“You and Lyn’s Mom happened! That’s what happened!” he shouted angrily
“Whatever. Where’s Lyn?” I asked.
“They took her for an MRI, and her mom went in to see the doctor.” He paused for a second and then launched at me. “You couldn’t find anyone other than Lyn’s mom to play house with, motherfucker?”
“Oh yeah…. you were so happy about it a few hours ago,” I snapped.
“My knee didn’t hurt a few hours ago, and Lyn was dancing on my lap,” Joe said, then changed his tone. “How was she, huh?”
“Knock it off… where did you have the accident?” I asked, brushing off his senseless remarks about Becca and me.
“We were on the Hutchinson Parkway. A car was passing when its driver lost control and slid towards us, I swerved to avoid it and hit a tree,” he explained, and got angry. “The son of a bitch kept going.”
“You stayed conscious?” I asked.
“Yes, yes. I checked on Lyn and called 911,” he assured me.
“And the BMW?” I asked.
“Could use a couple of weeks in the shop, might need to borrow your Aston,” he said.
“It’s all yours,” I sincerely offered.
“So you murdered the husband to get the wife,” he said slyly.
“Who are you?” I said disgustingly.
We heard the police officer telling the receptionist, “My work is done here.” He nodded to us as he was heading for the door. It was then when Becca came running towards me. She had a furious look on her face, and her eyes were filled with sparks.
“Richard!” she called with anger as she approached me. I stood up, wondering what I did that made her so furious. As soon as she reached me, she slapped me across the face. I lost my balance for a second because it was so unexpected of her to slap my face like that. Joe jumped up and came closer hopping on one foot.
“Becca, darling. What’s wrong? Is Lyn ok?” I asked with disbelief at what she just did.
“You slept with her?!” She threw the accusation in my face, and it struck me harder than the slap. I totally froze. “Did you sleep with her?” She asked again, her finger pointing at me like a sword waiting to pierce my heart when I spoke.
“Yes, but…” I started to speak, but as soon as I said yes, Becca stopped me.
“I don’t want to hear another word from you. I risked my whole life just to be with you, I risked my marriage, and my daughter’s happiness, and this is …” I started to speak again but she stopped me. “No, no, I don’t want to hear any excuses.”
“What’s going on?” Joe demanded, “What are you talking about?”
“Ask your friend,” she turned away to go back inside, then stopped and turned around as I called her name, “Don’t you ever say my name again, ever!”
“People, what the fuck is going on here?” Joe shouted.
“I don’t want to see you, I don’t want to talk to you, I don’t want to hear your name ever again!” She turned around and ran inside.
I kept watching her, hoping that she would look back, but she never did. She never gave me a chance to explain to her what happened. Then I turned to Joe who was standing on one foot waiting for an explanation. Then, as if hit by lightening, he understood everything without me saying a word. With one blow, he punched me in the face and knocked me to the floor. He stood there as I fell down, holding his fist up waiting for me to fight back, but I didn’t. I sat on the floor, my eye hurting like hell. The hospital security came and held Joe, and the police officer helped me up and took me out. “You better leave son,” he said.
The rain had almost stopped, and it became so calm outside. I found my car and drove away, not knowing where to go next. Half a mile up the road, I felt sick so I stopped and opened the door just as a car stopped next to me.
“Son, are you OK?” An old guy asked me. I didn’t say anything; I just signaled to him to leave. Then he called to me again, “Are you sure?”
I nodded and said, “I’m fine.”
He drove away, and I gathered myself and started driving again. Becca’s scent filled my car and lingered on my skin. I still felt her warmth all over me. “What have I done?” I said out loud. I had ruined the only thing that was good for me. In a second all was gone. My whole life became worthless.
I reached an intersection where I had to decide whether to go back to the city or upstate. I stopped in the middle of the road. I couldn’t go back to the city and walk alone on the same streets that Becca and I walked hand in hand; I couldn’t sleep alone in the same bed where I made love to the only woman who I really loved. I can’t live next door to my friend whom I betrayed. I couldn’t look Lyn in the eye and tell her, “Sorry I ruined your life, but I should have known better.”
I lost it all then. I was going to leave it all behind me. From then on, I would be on my own. I was going far away, very far away, to where I couldn’t hurt anyone and no one can hurt me. I turned right, turned on the radio, and listened to Roger Waters sing,
“Hey girl
Don't point the finger at me
I am only a rat in a maze like you
And only the dead go free…”
Pages from My Diary… Richard!
Rebecca’s love affair with Richard left her breathless. Soon after, she writes a lustful entry in her diary, describing her feelings. It’s an erotic poem, a journey of lust and a lost love the length of an orgasm…
…Richard!
I woke up calling your name,
Oh!
Lyn,
Still wearing her clothes from the party,
Her make up smeared on the white cushion,
Silly girl!
Is it late or early?
I don’t know,
I must have been dreaming about you,
Oh!
She can hear me whispering your name,
Every time I think of you,
Silly me!
I have to go back to sleep,
Dream about you once more,
Wake up moaning,
Yes!
No!
Oh!
I did it again,
She opened her eyes,
Smiled at me,
My little baby,
Just a little and closed them again,
No!
It can’t be,
A few days ago I was still me,
I envied the birds,
The flowers,
The water in the waterfalls,
Oh!
I didn’t tell you,
About my biggest dream,
To ride a white horse under a waterfall,
And into a stream,
Oh!
Yes,
Naked,
Water running down on me,
Richard,
Ride with me,
Oh!
Silly me,
Lyn forgive me,
Every time I think of him,
His name escapes from me,
Richard,
Don’t go,
Wait for me,
Tonight,
I’m yours,
Love me,
Oh!
Silly me,
I said I love you,
Without you even asking me,
It must be the champagne,
Maybe the chocolate,
Or the strawberry,
Oh!
It must be the full moon,
It’s making me dizzy,
Why is this heat coming on to me?
It must be you wanting me,
Oh!
Come ride with me,
I’ll let you kiss my lips,
Your hand touch my bare breasts,
Come,
I’ll let you suck my pink nipples,
It’s so sweet,
Like strawberries and watermelons,
Ravish me,
Set me free,
Dig your fingers deep into me,
Taste me,
Like
sugar cane,
Taste me again,
Want me,
I want you more,
Inside me,
Oh!
Silly me,
Poor Lyn sleeping beside me,
Are you asleep?
Marilyn,
Answer me,
Oh!
Silly me,
Richard,
Don’t leave me,
Richard,
Do me,
I want you,
Inside me,
Oh!
Yes darling yes,
Put it all in me,
Hard like a rock,
Hot like an iron rod,
Put me on a swing and rock me,
I want the earth to shatter and break,
I want the trees to shake off all its apples,
I want the waves to crush into the lighthouse,
And break it free,
Let all the boats sink into,
The raging sea,
Oh!
Yes,
Yes,
Yes,
Richard,
Stay inside me,
Look at me,
Love me,
Want me,
Feel me,
Squeeze my breasts,
Fuck me,
Yes,
Richard,
Yes,
Oh!
Silly me,
Poor girl sleeping beside me,
Oh!
Silly me,
All I can think about,
Is a man sneaking behind me?
Kissing my neck,
My back,
My butt cheek,
Tickling me,
Oh!
Silly me,
But who can blame me,
The waterfall is not far away,
It’s in me,
Yes boy,
Yes,
It’s my pussy,
Oh!
Richard,
Crush me against the wall,
Lift my legs and,
Fuck me,
Oh!
Richard,
My stallion,
My lover boy,
Put your cock in me,
Oh!
Silly me,
Yes me,
Richard,
Fuck me,
Take me to the edge of the galaxy and,
Leave me,
Oh!
Lover boy,
Bend me over your knee,
Insert two fingers in me,
Oh!
Silly me,
I want you more than,
You want me,
Oh!
Marilyn,
Can you hear me?
Talk to me,
Oh!
Richard,
What do you want from me?
I gave you everything,
I gave you chocolate and,
Strawberry,
You want more of me?
Yes!
You want to taste me,
Dip in and lick me,
Wiggle your tongue,
Inside me,
You want to draw circles and,
Suck my “clitty,”
Yes!
Can you feel me?
My hips rising to meet you,
Richard,
Look at me,
As you eat me,
Delicious me,
More than the apples on an apple tree,
More than the champagne and the,
Strawberry,
Yes!
Lover boy,
You want to fuck me?
Take me to the window,
Stand behind me,
Lift my leg,
Slide inside me,
Yes!
Faster,
Harder,
Pound me,
Lover boy,
Own me,
Grab my tits and,
Squeeze me,
Tell me you love me,
Make me scream your name,
Bite my lips,
Suck my tongue,
Own me,
Lover boy,
Pound me,
Harder,
Faster,
Yes!
Make the sun rise,
As you come,
Inside me.
Oh!
Richard,
What have you done to me?
My life has changed,
Suddenly,
The sun has risen,
Upon a tragedy,
Oh!
Marilyn,
Listen to me,
What can I say?
How can I tell you?
Miles,
Flew away,
From you,
And me,
No!
It was her,
It wasn’t me,
The whore,
Who he used,
To see,
No!
Not my tears,
Fly away,
Miles away,
Make me,
Free,
Oh!
Richard,
Come to me,
Let’s go live,
A fantasy,
Oh!
Richard,
Now it’s me,
And you,
One,
Two,
No number,
Three,
Oh!
Lover boy,
You want me?
A princess,
In an enchanted,
Tree?
Come to me,
Ride your horse,
Race to me,
Speed for me,
Faster lover boy,
Ravish me,
I know you are,
Hard for me,
Oh!
Baby,
Show me,
How much,
You love me,
Make it thunder,
Make it rain,
Push your,
Hard cock,
Inside me,
I am yours,
Fuck me,
Faster,
Fuck me,
Good,
Harder,
Deeper,
Shake me like,
An apple tree,
Oh!
Richard,
You can have,
Me,
All of me,
You want my tits, my hips,
My pussy?
Yes!
Faster,
Harder,
Pound me,
Lover boy,
Own me,
Grab my tits and,
Squeeze me,
Tell me you love me,
Make me scream your name,
Bite my lips,
Suck my tongue,
Own me,
Lover boy,
Pound me,
Harder,
Faster,
Yes!
Make the sun set,
As you come,
Inside me.
Oh!
Silly me,
My little baby,
Talk to me,
Tell me,
Marilyn,
Talk to me,
Was I blind?
Too blind,
To see?
Lover boy,
Was not for me,
Oh!
Richard,
Why did you,
Deceive,
Me?
Oh!
Silly me,
I built my house,
On a glass tree,
When lightning struck,
And it shattered,
All over,
Me,
Oh!
Richard,
Go away,
From me,
The Summer,
Has Ended,
For you,
And for me.
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The Series Continues with “Once Upon a Cit
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