Jackston wrapped the towel around her when he was done, and I led her into the bedroom after. “Leon left some clothes for you in the closet. I don’t know which of them fit, but hopefully you’ll find something. We’ll see you in the morning princess.”
“You’re not staying?” Her lips turned into a sad pout, but I couldn’t give in. She didn’t belong to us yet.
“Not until you decide we’re what you want.” I lowered my lips to her forehead and kissed her innocently. The rest of the men followed my lead and we left her to think.
chapter Five
Lust
BROOKE
That’s what the big deal was. Being with them was like pure adrenaline and I knew there was no way I was sleeping tonight. My body was still thrumming in need even after the multiple orgasms they’d given me. I didn’t even know my body was capable of having that many in one night. Without them here, the big bed seemed empty and I wished they would have slept beside me.
I was going to say yes. How could I not? Saying it in my mind made me nervous. Enjoying their hands and mouths on me had been all for my pleasure, but if I agreed it would be for theirs too. What if I hated the idea of making love to them? The first time wasn’t supposed to be great for a woman. Mentally, I knew that my body would stretch to accommodate their size, even Gage who, quite frankly, terrified me with that huge appendage he sported. What if I hated how it felt?
Turning onto my stomach, the thought of all those beautiful, virile men, filling me at once? I was crazy if I said yes to this. Over and over the thoughts of what I should do played in my head, and I screamed into the pillow, turned on and afraid at the same time. The sad thing about being analytical, is that when you have an unresolved problem it doesn’t stop until you find a resolution. I’d made a mental list of pro’s and con’s and went over them in my head a hundred times before I gave up.
Sliding out of bed, I walked over to the closet and glanced at all the clothes hanging there. Over fifty resort dresses with the tags still on told me they were from Fantasy Isle. I guessed that was the resort Leon owned. Pulling one of them down that had a small size I removed the tag and slid it over my head. It was strapless and fell to my knees in vibrant tropical colors. Walking out of my room I headed to the kitchen. Rambling around I found a sauce pan and made myself some heated milk.
“Can’t sleep?” Alec was wearing boxing shorts, and nothing else, and I tried not to stare at his incredible body. His thick black hair fell into his eyes, and I longed to walk over and sweep it away. I shook my head, focusing on pouring the hot brew into a coffee cup. “Want to talk about it?” He walked over behind me, his hands moving to my shoulders and he massaged them.
“I loved how you all made me feel tonight, it’s just.” I paused, not sure how to word this in a way that didn’t make me sound weak. Words were my specialty, but I felt like I was trying to speak a language I hadn’t mastered yet.
“Take your time, princess.” He turned me around, then lifted to sit me on the island bar. Grabbing my cup, he lifted it for me to take and I took a sip. It reminded me of how Langley had made this concoction for me after our parents were killed. I’d had trouble sleeping for months after their murders.
“I don’t know how to be this woman. What if I hate sex? If I agree to belong to you and discover it’s not for me how hard will it be for us to be here together until Langley puts those guys away?” I had so many other concerns, but those topped my list.
“I love how your mind works.” He took the cup from my hands, sat it down on the counter, and parted my legs so he could stand between them. Instantly my core wept in delight and my breathing became shallow. “I think it’s safe to say after tonight, you’re an incredibly passionate young woman. You loved us going down on you, right?”
“Yes, but your um, penis is much larger than your tongue.” He smiled, and I wasn’t sure what I’d said that amused him.
“I should hope so. My cock will feel even better than my tongue, I promise you.” That word sounded so dirty, I preferred my clinical term for his appendage.
“I’ve read a lot of books. It’s supposed to hurt the first time.” Granted most of those were historical romances and maybe the word cock was better than his pulsing shaft. I’d never liked that word much either. He was making me nervous and well, turned on from his proximity, and my mind tended to ramble when I was worried. Without consciously thinking, I pressed my hips forward wanting more contact against those sensitive folds.
“Never been a woman’s first, so I can’t say.” His hands grasped my hips, holding me still. “If you want me to pleasure you, ask.” That was when I realized I was grinding against him like a dog in heat or something. I flushed. “Don’t be embarrassed about being turned on, I’m hard as rock too. Thinking about sliding into that beautiful body of yours makes me impatient.”
“I want to know what it feels like.” Making love to him would either prove that I could handle this crazy idea of sleeping with them, or prove it wasn’t what I wanted.
“I’m not sure I’m the best choice to be your first.” His lips lowered to mine, and he kissed me passionately. I didn’t know what he meant by his words but his tongue dancing with mine made me not care.
“Somebody couldn’t sleep?” Jackston words pulled Alec’s lips from mine, and I almost moaned in disappointment.
“Our little princess is afraid she won’t like sleeping with us.” He seemed almost amused as he spoke, and I was dying here. Maybe that was being a little dramatic, but I was aching for his touch.
“I imagine the idea of sleeping with all of us is a little intimidating. Not that I know how it feels from the female perspective.” Jackston acted like this was a normal conversation as he went about the task of making coffee. “Making love is as natural as breathing, honey. All you have to do is take that first step and let it happen. I think you’ll love how we make you feel.”
“You’re my first choice for her.” Alec’s words confused me.
“Why don’t you want to be my first?” I was infatuated with all these beautiful men, so it wasn’t that I didn’t want Jackston too.
“It’s not that I don’t want to, princess, I just don’t trust myself to be the gentle lover you need. All I can think about right now is pulling down my pants and planting my cock to the hilt inside your tight little pussy.” His words were crass and strangely erotic at the same time.
“Fuck, that’s hot. I think a bed might be better for her first time though.” Gage grabbed a beer out of the refrigerator, and I guess there was no escaping that anything that happened between us would be a group activity. It should have made me nervous instead it was a heady thought.
“I guess none of us are sleeping tonight.” Theo walked over and kissed me on the cheek, almost sweetly. “Are you agreeing to be ours?” Alec filled them in on my concerns, and they nodded collectively.
“I’ve heard the trick with a woman her first time is to make sure she’s so turned on that the pain doesn’t matter.” Gage didn’t skirt around the truth, and the idea of being pleasured was exciting, the pain not so much.
“I don’t like pain.” Apparently Gage found that funny, because he laughed deeply. “It’s not funny. I know women have a higher threshold than men, but I think I missed that gene or something.”
“Baby you’re making more out of it than it needs to be. Pain can be an incredible aphrodisiac in the bedroom, some people even grow to crave it.” I rolled my eyes because it wouldn’t be his body that felt it. “You don’t want to know what I do to little girls who do that.”
He was upset because I rolled my eyes at him? Maybe knowing what he would do is something I needed to think about. “Tell me.” The last thing I wanted to do was put myself in a more precarious situation than I was already in.
“The same thing I would do, princess. Take you over my knee until you understood it wasn’t polite.” Alec smiled but his words sent a warning through my mind.
“Spank me? He couldn�
��t be serious about that. “I’m not a child.” The idea of being treated like one went against my feminist ideas.
“If you were, I wouldn’t lay a hand on you.” Gage quipped back with a wink. “Trust me baby, if I spanked you, you’d be so turned on that the last thought on your mind would be about it hurting.
“That doesn’t make sense at all.” Having a big man like him slapping my butt would be all about pain.
“I can prove it.” Gage held out his hand, a dare written in the depth of his whiskey colored eyes. Alec took a step back, grinning widely. The thought of him spanking me terrified me as much as sleeping with four men at once.
“Promise you won’t hurt me.” I wasn’t agreeing to anything until I had some assurance.
“If you don’t like what I’m doing you can ask me to stop, no questions asked.” That wasn’t exactly a promise, but it did offer an out of sorts.
“I’d rather make love.” Sulking because he wasn’t giving in to my idea, I decided to pull him back to my way of thinking. We were getting off point here, and yes, I was afraid to let him take me over his knee.
“Need to learn to walk, and all that shit. You’re stalling, baby.” Pushing his hand forward I took it, hoping I didn’t regret trusting him on this. He led me into the living room, sitting down on the couch and pulling me over his muscled thighs. The other men took their places sitting around us, smiling like they were about to get a show.
He lifted my dress to bare my butt, and I clenched my cheeks waiting in dread for the first smack to come. Instead he massaged my mounds with tenderness and slowly I began to relax. “Spread your legs, baby. I want to see you get wet.”
The dirty words were embarrassing, but I inched them apart and his fingers slid down caressing my folds. It felt so good to have him touching me that I arched my hips up to feel more and that’s when the first slap came down. Gasping, I almost told him to stop until those fingers caressed me again, making me ache to find release.
He played with me that way, waiting until I almost came undone then popped me again. Each downward spiral of his hand was a little harder than the last. I liked this. The way he warmed up my backside before bringing me pleasure was pleasing.
“Do you want me to stop, baby.” His fingers slid away, leaving my sex aching for fulfillment.
“No. More.” I should have been humiliated, demanding he continue, but instead I was unfulfilled and begging him to give me what I craved.
“That ass was made to be spanked.” Alec’s words came in through a sensual haze as Gage continued his punishing pleasure.
“Don’t leave her sore.” Jackston words didn’t make sense, because all I felt right now was incredible pleasure.
“Make her come.” Theo chimed in, and I was on board with his demand. Gage’s fingers had only caressed me, but at Theo’s words one entered me making me cry out in pleasure.
“She’s so damn tight.” He sounded like he was in awe, but I didn’t care I just wanted him to keep sliding his finger in and out. He added another and I tensed until my body adjusted and he curled them inside me hitting some spot that took me over the edge, making me scream.
“You are so fucking beautiful.” Alec’s words made my heart overflow. I’d never felt attractive but hearing the honesty in his tone as he spoke made it hard not to feel a boost in my self-confidence.
Gage lifted me to sit in his lap, and he held me against his broad chest tightly. “You were made to belong to us. I’m so proud of you, baby.” I had no idea why he was proud, but I felt the languid release of desire stealing all my energy.
“Make love to me.” I knew how well-endowed he was but after the pleasure he gave, I didn’t care. I was discovering passion. It was like a drug and all I wanted was for the addiction to build.
“Not going to happen. I’m the last man that will claim you.” I lowered my head, humiliated at asking for what I wanted and being rejected. “Don’t you dare. I’m thinking about your pleasure here.” Grabbing my chin firmly in his hand, he forced my eyes to his. “Believe me when it’s my turn I will enjoy you until you beg for mercy.”
“Gage is worried about hurting you, honey. We want you to enjoy your first time and crave more.” Jackston pulled me out of his arms and into his.
“I don’t want to worry about what it feels like anymore. How can I say yes when I don’t know if I can make love to one man?” Knowing that they wanted me gave me the courage to tell them my fears.
“Is that truly what you desire? If you regret this decision, I’ll never forgive myself for that.” Alec shocked me with his comment. I couldn’t see him feeling bad about anything, he seemed so powerful.
“She’s told you what she wants.” Theo was looking at me like if he’d been asked I wouldn’t still be talking. I could see the hard lines of his sex tenting his shorts, and my eyes couldn’t move away. “If you guys are stupid enough to pass up her offer, I’ll be glad to show her what her body needs.” His smirk was gone his eyes filled with a hunger so strong I gasped.
“I want this.” Maybe it should have bothered me that I didn’t care which of these beautiful men fulfilled me, but I was past caring.
“Take her back to my bed.” Alec’s words sent a shiver of awareness through me. This was really happening. I didn’t have time to do anything other than cling to Jackston’s neck as he carried me back to my room. I had obviously stolen Alec’s bed.
“You tell us if this is too much, baby.” Gage spoke almost harshly as Jackston carefully lowered me to the bed. Removing his shorts, I stared at his powerful body, my eyes riveted to the massive erection he sported. Climbing in bed with me, he sat back against the headboard, pulling me to rest against him. “Lift that sexy ass.” I did, and he pulled the dress up, then over my head, leaving me at their mercy.
Theo wasted no time pulling off his shorts and spreading my legs wide. His head dropped between them and his mouth made love to me again. “Please.” Raising my hips off the bed, I pressed against his talented lips, loving the feeling of his tongue loving me this way.
Gage’s hands cupped my breasts, squeezing lightly, thumbs slowly grazing over my hard nipples. Jackston undressed and I watched in wonder as he stroked his long shaft. It was like being consumed with so many different sensations at once, but I wanted even more. The crescendo was building as Theo’s tongue plunged deep and retreated, and before I could catch my breath I fell apart, straining to ride out the most incredible release.
“I need to make her ready.” Alec’s words seemed to speak some code to Theo because he changed positions and moved up to suckle my breast as Gage held it up in offering. When Alec’s finger began riding me, I understood what he planned.
I didn’t think my body was capable of more pleasure but as he added another finger, riding me slowly I felt the crescendo build again. When the third slid inside I tensed. “No, princess, relax and let me fuck you this way.”
Easier said than done, because he was stretching me to the point that it was almost painful. The rhythmic push and pull slowly forced my body to relent, and I began arching up to meet each thrust and retreat. “Oh please.” I was so close again. My beautiful men played my body like an instrument.
“She’s ready for you.” Alec’s fingers slid free, and I felt my body clenching, trying to pull them back in. “Lift your hips.” His words were spoken on a deep sensual timbre and I complied. Theo grabbed a pillow and placed it under me and I lowered my hips again.
Jackston knelt between my legs, our eyes meeting. “Are you sure this is what you want, honey?” The smile he gave seemed almost forced, and I didn’t know why, but I nodded. Knowing I was about to experience making love for the first time made me nervous, but I wasn’t about to stop now.
I felt him press against my opening and I tensed. “Jackston.” Gripping his shoulders, I hated the insecurity that filled my mind and I stared into his eyes, looking for reassurance.
“I’ve got you.” His words gave me the comfort I needed, and I nod
ded. Lowering his lips to mine, he kissed me tenderly then with a powerful thrust broke through my innocence, filling me completely.
The pain was sharp, almost blinding in intensity. My nails bit into his flesh as I tried to breathe through it. To his credit he didn’t move, but I was stretched so full I wasn’t sure he could if he wanted. “That sucked.” Gritting my teeth, I tried not to be disappointed, but tears filled my eyes anyway.
“It gets better, honey.” Jackston whispered, looking like he was the one in pain and not vice versa. Alec and Theo lowered their lips and kissed away the small trail of tears that slipped out. “I’m not sure I’ll forgive these guys for making me be the one who hurt you.” Wrapping his arms around me, I could hardly breathe as he squeezed.
I didn’t like that he felt guilty, even though he did hurt me. “I’m fine.” Not exactly true, but I wasn’t going to say that when he was obviously upset. “Show me the rest.” I guess I was a glutton for punishment because the thought of him moving scared me. The burning sensation was easing but it wasn’t gone completely.
“I could fall in love with you for lying to me, honey, but I know you’re still hurting.” He lifted to put all the weight on his arms, and the slight movement made me gasp. Holding my gaze, inching carefully out of me, the relief I felt was almost overwhelming. Just as slowly he entered me again, and I couldn’t hold back a whimper.
“Damn it! I can’t hurt her this way.” He didn’t move this time, simply filled me up holding completely still and I wasn’t arguing for him to move again.
“Don’t be a damn pussy. Our girl can handle this. Her body needs to be broken in. Stop the bullshit and fuck her so she can get to the pleasure.” I glared at Gage not only because it made me angry that he was being mean to Jackston, but for telling him to keep going. I was convinced this whole sex thing was a mistake and not sure I ever wanted to do it again.
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