Kill You Last
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Other books by Todd Strasser
Wish You Were Dead
Blood on My Hands
Famous
If I Grow Up
Boot Camp
Can’t Get There From Here
Give a Boy a Gun
The Accident
Angel Dust Blues
How I Changed My Life
How I Created My Perfect Prom Date
How I Spent My Last Night on Earth
A Very Touchy Subject
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First published by Egmont USA, 2011
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CONTENT
Chapter 1
Chapter 2
Chapter 3
Chapter 4
Chapter 5
Chapter 6
Chapter 7
Chapter 8
Chapter 9
Chapter 10
Chapter 11
Chapter 12
Chapter 13
Chapter 14
Chapter 15
Chapter 16
Chapter 17
Chapter 18
Chapter 19
Chapter 20
Chapter 21
Chapter 22
Chapter 23
Chapter 24
Chapter 25
Chapter 26
Chapter 27
Chapter 28
Chapter 29
Chapter 30
Chapter 31
Chapter 32
Chapter 33
Chapter 34
Chapter 35
Chapter 36
Chapter 37
Chapter 38
Chapter 39
Chapter 40
Chapter 41
Chapter 42
Chapter 43
Chapter 44
Chapter 45
To Richie,
who’s been there for 43 years.
Thanks, man.
Prologue
A TEXT SHOWED UP…from Gabriel: Thx 4 inviting me 2 the party. W2 meet again? 121?
That caught me by surprise. I could only assume that the quick kiss I’d given him after the party had smoothed out the earlier rough spots. It was flattering to think that he still liked me, but then I thought about the warnings both Whit and Roman had given me about him. I was thinking about how to answer his text when an e-mail popped up: I like you, Shelby Sloan. If I have to kill you, I’ll kill you last.
Chapter 1
“THIS IS AMAZING,” Roman said, staring at her iPad. We were sitting at a table in the library, waiting for school to end.
“What now?” I asked.
“In Cold Blood, by Truman Capote?” Roman said. “It’s one of the best true crime stories I’ve ever read.”
“Coming from you, that’s saying a lot.”
“And it was written in the nineteen sixties,” she stressed.
“Oh, you mean, like before the invention of the modern alphabet?”
Roman gave me a droll “You’re so funny, Shels.”
My BlackBerry vibrated, and I slid it into my lap to read. It was an e-mail, which was odd, since none of my friends ever e-mailed anyone. Stranger still, it was from someone calling themselves vengeance13773288@gmail.com. This is weird, I thought, then opened the e-mail:
Ur such a sweet nice girl with Ur perfect house and riding around in daddys Ferrari. 2 bad U dont no what hes really up 2
Roman hooked her black hair behind her ear and looked at me curiously. She must have seen the perplexed expression on my face. “What is it?”
I handed the BlackBerry to her under the table.
“Creep show,” she said, handing it back. “Who sends e-mails? And what does he mean by what your dad’s really up to?”
“How do you know it’s a he?” I asked.
“The ‘sweet nice girl’ part. A girl wouldn’t write that.” Roman was my best friend and really smart, but sometimes the stuff that came out of her mouth was off-the-charts bizarre.
“Why not?”
“She just wouldn’t.”
“That makes no sense.”
“Says you,” Roman replied with a dismissive shrug.
“What should I do?” I nodded at the BlackBerry.
“Write back,” Roman said.
“And say what? Who are you, and why did you write this? If he wanted me to know who he was, he wouldn’t have used this creepy vengeance at gmail address.”
“Say that you already know what your dad does and that you’re dealing with it, thank you very much.”
“Good idea.” I thumbed in the message and pressed Send.
Roman looked past me. “Guess who just came in.”
I turned to see Chris Clarke, the tall and broad-shouldered all-state tight end with a 3.9 GPA, signing onto a computer. When he saw me, he smiled and waved. I did the same.
“He’s interested,” Roman whispered.
“I know.” Chris and I had been exchanging looks and smiles for the past week.
“You’d be such a perfect couple,” Roman whispered. “Has he said anything?”
I shook my head. “So far it’s been all smiles and nods.”
“Maybe he’s waiting for you to make the first move.”
Before I could respond, my BlackBerry vibrated again. It was another message from vengeance13773288@gmail.com. I quickly opened it and found one word: Liar.
Chapter 2
AFTER SCHOOL, I drove to Dad’s studio and parked next to his bright red Ferrari. That car, I sometimes joked, was my only serious competition for his affections. I’d just gotten out of my Jeep when two men I’d never seen before came out of the studio’s back door. They got into a dark green sedan, with a laptop computer mounted inside, and drove away. It didn’t take a rocket surgeon to figure out that they were police.
I let myself in and started down the wood-paneled hallway lined with autographed head shots of famous models and actors. Almost all the photos were autographed to Dad in black Sharpie with personal thanks and salutations. In the kitchenette, Mercedes was making coffee. Petite and pretty, with dark hair and gold hoop earrings, she was Dad’s stylist and general modeling agency gofer.
“Hola, Mercedes.” I stopped in the doorway. “¿Cómo está Pedro?”
Pedro was her little boy, and, at the mention of his name, Mercedes would usually respond with a big smile and a story about his latest achievement or mischievous behavior. But today her brown eyes slid away, and she fingered the gold cross on her neck. “Está bien, gracias.” Her English was fairly good, but I liked to practice my Spanish with her. After high school, I planned to travel around Central America for a few months before starting college.
I wondered if Mercedes’s lack of enthusiasm had something to do with those detectives. “What did they want?” I asked.
“You should ask your father.”
Her solemn mood was unsettling. “Okay,” I said. “How do you say, Give Pedro a hug for me?”
Mercedes
smiled weakly. “Pedro dar un abrazo para mí. Gracias, Miss Shelby.”
I continued down the hall to the office where Janet, Dad’s modeling agent and office manager, was standing at a file cabinet with her back to me. I didn’t want to startle her, so I knocked gently on the doorframe.
Despite my cautious approach, Janet jumped, the stack of files in her arms spilling to the floor, papers and head shots going everywhere. “Ahhh!” she sort of gasped.
“Sorry,” I said.
Someone else might have said, “It’s not your fault.” But Janet stared haplessly at the papers, photos, and files on the floor. Gray roots showed along the part in her brown hair. “Now what am I going to do? How am I ever going to figure out what goes back in which file?”
“I’ll help.” I knelt down to gather the files.
“No!” She practically barked. “Leave it alone.”
“But—”
“I said leave it. Please, Shelby?”
You could see that she was in an extra fragile mood today. When I straightened up, she was trembling. The tiniest things could sometimes send her into histrionics, but it usually took more than a few dropped files.
“What a freaking day.” She plopped down on the corner of her desk, crossing her arms tightly and looking jittery. Like the floor, the desk was covered with loose papers and photos. You had to wonder why Dad had hired someone so disorganized to be his office manager.
“What’s going on?” I asked.
“Two girls are missing. The dicks wanted to know what we knew about them.”
“Were they models?” I asked. Dad’s studio and agency did photography and got work for the models he represented.
“We did their head shots,” Janet said.
“What happened to them?”
She gestured with a shaky hand to the pile of photos and papers on the floor. “They’re probably there somewhere.”
“Not the head shots,” I said. “I meant, what happened to the girls?”
“Their parents reported them missing. They’re probably runaways.”
Across the hall, the door to the photo studio opened and Gabriel Gressen, ridiculously gorgeous hunk, part-time model, and Dad’s photo assistant, came out with a plate of Chinese food. I felt my heart flutter…and not because I found beef with broccoli irresistible.
With his dark eyes, wavy black hair, and chiseled looks, Gabriel was nothing short of drop-dead dreamy. Half the reason I stopped by Dad’s studio so often was to gaze upon his Greek-god beauty.
He crossed the hall and stepped into the office, holding out the food. “Anyone interested?”
If only he’d been offering himself, I thought.
“I’ll take it.” Janet reached for the plate and began to eat hungrily with her fingers.
Gabriel glanced at the papers on the floor as if it was nothing unusual, then smiled at me. “Hey.”
My insides turning to Jell-O, I calmly replied, “Hi, what’s up?”
“Big glamour shoot today.”
“Really? Who?”
“General Tso and his friends Moo Shu and Ginger.”
“Hardy-har-har.” I showed him I got the joke, then pointed across the hall at the photo studio door. “Can I go in?”
“Sure. The prawns won’t mind if you see them undressed.”
I went into the photo studio, which, not surprisingly, smelled like a Chinese restaurant. Dad was focusing a camera on a brightly lit plate of chow mein. On a table nearby, a dozen other Asian dishes waited their turn in the spotlight.
“This for a food magazine?” I asked.
“Not exactly.” Dad fired a few shots. Strobes popped and flashed, leaving spots in my eyes.
“Advertising?”
“Sort of.” He repositioned the plate. “A menu. For the Whacky Wok.”
The Whacky Wok was a hole-in-the-wall takeout place on a side street in Soundview. A sign over the counter displayed photos of the various menu items along with corresponding numbers. A wisp of sadness swept over me. In the world of commercial photography, shooting menus was about as low as you could go, especially for a man who’d once done $10,000-a-day fashion shoots. More pops and flashes followed, then Dad replaced the chow mein with what looked like cashew chicken.
“What’s with the detectives and the missing girls?” I asked.
“You got me.” He adjusted a light. “Seems that we did some shots for their books.”
“Books” was model-business slang for the portfolios in which models carried their photos.
“Did they say what they think happened to them?”
“Nah, just asked some questions.” Again strobes popped and flashed. Dad seemed totally unconcerned. I decided to show him the strange e-mail from vengeance13773288@gmail.com.
“Interesting,” Dad said after reading my BlackBerry.
“Any idea what it means?”
He rubbed his hands together, made his eyes bulge, and grinned maniacally. “I could tell you, my dear, but then I’d have to kill you.”
“I’m serious, Dad.”
“Seriously?” His shoulders sagged. “Not a clue. Probably just someone playing with your head, you know?”
Sounded logical, I thought. But who?
Dad picked up his camera. “Gotta get this done before the food starts to look soggy. Feel free to take home anything I’ve finished shooting.”
“You won’t be home for dinner?”
“Looks like I’ll be here pretty late.”
I accepted the news with resignation. Dad always had a reason to stay away from home. And not just for late nights at the studio, but on weekends, too, when he’d go out of town to shoot weddings and anniversaries.
I put my arms around his neck and hugged him. “Why don’t you have dinner with us tonight?”
“Too much to do here,” he said, hugging me back. “But I promise we’ll do something special on Sunday, okay? Just the two of us?”
I kissed him on the cheek, took the chow mein, and went back out to the hall. There was no sign of Gabriel. In the office, Janet was thumbing through a file cabinet, the contents of the dropped files still scattered all over the floor, and the half-finished plate of beef with broccoli on her desk. I thought of saying goodbye but didn’t want to risk startling her again.
As I passed the kitchenette, Gabriel stepped out. I practically wound up in his arms. “Ah!” I laughed nervously and backed away, feeling my face grow hot. “Sorry!”
He smiled calmly, as if women stepped into his arms all the time, which, come to think of it, was probably true. “Nothing to be sorry about. That was nice.” His words had a slightly teasing quality. Meanwhile, those dark eyes burrowed in. “You look pretty.”
“Thanks,” I said, and almost replied, “You look gorgeous.”
“Got a boyfriend?” he asked.
“No one special.”
“That’s surprising.”
“Not if you saw what Soundview High has to offer.” That wasn’t really the case, but I never let the truth get in the way of snappy repartee.
He smiled again. This wasn’t the first time I’d felt attraction vibes emanating from him. But something always seemed to hold him back. I suspected it was because he worked for Dad and was worried that if we started dating and things went sour, it might make for an awkward situation.
Which was too bad.
Maybe I’d have to talk Dad into firing him.
Just kidding.
Chapter 3
WHEN I GOT home, Mom was sitting in the kitchen doing a crossword puzzle while she watched TV. The scent of chicken and sweet potatoes was in the air, and the table was set for three. I immediately felt bad that we were going to have yet another dinner without Dad. When Mom saw the chow mein covered with aluminum foil, she scowled.
“I stopped at the studio,” I explained. “Dad’s doing a Chinese menu. He said he wouldn’t be home for dinner.”
Her forehead creased, and she nodded silently. There didn’t seem to be anyt
hing more to say. When I was in grade school, she used to ask how school was, but school was always the same, and even though I was a good student, the best thing about every day was when it was over. So I never wanted to talk about it. Meanwhile, as I grew older, I couldn’t help noticing that my parents’ relationship grew more and more strained, so when I reached the bratty age of twelve, I had the perfect retort. Each time Mom asked how school was, I’d say, “How’re things with Dad?”
It didn’t take long for Mom to stop asking about school.
The ironic thing was, now that I was eighteen, I sometimes wished she would.
“What a weird day,” I said, putting the food in the refrigerator in case I got hungry later.
“Why do you say that?” Mom asked.
I told her about the detectives and the missing girls, and then showed her the anonymous e-mail.
Mom’s eyebrows dipped into a V. “Do you have any idea who it could be from?”
I shook my head. “Could be someone just fooling around.”
Mom’s scowl deepened. “I’d hate to think that this is someone’s idea of a joke.”
“Kind of sick, right?”
She nodded. I could have let it drop, but the truth was, there was something else bothering me. It had been bothering me for a long time, long before the anonymous e-mail appeared on my phone, and I knew it had to bother Mom, too, but we’d never spoken about it. Now I was hoping that she would bring it up so I wouldn’t have to. When she didn’t, I took a deep breath. “Mom, the thing is, you know Dad. Sometimes he can be, well, a little inappropriate.”
She stiffened, and I knew immediately that she understood what I was referring to. Our eyes met, and then she gazed off into the distance. Just when I thought that she had nothing to say on the matter, she asked, “Is there something…you want to tell me?”
I felt relief that she was willing to listen. “Nothing specific. But I just can’t help wondering if that’s what the person who wrote that e-mail meant. I mean, the way Dad sometimes looks at my friends, especially when they’re wearing something low-cut? And the things he says. You know…things that…fathers shouldn’t say.”
Mom was still looking out the window. It had been sunny earlier, but now the day was gray and shadowless. “I don’t know,” she said. “It could mean anything. Or maybe you’re right, and it’s just a prank. There’s no way to know.”