Teb laughed. “And we will be there. We will leave Dacia two hours before dusk, to arrive on the ridge just after dark has fallen.”
Kiri felt her heart ease with the return of Tebriel’s sure, uncomplicated strength.
“I will take the message,” the owl boomed. He swooped to the breakfast table, gulped down half a plate of lamb and wheat cakes, and with one wink at Teb, sped out the door, for Auric.
It was later, as Kiri and Teb knelt on the floor of the hall cutting out harnesses for Bluepiper and for one other young dragon, that she said, yawning, “I need sleep badly. So do you.” When she looked up, she was amazed at the anger in his eyes.
“What did I say?”
“I don’t need sleep. Don’t nag me.”
“I’m not nagging! Of course you need sleep!” She stared at him, crushed. He stared back, furious, but she saw pain deep beneath his anger, and saw confusion at his own temper. Yet when she reached to put her arms around him, he scowled and turned away, his thoughts closed to her. With a final angry glare he rose and left the hall.
She knelt there, staring after him, then followed. But halfway to the door she stopped and stood watching his retreating back. Then she spun around and ran—across the sunlit hall past the staring children, and out into the courtyard and across it. . . .
She burst into the cottage, startling Gram at the cookstove, and threw her arms around her.
When she was done crying, Gram sat her down and gave her tea and fresh bread spread with butter and honey. After finding Kiri a handkerchief, Gram said, “It was bound to happen. Be glad he is a bard.”
“What are you talking about?”
“You wouldn’t want to be in love with an ordinary man. Your father loved an ordinary woman. Life was hard for them. Teb’s mother loved an ordinary man. A king, but ordinary, not a bard. It must have been terrible for him when she left. You love a bard. Be glad.”
Kiri stared at Gram. Love had nothing to do with this; she was only concerned for Teb, frightened at the change in him, hurting at the terrible thing that had happened to him. She shivered and buried her face against Gram’s shoulder, uncertain how she felt.
“It will be all right, Kiri.”
“He’s so angry, Gram. So . . . different.” She didn’t want to say weakened. She didn’t want to say possessed, or remember Quazelzeg’s words . . . The bard is mine now. . . .
Gram held her and didn’t say anything, and after a while she was telling Gram all that had happened in Aquervell, all the terror of Quazelzeg’s terrifying invasion of Teb’s mind.
When she had finished, Gram held her close while she cried again. She had never been one for hysterics. What was the matter with her?
‘Tebriel needs rest, Kiri. Let him be awhile.”
Kiri shivered.
Gram held her away, looking hard at her. “Give Tebriel your faith. And your trust. He is still Tebriel! He fought beside you to save Dacia. He bled in the arena, nearly died there. Oh, Kiri, the terrible twisting of his mind, the pain, the drugs—it will take time for him to heal, but he will heal. Give him time.”
She looked steadily at Gram. “We leave for Windthorst two hours before dusk. To fight Sivich and the dark armies.”
Gram’s look went naked with fear. Then she smiled. ‘Tebriel will be strong. He will be strong, Kiri! And you will be strong, with him. Now, come, you need rest.”
Gram bedded her down on fresh sheets, near the wood fire. “Sleep for a little while. I will wake you in midafternoon.” She kissed Kiri, looking deep into her eyes, and left her.
But Kiri didn’t sleep. She lay awake thinking thoughts that would not let her sleep.
Chapter 19
There are many evils beyond the doors that could destroy me. But to give in to my fear would destroy me without question.
*
When the dragons had fled Quazelzeg’s palace courtyard, the dark leader stood cold with rage that a dragonling had been so nearly captured, then lost. He swore at his inept captains and watched impatiently as the stronger officers tried to strike order.
As officers and troops came to attention, all eyes focused on him. He looked them over, searing his gaze into them until the humans among them flinched.
“You have lost the dragon. You have lost the slaves and the bard children with your clumsiness.” He paused, letting them sweat. No eye dared blink, no hand move.
“You have failed the leaders whom you serve!”
He did not mention Tebriel’s escape. He would have freed Tebriel anyway. The Prince of Auric was his now; Prince Tebriel would do his work now. Quazelzeg smiled. Now, Tebriel himself would help him recapture the bard children and help him snare the dragonling— whether willingly or unknowingly didn’t matter. No distance, now, could destroy his hold over the bard prince.
How interesting the way these things worked out. He had no notion how Tebriel had found out about the captive bard children, but on balance, Quazelzeg knew the dark had gained more than it had lost.
Still, he must have the child bards back. And he would have the dragonling with them.
“Mechek, Igglen, you will take forty men, ready a ship, and go after the bards. You will return to me only when you have the two bard children—and the dragonling.”
The officers dared not speak.
“I will use my powers to help you,” he said with studied softness. “I will see that Tebriel himself leads you to those you are to capture.”
The officers stared.
“Go on! Get to Lashtel! What are you waiting for! Go and ready a ship, to follow the dragons! They will head either for Dacia or for Windth—”
Suddenly the courtyard was gone.
He stood alone in a dark mist.
There was no sound. He shielded himself with power. What trick was this?
A black Door shone before him, cut sharply out of the mist, a heavy Door strapped and hinged with iron. As he looked, it grew taller until it rose as high as his castle towers. When it swung inward, he stood scowling into the deeper darkness beyond. Such a trick could not last long—no one had the power to deceive him for long. He raised his hand to wipe the vision away, but a woman appeared in the doorway, and her presence held him still.
She was tall and tawny haired. Her green eyes shone with an intense, disturbing power. He willed her away from him, yet he was drawn to her. A white dragon slipped out of the blackness to rear and coil around her, spreading its wings above her. It stared down at him with eyes like hers, eyes of green fire. Its tongue came out and curled and licked as if it would like to snatch him up and swallow him.
The woman’s voice was soft. “You are Quazelzeg.” She smiled, but not a soft smile. He was staring at her, deciding which power to use to banish her, when he saw Sharden lying below, as if he stood on a mountain. Sharden—his city, where lay his second castle. He could see his disciples and slaves down there; the woman and dragon were there, as well as here before him. There were other dragons winging above the castle.
What did this mean?
A voice riveted him. Not the woman’s voice but the dragon’s, deep and thunderous:
“I am the dragon, Quazelzeg. I am the one you must seek.” The dragon smiled, bloody mouth gaping, white teeth like blades, flames spurting from deep within. Quazelzeg stared, hating it—and lusting to own it.
“I am the one you must follow,” it said. “If you follow me—and if you can kill me—you will win this world completely.
“But only by killing me. Only me . . .”
The dragon turned. The woman looked at Quazelzeg for a moment, calmly, in full command. Her eyes held a deep challenge that infuriated him. When she turned, she swung onto the dragon’s back; it spun, and they were gone into blackness.
He stood staring after them. Countless Doors began to appear, opening into uncounted worlds. He could see the dragon racing through, so that it seemed to be a thousand dragons. Wherever he looked, Doors shone in a spinning tangle of chambers and caves and infini
te space, and always the dragon was racing through as if it challenged him to follow.
He did not want to admit that this was more than trickery. He could turn and go back to his own palace—or he could follow and destroy them. He stood for an instant alone between worlds, lusting with the challenge. Then he brought his powers around him like protecting armor and stepped into the careening blackness.
*
The two white dragons beat across a powerful wind, easing a path for Iceflower, who limped along behind them. It was just dusk. Aven rode before Teb, filled with eager visions of a blue dragonling. Darba rode in front of Kiri, her wonder touching Kiri powerfully: She was free; she was with other bards like herself. She was, ultimately and joyously, with dragons. Kiri hugged the little girl and smiled.
Yet when Kiri looked across at Teb, that hurtful unease crawled in her mind again. She tried to hide her uncertainty. When he touched her thoughts with a powerful sense of needing her, she responded with all her strength. In the thin moonlight, his look was so honest, and so caring, that she reached through space to touch his hand between sweeps of the dragons’ wings.
*
Ahead of them, on Windthorst, Camery and Colewolf’s armies waited in silence atop the mountain ridge above Sivich’s camp. Many of the warriors who waited with them had, a day ago, been slaves of the unliving. Awakened to the visions of dragon song, these men and women and children had armed themselves and made their way south, side by side with the speaking animals.
Owl spies patrolled mountain and valley, winging silently through the night between Camery’s camp and Ebis’s army, waiting on the ridge farther north.
*
Ebis lounged beside his black stallion, letting the animal graze at the sparse grass. He was a big man, broad of shoulder and with a heavy, curling black beard. Not since he had won Ratnisbon back, some years ago, had a battle excited him so. This night’s work must make an end to Sivich—and a beginning to the end of the dark rulers. Certainly the dragonbards had fanned the fires of revolt across the larger continents to a roaring blaze. Many slaves had turned on their masters and killed them, and joined with Camery’s troops.
Thinking of Camery made him smile. He remembered her as a little girl. She had grown up very like her mother—a fighter just like Meriden. A fine figure she made on that black dragon, a daughter Meriden would be proud of. He made a fervent warrior’s prayer for her in this battle; and for Tebriel and his bards to return safely from Aquervell.
*
Quazelzeg followed the woman and dragon through endless Doors, planning to drive them into some dark world where he could destroy them. He could hear the deathly cries of the soulless multitudes, very near. Soon he was moving through a mass of writhing cadavers, thinking how best to draw the woman and dragon to him. The creatures clustered around him, reaching up. Moldering bodies cried out to him. He trampled and kicked them, taking pleasure and strength from their pain, knowing they would take the same from him if they could—but knowing they could suck life from the dragon. As he strode across the bodies, hurrying after the dragon, the creatures’ bloody hands began to pull at him. He beat them back, but they clutched and heaved, climbing up him until suddenly he was no longer taking power from them—they were taking power from him. He ran, turning back to strike at them.
He saw the dragon very near. It was smiling; the woman, Meriden, was smiling. He swung at the bodies with fury. They clung, covering him. He fell under their weight, was smothering under creatures that sucked at his power to build their strength. He screamed. . . .
The bodies vanished; the dragon was gone, the woman gone. He stood in his own courtyard, staring at the flickering torchlight. He was alone, and it was night, not morning. The thin moon was low overhead. There was no soldier in the courtyard, no servant. He shouted for officers and servants. How long had he been away? How long . . . ?
His captains came running, the humans among them stumbling and bleary eyed. Captain Vighert cowered before him, his face white.
“We thought you dead,” Vighert said. “You fell, in the courtyard. We carried you to your chambers—you lay as if dead. . . .”
“I am not in my chambers. I am not dead. Have you sent for ships?”
“There are no ships,” Vighert said. “They burned the ships.”
The officers watched, the un-men without expression.
“There are no ships,” Vighert repeated.
“Did you open the cave? Did you release the queen?”
“We . . . no. You gave no such order.”
Quazelzeg stared at Vighert, then up at the darkening sky. “How long . . . ?”
“Since this morning,” Vighert said.
“Why didn’t you open the cave?”
“You gave no such order.”
“Open it now. And go to my chamber, Vighert, and bring the queen to me.” He smiled. “If my pets kill the entire lot of bards and dragons, so be it. If they do not. . .” His smile deepened to a white scar of stretching mouth. “If they do not, what is left will come crawling to me for protection.”
“But how can they follow? There is no scent—we don’t know . . .”
“They will follow. Open the cave.”
Vighert stared.
Quazelzeg said patiently, “It will be Tebriel himself who will lead my pets to the dragons.” Yes, Meriden’s son would lead them, and that would be the sweetest revenge of all. He looked at his hands, which he kept immaculate, and saw filth from endless worlds.
By the time the creatures were released, the thin moon was dropping into the west. Quazelzeg’s pets swept out through the hole at the bottom of the wall, up into the night, following their queen, their wings cutting the wind with a dry, snapping sound, their little sharp teeth gleaming, their little dull minds dreaming of blood. Their yellow queen led them with sporadic shiftings across the sky, pulled by a thin, uncertain beckoning. The black cloud of vamvipers shifted with her, changing and changing shape like black smoke, filling the wind with their stink.
*
It was just dark when Camery looked up suddenly to see three smears of white moving fast across the stars. “Teb,” she breathed. She stifled a shout of greeting as the white dragons slipped across the wind and dropped for the mountain. The massed warriors moved back to give them room, and the three came to rest in a furling of wings. Camery could feel Kiri’s silent cry, Papa! Oh, Papa!
Starpounder and Nightraider reared, nudging their sisters in greeting, fanning their wings over them, nearly smothering the bards. Kiri slid down and ran into Colewolf s arms, and clung close. The three dragonlings came dropping out of the sky, where they had been patrolling, to press around Iceflower, nudging and caressing her. Only Rockdrumlin was missing, as he carried Charkky and Mikk over Auric Palace.
Camery hugged Teb and held him, then pulled Marshy to her. She saw the two new children and reached to gather them in, but the red-haired boy moved away from her and stood alone, staring at Bluepiper.
As the dragonling stared at the boy, all whispering stopped.
Child and dragonling looked at each other for a long time, with the troops so still around them that Camery could hear Aven swallow. Suddenly Bluepiper snorted softly, bowed his neck, and pushed his face down at Aven. The little boy wrapped his arms around the dragonling’s blue, scaly nose. They remained so until Aven flung himself onto the dragonling’s back and leaned over, hugging Bluepiper and gulping back tears.
When he slipped down from Bluepiper’s back, it was to buckle on the harness Teb and Kiri had made. Quickly he mounted again, and Bluepiper leaped for the sky. Darba watched them with envy.
Kiri put her arm around Darba and drew her close. “I have no dragon, either,” she said. Darba looked up, her eyes wide with surprise.
“Nor has Windcaller a bard,” Kiri said. “Windcaller and I travel together, but we are not paired. You will travel with one of the dragonlings until you find your own dragon mate.”
The little girl looked incredulous;
then joy spilled out in a bright smile. She grabbed Kiri, hugging wildly, her excitement sweeping them both. Kiri held her tight, and over Darba’s shoulder she saw Firemont looking. She beckoned to him.
The red-black dragonling came nuzzling, pushing at Darba with a sly look in his eye. Kiri showed Darba how to harness him. He sighed with pleasure as the little girl buckled on the soft leather. “You are beautiful,” Darba whispered.
“And you are the most beautiful of all possible girl children,” Firemont answered.
As Kiri gave the child a leg up, Firemont opened his wings and lifted away silently into the night. Soon they were lost in the blackness.
Teb had watched the child and dragonling—a stupid display of sentiment. He walked away by himself and stood looking morosely down the cliff where Sivich’s armies were hidden.
The moon shone across the top of the ridge, but it would leave Camery’s descent down the mountain in blackness. She had planned very well, he admitted crossly.
He was confused and puzzled by his own anger. Something was pulling at him, and had been ever since he had left Aquervell. He reached out to face it, irritated and very tired. He felt it quicken, and felt his interest in it quicken.
Kiri watched Teb, frowning, but when she went to join him, he moved away from her along the mountain rim. She stood staring after him, then turned away and went to stand with Papa. Colewolf put his arm around her. They stood looking down the cliff, where they could hear the occasional jingle of a halter chain and a muffled voice.
It was bad, in Aquervell, Colewolf said. Very bad for Tebriel.
Yes. Very bad.
You’re afraid for him.
She showed him what had happened to Teb.
He squeezed her shoulder, held her close. His solid warmth and his silent, reassuring thoughts strengthened her. Her father had great power. His silence—the muteness of his voice and the quiet of his nature— was deceptive. They stood for a long time, his spirit firm and undismayed. When they turned back, she felt stronger.
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