Fake News from Nowhere

  Drones

  Junglist

  Matrix

  Mused

  Reign

  Waking

  One Below

  5. FLAGRANT STAMEN

  Rooms

  Wheel River

  Says

  Relic

  Goa

  Twin Peaks

  To Catch a Thief

  Self-Portrait as T’ang Poet at Dusk

  Voyager

  Copyright

  So who’s it for, this monumental book

  finessed with the pumice stone of my hard head?

  For you, the only one able to look

  deep within my ravings for a kind of sense,

  and who once, in a dream, dared to unfold

  the world’s slow reversion to iron from gold:

  a feat of graft and sheer intellection.

  Here, wisest friend, it’s all yours if you can lift

  it or hold it down. Dear girl, God’s sweet gift,

  may it last longer than the review section!

  1

  House Music

  HOUSE MUSIC

  Consider the architecture of the fire,

  this radiant palace receiving in turn

  the great bare mouth of the smallest creature

  and the mirrored, steel-cored tower

  of your pride; consider that soon

  that grim ember

  resembling the face we all fear or desire

  will be the perch where you sing and do not burn,

  peace be within thee, vigilant preacher

  of the mind-consuming hour

  each undergoes and what the moon

  must dismember;

  and consider while these agile days climb higher,

  witchlike as flame – as the stuttering intern

  is fanned to a tall and brilliant teacher –

  how to step into that power,

  that breathing room, the killer tune

  you’ll remember.

  WHO’S SHE

  after Arnaut Daniel

  Sweet precision

  of the mind-manifesting

  voice of the birds, the luminous argot

  blown from tree to tree just as we implore

  those whom love makes us see more and less clearly,

  you inspire me – whose perverted soul sways true,

  straight in its windings – to conceive the finest

  call, a chirp with no bum note or word astray.

  Indecision,

  that luxury! No dithering

  could touch me when I first breached the snow

  of her smooth ramparts, the girl I thirst for

  with a wild intensity that is nearly

  unendurable, the shining one, she who

  has hands whose omniscience exceeds the rest

  as surely as love’s gentlest caress bests a

  circumcision.

  She clocked me, my discerning

  between the real deal and the fake – we know

  how true gold’s hidden by the lead uproar

  of our toys – and as our tongues moved sincerely

  she drew her dark cloak of constellated blue

  so the boys that speak in the snake’s interest

  couldn’t leer at what all babble fails to say.

  No spring vision

  (birds interpret as they sing)

  of flowers limning the unguarded flow

  of heaven is fresher; without her, L’Or

  gives skin no glow nor JPMorgan’s yearly

  profits; within her high castle’s living pew

  our seeming leaders might be less possessed,

  all who exchange her presence for the Devil’s pay.

  God’s elision

  in life’s book of our killing –

  that only sin – our joy with our sorrow

  surely bodes well for his setting some store

  by holy communion, wherein we’ll merely

  look and kiss and laugh along each bared sinew

  as I measure the lovely weight of a breast

  where the light, the embodied light, swells its ray.

  Ah, derision

  for my own solemn honking

  bites once more – sound in which we think we go

  about the gardens of an emperor,

  dreamt court in which we whisper cavalierly

  as his money man – and I’d be a fool to

  mouth her name and put love to the test:

  no saint protects those whose chatter keeps the dawn at bay.

  RIP

  You are just about to turn for home,

  back to the chickens strutting in the dirt

  and village gossip and a tonguelash from her,

  when something in the silence holds you.

  It is a quiet composed of many sounds

  (each one as small as it is clear)

  that call and call to a distant stillness

  our dialect has no words for.

  You fall to the grass. The hour’s a song

  to empty the skull, moving in the giant sky

  and men disguised as mountain pines.

  It is as though you have been asleep,

  as if you have stumbled out of time.

  The dwarves are gone. Their dreamless faces

  leer from the rocks and the rocky clouds,

  down at the trees whose ascent is music.

  You are just about to turn for home.

  The minutes pass like seasons, centuries.

  HMP WANDSWORTH

  Down the rain-sweetened paths of the garden centre

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sp; an old boy handles a broom like a dancer, sweeps

  with an unhurried grace that is almost tender

  or stoops to pick up the eaten face of a rose,

  a toppled plant. Such is the knowledge manifest

  in gesture, the genius of fingers, as this wild

  day makes an avenue of lindens plunge like wild

  horses, as someone who moves from his deep centre

  makes the body’s divinity manifestly

  clear. Past a fence and a road, the arrested sweep

  of HM’s broken clock speaks volumes, conjures rows

  of locked sky-blue doors and the illegal tender

  of phones and weed in those walls where none are tender,

  then the gent who spat in the face of Oscar Wilde

  at Clapham Junction station, the tears he claimed rose

  that hour each day, and all horrors heaven-sent, a

  black wind from the sun that will scour our bones and sweep

  us to the end where Love, for ever, manifests.

  I have taken a pinch of mind-manifester

  (though ‘spirit-’ surely gets it better), more tender

  with each dismantling minute, rudderless, swept

  by my breath across a common newly-wild

  to glare at the glaring brick of the Visitors’ Centre,

  to gaze at unearthly cars muscular in rows

  and glimpse in tinted glass my face’s cankered rose.

  At Neal’s Nurseries, plants are checked on manifests;

  I lope by and think of you, miscreant scenter

  of what life might be if we could remain tender,

  flower-child, dark beholder, prophet of the wild

  presence that lives unseen in the woodland’s poised sweep,

  of flesh as soul. The wind is at large. Horned clouds sweep

  over alleys of grey-green, exultant rock rose.

  In a tone wildly calm as it is calmly wild

  the rhododendron reprints its manifesto –

  with a verve so unlike all wordy pretenders! –

  at each outspread upper petal’s silk-cool centre

  and an ambulance sweeps down the road’s dead centre,

  blue roses keening. Turning, that tender

  man flashes me a wild smile. Holy ghosts remanifest.

  LOGOS

  after Baudelaire

  As a child I woke in a book-illumined room

  where all possible genres spoke, a soundless blare

  of deviant science, art, the myths of Tahiti;

  I was about the height of a slim volume.

  Two voices possessed me. A silken one feigned care:

  This cut-price world’s more sweet than a fondant fancy,

  and I’ll give you an appetite deep as a tomb

  to shove it in. The other was a kind of prayer,

  a mere breath. Come, it said, come! Your dreaming’s a sea

  whose dark riptides are flowering, a flowing loom

  where the unknown’s woven, and it sang like the air

  on the shore, the serpentine air, the air that we

  feel flicker at the ear’s meat like its jewelled doom.

  I answered with a Yes, and it was there

  and then my head was opened, my fatality

  fixed as the one who sees the realms inhabiting the gloom

  that revolves the stars and upholds each stair,

  the worlds behind this vast theatre’s flimsy scenery;

  I sense the snakes curled on our shoes and costume,

  ecstatic victim of the fact that my voyance is clair.

  Since then, too, like the giants of prophecy,

  I love the rolling desert light, the sea’s dry boom,

  and weep when others cheer and laugh at despair

  and even find a savour in the ‘W’ and ‘B’,

  and see that so-called truths are not as we assume

  whilst falling down a hole with my interstellar stare.

  No matter, I have my voice and it consoles me:

  a wise man’s dreams are built but a fool’s dreams bloom.

  THREE OLD SONGS

  i

  Yet once more, the plum tree is transfigured;

  the birds recite their Angelus again.

  Discomforted by the odd green flame,

  he douses the patio with weed-killer.

  ii

  The black widow’s hourglass hangs in our windows.

  In our porches, the beetles stroll at their ease.

  Dream-weather escalates: tremors, tornados.

  Instead of a fire, the cold blaze of a screen

  casts blue glimmerings through palatial dark.

  Intelligent talk drowns out an exile’s scream;

  gates with rust-spotted padlocks keep us from parks

  where the sunlight moves from seed to golden seed.

  iii

  Observe the elusive nature of the goddess:

  she is nowhere to be seen in your languages,

  but on your vision’s periphery, the garden’s

  every leaf is exultant with her presence.

  AFTER CAVALCANTI

  Loveliness of women and what the heart knows

  the ineffable charm a loaded gun has

  love’s rationale the blackbird’s 3 a.m. jazz

  expertise of white ships when death’s current flows

  the sheer unruffled silentness of the snow’s

  windless descent dawn air before day’s business

  silver and gold and the lapis exilis

  a stream’s clear sinew bee orchids in meadows

  these things are fine but my darling surpasses

  their beauties with a quiet soul that knows no fear

  and makes all men who see her feel just so tall

  her innate understanding and wisdom is

  as remote and as rare as the troposphere

  to want to be with her is only natural

  GRISLIE

  This waterway is of the first water.

  This is the art of water torture.

  I am the water boatman, dancer on waters,

  patroller of a flowing border.

  They’re led here at nightfall like horses to water.

  They expect watermelons, water-ice,

  a watercolour sky, cups and saucers.

  My pitilessness is watertight.

  I offer water biscuits, limes to suck.

  A man offers up a baby daughter.

  Their noisy grief slips off me like water off a duck.

  They know they cannot walk on water.

  ENGRAVED (COME TO DADDY)

  To be pinned beneath a ceiling that is beaming

  to see that flesh is subatomic gnomes going whee

  the pythagorean perfection of the woods

  blessed are the undefiled in the way

  a diorite craft a white stag flying blind

  digital bushbabies their faces poised

  on the precise midpoint between joy and horror

  and in the mist of tears and under running laughter

  the wild boar in the embers of your mind

  and I imagined you had rolled into the fire

  burning as you slept but I could not cry aloud

  and the queen chanting backwards in cabalistic code

  from thought to thought from hill to hill love doth me lead

  the pausing sidewinding and flowering of time

  what red riding hood encountered on the path

  yea though thou diest I say I shall not die

  a praying mantis shaking you awake

  where there is danger there grows also what saves

  the goat’s face reminding you of something you’ll forget

  the wolf who is standing on the end of the bed

  the spreading tree of your polar blood

  trembling in the wind from a blue-toned star

  (men have not language to describe

  one moment of your eternal life)

  and t
hat tall tale of how he saw or thought he saw

  the wrestler gorgeous george mouth

  you’re making it come alive

  one who knows how to keep silent in words

  the crone and her otters on the roof of the cathedral

  following the vision that our minds have seen

  and the masks that they wear and the games that they play

  and sleep on tap and the bushes full of witches

  here at the great centre-stone of earth’s broad breast

  good morning mister dragon good morning mister dragon

  with void mouth gape after emptier prey

  a dazzling pinecone implanted in the brain

  predynastic devices a people of strange language

  a number too immense for all creation to contain

  and they said to one another behold this dreamer cometh

  the arcanum of daylight and the leaping buds

  each and every one of them a right little terror

  and an aged voice that calls from inside the hill

  oh kings oh kings you are diligent lackeys

  the inexorable approach of the drumming mice

  the dungeon master’s fatal error

  2

  Ventriloquise

  FIR

  after Bernart de Ventadorn

  When you see the sun-made lark’s wings whirr

 

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