by Pepper Pace
“I’ve been slacking but I’m not quitting the group.”
“Well there’s a meeting Thursday. I’ll bring you back home like we usually do,” she offered. He thought about it. The club is what helped him to feel comfortable in his skin around the ‘normal’ kids. Without it he would have never been social.
“Yeah. We can do that.” He’d be home before seven and that would give him something to do instead of looking at the clock and waiting for Robin. And besides, he felt pretty bad about them ditching Amberly yesterday…but what would she have done in a van full of people making out but feel like a fifth wheel?
Chapter 5
After school they had only enough time to go straight to the hospital for Robin’s appointment. With an appointment vs. an actual emergency it didn’t take nearly as long to be seen by the doctor. While they waited to be called back Jason asked her if she had told her Mom about the ulcers.
“God, no. I don’t want to worry her.” He gave her a doubtful look.
“I’d want my Mom to know if I had bad ulcers.”
“We don’t know exactly how bad they are-”
“Well…the hole in your stomach seems to suggest that they’re pretty bad.”
“Bah.” She said dismissively. It wasn’t that she wasn’t concerned about the ulcer, but it would go away on its own if she just de-stressed. The pain had always stopped before; just like right now—no pain.
The doctor explained that Robin was severely anemic; an indication of possible continuous blood loss. He made an appointment for her to have an upper GI Endoscopy done next week and instructed her to return if she had any more bloody vomiting or fainting; a further indication of severe blood loss. He stressed upon her the need to come in if she felt light headed or if the pain returned and became severe.
He gave her instructions for preparation for the endoscopy appointment and when she looked at it she scowled. She wouldn’t be able to drive because they would be giving her a sedative. So she would have to tell her mother after-all.
Jason placed his hand on her wrist when they were back in the car. “Do you want me to ask Link to drive you?”
“I don’t want to put him out.”
“Well you know how I feel; I think you should tell your mother.”
“You don’t understand.” Robin started the car. They had already decided on fast food and she headed to the restaurant as she tried to explain. “My Mother would be in my business, trying to dictate everything I do, reminding me that I have an ulcer, second guessing my every move. I couldn’t stand that!”
“She’s a mother, Robin. She has a right to do that.”
“This coming from the guy that won’t tell his mother that he wants to walk?”
He flashed her a look. “Are you saying that I’m being a hypocrite?”
“Yes.”
She was right. He decided not to push the issue. They got their carry out order, took it back to his house and had eaten half the meal before remembering the package that Patty had given her and she reached into her bag and passed it to him without looking inside.
“Patty told me to give this to you.” Jason accepted the bag and withdrew a box of condoms. His eyes drifted to hers. She was squinting at the box. Condoms?
“Why is Patty giving you condoms?”
“No.” He said quickly. “Not Patty, but Link. And he bought me ones that will actually fit me.”
Her face warmed. “Jason…I was planning to go home today. I only brought one change of clothes and…”
Jason’s expression was crestfallen. “Robin…I know that first time was pretty bad. I know I wasn’t very gentle and careful. I guess I just didn’t understand. But I do now. I’m really sorry that it hurt so much, but I’ll be extra careful.”
“That’s not it, Jason.” She wasn’t exactly looking forward to actually having his penis inside of her again. But she remembered Patty words that the more they actually ‘did it’ the easier and better it would become. She wanted her body to get to that point where it was good…good like his mouth and hands between her thighs were. And she wanted to satisfy him the way a woman satisfied her man.
No, the reason that she wanted to go home is because she needed another change of clothes, to bathe and be in her own house, her own bed. She’d had a rough few days and she needed time to think about them and to put all of the new things in her life into some type of perspective.
He took her hand. “Sweetheart, there’s no rush,” he lied. “We can wait until the time is better.” Even though his dick was already thickening in his pants and he wanted nothing more than to bury himself into her throbbing wet pussy.
She considered him, remembering the nights of pleasure and the way her body told her that there was something more, something even better than what she had already experienced. “I guess I could just go home…afterwards?”
He smiled in relief. “And when you go back home be sure to pack more clothes…” She laughed and kissed him.
“Okay. I’ll go home…later.”
She went to the bathroom while Jason went about turning out the lights and locking up. He stripped out of his clothes and moved to the bed nude and was opening the box of condoms when Robin walked into the room already naked. He would never get enough of seeing her like this. Though he had never thought about black women one way or another, he now saw her brown skin and the texture of her hair as something that accentuated an already beautiful young woman. The fact that her full hips and ample ass was like a porn movie come to life was like the cherry on top. He knew that she saw herself as overweight. She certainly wasn’t thin, but he loved the slightly rounded mound of her belly and the curves that moved when she walked. Robin was shapely and womanly and looking at her clothed or nude sometimes made his heart skip a beat.
She climbed into bed and sat on her folded knees, gently taking the box from him. She opened it and removed one of the shrink wrapped packages. She noted that he was ready even though they had yet to touch.
He lay down and she watched him get comfortable. He, in turn, watched her with his beautiful green eyes that were lined with his light colored lashes. He thought about the gift that he wanted to give her; a gift for the pain that he had created their first time.
“I thought you might want to try getting on top?” He suggested.
She looked down at his bobbing penis. It wasn’t completely hard yet, but hard enough. She ripped open the package and slipped the condom on him. Jason closed his eyes and held his breath his head stretching and moving to the side as his lips parted.
She slid the rubber down his shaft slowly. It went on with ease. When it was on she saw him open his eyes and watch her again. Robin planted her hands on his strong chest and then threw her leg over his pelvis, straddling him. She saw him do that trick with his penis where he pointed it towards her. Robin came up on her knees, spreading for him. Jason quickly grabbed his penis at the base and rubbed her pussy; teasing her clit and watching her nipples harden. He released his penis and lightly stroked her with his first two fingers. She sighed and shivered. Jason reached up with his other hand and lightly gripped her nipple. Robin cried out.
Jason sat up quickly and latched on with his mouth. Robin’s back arched, her mouth parting and her eyes closing. She didn’t realize that her groans had become loud and that her pelvis was now rolling and gyrating against Jason’s. He lapped and sucked and pinched and tugged her nipples almost roughly creating a frenzy in Robin’s body. That line that connected her nipples to her clitoris was being plucked and Robin couldn’t seem to get enough.
“Please…” She heard herself beg. Jason raised his eyes to meet hers, not releasing her delicious nipple; in fact stretching it to its limits which brought a whimper of pleasure from Robin. His dick was pulsing with need. He reached between them to see that she was indeed ready. Link had said to make her feel good and then sneak attack; of course gently. He would be gentle this time. He gripped his penis again and felt her rise a bit to prepare
for his entry. With her on top he figured that she could control the entry. That was his gift, to allow her to be in control of this second time together.
Robin was past fear at this point. Her skin was to that ultimate sensitivity that meant that she was hyper aware of his every touch; of his wild mane of red hair as it glided over her skin, of his teeth and the soft/roughness of his tongue on her nipple. She took his penis from him, claiming it as her own and he removed his hand and let her, leaning back to watch what she would do.
She was very wet, she could hear her own wetness when his sheathed penis parted her flesh. She placed him at her entrance and then lowered herself onto him. It felt very good; the completion of something that her body was meant for; and the pieces now connected.
Jason tried to stay still beneath her but it took all of his concentration. The Cerebral Palsy would not control him, he swore; not tonight. But he couldn’t control what could not be controlled and his body strained and stretched and his head flopped and he grunted and cried out. But he didn’t want to stop. Fuck it! He fell onto his back and let his body do what it would do!
Jason rolled and stretched and jerked while Robin gripped him firmly so that he would not accidentally impale her! It felt so wonderful so she released a little bit more of his shaft and allowed him further into herself. It was tight and there was a faint pain but she continued to gyrate and pump her hips and then while she gripped him with one hand she reached up with the other and stroked her own nipple. Her clit leaped! Her head fell back and she cried out in pleasure. She lowered her hand and allowed more of him to enter her.
It hurt a little now. A third of him was inside. She was careful now. Jason was bucking wildly but she knew it wasn’t a seizure because he was rolling his hips suggestively and not seizing. He didn’t act as if he wanted her to stop, not the way he was roughly gripping her thighs and holding her in place.
Robin leaned back and released more of him and this time Jason thrust upward to meet her. She felt a pain deep inside but only when he hit a certain spot. And now she was stretched very far. She didn’t think that it would be possible to stretch any further. She looked down. He was only halfway inside. Her body slowed, the humming was still there, the passion and lust still present, but not the desperateness. That had died away with the pain. She had to wonder if she would ever be able to make love to her boyfriend like other people—like Link and Patty.
Jason looked at her suddenly. He blinked. “Okay?” he asked, his words almost unintelligible.
She nodded, but looked far from okay. He sat up again, panting and feeling that if he stopped he’d quite possibly die. But he did stop. “Let’s do something else.” He panted.
“Something different? Like what?” Her body began to relax but she was covered in a sheen of sweat and he thought that she looked like the sexiest creature in the universe.
He smiled, looking like a boy with a secret. Then he lay back. “Climb up here, Sweetheart. I want your thighs on each side of my face.” Robin felt herself clench. She climbed up his body and placed both of her thighs on each side of his face.
Later, after two orgasms each, Robin pulled herself out of bed. It was after midnight. She helped Jason use the restroom and then she pulled on her clothes. He frowned.
“Are you sure that you want to leave?” He hated thinking of her driving through the streets at this hour when she could be asleep in his arms.
She nodded. “Yes. I need to go home. But…lay down in bed.” He gave her a curious look and then turned and walked to the bed, climbing into it and wondering what she was up to. She brought the covers up and tucked him in. He grinned.
She watched him, her hands moving slowly over his nude chest and down his arms. “I’ll lock the door when I leave.” His brow gathered.
“Why? I can walk you out-”
She shook her head. “No. It’s time for your song. So lay there and take it like a man.”
He chuckled. “Okay, if you want to bend my arm.” He sighed and brought his hands behind his head and waited.
She looked a bit embarrassed. “So, how do you feel about sappy love songs?”
“I wish I could sing you a sappy love song, Robin.” He said earnestly. “Go ahead, sing whatever you want, babe. I want to hear whatever you have.”
She stared at the pillow that his head rested on. She swallowed and then began to softly sing a song about Jason’s star soaring and her being the sky that allowed him to shine.
When she finished he just stared at her. He didn’t speak for a long time. “Is this how you feel about me?”
She nodded. “You’re so talented, Jason. I just love to watch you soar. I…love being in the same room with you when you’re making magic.” She felt suddenly stupid for what she had just said. He must think she is so desperate just to gleam off some of his strength.
“I can’t sing worth a lick.” He said, while staring steadily into her eyes. “But tomorrow I’m going to play you a song that mirrors what I feel for you, okay?” She felt her cheeks warm.
“Okay. A sappy love song?” She smiled.
“Maybe.” He wore such a serious look on his face. “Robin.”
“Hmmm?”
“I love you.” The silly smile fell off her face.
Her face grew serious. “Why?”
He didn’t seem surprised that she asked this. But this time he smiled. “I’ll tell you tomorrow.”
“It’s going to take you that long to figure it out?” She asked, only half way joking.
“No. I know exactly why I love you. But I need to tell you tomorrow.” She didn’t understand. But on this point he seemed adamant.
“Okay.” She finally said when he didn’t add more. “I love you too Jason.” She gave him a soft kiss on his lips. “Thank you.”
“For what?” He frowned once.
“For loving me.”
He reached up and stroked her cheek with the back of his hand. “See you tomorrow, Sweetheart.”
Robin drove home in an odd mood. She had a boyfriend, her own place, money in the bank; everything that she had always dreamed of having…and yet there was so much sadness still within her. She didn’t understand it.
Once Robin was gone Jason got out of bed. He didn’t bother to check the locks, he trusted Robin to have locked up. Instead he went to the bathroom but not to use the toilet again. He leaned heavily against the counter and swallowed a pained look. Then he reached into the medicine chest for the bottle of Ibuprofen. His legs were killing him and had been for the last two days but now it was worse. His knees were swollen, his ankles hurt and his hip joints ached. Jason didn’t know how much longer he would be able to walk, he’d been swallowing ibuprofen like it was candy.
He limped slowly back into his bedroom and climbed into bed.
Chapter 6
The next day was Thursday and as soon as Robin and Jason approached the cafeteria her feeling of peace slipped. She didn’t mind the table full of ever changing bodies with their loud voices and joking. That didn’t bother her anymore. And she looked forward to seeing Patty and Link. It was Amberly that brought the mood crashing down. It wasn’t even her snide remarks, it was just the sight of her sitting her bony little butt in Jason’s lap. She swore to herself that she wouldn’t say anything about it. She remembered what Jason had said about touch. People didn’t want to touch people like him and Amberly, and maybe that was true. Jason fulfilled Amberly’s need to touch. Robin supposed that was the problem in a nutshell. She didn’t want Jason to fulfill anyone’s need for touch but hers!
Patty gave her a sly smile. “Oh hey,” she said to Robin. “How did Top enjoy his present?”
