by Ashley Love
"No! Oh, wait..."
She pulled his hair and tried to scoot away, but there was no way he was letting her go yet. He locked his arms around her hips and held tight, never moving his mouth from its spot. It didn't take long for her objections to fade and her cries to grow louder. When she came he slid his tongue deep inside to feel her pulsing around him and had the added benefit of hearing her cry out his name in ecstasy.
He looked up at her lying breathless on his bed, her chest and face flushed, her eyes barely open and fixed on him. A grin crept across his face at the annoyed look in her eyes as he licked his lips and wiped his chin with the back of his hand.
"Don't worry, babe, we can do it again your way this time. Do you want to be on top or on bottom?" Her blank stare told him she hadn't considered it that far. "How about we start with you on top. You might not be quite ready for skull fucking yet."
She raised her eyebrow at him and he tried to ignore how hard he got at the slightly-scared-but-curious look in her eye. He quickly shed himself of his jeans and lay down at her side, taking a moment to enjoy the way her soft body felt pressed against his. She snuggled into him, wrapping her arm around his neck and he couldn't help kissing her again as he slid one hand down her spine to cup her ass.
"Okay," he said reluctantly pulling away. "I'm gonna get carried away again if you keep kissing me like that. Swing around here and let's do this."
Cass scooted around so she was sitting next to him, her legs curled up by his shoulder. "So do I just...sit on your face or what?"
He froze with his hand on her calf. Her face was so open and curious it was obvious she had no idea she'd just said something that made him want to throw her down and fuck her senseless.
"What's wrong?" she asked, her face turning red.
Jax had to clear his throat before he could speak. "Nothing, that was just...really really hot. I love it when you say things like that."
A sexy smile curled across her lips and she got that teasing glint in her eye. "Like what? Sit on your face?"
He narrowed his eyes on hers and nodded, tightening his grip on her calf and pulling it so it lay across his chest. His hand slid down to her ankle and he wrapped his fingers around it and tugged, but she resisted, her grin widening.
"So I sit on your face and then what? Just press my..." She turned noticeably redder in the face and bit her lip for a split second before blowing his mind. "Press my pussy against your mouth?"
All the breath left him at once and Jax mustered all of his self restraint to keep himself from pushing her over and burying his face between her thighs. He clenched his jaw and took a deep breath through his nose, then nodded again, slower this time, and pulled harder on her ankle. Cassie slid slowly up and settled herself over him on her knees, her hands resting lightly on his belly.
"Like this?" she asked, slowly lowering herself toward him.
"Oh God, yes. Just like that."
She was so wet, her inner lips swollen and open for him. He started to lift up to meet her halfway, but her fingers pressed down on his chest. He groaned and made himself be patient, settling for sliding his hands up the backs of her thighs and then running his fingernails back down them.
Cassie shivered, but was apparently determined to tease him because she stopped with her pussy inches from his face and bent forward along his torso. He felt her breasts press against his stomach and then the delicious sensation of her hot breath across the head of his dick and her cool fingers wrapping around the base.
He couldn't help it. His tongue came out on its own and extended as far as it could go to flick at the tip of her clit. Cassie jumped and her hips dropped down to exactly where he wanted them. He wrapped his arms around her thighs and held her tight as he flattened his tongue against her and started lapping at her with long slow drags.
He paused only when she took him into her mouth and started sucking. Fortunately for her she only did it for a couple of seconds before she released him and started licking up and down the underside of his shaft, swirling around his head every time she reached the tip.
To distract himself from her attentions he slid his hands around so he could use his thumbs to open her wider. He took a moment to let his breath wash over her and appreciate how beautiful she was, all glistening and pink inside with little tufts of short red curls along the edges and covering her mound. Then he made his tongue into a firm point and speared it deep inside her tight little hole.
She squealed and her hips bucked back against him, shoving his tongue deeper inside as he started thrusting in and out. He didn't even notice that she'd taken him back in her mouth until she started moaning around him.
"Oh fuck," he muttered as his head fell back on the bed and he tried not to arch up unto her mouth too deeply. He remembered that she liked it last time when he talked dirty to her while she was sucking his dick. "Babe, that feels so good. Your hot little mouth is driving me crazy sucking on me like that. I love it when you moan around my dick."
Apparently he was talking too much because she pressed her pussy back down on his face. He took the hint and refocused his concentration on her, enjoying the taste of her just as much as the assertive streak she was starting to show.
When she started playing with his balls, squeezing them gently and rolling them around in her hand, he knew he wasn't going to last much longer so he sucked her clit hard into his mouth, nibbling and licking at it.
She went nuts, grinding down hard on his face, rocking her hips back and forth while she damn near swallowed his dick. With a groan, Jax shoved two fingers deep inside her and bit down on her clit to push her over the edge.
Cassie's lower body froze as she screamed around him, sending the most amazing vibrations all the way up his dick and into his gut. He couldn't help thrusting up into her mouth, but she didn't seem to mind. She backed off for a minute to catch her breath, then redoubled her efforts as she started to come down from her own high. Jax continued using his fingers to play with her as she brought him closer to the edge.
"You want me to come in your mouth don't you, baby? You want to swallow it?"
"Mmmhmmm," she intoned, dragging it out and making his eyes roll back in his head. He could feel her throat convulsing around the head of his cock.
"Fuck, you're so good, so good. Cassie, I'm gonna cum, baby." His fingers were pumping mindlessly in and out of her as he thrust up into her mouth. "Ah fuck!"
He brought his other hand down in a hard smack on her bare ass just as his first jet of cum shot into her mouth. He had just enough presence of mind to be surprised that he could feel her pussy pulsing around his fingers again.
She kept sucking long after he stopped cumming and his hands gently roamed her body while he waited for her to finish. He traced the outline of his red handprint on her ass cheek and chuckled softly to himself, wondering if it was the slap or him cuming in her mouth that sent her over the edge and made her cum again. Not that it really mattered.
"So did it live up to your expectations?" he asked when she finally released him and sat up.
"Oh my God, it was amazing. Thank you." She grinned widely at him as she crawled around to cuddle up at his side.
"Believe me, it was my pleasure."
She giggled and he curled his arm protectively around her, tucking her close to his body. They lay there quietly for several minutes just catching their breath and regaining their senses.
"So skull fucking?" she asked after a while, looking up at him with one eyebrow cocked inquisitively. "That doesn't sound pleasant at all."
Jax chuckled. "You'd be surprised. It's not for everyone, but the ladies that do like it seem to enjoy it a hell of a lot."
Cassie made a face and rolled her eyes.
"What?"
She just shook her head and trailed her hand down his chest and along the narrow trail of hair over his stomach. His dick lay limp against his thigh, but if she kept touching him like that he knew it wouldn't be limp for long.
"What
was that face for?" he asked, grabbing her hand and pulling it away just as she started fondling his balls.
"Nothing. Can we just get back to this?" She pulled her hand from his and tried to circle his hardening dick with her fingers, but he stopped her again.
"Not until you tell me why you made that face. And don't bullshit me, it's obviously not nothing." He was serious now. He didn't like that she was trying to blow him off. If she had a problem he wanted to know about it.
"Fine," she said pulling her hand from his and propping herself up on her elbows. She wouldn't meet his eyes, just stared down at her own hands as she spoke. "Do you really need to bring up all your other girls when we're in bed together?"
He suppressed a surge of irritation. He couldn't blame her for feeling that way, not after this whole thing between them started with cheating. And he knew they hadn't been together long enough for him to expect her not to feel insecure about his past, but it still hurt that she thought about him that way. He reached across her and laid his hand on her cheek, turning her face so she had to look at him.
"I don't have any other girls."
"You know what I mean."
She tried to turn away, but he wouldn't let her, his hand sliding up into her hair as he rolled toward her, lifting himself so their faces were inches apart, their eyes locked together.
"I don't have any other girls, Cassie. You're the only one."
"Now."
"Yes. Now and for the last month and a half and for the foreseeable future." Her eyes softened at that and he let her go. She lay back, looking up at him as he trailed his fingers down her cheek. "Those other girls are in the past. You have no reason to be jealous of them."
"I know. And I'm not really jealous, I just...I don't know." She lifted those deep brown eyes to his and he could see that she really wasn't sure what was bothering her. "I really wasn't trying to get into this discussion tonight."
"I wasn't either, but I need to know that you believe me, babe. If we're gonna make this long distance thing work, I need you to trust me."
"I know," she whispered.
"Do you remember what I told you that first night we were together?"
Her mouth twitched in a little smile. "You told me a lot of things."
"Well I'm telling you now that I don't want to be with anyone but you. Do you understand what I'm saying?"
The smile faded and the look of cautious hope in her eyes told him that she did understand. It gave him the courage to say it out loud.
"I love you, Cassie."
Her eyes widened and she opened her mouth to speak, but he cut her off.
"Let me finish, okay? Before you say...anything. Because I don't know if you're going to like the rest of what I have to say."
She nodded and he took a deep breath, clasping her hand tightly, as if to anchor himself to her.
"Right now, right this second, I can't imagine ever loving anyone but you, but we're both young and this is just getting started. I don't want to bullshit you. I can't see the future and I won't make promises that I can't keep. What I can promise is that am not going to fuck around on you. As long as we're together there will be no other girls. And I can promise that I will always be completely honest with you even if...if I ever start to feel differently about this, about us. I'll come to you first."
"Jax—"
"And I would hope that you'd be able to promise me the same thing. I mean, I know what it's like those early years in school; all the parties and the people. I just...I want you to know that I'd understand if at some point you decided that you want more time to be on your own, to explore or whatever. Or, you know, if you...met someone else. I'd understand, but I'd want you to be honest with me about it, okay?"
Her fingers pressed down on his lips, silencing him.
"I promise. No sneaking around, no lying, no other guys, no picking fights, no talking shit about you behind your back, at least not anything I wouldn't say to your face. No games, Jax. For however long this lasts. Because even if it's not forever, this feels...different. Special. It's not just me, is it?"
He shook his head, but her fingers were still on his lips so he didn't speak.
"Good. Because I love you, too."
He nodded, his eyes closing in relief. He hadn't wanted to push her to say it back and had told himself not to expect her to, but when she did say it he allowed himself to admit how badly he wanted to hear it.
"That's enough for now, right? Honesty and love?"
He kissed her fingers and nodded again. She understood. Thank God, she understood. Her lips replaced her fingers and she was kissing him slow and deep, pressing her body against him, running her fingers through his hair...damn, he loved that feeling.
His brain finally decided it had been working overtime and took a step back, letting his body take over. He rolled on top of Cassie, smiling at the little squeak of surprise she made. The way her body felt so soft and small under him provoked such intensely conflicting feelings in him. Part protective gentleness, part barely restrained need. He wanted to worship her body slowly and carefully and at the same time he wanted to take her fierce and hard like an animal, claiming her for his own.
Unaware of his internal struggle, Cassie sighed and wrapped her legs around his hips, settling him in place. Her warm wet heat had him hardening against her and acting instinctively, he moved his hips and slid inside her. Her little breathy gasp was music to his ears and she whispered his name as he started rocking into her, feeling himself swell inside her, filling her. He kissed her deeply, reveling in the feeling of invading her body from both ends as they slowly moved against each other.
Cassie slid her feet up his legs until they were flat against the backs of his thighs and then she arched up into him, her tongue pressing back against his and into his mouth. She was aching for more and he was going to give it to her. He thrust hard and she cried out, so he did it again...and again.
It was only when he felt her pulsing and contracting around him and it felt so soft and wet and amazingly good that he remembered the condom. It was a good thing he'd cum earlier or he might not have been able to stop. As it was he eased out of her reluctantly, prying her fingers from his hips as she tried to pull him back.
"Cassie, baby, I have to get a condom."
Her eyes blinked open and she looked up at him, lazily nodding. For a split second he was filled with a primal drive to enter her again, spill himself inside her, and then sit back and watch her belly grow with his child, proving to everyone that this girl was his. It was a shocking thought. He'd never even come close to imagining anything like that before and he wasn't about to mess up her plans for her life by actually getting her pregnant right now. But the fact that he'd thought it...
Cassie slowly licked her lips and reached up to cup his cheek, still in a haze from her orgasm. "Hey. You alright?"
He shook himself and nodded, reaching into his bedside table to retrieve a condom. "Yeah. I'm alright," he whispered as he rolled it on and lowered himself to her, sinking inside her once more. "Damn, you feel so good. So right. So perfect."
The words kept falling from his lips as they moved together, he told her how beautiful she was, how happy she made him, how sexy she looked, how incredible it felt when she wrapped her legs tight around his waist, how much he loved the way she said his name when she came.
"Jax!"
"Yes. Just like that, baby. I love it."
He was moving faster now, his gentleness replaced by driving physical need. Her body was shaking with the power of his thrusts, the circular motion of her breasts entrancing him as he held his body up above hers. He bent down and took one hard nipple in his mouth and she cried out, her hips moving frantically against him as she pushed against his headboard with both hands to try to take him deeper.
"Fuck! Cassie, you are so sexy." He pulled out and rolled her to her stomach. "Get up on your knees for me, baby. I want to fuck you from behind."
She did as he asked and then tossed her ha
ir to look back at him over her shoulder with a coy smile. With a slow wiggle of her hips and a deep arch of her back, she invited him to do as he pleased with her. So he did.
He plunged deep with little warning, gripping her hips and pulling her back into him with every thrust. She lowered herself to her elbows, her face in her hands, pushing her ass higher into the air. Jax bent forward over her, never letting up, even when he heard her sharp cries and felt himself hitting her cervix with every deep drive.
She felt so good, so fucking good, he was going to lose his mind. His mouth found the soft skin of her shoulder and he sucked hard, pressing his teeth into her skin, knowing it probably hurt, but reveling in the sheer possessiveness of it. And she didn't seem to mind, her hand came over her shoulder and grabbed his hair, holding him in place as he continued to fuck her relentlessly.
It was coming soon, he could feel his balls tightening, his breath catching. He reached under her to find her clit, hoping to make her cum with him, and was surprised to find her hand already there. With just enough mental energy to spare a brief chuckle he helped her, their fingers sliding together over her wet flesh, flicking and pinching at her swollen nub until she let loose a scream that would have woken the neighbors if they hadn't been in the basement.
Seconds later her tight contractions drew his own release from him and he pushed hard, flattening her on the bed as he shot rope after rope of hot liquid into the confines of the condom. He shook off another swell of that feeling of frustration at a primal urge denied and sighed happily into her sweaty hair. They rolled to their sides and Jax pulled her against him, curling his body around her.
"I wasn't imagining it," she said a few minutes later, her voice still shaky.
"Hmm?"
"I kind of talked myself into thinking I imagined how good it was last time. I thought maybe I built it up in my memory to be more than it was."
"But..." He grinned and smoothed her hair back out of her face for her, tucking it down so it wasn't tickling his nose.
"But in my wildest dreams I couldn't have imagined that."
