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by Philip Freeman


  drew you over the black earth

  with their whirling wings, down from the sky

  through the middle of the air,

  and quickly they arrived. And you, O Blessed Goddess,

  with a smile on your immortal face,

  asked what was the matter now and why

  had I called you again

  and what I wanted most of all to happen,

  me, with my crazy heart: “Who should I persuade this time

  to lead you back to her love? Who is it, Sappho,

  who has done you wrong?

  For even if she runs away, soon she will pursue.

  If she refuses gifts, she’ll be giving instead.

  And if she won’t love, she will soon enough,

  even against her will.”

  So come to me now, free me from unbearable

  pain. All my heart yearns to happen—

  make it happen. You yourself,

  be my ally.

  2.

  Come to me here from Crete to this holy

  temple, to your delightful grove of apple

  trees, where altars smoke

  with frankincense.

  Here cold water babbles through apple

  branches, roses shadow all,

  and from quivering leaves

  a deep sleep falls.

  Here too is a meadow for grazing horses

  blossoming with spring flowers and breezes

  blowing sweet like honey . . .

  In this place you . . . taking, O Cypris,

  gracefully into golden cups

  nectar mingled with our festivities

  pour now.

  3.

  . . . to give

  . . . yet of the glorious

  . . . of the beautiful and good

  . . . pain

  . . . blame

  . . . swollen

  . . . you have your fill, for

  . . . not so

  . . . is settled

  . . . nor

  . . . I understand

  . . . of wickedness

  . . . other

  . . . minds

  . . . blessed

  4.

  . . . heart

  . . . completely

  . . . I can

  . . . would be for me

  . . . to shine back

  . . . face

  . . . joined together

  5.

  . . . Nereids, grant that

  my brother come back to me unharmed

  and that all he wishes for in his heart

  comes true.

  And grant that he atone for all his past mistakes.

  Make him a joy to his friends and a grief

  to his enemies. And may no one bring us sorrow

  ever again.

  May he wish to bring honor

  to his sister, but dismal grief . . .

  . . . sorrowing before

  . . . listening, millet seed

  . . . of the citizens

  . . . not again

  . . . but you, Cypris

  . . . putting aside evil

  6.

  Go . . .

  so that we may see . . .

  Lady . . .

  of golden arms . . .

  fate . . .

  7.

  of Doricha . . .

  commands, for not . . .

  arrogance . . .

  for young men . . .

  beloved . . .

  8.

  for you, Atthis . . .

  9.

  invites . . .

  all not . . .

  a feast . . .

  for Hera . . .

  12.

  . . . thought

  . . . barefoot

  15.

  . . . blessed

  . . . that he atone for his past mistakes

  . . . with fortune of the harbor

  . . . Cypris, and may she find you very harsh.

  And may she—that Doricha—not boast, saying

  he came a second time

  to her longed-for love.

  16.

  Some say an army of horsemen, others a host of infantry,

  others a fleet of ships is the most beautiful thing

  on the black earth. But I say

  it’s whatever you love.

  It’s perfectly easy to make this clear

  to everyone. For she who surpassed

  all in beauty—Helen—left behind

  her most noble husband

  and went sailing off to Troy,

  giving no thought at all to her child

  or dear parents, but . . .

  led her astray.

  . . . for

  . . . lightly

  . . . reminded me now of Anactoria

  who is not here.

  I would rather see her lovely walk

  and her bright sparkling face

  than the chariots of the Lydians

  or infantry in arms.

  . . . not possible to happen

  . . . to pray to share

  . . . unexpected

  17.

  Come close to me, I pray,

  Lady Hera, and may your graceful form appear,

  you to whom the sons of Atreus prayed,

  those glorious kings,

  after they had accomplished many great deeds,

  first at Troy, then on the sea.

  They came to this island, but they could not

  complete their voyage home

  until they called on you and Zeus the god of suppliants

  and Thyone’s lovely child.

  So now be kind and help me too,

  as in ancient days.

  Holy and beautiful . . .

  virgin . . .

  around . . .

  to be . . .

  to arrive . . .

  18.

  all . . .

  to say . . .

  my tongue . . .

  to tell stories . . .

  for a man . . .

  greater . . .

  19.

  . . . waiting

  . . . in sacrifices

  . . . having good

  . . . but going

  . . . for we know

  . . . of works

  . . . after

  . . . and toward

  . . . says this

  20.

  . . . brightness and

  . . . with good fortune

  . . . to reach the harbor

  . . . black earth

  . . . sailors

  . . . great gusts of wind

  . . . on dry land

  . . . sail

  . . . the cargo

  . . . since

  . . . many

  . . . tasks

  . . . dry land

  21.

  . . . pity

  . . . trembling

  . . . my skin, old age now

  . . . covers

  . . . flies pursuing

  . . . noble

  . . . taking

  . . . sing to us

  of her with violets in her lap.

  . . . most of all

  . . . wanders

  22.

  a task . . .

  face . . .

  if not, winter . . .

  painless . . .

  . . . I bid you to sing

  of Gongyla, Abanthis, taking up

  your lyre, while again desire

  flies around you,

  beautiful. For her dress excited you

  when you saw it, and I myself rejoice.

  For the holy Cyprian herself once

  blamed me

  because I prayed . . .

  this word . . .

  I wish . . .

  23.

  . . . of love.

  . . . for when I see you face to face

  . . . even Hermione

  . . . to compare you to golden-haired Helen

  . . . among mortal women, know this

  . . . you
could free me from all my cares

  . . . on the riverbanks

  . . . all through the night

  24.

  24A.

  . . . you will remember,

  . . . for we in our youth

  did these things,

  many, beautiful things.

  24C.

  . . . we live

  . . . opposite

  . . . daring

  . . . human

  24D.

  . . . a small voice

  25.

  . . . left behind

  . . . graceful woman

  26.

  . . . for those

  I treat well hurt me

  most of all.

  . . . in vain

  . . . you, I wish

  . . . suffering

  . . . but in my heart

  . . . I know this

  27.

  . . . for once you were a child

  . . . come sing these things

  . . . talk to us, grant us

  your favors.

  For we are going to a wedding, as you

  well know. But as quickly as possible,

  send away the virgins.

  May the gods have . . .

  . . . a road to great Olympus

  . . . for mortals

  29.

  29B.

  . . . Lady

  29C.

  . . . robes

  . . . necklaces

  . . . for Gorgo

  29H.

  . . . for Gyrinno

  30.

  night . . .

  virgins . . .

  all night long . . .

  might sing of the love between you and the bride

  with violets in her lap.

  But rise up! Call the young men

  your own age, so that we may see

  less sleep than the . . .

  with a clear voice.

  31.

  He seems to me equal to the gods,

  that man who sits opposite you

  and listens near

  to your sweet voice

  and lovely laughter. My heart

  begins to flutter in my chest.

  When I look at you even for a moment

  I can no longer speak.

  My tongue fails and a subtle

  fire races beneath my skin,

  I see nothing with my eyes

  and my ears hum.

  Sweat pours from me and a trembling

  seizes my whole body. I am greener

  than grass and it seems I am a little short

  of dying.

  But all must be endured, for even a poor man . . .

  32.

  . . . who gave me honor by the gift

  of their works

  33.

  Golden-crowned Aphrodite, if only I

  could win this lot

  34.

  The stars around the beautiful moon

  hide back their radiant form

  when she in her fullness shines

  over the earth.

  35.

  you either Cyprus or Paphos or Panormus

  36.

  I long for and seek after

  37.

  in my dripping pain . . .

  May winds and sorrows carry off the one

  blaming me

  38.

  you scorch us

  39.

  a many-colored leather sandal

  covered her feet, a beautiful piece of work

  from Lydia

  40.

  and I to you . . . of a white goat

  41.

  for you lovely ones my thoughts

  do not change

  42.

  their hearts grew cold

  and they folded their wings

  43.

  . . . disturbs the stillness

  . . . distress, mind

  . . . settles down

  . . . but come, beloved ones

  . . . for day is near

  44.

  Cyprus . . .

  the herald came . . .

  Idaeus, the swift messenger . . .

  “. . . and the rest of Asia . . . undying glory.

  Hector and his companions are bringing the lively-eyed,

  graceful Andromache from holy Thebe and ever-flowing

  Placia in their ships over the salty sea, along with many golden bracelets

  and perfumed purple robes, beautifully-painted ornaments

  and countless silver cups and ivory.”

  So he spoke. Quickly Hector’s dear father rose up

  and the news spread among his friends in the spacious city.

  At once the sons of Ilus yoked mules to the

  smooth-running carts, then the whole crowd

  of women and maidens with . . . ankles climbed on board.

  The daughters of Priam apart . . .

  the young men yoked horses to chariots . . .

  in great style . . .

  charioteers . . .

  . . . like the gods

  . . . holy together

  set out . . . to Ilium

  the sweet-sounding flute and the cithara mingled

  and the sound of castanets. Maidens sang a holy song

  and a wondrous echo reached to the sky . . .

  everywhere in the streets was . . .

  mixing-bowls and drinking cups . . .

  myrrh and cassia and frankincense mingled.

  The older women cried out with joy

  and all the men erupted in a high-pitched shout

  calling on Paean, far-shooting god skilled with the lyre.

  They sang in praise of god-like Hector and Andromache.

  44Aa.

  for golden-haired Phoebus whom the daughter of Coeus bore

  after she lay with the son of Cronus, whose name is great.

  But Artemis swore the great oath of the gods:

  “By your head, I will always be a virgin

  . . . hunting on the peaks of the mountains.

  Come, grant me this for my sake.”

  . . . and the father of the blessed gods nodded.

  The gods call her the hunter, the shooter of deer,

  . . . a great title.

  . . . Love never approaches her

  44Ab.

  glorious of the Muses . . .

  makes of the Graces . . .

  slender . . .

  anger not . . .

  for mortals . . .

  45.

  . . . as long as you wish

  46.

  I will lay down my limbs

  on a soft cushion . . .

  47.

  Love shook my heart

  like a mountain wind falling on oaks.

  48.

  You came and I was longing for you.

  You cooled my heart burning with desire.

  49.

  I loved you, Atthis, once long ago

  You seemed to me a small child without grace

  50.

  For the man who is beautiful is beautiful in appearance,

  but the man who is good will be beautiful indeed.

  51.

  I don’t know what I should do. There are two minds in me

  52.

  I do not expect to touch the sky

  53.

  Come, rosy-armed holy Graces, daughters of Zeus

  54.

  . . . who came from heaven wrapped in a purple cloak

  55.

  But when you die you will lie there and there will be no memory

  of you nor longing for you after, for you have no share in the roses

  of Pieria. But you will wander unseen in the house of Hades,

  flying about among the shadowy dead.

  56.

  I don’t imagine that any girl who has looked on

  the light of the sun will ever have such wisdom

  as this.

  57.

  What country girl bewitches your mind . . .

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bsp; dressed in her country clothes . . .

  not knowing how to pull her ragged dress over her ankles?

  58.

  . . . I pray

  . . . now a festival

  . . . under the earth

  . . . having a gift of honor

  . . . as I am now on the earth

  . . . taking the sweet-sounding lyre

  . . . I sing to the reed-pipe

  . . . fleeing

  . . . was bitten

  . . . gives success to the mouth

  . . . beautiful gifts of the violet-laden Muses, children

  . . . the sweet-sounding lyre dear to song.

  . . . my skin once soft is wrinkled now,

  . . . my hair once black has turned to white.

  My heart has become heavy, my knees

  that once danced nimbly like fawns cannot carry me.

  How often I lament these things—but what can be done?

  No one who is human can escape old age.

  They say that rosy-armed Dawn once took

  Tithonus, beautiful and young, carrying him to the

  ends of the earth. But in time grey old age still

  found him, even though he had an immortal wife.

  . . . imagines

  . . . might give

  I love the pleasures of life . . . and this to me.

  Love has given me the brightness and beauty of the sun.

  59.

  loves . . .

  new . . .

  60.

  . . . meeting

  . . . wish

  . . . carry out my plan

  . . . I call

  . . . my heart at once

  . . . all you wish to accomplish

  . . . to fight for me

  . . . persuaded by a wanton woman

  . . . for you know well

  61.

  they became . . .

  for not . . .

  62.

  You were afraid . . .

  laurel tree . . .

  but everything sweeter . . .

  than that . . .

  and to those women . . .

  a journeyer . . .

  I scarcely ever listened . . .

  beloved soul . . .

  such things now . . .

  to come, gentle . . .

  you came first, beautiful . . .

  and the clothes . . .

  63.

  Dream of blackness . . .

  you come whenever sleep . . .

  sweet god, terrible sorrow . . .

  keep away the power . . .

  but I have hope I will not share . . .

  nothing of the blessed ones . . .

  for I would not be this way . . .

  playthings . . .

  but may it happen to me . . .

  everything . . .

  64.

  64A.

  for friends . . .

  of children . . .

  to the gods . . .

  shame . . .

  65.

  for Sappho, you . . .

  Cyprus queen . . .

  yet great . . .

 

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