He finished his drink. It went down quickly, smoothly.
He poured more whiskey, returned to bed, slid beneath the covers, and stared at the blank eye of the television.
In a few days everything would be back to normal. As normal as this world could ever be. He could settle into old routines, living comfortably on his disability pension and the moderate inheritance from his parents' estate.
He had no need to get a job or to talk to anyone or to make decisions. His only task was to consume enough whiskey to be able to sleep despite the nightmares.
He wasn't lonely: He communed with Jack Daniel's.
He watched the blank television.
Sometimes he felt that the TV was watching him too.
Time passed. It always did.
He slept.
3
Chase rose early the next morning, frightened awake by dead men talking to him through mouths full of graveyard soil. After that the day deteriorated.
His mistake was in trying to go on with his day as if the events of the previous night had never happened. He rose, bathed, shaved, dressed, and went downstairs to see if there was any mail on the hall table. There was none, but Mrs. Fielding heard him and hurried out of the perpetually gloomy living room to show him the first edition of the Press-Dispatch. His picture was on the front page: He was turning toward Louise Allenby as she got out of a squad car. The girl appeared to be crying, gripping his arm with one hand, looking far more grief stricken than she had actually been.
"I'm so proud of you," Mrs. Fielding said.
She sounded as though she were his mother. Indeed, she was old enough for the post — though whatever mothering instinct she showed always seemed strained and false. Her hair was tightly curled and bleached blond. The excessive rouge and bright lipstick made her seem older than she actually was.
"It wasn't anything like they said, not as exciting as that," Chase told her.
"How do you know? You haven't read it."
"They always exaggerate. Reporters."
"Oh, you're just too modest," Mrs. Fielding said.
She was wearing a blue and yellow housedress with the two top buttons undone. Chase could see the pallid bulge of her breasts and the edge of a lacy yellow brassiere.
Though he was much stronger and much younger than Mrs. Fielding, she frightened him. Perhaps because he could not figure out what she wanted from him.
She seemed to want something more than the rent. More than some companionship. There was a desperation in her — maybe because she herself didn't know what she wanted.
She said, "I bet this brings twice the job offers that the last article brought!"
Mrs. Fielding was much more interested in Chase's eventual employment than was Chase himself. At first he'd thought that she was afraid he would fall in arrears on the rent, but he'd eventually decided that her concern went deeper than that.
She said, "As I've often told you, you're young and strong, and you have a lifetime ahead of you. The thing for a fellow like you is work, hard work, a chance to make something of yourself. Not that you haven't done all right so far. Don't misunderstand me. But this lounging around, not working — it hasn't been good for you. You must have lost fifteen pounds since you first moved in."
Chase did not respond.
Mrs. Fielding moved closer to him and took the morning paper out of his hands. She stared at the picture in the center of the front page and sighed.
"I have to be going," Chase said.
She looked up from the paper. "I saw your car."
"Yes."
"Do you like it?"
"It's a car."
"It tells about the car in the paper."
"I suppose it does."
"Wasn't that nice of them?"
"Yes. Very nice."
"They hardly ever do anything for the boys who serve and don't make a big protest of it. You read all about the bad ones, but no one ever lifts a hand for good boys like you. It's about time, and I hope you enjoy the car."
"Thank you," he said, opening the front door and stepping outside, trying not to look as though he were fleeing.
He drove to Woolworth's for breakfast.
The novelty of the car had worn off. He would have preferred to walk. There were too many decisions to make while driving a car. Walking was simpler. Walking, it was easier to shut the mind off and just drift along.
Ordinarily, the lunch counter at Woolworth's was a guarantee of privacy, even when every stool was taken. Businessmen reading the financial pages, secretaries drinking coffee and doing crossword puzzles, laborers hunched over plates of eggs and bacon — all wanted a moment of solitude before the daily hubbub began. Strangely, the elbow-to-elbow proximity fostered a respect for privacy. That Tuesday morning, however, halfway through his meal, Chase discovered that most of the other customers were watching him with only poorly disguised interest.
The ubiquitous newspaper with the front-page photograph had betrayed him.
He stopped eating, left a tip, paid his check, and got out of there. His hands were shaking, and the backs of his knees quivered as if his legs would fail him.
He didn't like being watched. He didn't even like being smiled at by a waitress or a clerk. His preference was to go through life as one of those nondescript men whom people looked through.
When he went to the newsstand around the corner from Woolworth's to purchase a paperback, he was confronted with so many images of his face in the newspaper racks that he turned away at the door without going in.
At the nearby liquor store, for the first time in months, the clerk commented on the size of the whiskey purchase. Clearly, he felt that a man like Chase shouldn't be buying so much booze. Unless, of course, the whiskey was for a party.
"Giving a party?" the clerk asked.
"Yeah."
Anxious for the barren confines of his little attic room, Chase walked two blocks toward home before he remembered that he now owned a car. He walked back to it, embarrassed that someone might have seen his confusion.
When he settled behind the wheel, he felt too tightly wound to risk driving. He sat for fifteen minutes, paging through the service manual and the ownership papers before finally starting the engine and pulling away from the curb.
He didn't go to the park to watch the girls on their lunch hour, because he feared recognition. If someone tried to strike up a conversation, he would not know what to say.
In his room, he poured a glass of whiskey over two ice cubes and stirred it with his finger.
He turned on the television and found an old movie starring Wallace Beery and Marie Dressler. He'd seen it at least half a dozen times, but he kept it on just the same. The repetition, the dependable order of the sequential scenes — through thousands of showings in movie theaters and on television — gave him a sense of stability and soothed his nerves. He watched Wallace Beery's clumsy romantic pass at Marie Dressler, and the familiarity of Beery's antics, seen so often before and in that same exact detail, was like a balm on his troubled mind.
At five minutes past eleven the telephone rang.
He finally answered it, declined to do a press interview, and hung up.
At eleven-twenty-six it rang again.
This time it was the insurance agent with whom the Merchants' Association had taken out a year's policy on the Mustang. He wanted to know if the coverage was adequate or whether Chase would like to increase it for a nominal sum. He was chatty at first but less so when Chase said that the coverage was adequate.
At eleven-fifty the phone rang a third time. When Chase answered, the killer said, "Hello, how has your morning been?" His voice was hoarse, hardly louder than a whisper.
"Not good."
"Did you see the papers?"
"One."
"Lovely coverage."
Chase said nothing.
The man said, "Most people want fame."
"Not me."
"Some people would kill for it."
"
You?"
"I'm not after fame," said the killer.
"What are you after?"
"Meaning, purpose."
"There is none."
The killer was silent. Then: "You're a strange egg, Mr. Chase."
Chase relied on silence.
"Be by your phone at six o'clock this evening, Mr. Chase. It's important."
"I'm tired of this."
"You're tired? I'm doing all the work here. I've spent the morning researching your background, and I have similar plans for the afternoon. At six I'll tell you what I've found."
Chase said, "Why?"
"I can't very well pass judgment on you until I know what sort of transgressions you're guilty of, can I?" Under the pervading wheeze of protesting vocal cords lay a trace of the amusement that Chase had previously noticed. "You see, I didn't randomly select which fornicators I would punish up on Kanackaway."
"You didn't?"
"No, I researched the situation. I went up there every night for two weeks and copied license-plate numbers. Then I matched them until I found the one most often repeated."
"Why?"
"To discover the most deserving sinners," the stranger said. "In this state, for two dollars, the Bureau of Motor Vehicles will trace a license number for you. I had that done and learned the identity of the boy who owned the car. From there it was a simple matter to investigate his background and to learn the name of his partner in these activities." The formality of his speech led him into odd locutions — or evasions. "She wasn't the only young woman he entertained on Kanackaway, even though she thought he was seeing no one else. She had her own promiscuous affairs too. I followed her twice when other boys picked her up, and one of those times she gave herself to the date."
"Why don't you just stay home and watch old movies?" Chase wondered.
"What?"
"Or seek counseling."
"I'm not in need of counseling. This sick world is in need of counseling. The world, not me." His anger sent him into another coughing fit. Then: "They were both sluts, the boy as well as the girl. They deserved what they got — except she didn't get hers, thanks to you."
Chase waited.
The man said, "You see, I must research you as thoroughly as I did those two. Otherwise, I would never be sure if you deserved the judgment of death or whether I'd eliminated you simply because you'd interfered with my plans and I wanted revenge. In short, I'm not killing people. I'm executing those who deserve it."
Chase said, "I don't want you calling here again."
"Yes, you do."
Chase didn't reply.
"I'm your motivation," said the killer.
"My motivation?"
"There's a destiny here."
"My motivation to do what?"
"That," said the killer, "is for you to decide."
"I'll have the line bugged."
"That won't stop me," the stranger said, again amused. "I'll simply place the phone calls from various booths around the city, and I'll keep them too short to trace."
"If I refuse to answer my phone?"
"You'll answer it. Six o'clock this evening," he reminded Chase, and he hung up.
Chase dropped the receiver, uneasily aware that the killer knew him better than he knew himself. He would answer every time, of course. And for the same reasons that he had answered all the nuisance calls of the last few weeks rather than obtain an unlisted number. The only problem was that he didn't know just what those reasons were.
Impulsively, he lifted the receiver and placed a call to the police headquarters downtown. It was the first time in ten and a half months that he had initiated a call.
When the desk sergeant answered, Chase asked for Detective Wallace.
Wallace came on the line a moment later. "Yes, Mr. Chase, can I help you?"
Chase didn't mention the calls from the killer — which had been why he thought he'd phoned Wallace. Instead he asked, "How's the investigation coming along?"
Wallace was not averse to talking shop. "Slowly but surely. We found prints on the knife. If he's ever been arrested for a serious crime or worked for any branch of government, we'll have him soon."
"And if he's never been printed?"
Wallace said, "We'll get him anyway. We found a man's ring in the Chevy. It didn't belong to the dead boy, and it looks as if it would be too small for your fingers by a size or three. Didn't lose a ring, did you?"
"No," Chase said.
"I thought so. Should have called you on it, but I was pretty sure about it. It's his, right enough."
"Anything else besides the prints and ring?"
"We're keeping a constant watch on the girl and her parents, though I'd appreciate it if you didn't say anything about that to anyone."
"You think he might try for her?"
"Maybe. If he thinks she can identify him. You know, it's occurred to me that we wouldn't be far off if we gave you a tail as well. Have you thought of that?"
Alarmed out of proportion by the suggestion, Chase said, "No. I don't see what value that would have."
"Well, the story was in the papers this morning. He probably doesn't fear you identifying him as much as he does the girl, but he might bear a grudge against you."
"Grudge? He'd have to be nuts."
Wallace laughed. "Well, if not nuts, what is he?"
"You mean you've found no motives from questioning the girl, no old lovers who might have-"
"No," Wallace said. "Right now we're operating on the assumption there's no rational motive, that he's psychotic."
"I see."
"Well," Wallace said, "I'm sorry there isn't more solid news."
"And I'm sorry to have bothered you," Chase said.
He hung up without telling Wallace about the calls that he had received from the killer, though he had intended to spill it all. A twenty-four-hour guard on the girl. They would do the same to him, if they knew that he'd been contacted.
The walls seemed to sway, alternately closing in like the jaws of an immense vise and swinging away from him as if they were flat gray gates. The floor rose and fell — or seemed to.
A sense of extreme instability overcame him, a sense that the world was not a solid place but as fluid as a shimmering mirage: the very thing that had landed him in the hospital and had eventually led to his seventy-five-percent disability pension. He could not let it grip him again, and he knew that the best way to fight it was to constrict the perimeters of his world, take solace from solitude. He got another drink.
The telephone woke him from his nap just as the dead men touched him with soft, white, corrupted hands. He sat straight up in bed and cried out, his arms held before him to ward off their cold touch.
When he saw where he was and that he was alone, he sank back, exhausted, and listened to the phone. After thirty rings, he had no choice but to pick it up.
"Yes."
"I was about to come check on you," Mrs. Fielding said. "Are you all right?"
"I'm okay,"
"It took you so long to answer."
"I was asleep."
She hesitated, as if framing what she was about to say. "I'm having Swiss steak, mushrooms, baked corn, and mashed potatoes for supper. Would you like to come down? There's more than I can use."
"I don't think-"
"A strapping boy like you needs his regular meals."
"I've already eaten."
She was silent. Then she said, "All right. But I wish you'd waited, 'cause I got all this food."
"I'm sorry, but I'm stuffed," he said.
"Tomorrow night, maybe."
"Maybe," he said. He rang off before she could suggest a late-night snack together.
The ice melted in his glass, diluting what whiskey he had not drunk. He emptied the watered booze into the bathroom sink, got new ice and a new shot of liquor. It tasted as sour as a bite of lemon rind. He drank it anyway. The cupboard and refrigerator contained nothing else but a bag of Winesap apples.
He turn
ed on the small black-and-white television again and slowly cycled through all the local channels. Nothing but news, news, news, and a cartoon program. He watched the cartoons.
None was amusing.
After the cartoons, he watched an old movie.
Except for the telephone call he'd been told to expect at six o'clock, he had the whole evening ahead of him.
At six o'clock on the nose, the phone rang.
"Hello?"
"Good evening, Chase," the killer said. His voice was still rough.
Chase sat on the bed.
"How are you tonight?" the killer asked.
"Okay. "
"You know what I've been up to all day?"
"Research."
"That's right."
"Tell me what you found," Chase said, as if it would be news to him even though he was the subject. And maybe it would be.
"First, you were born here a little over twenty-four years ago on June eleventh, 1947, in Mercy Hospital. Your parents died in an auto accident a couple of years ago. You went to school at State and graduated in a three-year accelerated program, having majored in business administration. You did well in all subjects except a few required courses, chiefly Basic Physical Sciences, Biology One and Two, Chemistry One, and Basic Composition." The killer whispered on for two or three minutes, reciting biographical facts that Chase had thought private. Courthouse records, college files, newspaper morgues, and half a dozen other sources had provided the killer with far more information about Chase's life than could have been gleaned merely from the recent articles in the Press-Dispatch.
"I think I've been on the line too long," the killer said. "It's time I went to another booth. Is your phone tapped, Chase?"
"No."
"Just the same, I'll hang up now and call you back in a few minutes." The line went dead.
Five minutes later the killer called again.
"What I gave you before was just so much dry grass, Chase. But let me add a few more things and do some speculating. Let's see if I can add a match to it."
"Whatever you have to do."
"For one thing," the man said, "you inherited a lot of money, but you haven't spent much of it."
"Not a lot."
"Forty thousand after taxes, but you live frugally."
"How would you know that?"
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