by Alanea Alder
"Meryn said that when you find your mate, it's like your defenses come down, but that it's okay, because your mate's defenses are down as well and it helps for your souls to meet. She said that's why it's so easy to fall in love so quickly, because there's nothing left to hide."
Colton nodded slowly. "Sounds about right."
"What do you think it's like?"
"I asked my dad the same thing when I was younger. I was obsessed with finding my mate. He would laugh and say I would find you when I was ready. But I still remember what he said. He said that finding your mate is like buying a new pair of shoes."
Rheia wrinkled up her nose. "Shoes?"
Colton leaned in and kissed the tip of her nose. She blushed and he laughed. "Yes, now hush. He said it was like buying a new pair of shoes, you get the excitement of having something new, something you've always wanted. Normally when you buy a pair of shoes, it's bittersweet. They're new, but you have to break them in, and that can be painful. He said mating is like finding a pair of new shoes that go with everything and you never have to break them in. They're the most comfortable things you have ever worn, fit perfectly and because they go with everything you never have to look for another pair of shoes again."
"Sounds lovely. I hate new shoes," Rheia admitted.
"Me, too. That's why paranormal males are so protective of their mates; we only get one perfect fit. It's also why matings tend to develop rapidly. If you have the perfect pair of shoes, why waste time on another pair?" He leaned down and ran the tip of his nose up and down the side of her neck.
"Because sometimes change is scary. You want to keep wearing your old pair of shoes, because, even if they don't fit quite right, you know what to expect. Because nothing is worse than building up your hopes and dreams thinking you found the perfect pair of shoes, only for them to give you a blister." Rheia fisted Colton's shirt in both hands.
Colton stepped back and cupped her face with both of his hands. "I can't promise you I'll never cause you a blister, but if I rub you the wrong way, tell me and I'll stop before I cause you any more pain. Then I'll carry you until you're better."
Rheia felt tears running down her cheeks and realized it was because she was crying. Meryn was right, there were moments when your souls really did touch.
Colton wiped away her tears with his thumbs and slowly leaned forward. She knew he was giving her every opportunity to turn away, but she couldn't. If he didn't kiss her in the next couple of seconds, her lungs would forget how to breathe.
When his lips finally touched hers she expected him to devour her, but he didn't. Ever so gently he nipped, nibbled and kissed her lower lip, from one side to the other. Then he started on her upper lip. Always teasing, never demanding, she soon found herself frustrated. She wanted more. Reaching up she buried both hands in his hair and pulled his face closer. She forced his mouth to open and she took what she wanted. She found his tongue and slid hers alongside it.
Groaning, he wrapped his arms around her, welding their bodies together. She could feel his arousal and her knees almost gave out. It had been so long since she could just give in, too long since she had been with someone she trusted completely. In that moment, she realized she did trust him. She may not know him completely, but she did trust him, with her daughter, with her body and even her heart.
She stepped away, breaking their kiss, both of them breathing hard. When she looked up, she was startled to see his normally green eyes were yellow. When he grinned, his canines peeked out from under his lip, giving him a devilish look.
"You're a danger to all women," she said trying to get her breathing under control. Her daughter was in the next room for goodness sakes!
"No. Just you," he corrected. He closed his eyes and let his head drop back on his shoulders. When he opened them again, his eyes were back to green.
She shook her head. He would be the death of her.
"Too bad you don't like blonds, huh?" he asked, wistfully.
Her mouth dropped. Whistling he threaded his fingers behind his head. "I wonder if Penny is done with her letters yet I could go for some Doctor Who." He walked out of the dining room leaving her a confused and aroused mess.
"Damn blond wolf shoes!" she rambled incoherently.
She heard him chuckle from the hallway. Smiling, she followed him so they could all watch the Doctor together.
*****
"Ryuu, I'm so sorry. I forgot to mention how picky she is." Colton watched as Rheia apologized for the third time.
"Don't worry about it. I just wish I knew what she liked so I could prepare it for her," Ryuu assured her.
Rheia picked up a fork with a piece of baked chicken on it. "Come on, baby. Just one bite."
Penny shook her head and crossed her arms over her chest.
Colton stood. "Hold on angel, be right back." He walked out of the dining room and into the kitchen. It didn't take him long to assemble all the ingredients for his special sandwich. He made two, knowing how much running around Penny had done that afternoon, then one for himself. He put everything away, carried the plate out to the table and set it in front of Penny. She looked up at him questioningly before leaning in and sniffing the sandwich. Her eyes widened in surprise before she picked up the sandwich and took a huge bite.
Rheia turned to him disbelief on her face. "What on earth is that?"
"My specialty; beef jerky, pickle, peanut butter, mayonnaise and cheese sandwich," Colton announced feeling proud.
Everyone stared at him, the silence uncomfortable.
"Ahh, an oldie but a goldie. I love that sandwich," Aiden said, taking a bite of his chicken.
"Everything a growing pup needs. It was my favorite when I was a kid," Colton said, picking up his fork.
Everything looked from him to Aiden and back again.
Darian shook his head. "When you were a kid? You just happened to have all the ingredients on hand and knew where they were?" he teased.
"Okay, okay you got me. I had one yesterday," Colton admitted.
Aiden looked up a hurt look on his face. "Without me?"
"You like it?" Meryn asked, swallowing hard.
"Don't knock it, till you try it, short stuff." Colton waved his fork at her.
Aiden shrugged. "One day when were were cubs, I was playing over at his house and his mom went to visit his grandmother. We got hungry, so Colton said he'd make us sandwiches. Since we liked all the ingredients separately, we figured we'd like them all mixed together. We were right."
Penny picked up her second sandwich and dug in.
Rheia shook her head and turned to her own food. "I don't care how crazy it is, if she likes it and is willing to eat it, she can have it."
"I will have to learn about 'kid' food," Ryuu admitted, watching Penny carefully.
Meryn sat back smiling. "My favorite was always mac and cheese with cut up hot dogs in it, covered with barbecue sauce."
Beth licked her lips. "Mine was tuna fish, made with mayonnaise and spring vegetable sour cream mix, served with Andy's Hot Fries."
Meryn's eyes widened. "That sounds amazing."
Beth nodded, "I know, right."
A tiny sigh of contentment had everyone looking at Penny. She sat back in her chair patting her belly like an old man. Everyone burst out laughing.
"Glad you liked it, angel," Colton said, before ruffling her hair.
Yawning, she surprised the hell out of him when she climbed into his lap, popped her thumb in her mouth and snuggled up next to his chest. Colton stared down.
"What do I do?" he mouthed to Rheia.
Laughing, she pointed to his full plate. "Good luck and welcome to parenthood."
Colton carefully maneuvered his fork, taking small bites so that nothing would drop on his daughter's head.
Aiden chuckled at his discomfort. Colton flicked him off.
His friend took a huge bite of chicken and licked his lips, teasing him. Colton nearly woke Penny when Meryn elbowed her mate, causing Aiden to
choke slightly on the huge bite he had taken. Meryn winked at him.
Aiden cleared his throat. "The contractors said they'll be with done with the addition by tomorrow. Meryn, what did Jaxon and Noah say about moving out?"
"They want to stay here, close to Command Central. Jaxon brought up a good point, too. He said that as I get further along with my pregnancy, it might be a good idea to have them close by. I may need their help walking and getting up, that sort of thing."
Aiden frowned. "You're kidding right?"
Meryn rubbed her belly. "Look at me, then look at you. I'll be lucky if I'm not on bed rest the last months of my pregnancy. I'm already having problems with anemia."
Colton frowned, feeling concerned for his friends. As much as Aiden was a brother to him, Meryn had become the bratty kid sister he never had; he didn't want to see anything happen to her.
Aiden stared at his mate. "I thought humans have babies all the time?"
Rheia spoke up. "We do, Aiden. I have a feeling that after today, I will be Meryn's attending physician and I can tell you that if your baby is as big as I think it will be, I will be classifying Meryn as a high risk pregnancy."
Colton reached over and placed a supporting hand on Rheia's shoulder. She smiled at him gratefully.
Aiden paled and pulled Meryn into his lap. "What does that mean exactly?"
"It means I'll have to have a C-section for sure. I'll be cut from here," she pointed to one side then dragged her finger horizontally across her midsection, "to here."
"My poor mate," Aiden said sounding slightly ill.
"That's right buddy, I may not be able to have chocolate, but you owe me desserts and lots of them." Meryn said snuggling close.
Colton noticed that Rheia had to look away to hide her smile. Poor Aiden.
Colton frowned when suddenly something very warm spilled across his lap and down his legs. He looked down and Penny had a blissful expression on her face. Stirring, she opened her eyes and blinked. He knew the exact second she realized what she'd done. Her tiny face contorted into silent tears and she reached out for Rheia.
"What happened?" Rheia demanded.
Colton winced looking down. "I think we may have had an accident."
Penny's small frame shook with sobs as she hid her face in embarrassment.
"Shh, baby, it's okay. Look, Colton doesn't mind, do you?" she asked giving him a look.
Colton scooted over until he was in Penny's old seat next to Rheia.
"Of course I don't mind. Look at it this way kiddo, you marked me, now you have to keep me," he said, rubbing her back.
When Penny looked up her bottom lip trembled. He took her tiny hand and kissed it. "Accidents happen; it's nothing a little water won't fix. I'm not mad at all and no one minds. Everyone's had accidents before, right guys?" Colton asked giving everyone a look identical to the one he'd just received from Rheia.
A chorus of agreements sounded off around the table. Penny sniffled, but didn't hide her face again.
Rheia turned to Colton. "Can you do me a huge favor and run to the store to get her some pull-ups for nights? We've had a lot of excitement and scary things happen in the past couple days, plus she's in an unfamiliar place, so I'd rather be safe than sorry. I think she'll be back to normal after she adjusts."
"Sure I can get some, no problem," Colton said.
Relief filled his mate's eyes. He could tell this was the first time she had someone around to ask for help. He couldn't imagine the hardships she'd faced over the past year raising Penny alone.
Rheia stood. "Come on, doodlebug, let's get you washed up and ready for bed."
Penny turned and stared at Aiden. He nodded. "I didn't forget. I'm going to the store with Colton and I'll pick you up something special. Get ready for bed and if your mommy says you can, maybe you can have it for breakfast in the morning," he promised.
Penny nodded and rested her head on Rheia's shoulder. Rheia turned to Aiden. "If you promised her sweets, she can have small powdered donuts for breakfast. How's that pumpkin?"
Penny nodded and popped her thumb back in her mouth. Rheia went to walk past Colton then paused. She leaned down and kissed him on the lips. "Thank you," she whispered and left with Penny.
Aiden stood. "Come on men, this time Colton needs our help."
"Gods, I hope Bart is working tonight," Darian muttered.
Colton stood and followed the men out to the foyer.
"Colton, I thought you may need these," Ryuu said, holding out a wet washcloth and clean pair of sweatpants.
"You are a lifesaver!" Colton dropped his pants right there in the foyer and quickly washed up with the washcloth.
"See, I told you he had a great ass." Colton heard Meryn say.
He turned slowly and saw that Meryn and Beth were watching them with huge smiles on their faces. Grinning, he strutted a bit. He heard their growls only seconds before Aiden and Gavriel dragged him backwards out into the cold, barefoot and in his underwear. They threw him in the SUV and dropped his shoes and pants on his head before closing the door. Colton quickly got dressed and into his seat.
When everyone was inside, he spoke up. "Okay, I lied. I have no idea what in the hell pull-ups are."
Aiden started the SUV. "Okay Keelan, look them up on the Google."
Keelan swallowed hard. "Do I have to? Human stuff is scary. I'm still having nightmares about lambs stomachs exploding all over my..." The men turned to look at him. "Never mind."
"Please, Keelan? It's for baby girl," Colton said, pulling no punches.
Keelan sighed and pulled out his phone. About a minute later, he was smiling. "Guys, I think we're safe this time, they look like they're diapers for humans."
Darian relaxed back in his seat. "Thank the Gods."
Gavriel smiled. "Diapers don't sound too bad."
Colton grinned at his friends. "We're buying diapers for my baby girl. I have a daughter."
The men chuckled.
Keelan turned off his phone and looked around. "Who would have thought we'd be buying diapers a few months ago? It's funny how finding mates has made everything more fun."
Feeling confident, Colton joked with the men all the way to the Duck In. When they arrived, everyone climbed out. This time it was Aiden reaching for the gun.
He looked at Colton. "You had my back when I had to get those important items for Meryn; I could do no less for you."
Colton nodded. "Thank you, my old friend."
Aiden lifted the shotgun then the AR-15. "I'm leaning towards the AR-15, what do you think?"
The men nodded.
"Good." Aiden slipped the gun on his back and locked the SUV.
"Let's go."
When they walked through the door, they heard a familiar voice almost instantly.
"Lord have mercy, you boys are back. I'm almost afraid to ask." Bart chuckled.
The men gather around the older man's register.
"Tonight we are after pull-ups," Colton said slowly.
Bart blinked. "Say again."
"Pull-ups," Colton repeated.
Bart frowned. "Yes, that's what I thought you said. Boy, do you know what pull-ups are?"
Colton nodded. "I think so. They're like diapers."
Bart eyed him carefully. "Why do you boys need diapers?"
Colton puffed out his chest. "I have a baby girl now. I didn't even have to use condoms to get one," he said, elbowing the older man in a conspiratorial way.
"Well, if you didn't use condoms, I guess you would end up with a baby. A girl you say?" Bart's face softened. "Baby girls are miracles from God boy; you better do right by her. How long have you been seeing her mama?"
Colton thought about it for a moment and looked around at the men. "About what, twelve hours, give or take?" The men all nodded.
"You sure that baby girl is yours?" Bart asked in a serious tone.
Colton nodded. "Yeah, she's mine. She even has my eyes."
"But you just met her mama?" Bart asked.
"Yes, sir." Colton nodded.
"Son, I don't think you understand how some things work." Bart frowned in concern.
"I'm not sure how everything is decided either, but I'm the luckiest bastard alive to have those two angels in my life." Colton smiled.
Bart shook his head. "I guess that's all that matters, though, I have to say, I worry about you boys."
Aiden clapped the older man on the shoulder. "Thank you for your concern, but we have the everything under control." He patted the gun on his back. Colton thought it was touching that Bart was worried about their safety.
Bart's eyes widened when he noticed the gun on Aiden's broad back. "You boys are staying out of trouble, aren't you?"
"Yes, sir." Keelan nodded.
"Right. Okay, well boys, pull-ups are near the aisle you found the feminine products on, time before last." Bart nodded to the center of the store.
"Many thanks, friend," Colton said, and they made their way to the aisle.
"Okay men, let's grab a box and go," Aiden ordered.
They turned and looked at the huge wall of boxes in front of them.
"Look! Tiny bottles and toys!" Keelan pointed to the display that held what looked to be baby items. "This isn't so scary."
"Aiden, which box?" Colton asked looking from floor to ceiling.
"Box? Which wall?" Darian pointed out that the diaper selection extended almost the full length of the store.
"The babies on this package look quite happy," Gavriel said pointing to a box on the left.
"Yeah, but so do these ones." Darian pointed to the one on the right.
Colton frowned. "They all look happy."
They all continued to stare.
"Okay, this one has stars on it. Rheia did say they were for nighttime," Keelan said, pointing out a purple box.
"Good job, Keelan!" Colton said reaching for the box. He stopped when he saw something he didn't understand. He read the box closely and put it back.
"What was wrong with that one?" Aiden asked.
"It has something called 'Cool Touch'. If the baby wets the diaper, there is this gel that turns cold, it's to alert the child that they went to the bathroom. It sounds uncomfortable; I don't want anything cold on Penny," Colton said shuddering.
