“Yes — yes — and you don’t know what was in it! Oh, Denis!”
“I know what should have been,” he said, grimly: “my first nugget — according to promise. But it was stolen, and afterward found.”
“And you don’t know what was put in instead? Did you lose nothing else?”
Denis stood stock-still in the deepening dusk. No, he had never thought of that; even now his simplicity could not credit it until he had drawn every detail from Nan’s lips. The ring had possessed intrinsic value. He had always looked upon that as an ordinary theft. The discovery of the stolen nugget on Jewson’s body had puzzled him, but it was partially accounted for by another strange fact which had come to light after the man’s death, namely, that the nugget had been purchased by Jewson in the first instance, elsewhere on the diggings, and deliberately planted at the bottom of the shaft where Denis found it. And not till this moment, months afterward, had Denis penetrated the dead man’s design.
“You have indeed been cheated,” he said, bitterly. “Yet to believe me capable of behaving like that without a word! To have known me as little as all that! Why, there was trickery on the face of it. But how can I talk? They took me in, too — decent people don’t dream of such villainy — so I was fair game at one end, and you at the other. I begin to see the whole thing. Do you remember when we said good-bye on board your ship?”
“Do I remember!”
“It was then you gave me what I wore night and day until it was stolen and sent back to you.”
“Oh, Denis!”
“And it was then you made me promise to send it back to you if ever —— Oh, what a fool I was!”
“It was my doing — all. You didn’t want to promise; it vexed you and hurt you, and it was all my fault.”
“But I promised, and I was overheard, by the villain who is gone,” said Denis. “He was in my cousin’s cabin at the time, for I distinctly remember seeing him there as we went on deck. And he repeated every syllable to a ten times greater villain than himself, who is alive to answer for his crime!” and he ground his teeth, little dreaming that he had done the living criminal a double injustice in one breath.
“I am not sure that he is alive,” faltered Nan, above her breath, but that was all.
“You are not sure?”
“I have not seen him since our wedding day!”
Denis was dumfoundered, but enlightened.
“So you found out just too late,” he groaned.
“Yes; and the hard part was that I might have found out in time,” she said sadly but only sadly, as if telling of some other person. “There were such a lot of letters for me that morning,” she went on, “and there was so little time. I didn’t even look at them; I said I would read them in the train; but after all I looked through the envelopes as they were dressing me to go away.”
He heard her shuddering, and his lips moved. It was black night in the avenue now, and deepest twilight through the trees on either hand. So he never knew how meekly she stood before him in this bitter hour; even the striking humility of a voice so memorable for its spirit was lost upon a mind too absorbed in the sense to heed the sound.
“Your letter was among them,” she went on. “Which letter I cannot say; it was the first that ever reached me, and I was in two minds whether to read a line of it or to tear it up unopened; but I could not bring myself to do that, nor yet resist just looking to see what you said. And there in the first few lines I saw it was but one of many letters that had gone astray! It was the letter in which you began by saying how often you had written lately, though you had never yet had a single word from me. But how could I write when I never had a line to tell me where you were?”
“I don’t blame you for that,” said Denis. “I never blamed you in my life before to-day; when I know all I may not blame you yet. I understand nearly everything as it is.” There was a slight emphasis on one of the last words, but it was very slight: in their common misery he was now as unemphatic as she.
“It was the letter,” continued Nan, “in which you told me how splendidly you were doing, and how soon you hoped to sail; I think it must have come in a much quicker ship than yours; but it was a long time before I read that part. I nearly fainted — not quite — but they sent downstairs for our doctor. It was a very small party — everything was hurried and quite private — but Dr. Stone has known me since I was born, and fortunately he was there. I told him everything, and what I suspected in a moment. He tried to talk me over, but I refused even to see my husband until my suspicions were set at rest, and appealed to him to stop a scandal. He did so — there is no public scandal to this day. He went downstairs and declared that the hurry and excitement had proved too much for me; that it was nothing serious, but I could not possibly go away that day. That emptied the house, and gave me time to think. But they all pressed me to see Captain Devenish, so at last I did see him. And in my misery I came down to his level, and pretended not to care if he would only tell the truth.”
“And did he?”
“How can I tell? He told me a tale, and he brazened it out. I believe it was the truth. The fraud was not begun by him, but first he countenanced it and then he had to carry it on. He had taken your letters systematically for weeks; whenever a mail came in, here he was, on the spot, and ready for the worst. He boasted of it, gloried in it, said he would play the same game again for the same stake! That was the end. I never looked at him again, though he stayed in the house a week to save the appearances that were so dear to him and to my father; but it was I who saved them, little as I cared. Next day I was really ill, and before I came down again he was gone.”
“Gone where?”
“To the Black Sea. You see, he had to go in a week, in any case.”
“I don’t understand.”
“To the war — with a draft of the Grenadiers.”
The war! Denis had never heard of it until the night before, when the pilot came aboard his ship, and since landing his own affairs and his own anxieties had filled his mind down to this cruel culmination. So Ralph Devenish, traitor and thief, had fled to fight his country’s battles because he had not the pluck to stand and fight his own! Denis could not be fair for a moment to such an officer and such a gentleman; it was not in his allowance of very human nature.
“Now you have told me everything,” he cried, “I can understand all but one thing. I can understand your disbelieving in me, your resentment of my silence, your failure to see that what you received without a line of explanation could never have been sent by me. It was your idea that I should send you back your ring if I changed — if I changed! You thought I would take you at your word without a word of my own to ask so much as your forgiveness. Well, you were at liberty to think what you liked of me; you little knew me, and it was a poor compliment to what you did know; but all that I can understand. What I cannot and never will understand is how you flew round the compass and married that fellow within two months!”
What had Nan to say? She had long been utterly unable to understand it herself. Ralph had never seemed so nice; she herself had been wretched, reckless, wounded, numbed; nothing had seemed to matter any more, except to show that she did not care; and that was her wicked way of showing it. Oh! she had been wicked, wicked; but see her punishment! See the shipwreck of her whole life! He who understood so much — Denis — dear Denis — could he not forgive the mad sequel?
“Forgive!” He laughed out harshly. “Oh, yes, I can forgive you; but that’s the end. We must never see each other again. This is good-bye; and the sooner it’s said the better for one and all.”
He was actually holding out his hand. Nan caught it and clung to it with both of hers.
“Good-bye?” she almost screamed. “You are not going away like this? You wouldn’t leave me more desolate and desperate than I was before? You’ll stay, or at least come back to see my father — to see me?”
Denis did not hesitate for a moment. “No,” said he, firmly; “no, it’s not
a bit of use my staying to see anybody or any more of you; and the sooner you let me go the better and easier for us both.”
“But where will you go?” she asked, partly to gain time; yet the desire to detain him was not greater than the dread of sending him she knew not whither.
“God knows!” he answered. “Not to my death, if I can help it, and if that’s what you mean, but very likely back to Ballarat. I was making a small fortune there. I might go back and double it, or lose it all. What does it matter now?”
Even while he spoke, the vision of his mates on the claim in Rotten Gully rose warmly to his mind; and yet, even before he ceased speaking, he knew that he could never go back to them now.
“Don’t go!” she urged piteously. “Denis, Denis, don’t leave me so soon. You are always so ready to leave me, and see what came of it before! I never could forget it — I never could — it made all the difference in the end. But now you are the only one I have to look up to in the world; stay and help me; be my friend. Oh, Denis, you once saved me from the sea. Stay — do stay, for God’s sake, Denis — and save me from myself!”
It needed heart of flint and will of adamant to resist so wild and touching an appeal; but Denis had soon formed his own conception of his duty, and every moment since he had been subconsciously hardening himself to its performance. All his character came into his resolve: strength, promptitude, unflinching courage, undeniable obstinacy, and withal a certain narrowness, a matter of upbringing and of inexperience, in questions of right and wrong. She had married another man; there was an end of it, and let the end come quickly. It would be wrong to see more of her, wrong even to remain her friend. So he had argued in his heart; so he answered her now, kindly, tenderly, with much emotion, but with more fixity of purpose and finality of decision.
“But it isn’t the end!” cried Nan, wildly. “It’s only the beginning — because I was cheated into marrying him, and because ... I love you, Denis, and only you!”
It was long before Denis remembered how he broke away from her; how and where he left her came back to him slowly after hours. It was in the house. He had carried her there. She loved him. He could not leave her out there to creep in through the dark alone, even if she could have crept half the way unaided. But the struggle came before all that. The rest made no immediate impression on his mind. He was a mile on his road before his brain began to clear, on the crest of a hill, where a sudden night wind searched his skull. Under his eyes, and a rising moon, the road he had to traverse fell almost from his feet, to glimmer away into a flat and open country, and to remind him of the ship’s wake on a calm night; only it was no longer the wake; it was his course. On the horizon the faint glow of the metropolis was just discernible, and to ears fresh from the incessant noises of the ocean, the hum of the great human hive seemed not absolutely inaudible in the young night’s stillness. Yet every now and then there was a rattle of parched leaves, as if the quiet earth stirred in its sleep; for some minutes Denis also heard his own heart beating from the speed with which he had come so far; and as this abated, somewhere in the nether distance, on the way to London, a clock struck seven.
CHAPTER XXVIII. NEWS OF BATTLE
There was a fascination in returning stride by stride to the rattle and roar of the metal tyres upon London’s stones. Denis felt it through the depths of his blank misery and impotent rage; he only wondered that the noise had never struck him in the morning. Now he picked it up plain at Hendon, and it reminded him of its miniature — the first far sound of Ballarat — as it seemed to rise with each ringing step he took. His body was bathed in perspiration; never had he walked so many miles at such a rate. But a vague object had developed on the way. By half-past nine he was in London’s throat; and now he might have been walking on cotton-wool.
Never had he heard such an uproar: it was Saturday night. Edgware Road was a vast trench of stalls and barrows, lurid with naked flames, strident with hoarse voices, only Denis was not Londoner enough to know that it was Edgware Road. He had the vaguest ideas as to where he was, until, on asking his way to the London Tavern, he was invited to take his choice between the glaring illuminations of several London taverns before his eyes. After that he applied to a constable, and next minute sat cooling in a hansom cab.
The hansom beat up into the east in a series of short tacks, grinding endless curbstones as she went about, but at last emerging into latitudes less unknown to Denis. There was St. Paul’s Cathedral, perhaps his westernmost landmark, though he had once or twice threaded Temple Bar: so the London Tavern was somewhere in the city. The sailor began to feel at home. The offices of Merridew and Devenish were in one of these silent streets. How silent and deserted they were! What a change from the Edgware Road! And this was London’s hub, that he had imagined deafening and congested at all hours of the twenty-four: that sleeping palace was the Royal Exchange: this black monolith the Bank. At the first oasis of light and life the cab drew up.
“London Tavern, sir,” said a voice overhead.
Denis dismissed the cab and found himself confronted by an overpowering Cerberus, who desired to know what he could do for him, but Denis scarcely knew himself. His impressions in the cab had been acute but superficial. The mind’s core was still stunned. He had to think hard in order to recall the resolve which had brought him hither; a burst of applause through the tall lighted windows came to his aid in the nick of time.
“I want to see a gentleman who is dining here.”
“What, now?” sniffed Cerberus.
“Before he leaves.”
“I could take in your card,” condescended the other, who had probably heard the thanks which Denis had earned from his cabman, “when the Lord Mayor’s said what he ‘as to say, if it’s anythink very important.”
“To me it is,” said Denis, “and I pray that it may prove equally so to him; but it will be time enough after the banquet, and I can take care of myself meanwhile.”
He crossed the street slowly, pondering his resolve, which was simply to impress his daughter’s despair upon John Merridew’s mind; to implore him not to leave her too much alone, but to find her some bright companion without a day’s delay, to keep watch and ward over her from that day forth.
That was the motive of which Denis found himself aware; if in the bottom of his heart he yearned for a word of unforeseen sympathy, of inconceivable comfort, of wildest hope, the thought never rose to the surface of his mind.
But he was distracted from all his thoughts by cheer upon frantic cheer from the great hall across the road. This was no ordinary after-dinner enthusiasm. The lighted windows rattled in their leads. A crowd was forming in the street. A whisper was running through the crowd.
“The Lord Mayor’s there,” said a voice near Denis. “He came on foot not five minutes ago. It’s something worth hearing, you mark my words!”
Denis marked them with the listless interest of one who had realized neither his country’s peril nor his countrymen’s excitement. It was impossible that he should. He had forgotten that England was at war.
“Here he comes back again!” exclaimed the same excited voice. “That’s his lordship, him in the gold chain. See the papers in his hand; see the face on him! It’s a victory, boys, and he’s going to give us the news!”
The Lord Mayor wore a frilled shirt-front behind the massive chain of office, and between its tufts of whisker his well-favoured face shone like the sun. But he did not deliver his message from the steps of the London Tavern; attended by one or two members of his household, he led the way on foot toward the Royal Exchange. A handful of diners were at his heels, and the gathering street-crowd at theirs; but Denis did not think of joining them until among the former he recognized John Merridew, himself brandishing some missive and gesticulating to his friends.
It was Merridew alone whom Denis wished to keep in view, yet as he slowly followed in the civic train he experienced a reawakening of that impersonal curiosity which had possessed him in the cab. What had happe
ned? What was going to happen now? The answer came in the blare of a bugle, even as Denis reached the steps of the Royal Exchange.
The bugle sounded again and again, waking the echoes of the silent streets, filling them with answering cries and the shuffle of hastening feet. Meanwhile the Lord Mayor had climbed the few steps, and taken his stand under the grimy portico, behind the footlights improvised by half-a-dozen policemen with their bull’s-eyes.
“Fellow-citizens and gentlemen,” he cried, “I have to announce to you the intelligence of a splendid victory obtained by the Allied forces over the Russians in the Crimea!”
A wild roar rose into the night, and the speaker himself prolonged it by calling for cheers for the Queen before going any further. Heads were uncovered and hats waved madly. Cheer after cheer rang to its height and dropped like musketry in single shouts. The converging streets were alive with running men. The blood was draining back into the City’s heart.
Denis wondered to find a moisture in his eyes; it brought back the heart-break which had occasioned him less outward emotion, and he was carried away no more. The Lord Mayor, indeed, was departing from the point; he had paused to enlarge upon the delightful character of his duty before completing its performance. Some few months since it had fallen to his lot to announce that war had been proclaimed between that country and Russia; he had now the great satisfaction of making known to them that the Allied forces had taken the first step toward reducing to reasonable limits the barbaric Power against which they were engaged. He could not help adding that he considered the interests of humanity, and the happiness of the whole human race, were all deeply concerned in the victory.
Denis did not join in the renewed cheering. His brow was contracted, but not from want of sympathy with the excellent sentiments expressed. He was himself engaged against the sudden onslaught of an impossible thought.
“I will now read to you,” continued the Lord Mayor, “the letter with which I have been honoured by the Duke of Newcastle. ‘My Lord,’ he writes, ‘I have the honour and high gratification of sending your lordship a proof copy of an extraordinary Gazette containing a telegraphic message from her Majesty’s Ambassador at Constantinople, by which the glorious intelligence of the success of the Allied arms in a great battle in the Crimea has been received this morning. — I am, my lord, your lordship’s obedient humble servant, Newcastle.’ And this, fellow citizens,” the Lord Mayor proceeded in higher key, “and this is the text of that message: ‘The intrenched camp of the Russians, containing 50,000 men, with a numerous artillery and cavalry, on the heights of the Alma, was attacked on the 20th inst., at 1 P. M., by the Allied troops, and carried by the bayonet at half-past three, with the loss on our side of about 1,400 killed and wounded, and an equal loss on the side of the French. The Russian army was forced to put itself in full retreat.’”
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