by Amy Brent
She was about to give up, when she realized there was a much simpler way to learn about this other woman. She searched for the news article about the shooting, and found the name of the strip club where Horatio had been shot. The Violet Butterfly, a so-called “Gentlemen's Club” only a few miles from the hospital where Nicole worked. She had never been there herself—it simply wasn't the sort of place she would ever consider visiting—but she knew the general area. She realized she had driven past the place many times, though she had never really paid it any mind.
She stared at the computer screen, drumming her fingers on her desk. She needed some kind of answers. And foolish though it might be, she realized that this other Nicole Willis was one of the only people she could get her answers from. She needed to know if there was any truth behind Horatio's claims.
And in order to find out, she would have to go down to the club and meet this woman face to face.
12
Nicole arrived at the Violet Butterfly late on a Saturday night. She figured that getting there a bit later would make it easier for her to find time to talk to the other Nicole, since hopefully, she wouldn't be too busy with her actual customers. Though she was certainly hoping she could get a chance to talk to the woman without having to pay for a lap dance or something equally distasteful.
When she first walked into the gaudily decorated place, she found a board in the lobby with pictures of all of the dancers. They were all shown on stage, wearing next to nothing, though none of the pictures showed the girls completely nude. Probably because they wanted people to pay to get into the club before they got to see the “good stuff.”
She scanned the pictures on the board. All of the women were thin, though none were all that attractive, at least not by Nicole's standards. They had nice enough bodies, but it was clear even from the pictures that most of them had fake tits, badly dyed hair, and spray tans. Nicole had never understood women who altered their bodies like that. She herself was an all-natural woman, and while she knew she could have stood to lose some weight, she considered her natural curves to be a blessing. There was no way she would ever change her body just to be ogled at by random men.
The strippers all used stage names, many of them cheesy and over the top names like “Kitty Whiskers” and “Missy Storm.” None of their real names were listed. But there was one dancer whose stage name was simply “Nicky Aster.” She was a black woman who looked like she was in her mid to late twenties. Nicole studied the picture, wondering if this “Nicky” was really the other Nicole Willis.
She figured there was only one way to find out.
She paid the entry fee to get into the club. While he was handing her the change, the man behind the counter frowned at her and said, “You know we don't have dudes here.”
“Excuse me?” Nicole asked.
“I mean, there are no male strippers. Just so you know. But hey, if you're into the ladies, that's cool too.” He smirked at her, his eyes roaming up and down her body.
Nicole grimaced in disgust, taking her change and walking away. She didn't care what the man thought about her, but she hadn't come here to be leered at. Though considering the sort of place this was, she knew she shouldn't have been surprised.
She found a table near the back of the main room, away from the stage. She wasn't here for the show. She just needed to find out if Nicky Aster was Nicole Willis, and then find a way to talk to her in private. There were a few dozen other people in the club, nearly all of them men, though there were a few young pairs of men and women sitting together, apparently here on dates. Nicole didn't understand the mindset of a woman who brought her boyfriend to a strip club, especially when she saw some of them buying lap dances for their boyfriends. She supposed some girls got off on seeing their man with another girl, as long as he came home with them at the end of the night with his engine revved up from the show.
When Nicky came out to dance, Nicole started paying more attention. The show didn't do much of anything for her, though a lot of the men in the room hooted and hollered, waving dollar bills at her. Nicky teased them and let them shove money into her underwear. A few guys even copped a feel when she came close enough, though Nicole noticed that the woman kept her distance from those men afterward. At the end of her dance, Nicky blew a kiss to the crowd, and then walked off stage to make room for the next dancer.
A few minutes later, Nicky came out onto the main floor, dressed now in a tight top and skimpy shorts that left little to the imagination. She walked from table to table, flirting with the customers and trying to sell them lap dances. She didn't so much as glance Nicole's way, probably guessing that Nicole wasn't likely to pay for a lap dance. Nicole watched the woman, wracking her brain for a way to approach her and bring up what she needed to talk about.
Finally, desperation set in and she did the only thing she could think of. As Nicky started walking past her table on her way back to the dressing room, Nicole called out to her, “Are you Nicole Willis?”
Nicky stopped and looked at her, her eyes widening. “Who wants to know?” she asked.
Nicole got up from her table and approached Nicky, lowering her voice. “I need to talk to you. It's about Horatio Cameron.”
Nicky frowned at Nicole, planting a hand on her hip. “Never heard of him. Do you want a dance, or are you just wasting my time?”
Nicole's mind raced, trying to think of what else to say. She had no idea how to get information out of this woman. “What about Igor Romanov? Do you know him?”
Nicky's face blanched. She took a step away, waving her hands in front of her. “I don't know nothing. Leave me alone.”
She turned and hurried away before Nicole could say anything else. But the look on her face had been answering enough. Nicky had clearly recognized the name. The only problem was, it had scared her off.
Nicole hung around the club a little bit longer, hoping to run across Nicky again so she could try to get something more out of her than a cold shoulder. When it became clear that Nicky wasn't going to show her face again, Nicole sighed and gave up. She slung her purse over her shoulder and headed for the door, figuring the entire trip had been a complete waste of time. She would just have to talk to Horatio, try to accept that he was telling her the truth, and hope they could move on with their lives.
The parking lot was dark as she walked to her car. A single street light flickered nearby, casting a stuttering light over the area before going out again. Nicole watched the shadows as she walked, a shiver racing up her spine. She walked a bit faster, looking over her shoulder to see if any of the sleazy men from the club had followed her. She reached into her purse for her pepper spray, just in case.
Before she could find it, a hand reached out and snatched her wrist. She yelped in terror as a huge monster of a man twisted her to the side and pinned her back against a car. He glowered down at her, knocking her purse out of her hands and putting a hand on her throat.
“I heard you were looking for me,” he growled. “Who the fuck are you, huh? You don't look like no fed.”
“I...I'm...I...” Nicole trembled under the man's grip, her chest feeling tight. She choked back a sob. “Please, let me go.”
“Not until I get some answers, bitch,” he said. “Why are you asking questions about me? You think you can come snooping around here, bothering Nicky, and I won't know about it?”
“I don't...I don't know what you mean,” Nicole said. “I don't know you. Please, let me go.”
He squeezed her throat, almost cutting off her air supply. “Try again, lady. You asked Nicky about me, and I want to know why. Who do you work for?”
It took Nicole's frazzled mind a few moments to figure out what was going on. This man, she realized, had to be Igor Romanov. Nicky must have called him after she ran off, letting him know that someone was in the club, asking about him. And Igor must have thought she worked for the government. It was insane, and she had never thought that her snooping around would lead to something like this.
She had just been trying to find out the truth about Horatio.
“Talk, bitch,” Igor said, pressing her tighter against the car. “Don't make me ask again. If you do, you and I are going to take a little ride, and have a chat someplace more private.”
He clenched a fist, making a silent promise about what their “private chat” would consist of.
“I don't know anything, I swear!” She struggled against his grip, but he was too strong. There was no chance she could possibly escape. Tears started streaming down her face. “Please, let me go. I won't tell anyone anything. I just want to go home. Please...”
“Wrong answer, bitch.”
Igor raised his fist.
A gunshot rang out across the parking lot.
Igor stumbled away from her, clutching at his side. His hand came away red with blood.
Igor raised his bloody hand, staring at it in shock. He looked up and met Nicole's eyes.
Then two more shots rang out. Bullets ripped into Igor's chest and he dropped to the ground. He shuddered for a moment, and then stopped moving.
Horatio appeared out of the darkness, holding a smoking gun in his hand. He rushed over to Nicole. “Nicole, dear, are you all right? Did he hurt you?”
Nicole shuddered, letting out a fierce sob of relief. She fell against Horatio's chest, clinging to him. He held her close and stroked her hair, whispering soothingly to her, and telling her that everything was going to be all right.
13
Horatio hurried Nicole to her car and they both got in. Horatio took the driver's seat, pulling Nicole's keys out of her purse and inserting them into the ignition. They were driving before Nicole could start thinking about what was going on.
“Wait,” she said. “Don't we need to wait for the police?” She looked over her shoulder at the parking lot as Horatio drove away. A crowd was already starting to gather outside, drawn by the sound of the gunshots.
“No,” Horatio said. “I can't risk blowing my cover. I might already be exposed after what happened the other day. But don't worry, I'll get my people on it.”
“Your 'people'?” She frowned at him. “What do you mean? And what are you doing out of bed? You should still be in the hospital recovering.”
“I'm fine,” he said, keeping his eyes on the road. “And I mean the government. They'll take care of this. Make Igor's death look like a mugging. Or possibly gang violence. Depends on what spin they decide to put on it.”
Nicole leaned back against the seat, covering her face with her hands. The situation was more than she could deal with. She had watched someone get shot. She had almost been killed. And now her boyfriend, the father of her child, was talking about a conspiracy to cover it up.
“Is that what you do?” she asked, unable to look at him. “Kill people, and then cover it up?”
“Nicole, that man was a monster. He was about to hurt you. Maybe even kill you. And we know he's been selling secrets to the Russians for a long time. Not just the information the stripper was giving him. We think he's been hacking government servers, bribing public officials, and using all kinds of other means to steal classified information. We never had enough evidence to bring him to trial, but after tonight that won't matter.”
“But you just killed him.” Nicole stared at Horatio in shock.
“Because it was the only way to protect you,” he said. “And to protect our child.”
Nicole looked out the window, unsure what else to say. If Igor was really as bad of a man as Horatio said, then there was no reason to mourn him. But at the same time, she wouldn't have wished for his death. Even knowing that he planned to hurt her, she wouldn't have wanted him dead. In jail, facing charges for his crimes, and able to stand trial, yes. But not dead.
But she knew Horatio was right. She had been in danger. Possibly mortal danger. And even if Igor hadn't planned on killing her, he would have hurt her, and that might have made her lose the baby.
She reached over and put a hand on Horatio's leg. “Thank you.”
“It was nothing,” he said.
“No, it was something. You saved my life.”
He smiled at her, putting a hand over hers. “I couldn't let him hurt you.”
They drove back to Nicole's apartment. When they got there, Nicole had to help Horatio out of the car. He had been ignoring the pain from his injuries when he needed to rush in to save her, but now that the moment had passed and his adrenaline had faded, his injuries were taking their toll on him. Nicole led him straight to her bed and laid him down, and then she took off his shirt so she could check his wounds. She changed the bandages for him, but she was worried that he had pushed himself so hard and had been back on his feet only a few days after being shot.
“You need to go back to the hospital,” she said.
“I'll be fine.” He gave her a forced smile.
“I'm not asking. I'm telling.” She gave him her sternest look, the one she reserved for stubborn patients who didn't want to listen to medical advice.
He let out a long sigh. “All right. But not a public hospital. I'll call my people. It would be better if I went to a private, secure facility.”
“I don't care where you go,” Nicole said. “As long as you go get checked out.”
Horatio made a few phone calls, sending some of his people to take care of the situation with the police back at the club. Not long after, the paramedics arrived to take Horatio to a secure medical facility. Nicole insisted on riding along with him. She ended up pacing in the waiting room of the medical facility while she was waiting for news about Horatio's condition. When the doctor eventually came out to speak with her, he told her that Horatio had torn out some stitches, but they had patched him up again and he was in stable condition, though he would need to remain in bed until the doctor was sure it was safe for him to move around again.
Several weeks passed before Horatio was given a completely clean bill of health. He was allowed to leave the medical facility at the end of the first week, and Nicole did everything she could to care for him at home, in between regular checkups with his doctor. They spent a lot of the time making plans for the baby that would be on its way in a few months. And while Nicole was happy now that Horatio was healing and safe, and she was overjoyed that they had a baby on the way, there was still one last looming issue that weighed on her mind.
She fought with herself for days about how to bring it up. She didn't even know what to say. But she knew that if things between her and Horatio were going to work out, she needed to speak her mind.
One morning, when she couldn't keep it in any longer, she looked at him across the breakfast table and said, “Horatio...we need to talk.”
14
Horatio set down his knife and fork. He folded his hands on the table and looked her in the eye. “All right,” he said. “What do we need to talk about?”
Nicole took a deep breath. Now that she had worked up the courage to talk about this, she didn't know where to begin. “Our lives have changed a lot in the last few months. My life has changed a lot.”
“For the better, I hope?” Horatio smiled at her, his eyes filled with his love and adoration for her.
“Yes,” Nicole said. “Of course. I love you, and I want us to raise this child together. But that means being together.”
Horatio lowered his eyes. “I think I know where this is going.”
“If it was just that you travel a lot, I'd be okay with it. I mean, lots of people have jobs where their work takes them overseas for weeks at a time. And I'd be fine with that, because I know you'd be coming home to me at the end. But I need to know that you are coming home.”
“Coming home alive, you mean,” he said, giving her a grave look.
She pressed her lips together in a thin line. It took her a few moments to sort through her thoughts so she could talk about this rationally, instead of letting her emotions take over. “You were shot, Horatio. You almost died. I saw it. You don't know what that was like. Seeing you there,
covered in blood. And I don't think I could live like that. Seeing you off at the airport, knowing you were going off into danger. Knowing that you might not come back.”
“People married to soldiers in the military, or to police officers or firefighters, face that risk all the time,” Horatio said. “But it's for a good cause. It's to save lives. I made a decision a long time ago that I would be willing to risk my life, if it meant saving others.”
“That was before you became a father.”
He looked away, toying nervously with his napkin. “I know. I know that changes things. But I don't know if...”
“If you could give up that life?” She reached across the table and took his hand, squeezing it tight. “For me? For us, and our child? I know it might seem like a lot to ask. But you can't ask me to face the possibility of your death, not when I'd be left here alone, raising our child without you. Haven't you done enough already? Protected enough people?”
“Is this what you want?” he asked, his tone quiet and serious. “Is this what you need? For me to give up that life?”
“We don't need the money. You've got more than enough to take care of our baby without risking your life to earn a living. And while I know you believe in what you do, I have to hope you can believe in something else, too. In a life with me. In our family. You have to believe that we're worth it.”
“This is really important to you, isn't it?”
“More important than almost anything else,” Nicole said.
Horatio looked off into the distance for a moment. Then he sighed. “Very well. If this is what you need, if this is the best path for our family, I'll do it. I'll quit.”
“You really mean that?”
“Of course, I do.”
