My nerves grew edgier by the minute. What if he was going to stand me up? The image of the beautiful redhead flickered once more in my head. I always said: The grass can’t compete with the trees and I was just a tall blade of grass in a big city filled with beautiful trees.
My heart was sinking, and my nerves were ticking like a countdown clock. And then, as I was about to lose all hope, my eyes caught sight of my long-legged Trainman running down the street in my direction. He loped up the landing, taking two steps at a time. A devilish grin flashed across his swoon-worthy face.
My heart skipped a beat at the sight of him. He was casually dressed in jeans—the premium denim kind—and a black cotton T-shirt—the expensive, yummy kind. I immediately felt overdressed in his little black dress and uncomfortable.
“Hi,” I said nervously, hating myself for my banality.
In my spiky heels, we were practically the same height, making him about six three. His piercing blue eyes burned into mine and then traveled down my body, lingering on places he had no right to be.
“The dress suits you,” he said at last with a glimmer of approval.
He offered me his arm, and my eyes fixed on his biceps. Perfect, not too big as if to shout professional weight lifter, but enough to let me know that he worked out. The rest of his body was equally sculpted to perfection. The outlines of his muscled thighs and calves were visible through the denim, and I could see the ripple of his abs beneath his fine cotton tee.
I hooked my arm in his, glad to have someone help me down the steps in these mile-high heels. Please don’t let me trip. Please! I prayed silently.
I made it to the street. A small victory. I suppose we were walking somewhere—there were lots of good restaurants in the theater district—but truthfully, I wasn’t looking forward to walking more than a block in my stilettos. My feet were already beginning to ache, and I still didn’t trust myself in them.
“My driver will be here any second,” said Ari.
Driver? What was he talking about? In a heartbeat, a sleek black limo slithered up to us. Ari motioned with his finger to it and helped me step off the curb.
A tall uniformed man, with rich, ebony skin and the intimidating build of Mr. Clean, immediately came around the car and opened the passenger door.
“After you,” said Ari.
I looked at him with hesitancy, and then with as much grace as I could muster in my tight dress and six-inch high heels, I slid into the car. Ari climbed in after me. The door closed, and I was sitting, once again, next to my mysterious stranger on a train.
The posh, spacious interior felt alien to me. Soft black leather seats, plush carpeting, dark-tinted windows, plus a dark glass partition separating us from the driver. There was also a well-stocked bar. I’d never been in a limo before. Obviously, Trainman was rich. Very rich. Again the question: What was he doing with me?
He stretched his long, taut legs out in front of him, and I noticed he was wearing expensive black suede loafers with no socks. I impulsively crossed mine—acutely aware that I was not wearing underwear. The thought made me press by legs tighter together. I wondered—was this some kind of defense mechanism?
Ari glanced down at my crotch—holy shit, did he know?—and then subtly down at my feet. A sly smile flickered on his bronzed face. Was it the beautiful shoes or the fact that I wasn’t wearing pantyhose that pleased him? I dared not to ask.
The scent of his expensive cologne mixed with that of the car’s rich leather and wafted up my nose, making me feel lightheaded. Butterflies fluttered in my stomach, and the throbbing in my groin kicked up a notch with the movement of the car. Please don’t let me get carsick.
“I hope you like lobster,” he said, breaking the silence.
Oooh. That was a conversation starter. Me, who lived on ramen noodles and an occasional macrobiotic dinner out, courtesy of BFF Lauren, who was forever going through a raw diet phase, didn’t know the first thing about eating lobster. All I knew was that it was a big red shellfish, with big, scary claws, that I could never afford.
“Yes,” I lied.
“Good. We’re going to The Palm, my favorite restaurant.”
“Cool.”
This was not going well. Despite my intimate encounter with this gorgeous man only hours ago, I now felt at a loss for words. Remembering one of my favorite sayings—Speak only when spoken to—I peered out the tinted window, gazing at the spectacle of cars, cabs, and pedestrians that made New York the city that never sleeps. A thought crossed my mind. I could see them, but they couldn’t see me. Somehow, I thought Ari’s piercing blue eyes could see right through me yet mine couldn’t penetrate him. He made me feel naked.
His sultry voice diverted my attention. “Would you like a drink?”
“Um, a Coke would be nice.”
“Come on, Saarah. You can do better than that. It’s not a school night,” he said in a tone that was half-amused, half-mocking.
With a smirk, he reached for a bottle of wine, already uncorked, and poured some into two crystal goblets. He handed me a glass and then clinked his against mine.
“Cheers. To you and a fine meal.” His eyes stayed fixed on my face.
My heart hammering, I put the goblet to my lips and took a sip of the wine. It was chilled and delicious. It didn’t taste like the acidic or oversweet “house wine” I occasionally ordered when I was out with Lauren. No, it tasted perfectly balanced and velvety. As I swallowed, I glanced at the label on the bottle; it was in French. So, Trainman liked fine cars, fine wines, fine food…and fine women?
The limo was heading east on Forty-Second Street, the driver expertly weaving in and out of the insane Friday night midtown traffic. I imbibed more of my wine.
“So, Saarah…”
There he was, saying my name with that slow, sexy lilt. My breath caught in my throat.
Holding his glass of wine in one hand, he slowly ran the manicured fingertips of the other down my right leg, all the way down to my ankle. His caress gave me goosebumps.
“So, you didn’t wear any pantyhose,” he purred, his hand rubbing up and down my ankle.
I swallowed hard. Or any panties. I was too aroused to say anything.
“I hope you’re as hungry as I am.”
“I’m famished,” I squeaked. Suddenly, I was craving a heaping portion of his cock. My stomach emitted an embarrassing growl.
He responded with that amused smile while his hand glided back up my leg and made its way under my little black dress. His middle finger toyed with my magic button that turned on the heat. I was getting hot. Very hot. And very wet.
“You’re salivating. You must be starving.”
I bit down on my glossed lips to suppress a moan.
“Open your mouth,” he ordered.
Hesitantly, I parted my lips. Removing his hand from between my thighs, he slid his middle finger, wet with my sex, across my tongue.
“Just a small taste of what’s to come.” A roguish glint danced in his eyes.
Never having tasted myself before, I had to steady the wine in my hand at the unexpected experience as shock and pleasure flowed through my body. Every nerve in my body was buzzing. I feared one way or another I was going to end up with a large, wet stain on my new black dress if we didn’t get to the restaurant soon.
The limo turned north on Third and shortly after pulled up behind a cab in front of The Palm. The driver got out and our door swung open. Ari gracefully slid out and I followed, aided by his hand. My stomach rumbled again. I really was hungry.
Inside, The Palm was a noisy, bustling restaurant with white-clothed tables and a colorful array of caricatures of well-known celebrities lining the walls. As we walked toward the check-in area, a jovial heavyset man, with half-moon glasses, greeted my companion with a warm handshake.
“Good to see you, Mr. Golden. Your regular table is waiting for you.”
So now, I knew Trainman’s full name. Ari Golden. Fitting for the golden-haired warrior. Later
tonight, I would google him and find out everything there was to know.
Holding my hand, Ari followed an attractive, mini-skirted hostess who kept looking back at him, past the jammed bar and table after table of chicly dressed couples and businessmen devouring monstrous lobsters. I managed to keep up on my heels and again prayed I wouldn’t do something embarrassing like breaking my ankle in front of all these rich people.
Several striking, well-dressed women stopped Ari along the way, eyeing me curiously. Ari politely acknowledged each of them with a quick smile and a nod. Former strangers on a train?
The circular booth to which we were led was in the far corner of the restaurant. It could easily accommodate four more people, but we had it all to ourselves. I slid all the way into it expecting Ari to sit across from me, but much to my surprise, he positioned himself practically next to me. In fact, he was so close to me, I could feel his heat. My heart pounded.
A waiter came by and Ari ordered for the two of us: two Manhattans, Caesar salads, and a four-pound lobster to share.
I was happy when the Manhattans arrived at our table. I still felt super-nervous being with this intimidating man. I didn’t know what to talk about. I took several consecutive gulps of the drink. The chilled, velvety liquid, another first, went down smoothly and loosened me up. A little.
Twirling his Manhattan cherry by the stem, Ari eased into conversation.
“Sarah is a beautiful name. It means ‘princess’ in Hebrew.”
My mother had told me that once, but I was the last thing from being a princess. Tomboy, geek, plain Jane, yes. But definitely not a princess.
“Thanks,” I said in a tone that was more dubious than flattered.
He plucked the cherry from his drink and flicked it with his tongue. “I’ve seen you a few times before at 30th Street Station.”
I gulped. Had he been spying on me?
He popped the cherry into his mouth and swallowed as my mind whirled with unsettling thoughts. He’d stalked me?
“Were you visiting someone there?”
I nervously nodded.
“Oh, a boyfriend?”
“No, my mom,” I replied, taken aback by his question and his confrontational tone. “She’s being treated for cancer at Penn’s medical center.”
Without warning, all the emotions I had bottled up broke loose. Remorse. Fear. Hopelessness. Grief. I don’t know what caused it. The wine. The Manhattan. The cherry. Or a combination of all three. Tears that had been welling up in my eyes on and off all day streamed down my cheeks.
Before I could apologize for my emotional outburst, Ari leaned into me and brushed them away with his thumbs. With a tenderness that surprised me.
“I’m sorry,” I sniffed.
“Don’t be.” His voice embodied genuine compassion. “I lost my father to cancer several years ago.”
So we did have something in common. Or close enough. Fingers crossed, my mother would be cured and go into remission.
“What kind?” I asked hesitantly.
“Lung.” Sadness filled his voice. “He was a smoker.”
“My mother has lung cancer too, but she never smoked a day in her life.”
Anger from this unfair fate rose fast and furious inside me. Just in time, the Caesar salads arrived. I picked at mine, my appetite suddenly gone. Ari dug into his, sheepishly gazing up at me with each forkful.
“Saarah, cheer up!” It was almost a command. “Here comes the lobster.”
My eyes grew wide at the sight of the humongous red-shelled creature that our waiter set down in the middle of our table. Alongside the platter, he added a couple of nutcrackers and pickers as well as a side of melted butter. Tying ample plastic bibs around our necks, he bid us, “Bon appétit.”
My anxious eyes darted back and forth between the lobster and Ari’s lit up face. I had never eaten lobster before and truly had no clue where or how to begin. Thank goodness, my gorgeous companion was a god. And a mind reader.
“Watch. Use the nutcracker and start with the tail. The most succulent part.” Squeezing the utensil, he skillfully cracked the creature’s tail and then plunged one of the slim two-pronged forks into the meat. “Taste,” he ordered after dipping the snowy meat into the butter.
I opened my mouth and let him feed me the buttery piece. Oh, God, it was good. Rich, melt-in-your-mouth good. I instantly wanted more.
“Your turn.” A wry smile lit up his face. “But I want you to crack a claw. The next best piece of meat.”
Taking the nutcracker, I wrapped it around one of the lobster’s large claws. I squeezed it hard, but the shell wouldn’t crack.
“It’s hard,” I lamented.
He chortled. “You have no idea.”
Suddenly, under the table, I felt Ari grab at a naked calf. He yanked off my shoe and moved my foot to the crotch of his expensive jeans. The sole of my foot sat directly on the warm bulge between his muscular thighs. Oh, God, it was hard! Very hard! Gripping my ankle, he rubbed my foot up and down. Slowly. Then faster. The mound expanded while my foot caught fire.
I fumbled with the nutcracker. I still couldn’t crack open the damn claw. I was totally distracted.
“I’m hungry,” grumbled Ari, rubbing my bare foot faster and harder against his arousal.
Holy cow! The rigid rod beneath his jeans tensed further. Absent-mindedly still working on the claw, I gazed at the man sitting across from me; his eyes were closed, his lush lips parted, and his back slightly arched. His huge erection thrusted deep against the sole of my foot and then gave way to a spasm that made my toes curl. An orgasm!
And at that very moment, the claw cracked opened, the tender white meat inside exploding through the shell. I plunked the two-pronged fork into a chunk and slid it into Ari’s parted lips.
“Mmmm,” he moaned as hot tingles coursed through my body. I delighted in the pleasure I could give this gorgeous man.
He savored the meat in his mouth and then opened his eyes. I watched him swallow.
“My princess, that was delicious.”
I flushed at his compliment. And he called me his princess!
We continued to feed each other lobster until we had devoured it and all that was left was a heap of shells.
“What did you think?” asked Ari as he discarded the last shell.
“Oh my God! It was amazing!” Oh was it!
He quirked a pleased smile. “Do you have room for dessert?”
“Yes,” I said with a nod.
“Great. They have the best crème brûlée here.”
“Can’t wait,” I replied, having no clue what this concoction was. Secretly, I wanted to skip it and longed for him to take me home or to wherever he lived and fuck our brains out. Even the back of his limo would do. So turned on, I was craving him inside me.
In no time, our waiter, whose name was Mario, came back to clear the table, and Ari ordered the dessert. Again, a single portion for us to share. As Mario took off, Ari picked up a teaspoon and began playing with it.
“Can you do this?”
My eyes stayed on him as he put the spoon to his perfect manly nose and balanced it on the tip. I giggled.
“Of course. Anyone can do that.”
He flashed another cocky smile. “Okay, let’s see you do it.”
With his eyes fixed on me, I silently lifted my spoon and repeated his actions. Eyes crossed, I gazed down to see the spoon dangling from my nose just like his.
He smirked. “Let’s have a contest and see who can keep the spoon on their nose the longest.”
“Fine.” My turn to smirk. My mother had taught me this trick when I was a little girl, and I’d mastered it, my upturned nose perfect for this balancing act. He had no clue who he was dealing with. Maybe I was clueless and insecure when it came to men, but when it came to games, I played to win.
“Okay. On your mark. Get set. Go!”
Over the next five minutes, we stared into each other’s eyes, our spoons dangling from our noses. I
was ready to explode with laughter at the sight of this sex god with a spoon hanging from his nose and somehow, I also found it adorably sexy. Totally phallic. Not before long, everyone in this chi-chi restaurant was imitating us. I pointed this out to him, hoping he’d jerk his head to look around, and the spoon would fall off his nose. But no. He remained inert, staring straight into my eyes with stoic determination.
Damn. Him. He was making it so hard. Time to stir things up. I started making funny faces from rolling my eyes to making monster lips. But nothing distracted him from his mission to win. And then, high from the Manhattan and wine, I just blurted it out.
“I want you to fuck my brains out again.”
His eyes grew saucer-wide as he jolted against the booth. The spoon slipped off his nose, falling under the table.
“Shit!” he mumbled.
“Ha ha! I win!”
To the victor, belong the spoils. Another one of my favorite sayings. But I had no idea what was in store.
Ari looked at me mischievously. “Well, I guess you win the prize. Stay put. I’m going to retrieve the spoon.”
“I’m sure our waiter will bring you another,” I said, but it was too late. He was already sliding his glorious body under the table, and in no time, he disappeared.
Remembering my bare foot, I quickly wiggled my toes back into my shoe. But before I could set my heel down, a hand gripped my ankle and yanked my foot out. A soft, warm mouth descended on my big toe and sucked it feverishly. Tingles shot up my leg, all the way up to my crotch. Oh my God! Dessert had arrived.
Having enough of my big toe, he nibbled and sucked the rest of them, one at a time. Delicious pain followed by delicious pleasure. He then flexed my foot and moved his mouth to my heel. His tongue glided, like a slow rollercoaster across my high arch, making its way back to my toes. The sensation sent prickly goosebumps all over me. Who knew that the soles of my feet were so sensitive?
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