by Naomi Niles
I made a note to ask Blake for his travel schedule so I could coordinate some publicity events as he travelled. That was when it struck me that I would be travelling with him. Naturally that was my place. I hoped it would be handled with some degree of professionalism.
Armed with a good deal of information, I wrote a few sample pieces on corruption within the industry, focusing in a large part on mistreatment of the animals. Shocking them to perform better seemed to run rampant among the inhumane practices. I thought it might be a good idea for Blake to come out in support of animal rights. As ironic as it might appear, animal rights activists could become real pains if not accorded the respect they demanded. It was a good idea to get ahead of that story and champion their cause.
I put away my laptop and closed my eyes in the warm sun. I must have dozed due to the lack of sleep because the next thing I knew, I was flying through the air and then engulfed in water. I surfaced, sputtering mad to see Blake standing next to the pool, grinning with his hands on his hips.
“You think you’re funny, don’t you?” I accused him, swimming to the ladder and climbing out.
“Actually, you’re the one who looks funny,” was his response at my expense.
He handed me a towel. “Go get changed, Silver, and then come back. I’ve got something to show you.”
I glared, but did as I was told. When I had assembled myself, I found him in the living area, seated with a beer in his hand. “A little early for that, don’t you think?” I sneered and hated myself for being so petty, but the pool dunking couldn’t go unanswered.
“Aw, now, Silver. That was beneath even you,” he grinned and took a pronounced sip. Rolling to his feet, he grabbed my hand and pulled me toward the front door. Opening it, he stood back and with a sweep of his hand, indicated that I should precede him.
“Okay, what do you want to show me?” I asked a bit sourly.
He nodded toward the drive where a white Cadillac Escalade sat parked, a huge red bow affixed to its roof.
“What’s that?” I asked.
“Yours.”
“Mine?”
“Yours.”
“Are you kidding?”
“Darlin’, when it comes to eighty-thousand dollars, I don’t kid. You like it?”
“Blake, why are you doing this? We had a deal. Salary, room and board, and use of the truck in the garage.”
“Yeah, I know, but the brakes went bad. So now there’s a new truck in the garage.”
“That’s some truck! It’s gorgeous! You shouldn’t have spent so much money, though. You’re going to need it to clean up your reputation.”
“Darlin’, that’s what I’ve got you for!” he said and slapped me on the ass as he held out the keys and pointed at the vehicle. “C’mon, let’s burn some rubber!”
I hesitated but realized that this offer wasn’t going to come again, so I grinned and leapt toward the driver’s door and hopped in. He climbed in beside me and I drove down his drive and headed away from town.
“It’s a dream,” I said, feeling the smooth ride and the effortless way the suspension stuck to the road despite the potholes. “This just goes with the job, though, Blake. If you fire me or I quit, you keep the car.”
“Whatever you say, darlin’,” he quipped and took the last swig from the beer bottle.
“Oh Jesus, Blake. You can’t be drinking in the car. We’ll get stopped and get an open container citation.”
“Silver, you gotta loosen up a little. This is Texas and I’m the best bull rider in the state. There isn’t much here that I can’t get away with.”
“Oh, really? Then why do you have such a lousy reputation?” I pointed out.
“Me? Oh, well, that’s the fault of foreigners outside of Texas; and they’re just jealous.”
“Well, be that as it may, my job is to make you look like freaking Michael Jordan, so tone down the drinking in public, please.”
“Yeah, yeah,” he said and lowered the window long enough to pitch the bottle.
“Oh, that’s nice,” I frowned.
“Silver, you always this sour?”
“Only when I have to clean up behind you,” I commented and turned around to go back to the ranch.
I made us salads and baked potatoes while Blake put a couple of steaks on the grill. We ate out by the pool and eventually ended up on pool loungers with glasses of wine.
“So, Silver, tell me about where you come from.”
I knew he was trying to be companionable and wondered just how open I should be. “New York.”
He chuckled and took a sip. “I sorta figured that. I want to hear about where you came from. What made you who you are?”
I told him about college, and about Jeremy. He shook his head. “Not what I’m talking about.”
I was silent.
“You don’t like to talk much about your past, do you?”
“There’s not much to tell. Honestly. My mom did the best she could with what she had and Jill and I were on our own at an early age. Jill sort of stayed in that track, but I wanted out. So, I got myself into college and the rest is history.”
“Okay, Silver, keep it close to your chest. I respect that.”
“How about you?”
“Me? Well, pretty much what you’d expect. Eldest with three brothers; I left the litter as soon as I could support myself and hung out at rodeos. Made it alive through the ranks and became who you know now. Hey! You writing that down?”
“Sure, this is good stuff. I need biographical information if I’m going to make you relatable, you know.”
“Does this mean that every conversation we have is going to be on the record?”
“Maybe.”
“Maybe?
“Well, you don’t have to panic. I’m not going to use it to make you look bad. That would be putting myself out of a job. But I need to know who you are so I can represent an authentic ‘you’ to the world.”
“Okay, I get that, but use good judgement, okay?”
“Don’t worry, you can trust me.”
He snickered. “I can, can I? Seems to me that’s how I got into this mess to begin with.”
“Oh, stop that.”
We sat in companionable silence for a while, watching the water move about in the dying sunlight. Blake stood up and retrieved the wine bottle to refill our glasses. “You ever get married?” I asked him as he handed mine back.
“Nope. Came close once, though.”
“Tell me about her.”
“Not much to tell. We were in high school and a month after a very hot date, she came and told me she was pregnant. I was prepared to do the right thing and had already told my parents. They had a fit and actually, that was one of the reasons I moved out. I could see my lifestyle was never going to meet with their approval. It would be a constant uphill battle.”
“So … the girl?”
“Mary Ann Tinkam was her name. Cute little thing. All blonde, soft, and freckles on the end of her nose. She was fully developed, if you get my drift; really a young guy’s dream. She came from a family on the wrong side of the tracks—her father was one mean sonofabitch. In fact, I think he may have treated her as more than a daughter from time to time, even though she never said anything about it. Well, I was lookin’ around for somewhere we could live and found a trailer for rent in a crappy park south of town. We were just going to do a justice of the peace kind of thing, you know, quick and quiet. Now, the night before we were going to do the deed, so to speak, I went over to her house to see her. She’d told me specifically not to come around because of some old superstition about the groom not seeing the bride. The only problem was, Mary Ann Tinkam thought I was the sort of fella who did as he was told. You and I both know differently, of course. Well, there she was, lady parts open to the world in the back of Donny Black’s mom’s El Dorado. Well, it didn’t take me too long to put two and two together and realize that Mary Ann Tinkam’s little muchacho could have belonged to one of any numb
er of guys. I tapped on the window of the El Dorado and told her to hang on real tight to Donny because he was her only hope of getting a daddy for her baby. Then I left.”
I laughed aloud at the images he was bringing into my imagination. “And, did she?”
“I guess so, because she became Mary Ann Black, at least for a few months, and then after the baby was born, she went through another half dozen babies and another half dozen new names. She lives off child support and alimony these days, or so I’m told.”
Grinning, I asked, “So, is the moral of this story to never do as you’re told?”
“You catch on quick, Silver,” he smirked as his clever use of words.
“What if it is your child?”
“I think if it is was, Mary Ann would have been on my doorstep with her hand out by now, don’t you?”
“I guess you’re probably right,” I agreed. “You don’t take life very seriously, do you, Blake?”
“As serious as the next person, I suppose. But let me tell you, when you’re getting ready to lower yourself down onto a bull the size of car, you take that very seriously.”
I was thinking about this when he stood and stretched. “I’m done for the night,” he announced and saluted me.
“Good night, Blake,” I bid him.
“Lock your door, Silver. I gave Mary Ann a ride for her money, after all,” he warned with a smile as he wandered toward the door.
“If the urge should strike you, think of me as that bull and not as Mary Ann,” I assured him and could hear his chuckle as the door closed behind him.
Chapter 10
Blake
I was beginning to regret having brought Silver to live in my house. The temptation was becoming too great. At first, I was hot on her scent and the idea of having a woman already under my roof seemed like a dream come true. The better I got to know her, though, the more I’d come to respect her. She wasn’t like the other women I’d bedded. I didn’t want to do that with her; she was like that bottle of hundred-year-old brandy you saved and saved, and then maybe never even drank because it meant you’d never have the anticipation again. The anticipation had become sweeter than the realization.
Listen to me, I thought to myself. When did I become the grand philosopher?
How could she have me thinking like this? I needed to think of her as my employee—no more and no less than Pablo who looked after the horses. Well, maybe not quite that neutral, but it was hands off under any circumstances.
Then, on the other hand, maybe having a woman I wanted to bed, but couldn’t, was good therapy for me. Just maybe I’d learn better self-control and not end up with so many regrets on the morning after. One thing I did know: there was absolutely no desire to get drunk as long as she was around. I wanted to be in the present, bright-eyed, and fully conscious.
I got up the next morning, ready to start work. I had an upcoming event in Albuquerque the next weekend and plenty more on the schedule beyond that. I would be interested to see how she worked her magic.
I found her already in the kitchen and she pulled a plate of bacon, eggs, and toast from the warming drawer of the oven and handed it to me. “Sit down,” she invited.
She disappeared and came back with a cup of coffee and I nodded my thanks as I bit down on the toast. She was looking infuriatingly tempting in a pair of short shorts and a cropped top. “This your business attire?” I asked her.
“We’re going to talk a bit and then I’m going out by the pool,” she explained. “I’ve discovered it’s my favorite office.”
“Lucky you,” I offered. “It’s okay. I’ve got some work to do in town. I’ve got an event next weekend in Albuquerque.”
“We have an event in Albuquerque, you mean,” she sent back.
“You going with me?”
“Of course. In the meantime, I’ll get some press out there and maybe even arrange for an event of our own.”
“What kind of event?”
“Oh, I’ll keep it simple. Something like visiting a children’s hospital or senior citizens’ home.”
“I like the kids one better.”
“I know, but it can break your heart.”
“True,” I nodded. “Do what you think is best. I trust you, and it’s your job.”
“Thank you for the vote of confidence,” she said most sincerely. “I appreciate that trust.”
“Just let me read through anything before you publish or send it, okay?”
“Well, so much for the vote of confidence!”
“Aw, c’mon, Silver. I meant that because you don’t know the business yet.”
“Okay, I get it.”
Business meeting concluded, I emptied my coffee cup and headed out to the truck. I looked at the white Escalade sitting in the drive next to mine and thought how right it looked there. I almost felt a little sorry leaving her behind. How the hell did I get attached to this woman in a couple of days?
I eased my truck down the rutty drive of Jason Rutledge, a fellow bull rider whom I’d known since I was a kid. He was a tough, tough character who had been in quite a bit of trouble off and off through his life. He was married, his wife Leah and he had met years before and had three, petite little daughters who called me Uncle Blake.
Corrine, the youngest was running toward my truck, her arms waving hello in the air. “Uncle Blake!”
I grinned and climbed out, catching her as she threw herself into my arms. It felt great to have something genuinely pure and innocent attach herself to me. I realized suddenly that Silver gave me that feeling, too, except she was a fully-grown woman. It was part of her attraction.
“Your dad around?” I asked Corrine.
She nodded and pointed to the barn behind the house. I gave her an extra hug and put her down, patting her bottom to send her indoors so I could talk to her dad alone.
“Jason? You in here?” I called as I approached.
“Well, sonofabitch, look who’s here. Do I owe you money or something?”
“Probably, but that’s not why I’m here,” I grinning, clamping down on his hand. “Got something to talk over with you.”
“Well, hell, let me grab us a couple of cold ones and let’s have a seat on the patio,” he motioned to the gaily-furnished seating area behind the house.
I found a place and he soon joined me; a cold beer newly uncapped found its way into my mouth. He settled into a chair across from me, crossing his leg with a wince of pain. Jason’s bull-riding days were numbered. He’d gotten broken up too many times to ever heal right again. I knew he was worried about supporting his family once he quit riding. Sometimes I was afraid he almost wished the bull would kill him so the family would at least have his insurance money. I looked at that, hard, and considered whether I would ever have that frame of mind. So far in my life, no one would miss me. I only had to take care of myself.
“So, what’s up, buddy?” he asked me.
“Yeah, I got myself into a fix, not that I’m complaining, but wanted to talk it over with you. We go back a long ways, Jason.”
“Sure do,” he nodded in agreement.
“So, here’s the thing. You know I’ve been runnin’ around a little wild: too much drinkin’ and women. Well, it’s beginning to catch up to me. This woman from the north came down and shot me as I went off Cain the other day. She wrote a story to go along with it—how my excesses are leading to my career ruin. I was pissed, at first, but then I saw she was really helpin’ me. It was all true—the whole damned thing. If it hadn’t been her, it would have been someone else and the result would have been the same.”
“Damn!” he uttered and spat on the concrete.
“Yeah, I know. But I sweet talked her into pulling the story before it went live.”
“Screw her?” he laughed.
“Nope. Hired her.”
“Hired her?”
“Yeah, can you believe it? She’s my new publicity manager and she’s good, Jason. Real good. Knows what she’s doin’.
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br /> “Oh, so you want to screw her. I get it,” he chuckled.
“Won’t say I don’t, but I won’t. She not that kind, Jason. She’s somethin’ special. She’s a keeper and I’m about to screw that up by throwin’ her in the same pen as all the others.”
Jason was shaking his head, unbelieving of what I was saying.
“I know what you’re thinkin’, I really do. I’ve got her livin’ at the ranch with me … in the other end of the house, and I haven’t laid a finger on her. Anyway, she’s got some pretty good ideas about getting me some publicity. You might say she’s planning to make the black sheep look like the savior of the herd.”
“What the hell?”
“Yeah, I know, I know. She’s on to some of the shit that goes on behind the scenes. She wants to bring some of it up to the surface and make the guys like me, and like you, look a little more like heroes and less like pond scum.”
He was thoughtful. I could see the concept processing behind his eyes.
“How’s she plannin’ to do this?”
“Oh, she’s got her ways, believe me. She knows all that Internet shit. Makes it out to be her private newspaper. She wants to set up some celebrity appearances for me as I work the circuit.”
“So, how does this involve me?”
I knew he would get to that. He may be a little beat up, but his brain was clear.
“I figured you and I kind of share some similarities. We’ve both been tied to the drink, seen the back end of a bull, and need some polish on our reputations. I figure if I let her do all this for me, I’m going to stand out like a sore thumb. People will catch on and it’ll actually come out worse than if I did nothin’. Now, if you, on the other hand, were to sort of do this with me, we’d be more like a ‘movement’, so to speak. Not so trackable, not so accountable.”
