Not wanting to deal with how that made me feel, I glanced down at Dylan again. He kept looking between his dad and me, clearly wondering who I was.
“Dylan,” Marco caught his attention again, “this is Hannah. Hannah, this is Dylan.”
I smiled at Marco’s mini-me. “Hi, Dylan.”
He shifted a little closer to his dad’s leg. “Hi,” he replied quietly and clutched a soft toy to his chest. On closer inspection I realized the toy was a miniature of Sulley from Pixar’s Monsters, Inc.
I swear I almost melted all over the floor. “Sulley is one of my favorites.” I gestured to the toy.
Dylan’s eyes widened slightly.
“Do you like Lightning McQueen too?” I referenced the hero of the Pixar movie Cars.
Dylan nodded.
“He loves Pixar movies.” Marco smiled softly. “You and he would get on great.”
I knew my smile was a little sad when I replied, “He’s fantastic. I think everything turned out the way it was supposed to for you, Marco.”
Determination etched his features. “It’s not all done turning itself out. Obviously.”
There wasn’t really a way to reply to that, but I didn’t have to. An attractive brunette had approached, grabbing my attention. She stopped beside Marco, touching his arm to get his attention too. “You’re not leaving just yet, are you, Marco?”
Marco stared at her a second and I knew him well enough to know he was distracted by the unspoken conversation between us, so it took him a while to process what she had asked. “Uh… I’m just picking Dylan up for my weekend with him. We have other plans today.”
The woman’s gaze flicked to me, and I could see the unhappy question in it. “Marco is one of the few single dads we see at the center. As you can imagine, he’s very popular.” The question suddenly became a back-off warning as she said to me, “I haven’t seen you here before. Which little rascal is yours?”
I wanted to vomit at her fakeness, her saccharine tone. “Oh, I don’t have a kid. I just come here to see if any of the single dads are looking for a ‘playdate.’” I gave Marco an exaggerated wink. “Marco’s a good playdate. One of the best.”
She looked aghast as Marco did a horrible job of choking back his laughter. “I… uh…” She looked at him and then back to me, consternation wrinkling her brow. “I, well, I’ll… uh… see you next time then, Marco.” She backed off, hurrying across the room toward a little girl.
Marco laughed. “Playdate?”
My eyes still on the brunette, I replied, “She wants a playdate with you.” I looked back at him, my gaze turning suspicious. The ugly heat of jealousy churned in my chest like heartburn. “Maybe she’s already had one.”
“Leah and Graham only moved to Morningside two months ago, and you and I were regular playdates then. Since we stopped, there haven’t been any other playdates for me.” He raised an eyebrow as he unconsciously reassured an increasingly restless Dylan with a squeeze of his hand. “But it’s good to know you’re jealous.”
“I’m not jealous.”
His grin was heated and knowing. It was a grin that reminded me of everything we’d had only a few short weeks ago.
I wrinkled my nose at him. “I have to get back to the girls.” My gaze moved to Dylan. “It was nice to meet you, Dylan. ’Bye.” I gave him a small wave.
“’Bye,” he answered with his serious little-boy expression.
Feeling emotional all over again, I whispered to Marco, “He has your eyes. He has your everything.”
The muscles in Marco’s jaw flexed, and I knew he was trying to hold himself back from saying something. To help him along, I gave them another small wave and walked away from them toward Liv and Joss.
The girls were silent as I took a seat with my back to Marco and his son.
“Is he gone?” I asked, staring doggedly ahead.
Liv looked over my shoulder. “Yeah. He just left with his beautiful little boy. Seriously? Those two together? Wow.”
“You’re crazy. You know that, right?” Joss said casually before taking a sip of a fresh cup of coffee.
“Why?”
“For giving up on a man who looks at you the way Marco does. I thought Braden could be all brooding and possessive with a single look, but Marco is in his own league.”
My heart skipped a beat, causing an unpleasant flutter in my throat. “What?”
Liv nodded her agreement. “Hannah, the look on his face when you were talking to Dylan… oh, my God, he couldn’t take his eyes off you.”
“It was hot,” Joss added. “Possessive. Hot.”
“Tender too. Sweet. Kind of adoring.” Liv sighed.
Joss smirked. “Best. Look. Ever.”
With my heart now banging away in my chest, I threw them both a dirty look and said determinedly, “You won’t deter me with talk of hot expressions. Marco and I are over.” Now if the rest of me could just get on board with that, life would be fantastic.
I didn’t know what to expect from Marco in his attempts to win me back. I guess I expected much of the same treatment as before – unexpected appearances in all the places where I spent my spare time.
A slow seduction.
However, he threw me off guard with his next move. So much so, it tripped me up completely.
I gathered from one of my second-year boy’s comments on his essay for A Midsummer Night’s Dream that he wasn’t enjoying our current lesson plan. I think it was the “Puck is a wanker” comment that really tipped me off.
I underlined the comment with a red pen and wrote in the margin beside it, “Give examples to explain why you reached this conclusion.” We would discuss in person his inappropriate use of profanity to express himself. We did that on a weekly basis, so that was nothing new.
Feeling an ache in my upper back from sitting on my living room floor marking essays for the past two hours, I pulled my shoulders back and sighed in satisfaction at the soft crack of my bones. Grimacing, I looked at the clock. It was almost nine. I should really get up before my arse fell asleep, but I had only a few more papers to mark before I could say I was caught up.
The flat was so quiet that my heart jumped right into my throat when my doorbell rang. Not my building door buzzer. My front doorbell.
Wondering who it could be at this time of night, I cautiously walked out into the hall toward the door on my tiptoes. Feeling weirdly skittish, I nervously put my eye to the peephole. Looking very far away in the small circle of glass was Marco.
“What the hell?” I whispered.
He knocked. “Hannah?”
I felt confused and wary, but at the same time I felt relieved that it was Marco on the other side of the door and that I was safe.
Upon opening the door I parted my lips to ask him how he’d gotten into the building, but the question was swallowed as he crushed his mouth down on mine, wrapped an arm around my waist and pushed inside. I clung to him in surprise, hearing the slam of my door behind him.
Then, just like that, the taste, smell, and feel of him overwhelmed me and I was kissing him back.
My feet left the ground as he lifted me, only to plant my bottom on top of the sideboard in my hall. He pressed himself between my legs and I instinctively wrapped them around his hips. His kiss was demanding, hard and drugging, and all rational thought fled as I kissed him back with equal fervor. All my body knew was that it had missed this.
All my soul knew was that it craved this.
Marco broke the kiss, pulling back only to grab the hem of my baseball shirt in his hands and yank it upward. I lifted my arms, helping him out. My top went flying behind him seconds before his nimble fingers made quick work of my bra.
Despite the fire between us, I shivered, my nipples turning to hard pebbles that drew a groan from deep in the back of Marco’s throat. He cupped my breasts and I arched my back with a sigh as he kneaded them, his touch shooting darts of liquid heat straight through my belly and down between my legs.
T
he sensation increased when he pulled gently on my hair, arching my neck and back further and lifting my breasts closer to his mouth. He bent his head, his hungry eyes on my low-lidded ones. I shivered again, this time in anticipation, and a smirk of satisfaction quirked his lips before he dropped his gaze and closed his hot mouth around my left nipple.
I whimpered at the molten pleasure that rippled through my lower belly and I clutched the nape of his neck with one hand while the other caressed his upper back. He sucked hard, causing a sharp streak of pleasure/pain, and then he licked the swollen nipple before moving on to the other.
Wanting the feel of his hard muscles and smooth skin under my hands, I started pulling on the long-sleeved T-shirt he was wearing.
He got the hint and jerked back impatiently to remove it. He’d barely dropped it to the floor when I clutched him, yanking him back to me, our kisses hard, hurried, and hot. With one hand I caressed his strong back, with the other his sculpted chest before sliding it down over his hard abs. At the feel of his abs rippling under my touch, arousal pulsed between my legs.
Mind reader that he was, he took his lips from mine to ask breathlessly, roughly, “You wet for me?”
I looked directly into his lust-fogged eyes with my own lust-fogged eyes and whispered, “I’m one touch away from coming.”
His eyes flared. “You’ll come with my mouth,” he promised.
My belly squeezed deep down low and I knew I was more than wet now. I was soaked. I was always turned on for Marco, I always wanted him, but I couldn’t remember ever being this hot and desperate to have him. As he pressed hot kisses against my jaw, my neck, his tongue flicking against my skin as he did so, I rubbed my thumbs over his nipples, scored my nails lightly down his stomach, and panted with excitement when he started unbuttoning my jeans. I stopped touching him momentarily to brace my hands on the sideboard at either side of my hips so I could lift my bottom to allow him to pull my jeans off.
My underwear quickly followed and, completely unabashed, I delighted in the way he pressed my legs apart to stare at me.
There was a primitive need etched into his taut features and it spoke to whatever echoing primitive need there was in me. My heart was racing so hard, I was panting in expectation, my breasts rising and falling as I tried to catch my breath.
“You promised your mouth,” I said softly, barely sounding like myself.
My voice pulled him out of his intense perusal of my body and suddenly he was kissing me again. He gripped the backs of my knees in his hands and wrapped my legs around him so his jeans-covered erection pushed between the folds of my sex, brushing my clit in a way that made me spasm deliciously. I wrapped my arms around him, my sensitive breasts crushed against his chest. He continued to kiss me, our desperation building in that kiss, in the way he stroked my naked back and the way our hips undulated together.
The pressure of his erection heightened my arousal and I tried to press harder, my fingers digging into his back.
Marco growled into my mouth and I swear I almost came, it was so hot.
Then his lips were gone from mine, moving down my neck, across my chest, down my ribs, across my stomach, and he was lowering himself to his knees as his hands pressed my thighs apart.
I watched, lost in my daze of utter need, as he licked me.
“Oh, God,” I gasped. I threw my head back, his name a plea spilling from my lips over and over as he tortured me with light licks.
Then his mouth found my clit.
He circled it with his tongue.
I climbed higher.
He pumped two fingers inside me.
I climbed even higher.
I tensed.
He sucked on my clit. Hard.
I reached the top on a scream and then shattered, falling into blissful oblivion.
Still shuddering through the remnants of my orgasm, I was barely aware of Marco standing up and yanking his zipper down. Within seconds he was gripping my thighs, and pulling me to the edge of the sideboard. My palms were flat on the piece of furniture, my arms braced a little behind me. It was a good thing too. I was steady and prepared when he thrust into me. Hard.
I cried out, closing my eyes to savor the rough but pleasurable assault on my senses.
“Look at me,” Marco demanded, his voice so thick with sex the words were clipped, the tone guttural.
My eyes opened on command and our scorched gazes collided.
My lips parted as he continued to fuck me, another orgasm building inside me, my arousal only increasing at the way he was watching me as he stroked inside me.
“Yeah?” he panted, his hot eyes never once leaving mine.
“Yeah,” I answered breathlessly.
His grip on my legs became almost biting as his thrusts came faster. “You’ve got to come for me, babe.” He panted harder, a bead of sweat glistening on his forehead from the strain of holding back his own climax.
“I’m coming,” I promised, jerking my hips in rhythm to his thrusts. “Baby, I’m coming, I’m com —” I tensed. Then over the precipice I fell again, crying out on my second orgasm, this one shorter and sharper than the last but no less brilliant.
I shuddered against Marco as he continued to pump into me, my inner muscles squeezing around him.
He stiffened, his grip on me almost painful.
His eyes never left mine as he groaned through gritted teeth.
“Fuck.” His hips jerked against me while he came.
He let go of my right leg to kiss me deeply. I wrapped my legs around his hips, squeezing him closer as we kissed, loving the feel of him shuddering with little aftershocks.
Gradually, as our muscles relaxed and the haze of desire began to clear, reality began to intrude upon us.
I dropped my legs from his waist and pushed on his chest as I pulled my lips from his. I saw the consternation in his eyes but ignored it. “This doesn’t change anything,” I whispered, feeling the déjà vu of this moment from the first time we had sex three months ago. Except this time around there were no more secrets between us.
Marco went from consternation to pissed. “You sure about that? Because by my count you just came twice. Once with my mouth and again with my dick. I’m pretty sure that means things have changed.”
I scowled at him. “I obviously just need to get you out of my system.”
His whole expression tightened. Now I’d pissed him way off. He put his hands on my thighs again and jerked me back to him, before sliding his hands under my arse and lifting me so I had to wrap my legs around his waist for purchase. I clung to his shoulders as he began to carry me down the hall to my bedroom.
“What are you doing?” I snapped, trying to wriggle out of his grip and failing.
Marco didn’t answer until we were in the bedroom and he’d dropped me none too gently on my bed. He pushed his jeans down and started kicking them off and I scrambled to get off the bed. Marco was too fast for me, though, grabbing my hands in his as he lowered his body over mine. He pressed my hands to the bed, holding me captive.
“I guess I’ll be fucking you until I’m out of your system, then.”
I narrowed my eyes and tried to push against his hold, to no avail. “You have to leave.”
“Sex first.”
My belly rippled at the thought, my appetite for him clearly insatiable. Sensing it, he looked smug.
“Fine!” I gave in because… well, frankly, because I wanted him and I wasn’t thinking clearly. “But you can’t stay.”
“I won’t,” he promised darkly, eyes on my lips. “But I’m going to make you come again before I leave.”
And so he did.
Brilliantly, I might add.
He filled me up with his heat and lust and tenderness.
However, as soon as we were finished, he was good as his word and he left the flat.
Just like that, I was back to feeling empty.
CHAPTER 24
“M
arco,” I said on a gasp, as he
moved inside me.
I was on my side, as was he. His warm hand was wrapped around me, kneading my breast, as he thrust up into me from behind.
I came hard, crying out in satisfaction as I shook through my climax. A few seconds later Marco followed me, his hold on me tightening as he tensed and then groaned against the back of my neck as he found his own satisfaction.
I lay there, trying to catch my breath and get hold of my senses.
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