"He works for ME!"
"Oh, dear, dear Jason." She leaned forward and patted the unbruised side of his face. "But I am so much scarier than you." She got up and threw her sandwich wrapper in the trash. "Aaron will do as I say. Now, I have papers to grade. I'll see you later."
They all stared after her in shock.
"She's a teacher?" Michaela asked incredulously.
"First grade, if you can believe it," Jason said, his voice much more sullen than before.
"Is she your girlfriend or something?" she asked. Chris snorted beside her.
"Cousin," Jason answered. "But more like a sister."
"Oh," she responded.
"Hey man, Mic and I have to go," Chris said. "I have an early meeting tomorrow."
"I guess I should sleep or Warden Maggie might come back and make me." Jason sighed and struggled to stand.
"Well, hey," Michaela began, "my job doesn't start for a few days so I'll come back tomorrow and keep you company." The thought of that made her excited and she didn't know why.
"Sounds like a plan." Jason was smiling again, a fact that was not lost on Michaela as they walked out the door and headed home.
###
"Come in!" Jason yelled from inside. Michaela pushed open the door and found Jason lounging on the couch, laptop perched on his legs and his forehead strained.
"Whatever you are doing does not look like fun," she said.
"It's not," he sighed, shutting his laptop. "I figured if I'm going to be banned from setting foot in the bar, I might as well get some of the stuff done that I've been putting off. I was going over the books."
"Well, I brought bagels." She held up the small white paper bag and sat down across from him. "I've got blueberry, plain, and cinnamon crunch."
"I'll take the plain, thanks."
"Seriously?" She stared at him. "I bring a cinnamon crunch bagel into your apartment and you choose plain?"
"Fine, then I'll have cinnamon crunch."
"Not a chance, that one's mine!"
"What?" he laughed. "You just told me I should have that one."
"No," she smirked. "I said you should want to have it, not that you should have it. You should always want the best, even if someone else has already claimed it."
"What if I think that plain is the best?"
"Then you're just weird." She grinned as she took a bite and looked at Jason. He didn't look any better than the day before, but she hadn't really expected him to.
"I never really thanked you," Michaela said when she was done eating.
"For what?" he asked.
"For getting me home the other night."
"Hey," he said, forcing her to look at him. "We all have nights like that."
"I haven't in a long time. I just ... haven't been myself lately." She stopped and looked at the ground in silence for a few moments.
"You don't have to tell me," Jason finally said. She looked up at him with tears in her eyes. "But you can if you want to," he finished quickly.
She nodded and wiped the back of her hand across her face. I will not cry, she told herself.
Not wanting to talk about it, Michaela got up to throw away her trash when she noticed a framed picture hanging in the hall.
"Is this signature real?" she asked, leaning forward to get a better look. Before her was a lithograph of the 1997-1998 New York Rangers.
"Yeah, paid a fortune for it too," Jason got up from the couch and hobbled toward her.
"Why would you pay so much?" she asked. "Gretzky's signatures aren't really worth that much because they're everywhere."
"I know that now," Jason huffed. "But I was in high school when I bought this and didn't know a damn thing."
"I could've told you that in high school," she smirked. "I also could've told you the name of every player on the Rangers and their relevant stats. I knew who the prospects were and what players in the league the teams should target for a trade. Most people didn't agree with me, but then, most people were wrong."
"Pretty confident in yourself," he laughed.
"I know my hockey," she shrugged. It was true. Michaela had always been a pretty quiet girl - except when it came to hockey. She was confident in what she knew and debates with her could get heated.
"I see that," he laughed again.
"Are you laughing at me?" She punched him lightly on the arm and then stopped herself when his face scrunched up in pain. "Oh my god, I'm so sorry." She put a hand on his back and tried to lead him to the couch but he waved her away.
"I'm fine," he grunted. "Come on. NBC is replaying last year’s playoff games in the lead-up to training camp. Rangers round two, game seven is on."
"That was a sweet game," she said when she was sure he was okay. "I was there."
They sat next to each other on the couch and both grinned when they heard the color commentator. "It’s been a long off-season," Jason said.
"God yes. I'm dying for the season to start." She looked sideways at him and then back to the TV. "Can I tell you something and not have you hate me or call me a traitor?"
"As long as you aren't about to tell me you're also a Penguins fan, or worse, a Flyers fan."
"Not quite as bad as that," she said. "I'm rooting for the Jackets this year."
"Columbus? Why?"
"My friend, Josh, is in their system and will probably get called up pretty early on." She grinned when she thought of Josh playing in the NHL.
"Josh Walker?" Jason asked. "He's a great prospect. I was at the draft last year when they chose him. I was hoping he'd fall to the Rangers a few picks back."
"You and me both," she agreed. "But he really loves the Jackets, so I do too."
"They're going to be really good this year."
"I know! I'm so excited to see them!"
"Don't you even try to convert me, though." Jason reached over and gave Michaela a small shove but she only grinned at him mischievously and focused on the game on TV. "I'm a loyal fan."
###
"You're not going to make me watch that crap, are you?" Maggie asked, slamming the front door behind her and waking Jason from his nap.
"What?" he asked groggily.
"How can you even follow that?" Maggie plopped herself down in a chair and pointed to the TV, where another hockey rerun was playing itself out. "I can't even see the puck!"
Jason groaned and aimed the remote at the screen, turning it off. "Hey Mags," he said.
"What's up, cuz?" she asked.
"Just trying to sleep," he answered, closing his eyes again.
"You can sleep when you're dead," she snapped.
"And pray that that is soon." Jason was in a lot of pain, a fact he’d hidden while Michaela was over. She’d stayed most of the day before leaving with a promise to return. He didn't dare hide how he was feeling to Maggie. She’d see right through him.
"You stop that right now." Maggie's voice was harsh, but Jason knew she only talked to him like that because she cared. Maggie had a tough going, and Jason was always the one who was there for her. She married young, but it didn't last. She decided she couldn't live in a house with a man whose anger hung heavy in the air at all times. He hadn't hit her, but his drinking had gotten out of control and she thought it was only a matter of time. She came out of that marriage with her self-esteem in tatters and her confidence lost. Elijah had helped her and, when she was with him, she had found some of what was missing.
"Sorry, Mags," he sighed. "I'm just tired."
"Did you take your pain meds?" she asked.
"Yes, Mom," he said.
She just grinned at him and went about picking the place up. "What'd you do today?"
"Michaela was here."
"Oh?" Her voice rose an octave and she glanced back over her shoulder.
"Don't look at me like that!"
"What? Michaela's cute," she said.
"She's also Chris's sister, and I'd look a hell of a lot worse than I do now if I went there."
Magg
ie was always getting on his case because he never went on dates. He spent most nights working and hardly ever met any women that interested him. He wanted more than just a woman in his bed. Did that make him less of a man? Did he care?
"Chris would get over it," Maggie said eventually.
"Michaela is a mess, Mags. She's trying to get over some douche bag that hurt her pretty badly."
"Whatever you say, cousin." Maggie looked at him for a long moment and then shifted her eyes away. "Does your reluctance have anything to do with Briahna?"
"That was a long time ago. I'm over it, so drop it."
She held her hands in the air and went back to clearing the dirty dishes from the coffee table. Jason didn't believe she'd let the subject drop. He'd hear about it again.
Maggie was the only family member Jason had regular contact with. His parents died when he was young and he didn't remember them. He'd grown up in the system. Occasionally, he'd hear from his foster brother, usually when he needed money. His foster parents turned him out when he turned eighteen and they could no longer collect money from the state. So, he had Maggie. He'd had Briahna for a few years, but she’d decided he wasn't enough. She left him, and the city, in search of bigger and better things.
"You sleep," Maggie commanded. "And I'll take care of everything else here." He did as she said, as always.
###
"Don't hog the popcorn!" Michaela said, reaching across Jason for the bowl.
"Wouldn't dream of it," he laughed. They were watching the movie Miracle. Michaela hadn't been able to return until late in the day so the sounds of Jason's club were drifting up towards them, providing a background to the movie.
"Are you sure you wouldn't rather be down at the bar with Chris and Elijah?" he asked her. He didn't want her to go but he'd understand.
"Yes," she stated simply. "Now be quiet. This is a good part."
"Yes ma'am." He grinned.
When the movie was over, Jason got up and went to the kitchen.
"You want a beer?" he called back.
"No," she answered. "I’ve sworn off all alcohol after the other night - at least for a while.”
"Good idea," he laughed. "Water?"
"Please." Michaela liked that Jason laughed at her. She grew up in a world where everyone was so worried about avoiding social faux pas. They’d never laugh at someone, at least to their face. There was a serious lack of fun and jokes in that world.
"What's on your mind?" Jason asked, holding out a glass. Michaela hadn't seen him come back. She realized she’d been staring off into nothing. She’d been thinking about Ethan, but only in relation to that world he’d always be connected to. She hadn't thought about him in days, and his image no longer made her want to hide away and cry. She hadn't known that until that very moment.
"It's just ..." she stopped. Michaela still barely knew Jason, but that was the first time she felt like she could talk about it without breaking down.
"You can tell me," Jason said. "I'm a good listener."
"It's just, I haven't even talked to my brother about any of this. I mean, he knows what happened, but we haven't talked about it."
Jason didn't say anything as he waited for her to continue. Michaela studied Jason for a moment. His bruised yet still handsome face was open and understanding. His movements were still laced with small amounts of pain, but he was getting much better. She scanned her eyes over the strong arms that had held her together when everything else seemed to be falling apart. Did she owe him a reason for that? She breathed in deep before talking.
"A couple of days before I met you, my boyfriend of seven years proposed."
His eyebrows shot up in surprise and she knew exactly what he was thinking. Why the hell would you say no after seven years? He didn't say it, though.
"You have to understand something about where I come from," she went on. "My family is kind of a big deal in Connecticut. My dad’s a lawyer, but it's more than that. My mother's family is very old money, and there are expectations that come with that. Ethan's family is just like mine. I would’ve been expected to stay at home, have kids, plan parties, and go to charity events. I couldn't bring myself to do it."
"Then why'd you date him for so long if that isn't what you wanted?" Jason asked carefully.
"I loved him," she shrugged. "I probably always will. I thought I'd have time to make my own life before we got engaged. But then he proposed to me in front of everyone we knew. Let's just say, he wasn’t happy. Chris ended up punching him."
Jason started to laugh uncontrollably. “I’ve never even seen Chris get angry," he said when he caught his breath.
Michaela started laughing too when she pictured it. "Ethan deserved it."
"What is it about you that makes nonviolent people throw punches?"
"I don't know," she leaned back into the couch. "Now that I've bared my soul to you, can I ask you a question?"
"Shoot."
"Chris told me you never date."
"Is there a question in there?" he asked, a hint of amusement in his voice.
"He also said there are a lot of girls who'd be happy to change that. I don't understand. I mean, you're good looking and nice. Why don't you go out more?" There, she asked. It was out. The question that had been bugging her since Chris told her all of that.
Jason didn't answer as he considered her words.
"I'm sorry. I didn't mean to pry," Michaela said after a while.
"It's okay," Jason responded thoughtfully. "I have an ex too. It took me a long time to pick up the pieces of my life when she left. The bar was just getting off the ground so I threw myself into that, and I guess I haven't really come up for air." He stopped and looked at her for a long moment, considering his next words. "It's more than that, though. I don't even know why I'm telling you this." He scratched the back of his head and looked away.
"Like you said," Michaela said softly. "You can talk to me."
"I guess I just believe that when you first talk to someone, you know right then if there could be a future. You just know. And I don't see a point in dating people without that knowledge. I haven't met many women like that."
"Like love at first sight?" she asked.
"No. It's not about sight or really even love. You can't love someone without truly knowing them. It's more about the possibility that you could fall for them one day. You meet someone and think 'hey, this is someone I could love.'"
"That's beautiful," Michaela breathed. "You're a romantic." She couldn't take her eyes away from him as the blush crept up his cheeks. Their eyes were still locked together when the front door banged open to reveal Chris.
"What's going on in here?" he growled, stumbling through the door. Michaela stood and rushed over to him to steady him. He put an arm around her shoulders and glared at Jason. "Let's go, sis."
Michaela glanced back at Jason once more before leaving to walk home with her brother.
Five
Michaela's job started without any problems. She'd be doing secretarial work so it'd be pretty easy. Chris's firm handled mostly corporate clients that kept them on retainer. Her brother had always hated most of the cases he worked on, but he said that the pay more than made up for that. If Michaela had been allowed to be a working wife and not only a party-planning wife, it would've been expected of her to practice corporate law once she finished Columbia. That was the one thing she knew she didn't want to do.
"Michaela," Brendon Howarth, one of the name partners, said, dropping a stack of papers on her desk. "I want you to file these documents." He handed her a folder. "And type this up."
"Yes, sir." He disappeared into his office as she began to type.
"This job is so boring, isn't it?" one of the other secretaries said, rolling her chair up beside Michaela.
"Yeah," Michaela answered.
"Welcome to Howarth, Bryan, and Hodges." She stuck her hand out. "I'm Katie."
"Michaela." She took the offered hand.
"Are you part t
ime?" Katie asked. Michaela nodded and Katie continued. "I am too. I'm only working here while I finish law school."
"Columbia?"
"NYU," Katie said.
"What kind of law do you want to practice?" Michaela asked.
"Definitely not this." She gestured around and then leaned forward. "I actually volunteer at this other place nearby. It's a very different kind of work, but I love it. I get to work with kids that need help."
"That sounds so much better than sitting in some corner office helping corporations take over the world," Michaela laughed.
"Don't let them hear you say that." Katie looked around for signs of any of the partners and grinned. "Do you work tomorrow?"
"No, I'm only Monday, Wednesday, and Friday."
"Me too. Do you want to come with me? I promise you won't regret it, and we always need extra hands."
"I'm in," Michaela found herself agreeing, unsure just what it would entail.
"Perfect!" Katie clapped her hands together and then looked around to make sure no one heard. She scribbled something on a post it and pressed it onto Michaela's desk. "That's my address. The place is right around the corner so meet me there around eight."
"I'll be there."
###
Michaela found herself staring down at the address in her hand and then out the window of the cab again and again.
"Are you sure this is right?" she asked the cab driver.
"Yeah, you gonna get out?" he spat.
She opened the door and slowly stepped out. The cab sped away, leaving her standing outside a seedy-looking building. The graffiti covered up more of the pronounced fractures in the face of the building, but it still looked like it could collapse at any minute.
Michaela waded her way across the trash-littered sidewalk, at one point having to step around a man lying in a pile of rags. The faint ammonia scent of urine mixed with the exhaust fumes of stopped traffic tainted the air. That was not a part of the city Michaela ever thought she’d find herself. She was staring up at the building when Katie walked out, smiling.
"Hi!" she said.
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