Once we’re back under the covers where the warmth of her body next to mine settles over me, I put an arm over her and let my eyes drift shut. I’m just entering the threshold of sleep when I feel a small thud at the foot of the mattress along with a rawr! I jerk, and look up to see Mr. Meowgi curling up by Annie’s feet. Once he’s settled, he looks over at me with more mocking disdain. He squints his eyes as if to say “that’s right, I’m sleeping here, and I dare you to do something about it motherfucker.” I swear if he had poseable toes, he’d give me the two-finger eye salute. Or flip me off.
While I don’t want him on the bed, or even in the same zip code, I’m favoring sleep over duking it out over bed space with seven pounds of Satan. He should consider himself lucky. Annie’s breathing has already returned to slow and steady, oblivious to the silent duel going on around her. Still leery, I lay my head back down on the pillow, hoping to God I wake up with my eyeballs still in my head.
My vagina ruined it. My horny, hormonally crazed bitch of a vagina ruined it. She just had to have it. She was a little whore, a little drunk-on-hormones whore. She couldn’t just let me have the most romantic lovemaking experience that my child’s father was trying to give me. Noooo.
Ugh. Who am I kidding? I can blame her all I want, but when it comes down to it, I had no self-control. I ruined it. Tyler was a sweet, understanding, wonderful man about it, putting my pleasure before his own wants.
He wanted to go slow, and I did too. God, how I want to do that with him. I’m dying to know what it would be like, how it would feel. He’s been so tender with me in every way he treats me, I bet it would be like heaven.
I look over at him, asleep on his side facing me. The winter morning sky is grey, giving enough light to the room to make him visible, but the rest of the room is still somewhat dark. His bare, broad chest looks so warm and inviting. He did say I could make it up to him this morning…
I lay back and wrestle with my t-shirt to get it off of me, eager to press my skin against his. Once it’s discarded on the floor, I inch over to him and huddle close, enjoying the warmth that radiates off him and caresses my skin. I nuzzle my face into his neck, planting soft kisses down the side as I breathe in his manly scent that sets off a spark deep in my insides. Tyler begins to stir and draws in a deep breath as I make my way down to his chest. He lets out a low groan and I feel its vibration against my lips.
“Mmm… gorgeous,” he growls out as he shifts to his back and places a hand on the side of my face, cupping my cheek.
“Hi,” I respond, smiling as I trace my fingertips down his chest to his solid abs and back up again.
“What are you up to?” he asks with a lazy smile, his eyelids at half-mast.
I shrug innocently. “Just a surprise wake up. Want me to let you sleep?”
“Absolutely not,” he says, his voice raspy and thick with sleep. I’m adding that to the top ten things I find sexy about him. “C’mere.”
He opens his arm and pulls me to lie on top of him. I let out a sigh at the welcoming feeling of our warm bodies pressed together as he threads both of his hands in my hair and pulls me down into a kiss. It’s soft but deep, and I feel the skin prickle on my back and a spark start to kindle deep inside. His lips take mine in slow, languid strokes, and I bask in the way he’s taking his time to enjoy me, in no rush to get to the prize at the end like we’ve done before.
After a moment, he lets his tongue delve into my mouth to rub and caress against mine. While the warm wetness of it makes my inner flames begin to crackle, the slow passion happening between us makes it feel like some enchanted mist is swirling around us, encasing us in our own bubble.
I feel his cock harden through his boxer briefs and begin to brush against my leg while one of his hands goes to my breast and hesitantly lingers. I let out a small moan when he withdraws his tongue from my mouth.
“Are they sore?” he asks against my lips. I shake my head, eager to lock our mouths together again. I wonder for a moment how he knew to ask that and then quickly realize he must have read it in a pregnancy book. Oh em gee, I just fell a little further into the feelings. He resumes his slow and sensual kissing as he lets his hand gently massage my boob, still obviously afraid to be too rough. He breaks off the kiss to move his lips along my jawline on their way to my neck where serious erogenous zones await them.
“Annie,” he addresses me sensually as he brings his face back in front of mine. I give him my attention and look back in his eyes. “I’ve never done this before.”
I giggle incredulously at him.
“Um, I’m pretty sure you have,” I remind him.
“I’ve had sex. I’ve never made love.” He continues to gaze at me with a solemnness in his eyes while he lets the gravity of his words sink in. They drop like a rock to the pit of my stomach.
“Oh.”
Of course he hasn’t. He doesn’t do this. I thought with everything he said about us being together, that might change. “Right,” I say as I start to back off of him, but he holds tight and fast to my body, keeping me on top of him. He draws me in for another kiss as he cradles my shoulders and holds on to my knee to roll us. Once he has me on my back and is hovering over me, he breaks the kiss and leans away just enough for us to be able to focus on each other’s faces.
“Will you be my first?” he asks softly.
Wow.
I can only manage a nod as I look up at him through my lashes. His smile is his response, and he leans down to tease my lips with his before engulfing me. We kiss in long, lazy strokes, our heads turning with each motion. After a while, his lips decide to venture down my throat until they meet that space between my neck and collarbone, letting his tongue dart out to touch my skin which makes my core warm and shivery at the same time. His breath on my skin makes my senses come alive and the blood starts flowing. Dammit, I’m worked up already but my libido is just going to have to chill, I decide. I am determined to let myself enjoy every kiss, every touch. This is special and important to Ty - and me too.
He cages my head in on the bed with his forearms as he brings his mouth up to mine again and I bring both my hands to his face, letting out a soft moan against his lips. It’s then that he takes me up a notch by pressing his hard-on into me, letting me feel it through his briefs against my pelvis. Another rush flows through me and I let myself enjoy it, without letting it take over. I moan out again, not afraid to express how he’s making me feel. He takes a sharp breath in reaction and brings a hand up to stroke his thumb against my cheek while kissing along the other side. His other hand starts to wander down my body, stopping to cup my breast and stroke his thumb over the nipple before letting his mouth come down to join in, closing down over all of my areola. The swipes of his tongue make me whimper and my breathing picks up. It feels so good and I resist the urge to rub against him for relief. I want this to last. He smooths his tongue over my nipple a couple more times, causing my sex to flood with more heat before tenderly kissing his way to my mouth again.
“I’ve never wanted anyone in all the ways that I want you,” he murmurs against my lips. My eyes flutter open to look into his, wanting to experience the look in them along with the sound of his words. The look of adoration I see in his dark depths makes my heart crack wide open, letting him in completely. I know in this moment, my guard is completely gone. I’m in this, and the sensation of giving myself completely over to Tyler engulfs me in the most wonderful feeling of ecstasy. Every single touch from him feels amplified, taking me deeper into a place of warmth and bliss.
He moves against me, making my blood rush harder and faster. His lips seem to become more heated as he drags them across the skin of my neck, and I can’t help pressing my pelvis up into him. He mercifully pulls my leg up over his hip to bring us flush with each other. His hard cock rubs against my sensitive clit and I’m trying like hell not to lose control; to be present with him through every step of this.
I can’t believe I’ve never let myself feel this bef
ore, but somehow the universe wanted me to for the first time with this person; and nothing has ever felt more right. Every gasp, moan and ragged breath out of Annie’s mouth spurs me to do more to her. Making her feel good is making me feel incredible. It’s like a high. Never before have I slowed down and let myself feel the connection I have with the other person, and I know in this moment it’s because there was never one to feel. I felt it our first night, despite how urgent and crazed our motions were, and now I’m deliberately letting myself feel it and it’s making every single touch and movement burst with euphoria all through my body.
Annie’s warm, soft skin moves beneath me, caressing against mine and it’s making my arousal come over me in slow hard waves, as opposed to the fast and rough jolts I’m used to.
I inch my way down Annie’s warm body until I get to the lace trim of her panties. When I pull them down her hips, I can’t help but bring my mouth to the newly exposed skin there and bite it gently before swiping my tongue over it. I’m rewarded by a gasp followed by a moan as her hand grips the back of my hair. After easing her panties the rest of the way down, I kiss my way back up her body, taking my time the whole way. I thought taking it slow would be something I’d have to concentrate on, something I’d have to train my body to do, but it’s coming so naturally. I let myself enjoy the haze that’s settling over Annie and me as I kiss up her throat to find her mouth again. Once I do, I let my tongue tangle with hers at the same time my fingers find her clit, causing her to moan into my mouth. Her breathing immediately picks up, like her body is warning me that she’s close. I won’t stop. I’m going to keep touching her and kissing her… making her feel amazing.
“Ty,” she whimpers out between her rapid breaths.
“Let go,” I say, kissing along her cheek to her ear. “Its okay honey, let go.” So, she does. She cries out before biting down on her lip and moaning out the rest of her release, which I can feel pulsing against my fingers that didn’t even make their way inside her. I’m more than okay with this. It takes the edge off her arousal while turning me on so much it brought mine up to her level. I line myself up on top of her, nestling my waist between her legs and let my hard-as-iron cock rest against her folds. I look into her eyes and run my fingertips over the contours of her face while she recovers, just taking all of her in.
“You’re so beautiful when you do that,” I whisper as I bring my mouth down on hers again. She responds by releasing a sweet little moan into my mouth that sets my heart on fire. I want inside of her, now. “Are you ready for me?” I ask gently, bringing my face away just enough so that I can see her.
“Yes,” she nods with hooded eyes. I keep my weight propped on one hand as I line myself up with her warm, wet opening. I want to see her face as I enter her, something I’ve never bothered to care about with anyone else. I want to see what happens behind those beautiful eyes as our bodies join together. I hold her gaze with mine as I push inside her and Goddamn, I’m not disappointed. Her eyes widen before slowly blinking and opening again. It’s an incredible sight.
Even though I was just in her last night, she’s as tight as ever; her warm, soft walls fitting snugly around my cock. I draw in a sharp breath and then let it out slowly as I pump in and out a few times before driving all the way in.
“God, you feel so good,” I tell her as I rock into her, setting a slow but hard rhythm for us.
“Tyler… oh my God…,” Annie responds, her hands threading into my hair as I bury my face in her neck, gliding my tongue across her silky skin before closing my mouth down on it to mark her. I moan when her already tight pussy squeezes my cock, adding even more friction. It feels so fucking good like this, with no condom between us, fully immersing ourselves in each other.
“Ohh…” I groan again as I inch my thrusts in a little deeper, hitting her right where I know she needs me. Annie’s hands move to grip the skin on my back as she brings her knees up to take me deeper. She’s panting and grunting along with me. Our bodies seemed to have meshed together and are rolling like ocean waves. Annie arches into me as I feel us both getting closer by the second.
I’m not sure how long I keep the slow rhythm going, but it’s a perfect slow and steady climb that every part of me is enjoying every second of. Not at any point does it lag, but gets marginally stronger with each push of my cock inside Annie. While our first night was spontaneous combustion, this is a slow burn, and holy shit, I almost never want the fuse to burn out.
Our bodies are listening so well to each other as the pressure starts to mount and the pace picks up, a little harder and faster with each pass. I seem to have lost control of my hips as they start to ram harder into Annie with each thrust, while she spurs me on with her cries of pleasure with each hit and the squeeze of her legs on either side of me. My grunts are bordering on yells and I bring my mouth down on hers which does little to quiet me. Our voices echo off the walls of her bedroom as we reach the peak and come together with an explosion. The climax crashes over both of us and the world around me starts to blur. Annie’s cries and moans sound like they’re echoes from a far-off place. I pound out the rest of my release into her in hard and fast strokes, letting her responses guide me through to the very end where I give her my weight, laying down completely on top of her. I’m sweating, panting, and my heart is racing so fast it feels like it might explode. I feel Annie’s chest rising and falling rapidly beneath mine as I try to catch my breath from the most amazing orgasm that rushed like a shock wave through my body.
I draw in a deep breath, trying to slow my panting as I try to reflect on the wonder that is actually making slow meaningful love with most special person in my world when my brain starts to process another new feeling that is happening… Annie is gently gliding her nails down the skin of my back. This is new. And holy fuck, there can’t be any other feeling like it. She lazily glides her fingertips down and back up my back to my shoulder, leaving goosebumps in their wake. It’s so relaxing, soothing, comforting… and I realize now it’s another part of what they call lovemaking. LayingLying together in the blissful aftermath is another factor I never before considered.
“Oh my God…,” I groan as I start to plant appreciative kisses along Annie’s cheek. “Don’t ever stop doing that.” I feel a breathy giggle escape her and I realize I should stop crushing her and our little peanut. I shift off of her slightly, but keep my head on her shoulder and my arm protectively across her so that she can continue the magic that she’s doing with her nails on my back.
All this time, I thought I knew what great sex was, and I’m just now finding out how clueless I’ve been. I can’t bring myself to regret not finding out until Annie. I’m blown away and in a complete daze that dissipates ever so slowly as I drift off in the best way I ever have, under the delicate touch of this wonderful woman.
My eyes slowly open now to the daylight streaming across the bed, leaving an empty space where I last saw Annie laying. I blink a couple of times as my ears pick up on the faint sound of running water and slow music playing. I stretch and smile to myself at the extremely recent memory of holding Annie in my arms while we came together; me filling her with everything I had and her taking it all so blithely.
I climb out of bed and make my way down the short hallway to the closed bathroom door where none other than Mr. Meowgi is sitting guard like a wannabe gargoyle. He looks up at me with squinted eyes and hisses.
No fucking way. This is not happening. I am not letting this little shit stand between me and my woman- even if he does look like he’s going to savagely shred my legs if I try to pass.
“Alright, this is not happening cat,” I look down at him. “Beat it.”
He hisses again as his eyes travel down my body, and I swear to God it looks like he’s assessing my junk.
“Oh, hell no,” I cover myself with one hand and I have no idea why, it’s not like the little shit is going to break out a tape measure. I gesture with my other hand to get him to move. “I mean it, cat. Get the fuck
out of here!” I say through clenched teeth.
Raawwwr! He howls like the little demon cat from Pet Semetary, still refusing to move. Dick. I look around for something that could help me out and glance back into Annie’s room to see a long white ribbon sitting on her dresser. I step in and grab it before returning to the hallway and dangling in front of Mr. Meowgi’s face. His eyes immediately widen, following the end of the ribbon and pawing it.
“Yeah, you like that? You wanna play, boy? Go get it!” I say enthusiastically as I toss it down the hall and the moron chases it, finally giving me access to the bathroom where I know a beautifully wet, naked woman is waiting for me. I open the door to a cloud of steam that smells like a tropical rainforest as a woman’s voice comes from the radio, singing something about the bones of a house being good. I waste no time pulling the curtain back and climbing in, startling Annie enough that she jumps and let out a yelp when she sees me over her shoulder. I immediately pull her back against me, wrapping my arms around her chest.
“You scared the shit out of me,” she says, letting out an exasperated laugh as she catches her breath. She swats my bicep before letting her hands grip on to my forearms and I chuckle in her ear.
“Sorry, didn’t mean to, but I had to get in here and tell you something and it couldn’t wait another second.”
“And what’s that?” she asks as the water droplets dance and bounce off our skin. I slowly turn her to face me and take her face in my hands.
“That I love you,” I tell her, softly. Her pale amber eyes go wide and she freezes in place as drops of water slowly roll down the side of her face. “Annie I’ve never loved anyone before, but there is no mistaking this feeling. I love you and everything inside me knows it without a doubt -” I can’t finish because Annie is up on her toes kissing me like crazy. She’s mirroring my position with her hands on my face and her lips are brushing mine with an emotion that burns a trail straight to my chest. I wrap my arms around her and welcome it. After a moment the kiss slows and she gently pulls away to look at me, a smile shining brightly in her eyes.
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