by Delisa Lynn
“Audrey, baby, come on. You’re doing well. Just push one more time when the doc says to, okay?”
“You did this to me. You and that pretty penis of yours.”
“Umm…Come on baby, push. You can do this.”
“You push! You wanna push a watermelon out of your ass?”
“I’m sorry, I know you’re hurting.”
“Fucking balls, I never want to see your balls again. Oh God, I can’t…No, I can’t. It hurts.”
“One more push, Audrey. I see her head. She has lots of hair. That explains all that heartburn you had,” Dr. Edwards says.
“Okay, I can do this.” I squeeze Zander’s hand and push as hard as I can. Minutes later, I hear the cries of my angel.
“She looks just like you, doll. She’s beautiful. I am so proud of you. We did it,” Zander says as he leans in and kisses me.
“Wow, she does look like me, and she has her daddy’s eyes too. She’s so beautiful. Look at those mocha eyes, Zan.”
“Congratulations! The nurse is going to clean her up. Audrey, you have a few stitches. They will dissolve in a few weeks. No sex for six weeks you two.” Dr. Edwards laughs.
“I, um…Really? Six weeks?” Zander asks.
“No worries, doc, I’m never having sex again.” I laugh. The look on my husband’s face is priceless. The truth is, I don’t know if I can wait six weeks. I love my husband and his sex is amazing.
“Never?”
“I’m kidding. You know I love you and that super cock of yours.” I laugh as he shakes his head. “Can you get my parents?”
“Yes. What about Ta? She was breaking the door down. She’s pissed that she didn’t make it here in time.”
“I know she wanted to be in here. She can next time.”
“Did you say next time?”
“Yes, I want ten more babies.” I giggle.
“Jesus, sex will be the death of me. Have you decided on her name yet?”
“Yes. What do you think of Taylon Nacole Kelley?”
“That’s beautiful. Why Nacole?”
“I like it, it’s different. Tatum and Nikki are my girls. I figured they would like that our baby has similar names to theirs.”
“Good idea. I can’t stop looking at her. She is so tiny.”
“I love you. I’m sorry I said those mean things to you. You know it wasn’t me talking, right?”
“I love you too. I know you didn’t mean it.”
“Now, get my mom and dad.” I laugh.
I sit there and hold Tay, captivated by her deep mocha eyes. I smile. She’s going to give us hell when she’s a teenager. Her and Scar will put us all on our toes.
I think back to the last five years. I wish Blossom could have been here. I look up and smile, knowing that she’s watching over us and her little sister. Tears stream down my face.
“Hey bitch, how are you going to have a baby without me?” Tatum asks as she walks into the room. “Oh my gosh, she is beautiful. She has Zander’s eyes. Poor girl.”
“Hey, that’s my husband and daughter you’re talking about.”
“You know I love them both. I’m still pissed at you, though. I can’t believe I had to stay out there why you were having her.”
“Sorry, it all happened too fast.”
“I forgive you, this time. I guess I better unlock the door so everyone else can see her.”
“You locked the door?”
“I wanted to see my niece before they all did.”
“You are evil, Mrs. Martin.”
“Pfft, I learned from you. Oh, what did you name her?”
“Taylon Nacole.” I smile.
“Eeep, perfect. Scar is going to love her.”
“Is she here?”
“No, she and Ty are with Mary.”
Just as she gets up and unlocks the door, everyone comes pouring in. Evan pats her ass. My mom takes Tay. I can see how much she loves her already. I love Carlie. She is the mother I always wanted. She was never able to have her own kids. Of course, I was plenty enough trouble for her and my dad.
Everyone smiles as they pass my baby around. I just smile and cry. Family is amazing. I’m so happy everyone is here.
Chapter Twenty-Eight
Zander
I love being a dad. Taylon is a month old. She’s perfect in every way. I’ve been off of work for a month. Evan and Brody are new dads too, so they both have been working as little as possible. Good thing we all have some savings.
Today Audrey will be leaving the house for the first time since she had Taylon. She, Tatum, and Nikki are going out for a spa day. They all deserve it.
“You sure you’ll be okay?” she asks as she kisses me for the fifth time.
“We will be fine, just go. I will call if we need anything.”
“I just hate leaving the two of you. I’ve loved spending every minute with just the four of us.” She pats Berry on the head.
“We’re fine, just bring back some beer. I’m going to cook on the grill and hang out with the guys tonight.”
“Okay, I love you all.”
“We love you too. Now go.”
When she leaves, I just lay on the couch and hold Taylon. Then my phone rings. It’s Evan.
“What’s up, bro?”
“Hey, how is it going? We’re going to head on over now.”
“It’s going good. Okay, we’ll be here.”
“Have me a beer ready.”
“Now, you know we can’t drink until the girls get back. I’m not drinking while watching my angel.”
“Jesus, calm the hell down. That’s what I meant, when they got back.”
“Hell, you never know with you. Head on over.”
***
Zander
Evan, Tatum, Audrey, and I had had a wonderful evening. I love that we are all so close. Family is so important. I’m glad my sister and best friend found their way back to one another and that I was able to find my way to my love.
“She finally went to sleep,” Audrey says. “I’m exhausted.”
“Come here, I’ll rub your back.”
“Zander, you know what that will lead to. We still can’t have sex and you know that.”
“I miss being inside of you. I love having your pussy clamp around my dick.”
“Fuck, you talk like that and those six weeks will turn into four and half weeks. I will let you fuck me hard right here on this front porch.”
“It wouldn’t be the first time.” I laugh as she sits next to me.
“I regret that I wasted so much time back then.”
“Hey now, none of that. We’re here now. We’re together, we’re married, and we have a beautiful daughter.”
“I’m so thankful. Zander…I want another baby soon. I want Tay to have siblings. Lots of them.”
“I do too, baby. We can start in two weeks.” I chuckle. Hell, it’s killing me not being able to have sex. I know she’s still sore. She had a pretty rough delivery.
“There are other things we can do without actually having intercourse.”
“Well, what are we waiting for?” I ask, joking.
She drops to her knees in front of me, pulls my dick out of my pants, and starts stroking me. I groan. She licks her lips and wraps them around my swollen tip.
“Mmm, that feels so good,” I manage to say.
She puts her hand between her legs. I can tell she’s touching her clit. The harder she sucks, the louder I moan. I’m getting ready to come so fucking hard.
“Baby, I’m gonna come in that pretty mouth of yours.” She sucks harder. As I feel my release, I hold her head as I pump a few times in her mouth. She swallows every ounce. Her hands are still between her legs.
“Did you come, baby?” I ask as she releases my dick with a popping sound.
“Do you really think I could have you inside of my mouth and not come? Fuck, I was coming before I touched myself.”
“Good.” I smile. “Let’s go inside.”
Ep
ilogue
Five Years Later
Audrey
“Audrey, you can’t cry all day. You’re going to embarrass her,” Zander says.
“Don’t tell me that you aren’t overwhelmed. She’s our baby and she’s going into the first grade soon. Then, before we know it, she’ll be a freshman in college.” I bury my face in his chest.
“I know sweetheart, but all these tears aren’t necessary. Come on, dry them up.”
“Men…You will never get it.” I laugh as I pull away from him.
“Zola needs to be changed before we go.” He winks.
“No way, mister. You’re on diaper duty. I need to finish curling my hair.” I run into the bathroom. “Your daughter needs her diaper changed, Z.” I laugh as he rolls his eyes and walks the other way.
***
Audrey
I don’t know where the time has gone. I can’t believe my beautiful chestnut haired, mocha eyed baby girl is already graduating from Kindergarten. I’ve been an emotional wreck all day. Tay is a very smart and talented little girl. She’s a wonderful big sister to Everett. He just turned four. He will be graduating from kindergarten next. Our baby, Zola, just turned two. We decided the three of them are enough for now.
Zander is still in practice with the guys. I haven’t worked since I had Taylon. Zander makes more than enough to support our family.
Soon, she’ll be driving, then graduating from high school. I look at my handsome husband sitting beside me, holding our baby. I mouth the words ‘I love you.’ He smiles and mouths them back.
We had obstacles, but after everything that happened, we came out on top. No one ruined our happiness. People tried multiple times, but, in the end, it was fate that we belonged together. In the words of my best friend, he is my forever.
The End
Playlist
Stay by Florida Georgia Line
Faded Away by Luke Bryan
Every Time I See You by Luke Bryan
You Make Me Want To by Luke Bryan
If I Were A Boy by Beyoncé
Someone Like You by Adele
You and I” by Lady Gaga
Because Of You by Kelly Clarkson
Unconditionally by Katy Perry
I Never Told You by Colbie Caillat
This Ain’t Goodbye by Train
Let Her Go by Passenger
Anything Could Happen by Ellie Goulding
Treasure by Bruno Mars
Love Don’t Die by The Fray
I Need To Know by Kris Allen
Adore You by Miley Cyrus
Human by Christina Perri
On Fire by Eminem
Stars by Grace Potter and The Nocturnals
All of Me by John Legend
Wake Me Up by Avicii
Prologue
Alyssa, Age Seventeen
I peek out the window and see the sun beaming. Quickly, I close my eyes. I groan before opening them again. It’s June. The sun is so hot and bright this time of year.
I roll over and look at the clock. It’s eight in the morning. I toss the blankets off of me, place my feet on the hardwood floor, stretch my body, and smile to myself. Today is going to be amazing. Seth and I are taking our relationship to the next level. In the fall, I’m starting my senior year. It’s kind of bittersweet. My boyfriend, Seth, is going off to college. I’ll still be in high school for another year while he is miles away, starting his adult life.
I flip the bathroom’s light on and do my morning routine. Then I take off my pajamas and step into the shower. I make sure my legs are smooth and free of hair before inspecting my underarms. I can’t stop smiling. Today is the day I become a woman.
I step out of the shower and wrap one towel around my hair and another around my body. I hear someone knock on my door and pull it open. My mother is standing in the hall with a glass of apple juice.
“Hey, sweetheart. I wanted to talk to you before your father and I take off. I know you’re responsible, and I know how crazy Seth is about you. With that being said, be an adult about this weekend, got it?” She smiles as she kisses my cheek. Then she walks into my bedroom.
“Um, Mom? Are you giving me permission to…you know?” I ask meekly.
“Don’t play silly with me, Alyssa Danielle. You can’t fool me. I know good and well that you are going to become intimate with Seth this weekend,” she says.
My heartbeat quickens and I swallow the huge lump that’s stuck in my throat. “Mom, how do you know? Please don’t tell Daddy,” I say.
“Child, I know everything. Your father would kill us both if he knew you were even on birth control, so please, please be careful. Your sister and her friends will be here. If you do anything, do it in the guest house.”
“This is creepy.” I roll my eyes. “Okay, I love you. Go on. I’ll get dressed and be down for breakfast. Dad said he wanted to talk to me.” I place my hands over my mouth. I move them a little and whisper, “Oh, my God, you sure he doesn’t know?”
“No, he wants to talk about college. You know he wants you to go to med school,” she says, hugging me.
“Oh, well, that’s not happening,” I say as I close the door. I’m going to law school, not med school. He’ll have to deal with that and talk Abby, my little sister, into following in his footsteps.
***
My parents have been gone a few hours, and I’m sure Seth is on his way. A few minutes later, I hear his motorcycle roaring into the driveway. I jump up and run out to greet him. He is so hot and he’s one of the most popular guys in our town.
He and his mother moved here about eight years ago, but I didn’t meet him until my freshman year. We have some mutual friends, but it took him forever to ask me out. Now that I think about it, he didn’t even ask me out. He basically told me I was going to the movies with him. That was two years ago. We’ve been together ever since.
“You made it,” I say, smiling. “Let’s go to the guest house. My sister and her friends are in the main house.”
He grins. “You look beautiful. What are you up to?”
“Thanks. Ahh, nothing really.”
I came out here earlier and made sure that everything was all set up. I wanted everything to be perfect for our first time.
“Yeah, I know that smile. That’s the smile I fell in love with.”
He stops me before we walk through the door and kisses me. My pulse races.
“Come on, I got a movie for us to watch.”
“Oh, what is it? Please tell me it isn’t John Tucker Must Die?”
I laugh because he knows how much I love that movie. Jesse Metcalfe is so damn hot. “No, it’s not that.”
“Good. I get a little jealous watching you drool all over that guy,” he says as he sits on the bed.
“Here, you can put it in.” I hand him the DVD. He looks at me, then at the DVD in his hand.
“Porn? Really?” He laughs.
“What? Don’t all guys like that?” I immediately feel my cheeks turn fire engine red.
“Angel, come here. We all don’t like this. I mean, I do, but tonight…it’s you and me. I don’t want your first time to be with this.” I can tell he’s holding in his laughter.
“I’m such a dork. I have no clue why I got that. Mal said—never mind.” I smile.
“I don’t want you to do something you aren’t ready for.” Seth kisses my cheek. “I’ll wait an eternity for you. There’s no rush.”
“I’m ready, I promise. I know we’re going to be together forever.”
I slide onto his lap. I can feel how aroused he is. This is going to be the night I finally give up my ‘V’ card. Giving myself to him is something I’ve been dreaming about for months.
“Promise me, if it hurts, you’ll tell me so I can stop. The last thing I want to do is hurt you, angel,” he says as he lays me back on the bed. I’m so damn nervous, I can feel my heart beating out of my chest.
“Okay, I promise.”
I pull his shirt over his head.
We’ve had some intense make-out sessions, but we’ve never been past second base. Looking into his gray eyes, I say, “Make me yours tonight, please.” My body trembles under him.
“You’ll always be mine. Leaving in the fall is going to be so hard. I never imagined that it was going to bother me this much, but knowing that you are here and I’m there is going to drive me crazy. Once you graduate next year, we will be together. We can get an apartment close to campus.”
“I know. I miss you already. Please, show me how much you love me, Seth.”
I unbutton his pants. With shaking fingers, I pull his zipper down. He groans as I slide his boxers down his thighs.
He rests his hands on my shaking knees. “I’m going to taste you first.”
As he pulls my pants down, I giggle when I feel his breath on my thighs. I realize I still have my shirt on, so I place my hands at the hem and pull it over my head. I can see my nipples through the lace on my bra. In one swift move, my panties are off and Seth’s face is taking care of the ache I’ve been feeling.
“Oh, God. Seth, feels so good,” I moan as I put my hands in his light brown curls.
“Angel, you taste so good,” he says as he licks my clit. Then I feel his finger dip inside of me, and that ache I’ve had for months disappears. I’ve officially had my first orgasm. I feel him push his finger deeper as his tongue circles my clit. I arch my back and chant his name over and over.
He looks up at me and smiles. “I’m going to make love to you.”
He rolls a condom on. I gulp as I see how large he is. I know it’s a stupid question, but I ask anyway. Heat spreads across my cheeks. “Will it…Um, will it, you know, fit inside of me?”
He chuckles. “It will. If it hurts, promise me you’ll tell me.”
“Promise.” I smile at the love of my life. I know he is it for me.
He places himself at my opening and gently pushes inside of me. Then he freezes.
