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by Penelope Douglas

I winced with the ache in my ass from the collapse to the cold tile floor, and I tried to blink away the disturbance to my equilibrium. Something had knocked me off my feet.

  Looking up, I sucked in a breath and felt a warm fluttering to my belly at the sight of Jared hovering over me.

  Shit. I must’ve crashed right into him. And here I was, trying to avoid him like the plague. So much for best laid plans.

  I couldn’t get over how just the presence of him undid me. I gawked stupidly, unable to tear my eyes away from how awesomely his t-shirt hung below his narrow waist or how sexy his rich, dark hair was styled today.

  Seeing me flat on my bum, he should’ve given me a smug smile or scowl. I flushed with embarrassment, knowing how stupid I must’ve looked.

  But I got nothing from him. Nothing bad, anyway.

  He reached out to me, and I looked at him wide-eyed, wondering what the hell he was doing.

  Was he…helping me up?

  He held his smooth, long-fingered hand, palm up, to me, and my toes curled with the gesture.

  Wow. Maybe the kiss wasn’t such a bad thing. Maybe he’d start behaving himself now.

  And then he quirked an eyebrow at me, as if annoyed that he was waiting.

  I scowled at his same old haughty attitude.

  Oh, no. Don’t do me any favors, buddy!

  Pushing myself roughly off the ground, I dusted off my pants and stalked past him, around the corner.

  While my body definitely reacted positively to him, my brain practiced a zero tolerance policy…from now on.

  ***

  Ben and I met up Friday night after the game. I wanted to keep our date, even though I had spent the better part of the last two days trying not to think of someone else. There was nothing between Jared and I. There was no reason to call off a date with a not-yet-boyfriend just because I kissed another guy, even if I did feel a little guilty about it.

  Ben was easy. And I needed easy. I deserved it. I just needed to get my body under control.

  Fucking hormones.

  “So I’ve been meaning to ask you something.” Ben seemed amused but timid as we finished our pizza.

  “Let me see.” I put my index finger to my lips. “Yes, I do all of my own stunts, and no, I don’t normally eat that much,” I joked and took a sip of my Coke.

  “No, not exactly.” He wagged his finger at me and took out his credit card for the waitress as she came by.

  “I’m listening.”

  “You mentioned this boy that your character was friends with in the monologue. They were close, and then he turned against her. You said he drove a Mustang?”

  I nodded, wondering where he was going with this.

  “Jared Trent drives a Boss 302. A Mustang Boss 302,” he pointed out.

  Sweat broke out across my brow, but I nodded again. I knew what he was getting at, but there wouldn’t be any answers if that was what he was hoping for. It was bad enough that I’d kissed Jared, behind K.C.’s back, but Jared and I only had one kiss. And that’s all there would be. I wasn’t about to explain something I didn’t even understand to Ben.

  “And?” He placed his elbows on the table and crossed his arms, leaning in.

  “And what was your question?” I hoped being evasive would come off cute, and then he’d surrender his line of questioning.

  Looking to the side and then back to me, he laughed under his breath. “I noticed him giving you his undivided attention during that monologue. Were you and Jared Trent friends?” His wide green eyes were interested.

  “How do you mean?” Playing hard to get was turning out to be easy. I could do this all night.

  He looked like he was trying to contain a smile, but he pressed further. “Was the monologue about him?”

  I cocked my head at him. “I thought the monologues were supposed to be from a book or film?”

  “What book or film did yours come from?” he shot back.

  The continued play had my stomach shaking from pent-up laughter. This was getting fun.

  “It’ll all be in my essay,” I whispered when the waitress brought Ben’s card and receipt back. “But…Jared is nothing to me, just so you know.”

  His lips curled up at the corner, hopefully satisfied with what I gave him. Taking my hand, he led me out of the restaurant and to his car. Unfortunately, he was driving, so he opened the door for me to slide in.

  “You’ve never been to the Loop, right?”

  “Nope.” I fastened my seatbelt and pulled my black pinstripe skirt as far down my thighs as it would go. The three thin buckles over the right thigh caught the streetlight shining through the window.

  “Well, you’ll love it. And they’ll love you.” His gaze slid to my chest before he quickly averted his eyes. I suddenly wished I had worn a t-shirt instead. My white tank was slightly less revealing, thankfully, under my short gray military jacket, but I still felt exposed. The need to cover myself irked me. I wanted to look nice for Ben tonight, didn’t I?

  Or maybe it wasn’t Ben I was thinking about so much when I got dressed.

  “They’ll love me? Why is that?” I asked.

  “Because you look like candy.” He shook his head and started the engine.

  K.C.’s words came back to haunt me. Well, I, for one, am pretty excited to see the look on his face when he sees you!

  My hands clenched into fists, and I bit my bottom lip to stifle a smile.

  Yep, I bit my bottom lip. Shit.

  ***

  The Loop was located on Mr. Benson’s farm outside the town limits. His son, Dirk, who graduated two decades ago, started a weekly racing scene around the pond on the premises. Over time, Dirk took control of the farm and still allowed races to take place on the property even though he rarely attended. As long as he received the fee charged to get through the gate, everyone else could make their bets and have fun without any intrusion.

  We travelled down the long, dirt road leading to the farm. Normally, the farm would be pitch black this time of night, but with the traffic coming down the lane, it was lit up like a Saturday night cruise.

  “I’ll just park here. You don’t mind walking a little, do you?” Ben asked. Cars lined the sides of the road, and since we were pushing race time, parking was scarce.

  “Here’s fine.” My fingers tingled with the anticipation in the air. I hopped out of his Escalade, immediately thankful for the Chucks I’d worn. Not very stylish with the skirt, but I wasn’t a heels kind of girl. The dirt road featured dips and puddles, along with tiny gravel.

  “Here, take my hand.” Ben reached out as he came around the front of the car to meet me. He pulled me to a stop and gestured to the car. “Do you want to leave your bag in the trunk?”

  “No, I might need my cell. I’m fine.” I hooked my thumb behind the strap of my purse, which held two of my three lifelines. “Let’s go,” I chirped and started walking at a brisk pace.

  Ahead of us, the track split to the left and to the right. Directly in front was the pond. The smell of exhaust already filled my nostrils, and I couldn’t help the bounce in my step. My eyes hungrily swept the scene, and I saw headlights from cars parked along the sides, facing inward, illuminating the track.

  Fortunately for Dirk’s family, the pond wasn’t even within eye sight of the main house. Most of the time, people came and went without any disturbance to the family. Since most of the town’s current police force graduated around the same time as Dirk, the Loop was seen as a local treasure instead of a nuisance. Since racing was just as illegal as allowing people to use your property for it, anyone injured couldn’t throw the Bensons under the bus without themselves as well. It was all very convenient and tidy.

  As we headed onto the Loop, Ben guided me to the right towards what looked like the starting line. There were two cars already parked side by side, and people crushed around the scene like tightly packed molecules. One of the cars was Madoc’s 2006 GTO and the other was a late model Camaro.

  Liam.


  “Tate!”

  I spun around to meet the scream and noticed K.C. charging towards me. She fell into me in an attempt at a hug, and I stumbled to keep my balance.

  “Whoa!” I burst out. “It hasn’t been that long since we’ve seen each other, has it?” Laughing at her obvious beer-induced love, I straightened us up.

  We’d made amends, but now I felt uneasy about making out with Jared, and their relationship still bugged me. I aimed to keep my promise to mind my own business, but there was a distance between us that wasn’t there before, and I wasn’t sure how to get back what we used to have. Maybe I looked at her differently, or maybe our conversation wasn’t as easy, but I knew something had changed.

  Ben held up his finger and mouthed “one minute” before he walked off to talk to a guy from our class.

  “Is that Liam’s Camaro?” I jerked my head towards the starting line where the tenacious, red machine idled. The symmetry of his vehicle fit in any crowd or on any road. It was tough business not to respect a Camaro. And the tires were so wide that they looked like they would help the car float.

  “Yeah,” she said, scrunching up her nose in disgust.

  “He’s racing Madoc?” What Madoc would do to Liam’s car would be considered a Shakespearean tragedy. Although I’d never seen Madoc race, I’d heard about it. He wasn’t dirty so much as he was reckless and scared the shit out of the other driver.

  “Apparently,” she answered.

  “I thought you said Jaredwas going to avenge you.” I placed my hand over my chest and batted my eyelashes.

  “Oh, shut up,” K.C. said with fake irritability and took a sip of her beer. “That was actually the plan, but Roman is back from college for the weekend and wanted to race Jared. So ya know…,” she trailed off.

  The best had to race the best, I guess.

  I started to fidget at the mention of Derek Roman. He was a world-class jerk and treated everyone the same. Like shit. It didn’t matter if you were a man, woman, or child. Young, old, rich, or poor. Roman behaved like everyone was beneath him, and had no regard for ethics. He was dirty.

  “Where is Jared?” Suddenly uneasy at the thought of him racing Roman, I scanned the crowd for his wispy brown hair.

  “Up with Madoc, giving him a talk.” K.C. gulped down her beer, and by the way she rocked her feet, I could tell she was restless.

  “I’m sure Madoc won’t do anything stupid. He won’t want to mess up his car. Liam will be fine,” I assured.

  “I couldn’t care less.” Her eyes looked anywhere but at me.

  Yeah, right.

  Startled by the thundering roar of an engine, I jerked my head towards the starting line and stood on my tip toes to peer through a gap in the crowd. Jared was leaning on Madoc’s doorframe, talking to the concealed driver. His hair fell in his eyes, and an easy grin spread across his lips. The way his face lifted with the radiant smile…

  Oh, someone was playing the steel drums on my stomach.

  I hated myself for going gooey at the knees. It was unacceptable to be affected by Jared, of all people. I was here with Ben, and he was very good looking, too, I told myself.

  “Hey,” Ben walked back up and put an arm around me. His body next to mine warmed me, and he smelled like cologne.

  I almost begged for the flutters or whatever to take root in my stomach, but they never came. Having him close or having his eyes on me just didn’t affect me like it should.

  Damn.

  “Hey,” I replied. “Should we move to get a better view?”

  “You’re really into this, aren’t you?” Ben looked down at me, an amused expression playing on his face.

  “Cars? Hot chicks? Yeah.” I narrowed my eyebrows in a “duh” expression.

  “Come this way.” K.C. motioned to the right. “Jared’s parked right off the track. We can watch from over there.”

  She was here with Jared. I’d almost forgotten. Of course she’d want to watch the action with him.

  And why not? I was over our bullshit, and if he could ignore me for the past two days, then I could do the same.

  We fought our way through the crowd as everyone took their viewing positions. Jared was already leaning on the hood of his mean, black car. With one leg propped up on the bumper, he fiddled with something in his hand. His black button down was open to reveal a white t-shirt, and he and the car both looked angry.

  “Hi, ya.” K.C. strolled up to him and leaned in.

  “Hi, yourself.” He gave her a closed mouth smile, before looking to me. His smile faded before his eyes narrowed on Ben.

  “Hey, man.” Ben greeted Jared.

  “Hey, how’s it going?” Jared asked pleasantly but looked away too soon.

  Ben must’ve realized the rhetorical question, because he didn’t answer.

  I stood there, trying to seem disinterested, as I looked anywhere but at Jared. Breaking out in a sweat as the images of us wrapped around each other the other night flashed through my head, I fanned myself slightly with the lapel of my jacket. The awkward vibe in the air made me contemplate who needed to be deleted from this equation to make it more comfortable: Jared, K.C., Ben, or me.

  K.C. broke the silence. “And Jared, this is Tatum Brandt. Say ‘hi,’” she joked as Jared slid an arm around her waist. My breathing hitched.

  He glanced over at me through hooded eyes, and took in my outfit, only jerking his chin at me before returning his focus to the starting line.

  I rolled my eyes and turned toward the action.

  “And we’re ready!” A young guy I assumed was the Race Master called out for people to clear the track. My eyes darted to all of the money changing hands as people placed their bets.

  The roar of the engines vibrated under my feet and sent shivers up my legs. My toes curled. Damn, I wish I was racing. I hated being a spectator, but I still fidgeted with anticipation.

  A girl in a short plaid skirt and tiny red camisole took position in front of the cars and raised her hands in the air.

  “Ready?” she called out.

  The engines revved, sending shouts of enthusiasm through the crowd.

  “Set?” She raised her arms higher.

  “Go!”

  I jerked up to my tiptoes again to see the peel of the tires kicking up dust as they struggled to get going. I bobbed up and down a little with the excitement, and I couldn’t contain my ear to ear smile. The cars shot past, sending a gust of wind in my face and a thunderous pounding in my chest.

  “Shit!” I heard behind me and turned to see K.C. wiping her shirt.

  “I spilled beer,” she mumbled.

  I saw Jared a few feet behind her, still leaning on his car, not even watching the race. His focus was entirely on me, something familiar in his expression. In that moment, the race, Ben, and K.C. didn’t even exist.

  A tiny moan barely made it out of my throat as my heart sped up and my stomach flip-flopped.

  He was giving me the same look I got Wednesday night right before he kissed me, and I knew I hadn’t imagined anything. It was anger and desire mixed together to make something hot enough for my knees to go weak. From the way he’d been ignoring me yesterday and today, barely sparing me eye contact, I had begun to wonder if it’d all been a wet dream on my part.

  But, nope.

  Taking a deep breath and tearing my eyes away, I tore off my jacket and tossed it to K.C. “Put this on.”

  “Thanks.” She held the cup in one hand and slipped on the jacket with the other.

  Sparing Jared another glance, I noticed that his chest rose and fell hard as his eyes spit fire. The desire was gone. His gaze was on Ben now, who I realized had also been looking at me but turned away as if he’d been caught eyeballing something he shouldn’t have.

  Again, I immediately wanted to cover myself.

  I was here for the race. I reminded myself and turned back to the track.

  Madoc and Liam were never head to head. Either Madoc was drastically behind Liam, or Liam was
a ridiculous distance behind Madoc. After a minute, the crowd started laughing when they realized that Madoc was just toying with his opponent. No wonder Jared wasn’t watching. He knew it would be an easy win. Not that Liam’s Camaro wasn’t worthy, but Madoc was more experienced and had done a hell of a lot of work to his car.

  On the last turn, Madoc surged ahead one last time and crossed the finish line to the sounds of cheers and whistles. People rushed his car, and Madoc emerged with an idiotic grin on his smug face. Some girl grabbed his gray t-shirt and stuck her tongue in his mouth. Eww.

  Liam slowly climbed out of his car and immediately looked to K.C. who, I noticed, was blatantly wrapped around Jared again. My leg spasmed with an urge to kick something when I saw him bury his head in her neck. She giggled with pleasure, obviously for show.

  “Jared’s up next.” Ben rubbed his jaw. “Roman’s awesome. I hope I didn’t bet on the wrong guy.”

  I honestly didn’t know who I would bet on if I cared to place money on either dickhead.

  “Everyone clear the road!”

  I jumped.

  The Race Master was starting the next event. “Trent and Roman, get your asses on the starting line.”

  And suddenly I was nervous about this match up.

  Chapter 21

  Ben and I parted with the crowd so Jared could pull his car out. K.C. came up to stand beside us, but for some reason, I couldn’t look at her.

  As Jared climbed in and started his engine, the girls around us started jumping and squealing. Papa Roach blared at a deafening level from his speakers. He revved the engine a few times to get the crowd going, a playful grin on his lips.

  The Boss 302 pulled up onto the track, and I realized I almost felt like leaving. Jared and I had dreamed about being here together to race, and now I was on the outside looking in. He was living this without me, and I hated that I was being left out.

  Roman had just pulled up in his Pontiac Trans Am. Even though his 2002 car was considered ancient compared to Jared’s, it stood an outstanding chance of winning. The amount of work and options Roman had added to his vehicle made it a formidable machine. Unfortunately, Derek Roman didn’t rely simply on his skills as a mechanic to win. There had been many injuries out here when he’d raced in high school.

 

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