by J. F. Lewis
“I’ve called all the girls,” she said in a disapproving tone. “If you’re going to lick that blood off, let me reload the crossbow first, just in case.”
Why did I feel like my wife had walked in on me and the other woman? “No, that’s okay,” I told her. “We’d both better get cleaned up.”
Tabitha and I headed into the bathroom and two minutes later, Marilyn joined us with the crossbow. “Just in case.”
16
ERIC:
BUYING A CLUE
Talbot, Marilyn, and Tabitha sat across the table from me back in Marilyn’s office. The tableau reminded me of a bunch of escaped prisoners trying to decide how to get out of the country. Everyone expected me to have the answers, but my think tank was running low.
“Okay, so we’ve got Willard’s werewolf pack,” I said.
Talbot coughed. “William.”
“What?”
“William, not Willard. I found out a little more about him, too. He’s trouble.”
“So am I.”
“I know, but not this kind of trouble. He’s not just any werewolf.”
“Yeah, Roger told me. He’s an Alpha. It takes blessed silver to kill him.”
“Roger said that?” Talbot cracked his knuckles. “Did he tell you that silver doesn’t always work? You might need a specific type of blessed silver, something that’s also magic, or maybe inherited. In rare cases, silver doesn’t work at all and you have to make them drink mercury.”
“Oh for Christ’s sake,” said Tabitha. “How is he supposed to find out something like that?”
I tossed the bullet to Talbot. He sniffed it gently, then popped it in his mouth and rolled it around. A few seconds later, he spat it back into his hand and studied it with all the intensity that a cat might give a mouse.
“Blessed, magic, and silver,” Talbot said. He held it next to my hand. “Hold still.”
His pupils changed from round to oblong. He whistled appreciatively. “Your auras are similar. It might even be inherited.”
“My aura and the bullet’s?”
“Yes,” he said, serious despite my incredulous tone. I wanted to throw a flag on that play and give him a fifteen-yard bullshit penalty, but Talbot doesn’t lie about things like that.
“One of my ancestors owned a magic gun custom-made for killing werewolves? You’d think Dad would have mentioned something.”
“Like you even remember your father’s name,” Marilyn muttered under her breath.
“Sure, I do.” I paused. “It was…Dad.”
Marilyn laughed.
“John Albert Courtney,” she said in bittersweet tones. “It’s okay, Eric, that’s why you have me.” I wanted to kiss her for that, but I knew she wouldn’t let me. She’d made that abundantly clear, time and again.
Talbot leaned forward, breaking the uncomfortable silence as Marilyn and I looked at each other. “It’s news to me too.”
“It’s almost like somebody wants me in a fight with Willard. I mean William,” I said. “Who would want me to kill him?”
“Why do you say that?” Tabitha asked.
“I don’t know.” I ran my hand along the desk and stared at my lack of reflection in the computer monitor. “I…I think…the day they murdered my Mustang…I was out hunting and I didn’t stumble on one werewolf or two, I got jumped by eight of them while I was hunting in a part of town I don’t even usually go to.” I felt close to figuring it out and then it tumbled away from me, a lost thought.
“Who would want William dead?” I asked again.
“Who wouldn’t?” Tabitha tossed up her hands. “He’s a werewolf.”
“Most werewolves have learned to stay out of the public eye,” Talbot told her. “They form large packs, stick together in groups or communities. Some of them hunt vampires or humans, but those are mostly outcasts. William’s group is a little different.”
“How so?”
“Well…his pack believes they have been given lycanthropy for a reason.”
“What reason is that?”
“Whatever William tells them it is, but basically it’s to defeat the servants of Satan. Fight fire with fire. Use their unnatural powers for good.”
“Oh, give me a break,” I put in.
“William himself is a fanatic, or so I’ve heard,” Talbot assured me. “His wolves tend to pick off lone vamps and leave groups alone, but when you get him on the warpath, everything turns into a crusade. He also has connections to the Lycan Diocese.”
I held my head. See, this is why you leave werewolves alone.
“Diocese?” Tabitha snorted with laughter. “What, like the Furry Roman Catholic Church or something?” The laughter died on her lips when no one joined in.
“If by Rome, you mean Rome, Georgia,” Talbot answered, “then yes. They aren’t part of any human church, though; they don’t exactly report to the pope.”
“Why spike my blood?” I asked. “If William’s a real in-your-face kind of guy and he has access to heavy hitters like the Lycan Diocese—”
“If the Diocese pissed off the high society vamps they might run the risk of starting a turf war. Maybe they wanted to make you look out of control…so that no one would take it badly if they vanished you,” Talbot said. That made sense. “Or maybe the blood spiking was done by someone else entirely.”
“I don’t like it being someone else,” I said.
“Why?” Talbot held the silver bullet out to me, but I didn’t accept it.
“Because it complicates things.” According to the clock, it was just past midnight, meaning today was technically tomorrow…a Monday. “How do I find this Will guy?”
“I can ask around, but if you’re thinking about buying him off, I doubt you’ll get anywhere. Last time I heard, he had ninety werewolves running with him, but it could be more. And like I said, he’s a real power, not just in the city, but in the whole state, Eric. He could be a problem even for you…and he has no reason to make a deal.”
“Okay. Talbot, I want you to get out there and try to find the magic gun that belongs to that.” I pointed at the bullet. “Magbidion says the bullet will lead you to the gun and the other bullets. They’re connected. Tabitha, I want you to back him up in case he runs into any vamps that have issues with…his kind.”
Talbot nodded and Tabitha’s eyes widened.
“Marilyn, I want you to forward the calls from here to your apartment in case Mag calls back with any information.” She nodded. I like it when everyone agrees with me.
“What are you going to do?” asked Tabitha.
“I’m going to see if I can’t clear up the damn werewolf mess. See if I can set up a meeting with Wilbur…I mean William. Maybe we can just get a tape measure and settle it. I’m also going to try to look up Greta to see if she’ll help hold down the fort for a few nights.”
The only one of them who didn’t seem to immediately dislike that idea was Tabitha. I guessed that was only because she didn’t know who Greta was.
“I don’t think that’s such a good idea, boss,” Talbot said.
Marilyn shook her head. It didn’t take vampiric senses to feel her anger. “You just keep reeling her back into this, don’t you?” She snatched up her purse and headed toward the hall. At the door she stopped and looked back at me. Her arm was still in a sling, but she looked fierce, not frail, challenging me with what I had done to her. I tended to forget how long it takes humans to heal. I tried not to look at it. My avoidance amused her. “You can’t tell her to stay away from you and then expect her to come running whenever you need her.” Head held high, Marilyn stalked out of the room.
“Who’s Greta?” Tabitha asked.
“Vampirically speaking,” I told her, “she’s your older sister. She and her brother are the only children I’ve made that I haven’t…that are still with us.”
“So your old girlfriend and boyfriend?” Tabitha looked scandalized. “I had no idea you were so broad-minded.”
“No, it’s
not like that. They’re my son and daughter. I tried to start a family. It didn’t work, or maybe it worked too well.”
“What went wrong?” she asked.
“See,” I said to Talbot. “This is why it’s better just to kill them. It saves on aggravation.” I regretted it immediately. “I didn’t mean that,” I said hastily to Tabitha, “or I did, but not about you.”
“How many have you killed?” she asked quietly.
“More than you’d like to know about.” Tabitha looked a little sickened by that, but she pushed it down deep and plastered on a smile even I could tell she didn’t feel inside.
I looked over at Talbot. His body language was tight and coiled underneath a stony exterior. As he headed for the door, I said, “Before you go, is there a way to check my cell phone voice mail on a regular phone? I want to know if Roger left a message.”
Talbot walked over to Marilyn’s desk and grabbed a blank piece of computer paper out of her printer. He wrote the instructions down and left them on the desk. “Anything else?”
I shook my head. “Head on out. You know what I need you to do.” There was more that I wanted to tell Tabitha, but it wasn’t the time, especially not with the possibility that she might still be experiencing a few side effects from the blood. Hell, it was probably a bad idea to send her with Talbot, but I definitely didn’t want her there with me. Besides, I wasn’t ready to tell her about Rachel, and I couldn’t risk Tabitha popping over to the Pollux and finding her.
Tabitha nodded and left with Talbot, but the look on his face let me know that I’d be hearing about this later. He didn’t like Greta or Kyle, he never had, but he also knew what they meant to me.
Maybe I knew too. I had their damn pictures in my wallet, right behind Marilyn’s: family photos from the night I’d turned them; their last moments among the living. It was almost like carrying around an ultrasound in an odd sort of way. After all, you can’t take pictures of a vampire, not without more magical assistance than I could easily pay for, and carrying around an artist’s representation just didn’t seem right. I picked up Talbot’s calling instructions, folded them and put them in my pocket.
Feeling conflicted, I walked over to the Pollux. Rachel was waiting for me in a white bustier with lacy white panties, stockings, garters, and high heels. She wore a little black choker with a cameo on it. Dressed that way, she looked even more like Tabitha. Rachel pouted when she saw me, beckoning me with one finger.
I knew why I wanted her. She was young and alive. I could only guess about her desire for me. Maybe it was an adrenaline rush, the thrill of near-death, the danger that I might lose control. Maybe she just liked pain and knew from her sister’s experiences that a relationship with me was a good way to get hurt. Either way, her passion and eagerness rubbed off on me. Vampires are like that.
Her excitement fed mine as we kissed. It was a bad idea.
My kisses moved from her lips across her jaw and down the side of her neck. She tensed slightly when I kissed her throat, afraid perhaps that I was going to dispense with the pleasantries and feed. She needn’t have worried; I knew it wasn’t time for the fangs yet. It hadn’t taken me long to discover that women like it best if I feed right as they climax. The pleasure deadens the pain and the pain enhances the pleasure. Sex with a vampire is a monumentally bad idea, but I try to make sure it has its benefits.
Of course, having sex with Rachel was somewhere around a nine out of ten on the stupid scale, which was actually surprisingly low for me based on the evening’s events.
Maybe, if I had actually broken up with Tabitha, I would have felt better about it, less guilty. I wondered if I really loved Tabitha. If I loved her, then wouldn’t I be faithful? Yet, there I was….
My jacket fell to the floor and I grinned as Rachel tugged at my shirt. Grabbing her by the shoulders, I pushed her down onto the rich red-and-gold carpet of the Pollux and knelt between her legs.
We kissed again, nipping at each other playfully and not so playfully, before she tore my shirt off and ran her hands over my chest. I had been in good shape when I died; I supposed I would remain that way until I died again. Just as she knew I could smell the scent of her excitement, I knew she could feel mine. She undid my belt while I kicked my shoes off onto the floor behind me. For an awkward moment, I was off balance and thought I might fall on top of her, but it didn’t happen. I regained my center, but not my composure, and rolled the top of her bra down. Her piercings were simple but fascinating, two golden hoops. I couldn’t help but think how painful they must have been. Even so, the effect was quite appealing and I lingered there in my affections before continuing downward.
A single diamond stud pierced her belly button, and she giggled involuntarily when I kissed it. “I’m sorry,” she laughed, “but that tickles.”
I moved lower, removing barriers and discovering yet another piercing. There were no giggles accompanying my kisses there. “Does that tickle?” I asked.
“Don’t stop,” was her answer, “that’s amazing.”
Of course it was; I had been doing this for over fifty years. The difference in our ages surfaced briefly in my mind and I did my best to put it aside. Her heartbeat sped up; oddly it did not encourage my bite, but rekindled a lower passion instead.
She rolled me over on my back and straddled me. I could smell her blood; it surprised me that I didn’t feel its pull as strongly as usual. Her body heat flowed over me, strong and vibrant, but it didn’t call to me the way it usually did. I wasn’t ungrateful for the extra restraint, but at the same time, it felt controlled, artificial. Why couldn’t I stop this? It almost felt like magic.
I chalked it up to all the fresh blood I’d been drinking over the last few days, but that didn’t fully explain it. Rachel crawled backward over my legs, pulling my pants with her and forcing me to lift my hips to accommodate her motion.
“Socks, off or on?” she asked.
“Off.”
She pulled them off and kissed her way up my legs. I don’t know why women get their tongues pierced, but why men like it became self-evident. Before I had a chance to think, I was on top of her, our movements urgent and impassioned. I’m not necessarily quiet in bed, but Rachel was very vocal. As we moved together she began a steady stream of soft little nonsense words, a rhythmic chant that sounded almost like another language, and dug her fingernails into my back, drawing blood. Our pace increased and she put both hands on the sides of my head turning it to face hers. We locked eyes and the smell of cinnamon filled my nostrils.
“Bite me!” she commanded. “Bite me, now!”
We both climaxed as I bit into her neck. For the first time in my unlife, the blood had a taste beyond that monotonous sameness to which I had become accustomed. Sweet and bitter all at once, it burned my throat as I swallowed. With each mouthful, the sensation grew. My mind was on fire and my skin was awash with heat. I felt the sun on my face, but there was no sun.
Then, all at once, I was full, completely sated even though I couldn’t have had more than a few ounces of her blood. Inside my chest, my heart stirred once, twice, three times before growing cold and still once more. Collapsing on top of her, I panted like a human, as if I actually had to catch my breath.
“What…what was that? How?” Sex had never been that way for me before, and neither had feeding. I’d never experienced the easy fullness, the beating heart, such complete satisfaction.
Rachel kissed my forehead and rolled me onto my back before resting her head on my chest. My heart beat one last time and I could see her smile. “How many times did it beat?”
“Four,” I answered. My panting slowed and my skin began to cool.
Laughing, Rachel bent her neck back and kissed me once more. “How long has it been since you felt your heartbeat?”
“The day I died,” I said softly.
“I can’t believe Tabitha hasn’t done that for you, baby.” Her voice held a note of reproach in it, but she didn’t say anything else. Instead, sh
e laid her head back on my chest and sighed. “You wore me out.”
“How did you do that?” I asked again.
“It’s easy,” she said sleepily. “It’s a thrall thing. The thralls at the Irons Club told me. If I was your thrall…”
I didn’t know how to make a thrall. I only vaguely understood what they were, and from Roger’s explanation, it sounded too much like slavery to me. I used humans for a little while and let them go. Okay, so sometimes I killed them, but I didn’t enslave them, had no interest in even knowing how to do so. In my opinion, thralldom was more high society vampire bullcrap to make the wannabe Dracula types feel like kings and queens of the universe. I pictured Rachel eating insects like Renfield in the movies and shuddered. “No.”
“Maybe I can do better next time, but I’ve never actually done it before and it took more out of me than I thought it would. Can we try again in the morning?”
“Maybe. Let’s get you to bed.”
She muttered a soft assent and slowly started to get up. I stood more quickly, swept her off her feet and carried her into the next room. I’d had the office next to mine converted into a bedroom for when I wanted to spend time away from the club and my employees. It wasn’t much, but the windows had been bricked up and the sound system was excellent. There was no bathroom, but there was a sink in the corner with a towel rack next to it. I laid Rachel down on the bed and walked over to the sink. She fell asleep the second her head hit the pillow.
It took a while for the water to heat up, but once it was warm I wet a washcloth and went over to the bed. There was blood caked on her thighs and I gently wiped it away before drying her off with the towel that had been hanging next to the sink. She didn’t stir.
“What have you gotten yourself into, Eric?” I asked myself aloud.
I watched her sleep for a while then climbed into bed next to her, feeling like one of those old kings in the Bible who’d been given young girls to warm their beds, except that I was making love to my human bed warmer and drinking her blood.
Guilt wasn’t what I was feeling. It was more a sense of profound stupidity. There was more to Rachel than there appeared to be, but I couldn’t bring myself to care. I wanted to bite her again, to taste anything other than the coppery taste of blood, to feel my heart beating, to feel alive for even a matter of seconds.
