I walked to the window, a row of wrought iron bars twisted by a strangle of viny roots. I stole a look out, praying for the sight of approaching flashlights. No luck.
I set my plastic bag on the floor and dropped to my knees next to a short stack of canned goods, Ang little more than a meter away. “Tell him to put the knife down.”
Keeping the gun trained on my head, Carew took a seat on a short stool by the door. “Ang, my darling brother, it’s time to cut your throat.”
Before I could react, Ang dragged the blade across his flesh, plowing a deep red furrow.
I jumped for him, reached too late, caught a warm spray on my hand. “What the fuck!”
Carew laughed, a childlike giggle etching into my eardrums. “You should see the look on your face.”
Helpless, I watched Ang fall forward, bumping one of the canoes partly off its shelf before he flopped to the left and hit the floor, a bent-back leg pinned underneath as his blood and life drained into the dirt.
Bile scorched my throat. I’d fucked up royally. Never give up control. Never!
The sound of screeching lizards drew my eyes to the wall, a half dozen stripe-faced man-eaters reacting to the ruckus, strings running from a stake in the ground to tiny leather collars around their necks. To their right sat a small terrarium, slimy glass walls dotted with snails.
God, I was such a dumb fuck. I wiped my hand on my pant leg, white linen stained red. Just like my burning cheeks. I should’ve known better, dammit.
“You should’ve shot me,” he said.
“No fucking kidding.” Cops are coming, I told myself. This wasn’t over. They’d be here soon. They’d see the light in the window just like I did.
“Who are you?”
“Juno.” All I needed was time.
“You a cop?”
“Used to be.” Just keep him talking.
“Cops are liars.”
“Yes, they are.” Time.
“You were in Wu’s apartment when I brought back his head.”
“I was.” Every second my odds got better.
“You saw his wife and daughters.”
“I did.” Tick, tick, tick.
“He killed them all himself, you know. You should’ve seen it.”
I opened my mouth to respond but his words drilled deep. Some suspicions didn’t need confirmation. The thought of those poor girls waking up in bed, their father standing over them, a lase-blade in his hand. The confusion. The betrayal. The terror.
I couldn’t stand to look at him, had to look away, my eyes landing on Ang’s lifeless body.
His gaze followed mine. “Now I regret killing him so soon.” He pulled a tube of glue from his pants pocket and gave it a good whiff. “I wasn’t done with him. Barely got started. But I couldn’t resist fucking with your head.”
I turned back to him; his grin was knotted and twisted like the gnarled roots hanging overhead. “He was your brother.”
Carew made like he wanted to spit. “He was spoiled. Undeserving.”
“Sounds like every rich kid I ever met. What did he ever do to you?”
“He wouldn’t respect me. Me. His own brother. I’m no street trash.” He rapped the gun against his chest. “I’m a Samusaka! He and his asshole brother lived in my rightful home. They ate for free. They fucked for free. They got everything they ever wanted, cars and clothes. Money. I deserved to live that life. I’m his son too.”
“Did they even know you were their brother?”
He brushed the question away with a wave of the gun. “Why are you here?”
I bit the inside of my cheek, unsure how to play it. Decided I had nothing to lose by playing it straight. “I came here to kill you.”
“Ha!” He waved the gun at me. “How did that work out?”
“Not good.”
“Why do you want to kill me?”
“You’re a monster.”
He leveled the lase-pistol. “That’s not true. Take it back.”
I stared into the barrel, wanting to wilt, wanting to melt into the dirt. But I had to keep him talking. I fished for courage, summoned enough to look him in the eye. “You kill people for no reason.”
“Bullshit! They deserved it. Every one of them deserved to die.”
“Wu’s family didn’t deserve it.”
“Detective Wu was a liar. His wife deserved it for fucking him. His spawn was tainted.”
“Those girls were innocent.”
“Don’t give me that. I bet you didn’t even know them. What were their names?”
I didn’t know.
“You’re a fucking idiot. You live in a dream world like all the other fucking idiots, thinking children are magical little angels. My brothers weren’t angels. They stole my whole life. My father. My home. They took my mother and made her nanny them instead of me.” His tone turned caustic, corrosive. “I was her son, goddamnit. That was my food she cooked and fed to them. That was my play time they stole. Those were my smiles and hugs.”
I sharpened my tongue, the only weapon I had left. “That’s because she loved them more than she loved you.”
I thought I saw an eye twitch, the only sign that my blow might’ve landed.
He stood and walked to his dead brother; the exposed parts were already covered with flies and geckos. Nearby, the man-eaters strained at their collars, feet scratching at the dirt, desperate to go in for a feed. “Well, now she’ll have no choice who to love most. Same with my father.”
Carew moved the gun to his left hand, kept it and one eye on me while his right hand shifted into the steel trap that took my hand. “I’m the only one left.”
He opened the jaws wide and reached for his brother’s thigh.
I closed my eyes, heard the snap, heard the thump of meat landing in the dirt, the excited squeals of lizards.
Jesus. I rubbed my arm, told myself not to panic. The cops were coming, had to be getting close. When I opened my eyes, he was back on the stool, his hand returned to normal.
Buy time. Keep him talking. “You get that steel trap from Dr. Franklin?”
“I got two steel traps.” He gave me a wink. “I was getting ready to use my favorite on my dear brother, but now I’ll have to use it on you.”
A chill came over me, nerves coated in frost.
He startled me by jumping up from his seat. “I want to show you something.” He grabbed hold of a low-to-the-ground canoe and pulled it off its shelf to the floor. I heard the sound of clanking glass. “Look.”
I raised up on my knees to peer over the canoe’s rail. Glass jars gathered at the boat’s low point, flesh souvenirs preserved in formaldehyde. Hair stood up on my arms and the back of my neck.
“I’m going to add yours to my collection.”
I looked to the door. What the fuck was taking them so long?
“What’s in the bag?” he asked.
“Why don’t you come see?”
“Nice try. Throw it over here.”
I grabbed the plastic handles and tossed it in his direction. He snatched it up and poured the contents out onto the ground, the dirt acting like a sieve, water running into the earth while a few last ice cubes stayed on the surface along with what I’d taken from Mota’s corpse.
Carew’s face bunched in puzzlement. “What have you brought me?”
“What does it look like?”
He bent down and picked it up. He held it to the light, licked his lips. “I don’t understand.”
“Consider it a gift.”
His dark eyes didn’t know what to make of that, but he couldn’t resist. He carried it to the far corner, set it on a shelf, and grabbed an empty jar with his now free hand. He raised the jar to his mouth and blew out the dust before setting it on the ground and reaching for a glass jug. He removed the stopper and did a sloppy job of pouring with one hand, formaldehyde splashing and spraying, a rotten pickling smell wafting through the room.
He dropped my “gift” into the jar and sealed it. “We�
�re more alike than I thought.”
“We’re nothing alike.”
A crooked grin. “Whose is it?”
I shook my head, no intention of answering.
“I can make you talk.” He stepped to the terrarium and lifted the lid.
No fucking way. I’d make him shoot me first.
He nabbed a snail, tossed it at my feet. “Eat.”
I picked up the snail, held it up to study it. “Franz made you eat one of these, didn’t he?”
“Franz.” He said the name like it was a bitter pill. “He pretended to like me, acted like he was happy to have a new brother. He brought me to the house a few times, introduced me to Ang. Then he invited me to a party at an abandoned house near his old school.”
I turned the shell in my fingers.
He shook his head to fling hair out of venomous eyes. “He told me it would get me high, like sniffing glue.” His voice choked on emotion, the gun trembling in his hand. “Then he took me upstairs an … and he kept me there.”
“But you made him pay.”
“Damn straight. First I took his weapon.” He aimed the lase-pistol at my crotch. “Then I took his life. He learned his lesson. Believe me, he learned his lesson. Now eat.”
Fuck that. I threw the snail out the window.
The air exploded with fire. I closed my eyes against the flash of heat, the spray of stone shrapnel and burned moss. I covered my head, lungs choking on smoke.
The smoke cleared and I straightened up, the warmth of hot stone at my back. He shook his head like he was disappointed in me before tossing another snail my way. “Eat.”
I reached for the snail, tossed it back at him. “No.”
He came at me, the gun trained on my head the whole time. He stepped straight up to me, pressed the lase-pistol’s barrel against my left eye like I’d once done to him. I felt wet snail pushing against my lips. I kept my mouth closed, lips pinched tight like steel doors against the pressure.
“Eat!”
No fucking way.
A voice sounded from somewhere outside. I felt the lase-pistol lift off my eye, the snail off my lips. He leaned toward the window.
I didn’t hesitate, arms reaching, feet centering underneath me. I had him around the hips, shoulder in his gut, knees extending, legs surging forward. The lase-pistol fired, a sizzling explosion somewhere behind me. I lifted him off the ground and threw him down with all the force I could.
He hit with a thump, a cloud of dirt dusting up. I kicked at the weapon in his hand and made contact with the toe of my shoe. The gun bounced free.
I lunged for the lase-pistol, reached for it with the wrong hand, reached with fingers that weren’t fucking there. I switched hands, but he was on me before I could grab hold, the two of us tumbling to the ground, roots jabbing into my shoulder and backbone.
He was on top of me, skin like slate, forked tongue flicking. He punched with his steel trap hand, my jaw taking a bricklike impact. My vision went hazy, my arms and legs weak. A blur of jagged steel came for my throat.
I couldn’t stop him, my reflexes soaked in molasses.
The room went bright with lase-fire, shouts all around. I saw double-vision uniforms. Heard garbled voices I couldn’t understand.
I closed my eyes and let sleep come on a draft of charred meat.
twenty-nine
APRIL 29, 2789
WE faced the curtain of strung monitor teeth, light leaking out from Chicho’s office. We’d already chased out all the hookers from the lobby. The johns too.
“You ready?” whispered Maria.
I was. Chicho had to be tamed once and for all. Prick thought he could welsh on our deal? Thought a little case of buyer’s remorse entitled him to dump me for Mota? This asshole cut up Maria’s sister and set me up to die.
But the business wasn’t mine anymore. I put my hand on Maria’s shoulder. “You need to do this on your own.”
She turned her eyes on me, heavily inked lashes and painted lids, little worry lines in the corners.
“You’ll do fine. I’ll wait right here.”
“But—”
“Remember what he did to your sister.”
She nodded and erased the fear from her face, the lines becoming deep, angry cuts. She extended the telescoping steel baton in her hand.
“Be strong but stay under control. Never lose control.”
She tilted my way to give me a peck on the cheek. I leaned into the kiss, took a welcome shot of perfume up the nose.
She went through the curtain. I listened to the strands of teeth clacking and chattering. I heard him argue. Then a thump. Followed by more thumps. Apart from the yelps and whimpers, it sounded like somebody using a rug beater on a heavy rug. A dirty, filthy, mud-caked rug.
I found a seat and reclined into the cushions. Rug like that might take a while to clean.
thirty
MAY 10–12, 2789
I WATCHED the street, a woman sweeping her sidewalk, another pushing a squeaky-wheeled cart piled with fried dough. Signs of a waking city.
I waited on Maggie’s steps just like I had a couple weeks ago. She would come out soon. Almost time for work. I hadn’t tried to contact her until now. Keeping my distance seemed like the right thing to do. Let her take time to cool. Let her reason things through.
I looked over my shoulder at the door. Through the crack along the bottom, I could see lights on inside. Wouldn’t be much longer.
I decided to keep myself busy. I reached into a pocket and pulled out a small spool of fishing line, the thickest, heaviest line I could buy. Using my leg as a meter stick, I uncoiled a rough ten meters and threaded one end through a sinker. Now how in the hell was I going to tie a knot?
I manipulated the line with one hand, looping and twisting, pulling the knot tight, holding it up, and watched the sinker fall off the end. Damn.
I tried again, used all my powers of concentration. It was a momentary break from a constant rehashing of the last few weeks, my thoughts shadowed by storm clouds, menacing black billows of my own making.
I wished it would end, the nonstop barrage of racing thoughts. The constant accounting of a lifetime full of mistakes. Failures of courage and pride. Failures of stupidity and hubris.
The door opened behind me, and I heard a weary sigh. I twisted around to see her: pressed blouse and slacks, shined shoes that reflected the porch light.
She looked down at me. “I was wondering when you’d show up.”
I took a deep breath, organized the thoughts in my head. “I need you to know I had your best interests at heart from the very beginning.”
She came down the first few steps to take a seat. “I know you did.”
“Things just went to hell.”
“You can say that again.”
“Everything I did, I did for the right reasons. I didn’t mean to—”
She put a hand on my arm. “You can stop.”
Relief blew through my mind like a fresh breeze, stormy skies parting. “So we’re okay?”
“I’ve been thinking about something you asked the last time we talked on these steps. You remember asking what I saw in you when we worked that first case?”
I did.
“Loyalty. That was what stood out. Loyalty to the chief. Your wife. Your people. You’re the most fiercely loyal person I’ve ever seen.”
The praise made me uncomfortable. I looked down, fiddled with the still-unattached sinker.
“You were a loyal friend to me until you seized that crew of yours. That was when you started shutting me out, started making decisions without me. Big decisions. All the shit you put me through, that’s the thing that bothers me most.”
“I was trying to protect you.”
“Of course you were.” She chuckled to herself. “Always loyal.”
We both stewed in the irony, me rolling the sinker in my fingers, her silently rubbing her hands together. “You heard all the cases closed. Mota and the Yepala sheriff. Carew. Wu
and Froelich.”
I nodded, my voice somber. “Kripsen and Lumbela too.”
“Nobody will ever know what really happened on that rooftop.”
“Nobody but you and me.” I needed confirmation, had to ask again. “So we’re good?”
“You done shutting me out?”
“I’m done.”
“We do this together?”
“Together,” I said. We were partners again. A team. The goal hadn’t changed. I still had to take back KOP. Maggie had to become chief. Only this time we’d do it different. We’d do it without a power base centered in criminal activity. This time, we’d do it the right way.
“What are you going to do about your arm?”
“I made a doctor’s appointment for next week.”
“Really?”
I nodded.
“Are you going to have them grow you a new hand or go with something artificial? They can do some amazing stuff, you know.”
“I don’t want that high-tech shit.”
She smiled. “A newly grown hand it is.”
“Actually, I was thinking of a hook.”
She laughed like I was joking. But I wasn’t. I could do some damage with a hook.
The laughter faded, but we stayed where we were, together again. I had to tell her what I had planned. From now on, decisions like this had to be made together.
I cleared my throat. “I’ve been figuring I should go to Yepala tomorrow and kill the doctor. What do you think?” I almost laughed at how ridiculous it sounded, but there it was. Business partners talking business.
Her body tensed. I could see it in her posture, the way her spine straightened, the way her shoulders crept up. She wrung her hands as if they were a poor substitute for my neck. But she stayed silent. She knew I was right. It was the only way.
She pulled up her legs, dropped her chin onto her knees. “I reported the doctor to the governor’s office.”
“And?”
“His staffer brushed me off. Thanked me for bringing the issue to their attention and showed me the door.”
“Did you expect anything different?”
“No. But I had to try.”
“The doctor has to die, Maggie.” Simple as that.
“He’s an offworlder. You know how many self-defense systems he must have inside him?”
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