If someone had told him two years before that this was what his life would be like, he would’ve laughed in their face. Small-town living? Getting married? No way.
He’d felt alone and misunderstood for most of his life. He’d acted out and rebelled in every way, even leaving the country altogether for over a decade. He’d found fame and fortune in England, living the fast life until he’d crashed and burned. And still, somehow, he’d ended up back on Long Island, with the support of his family, a career he enjoyed, and an amazing, special woman at his side. His life was richer, better, and so different from what he’d envisioned for himself. He was the last guy in the world he’d thought would have a happy ending . . . yet it was happening for him.
A soft breeze off the water ruffled the front of his dark hair, and he narrowed his eyes at the crashing waves, out to the horizon beyond. On the other side of that ocean was the life he’d left behind. He was very lucky to be where he was now, and he knew it. Small, quiet miracles . . .
He tipped back another swallow of beer, set the bottle down on the little glass table, and went back inside the bridal suite. It was elegant and lavish, all whites, taupe, glass, and chrome. A big, soft couch and plush armchairs, a tremendous flat-screen TV, a small bar in the corner . . . but no fiancée. “Abby?”
“Back here,” she called from the bedroom.
Was she still unpacking? Pierce crossed the wide front room to find out. The carpet was blissfully lush beneath his bare feet. He peeked into the bedroom to find her bent over as she rustled through a suitcase on the floor. The back of her pale blue tank dress lifted a little, showing the backs of her legs. Unable to resist, he moved in behind her, gripped her hips, and rubbed himself against her. The feel of her soft, sweet ass against his cock stirred his blood.
“Oh!” she gasped, rising up and whirling around in the circle of his arms. She laughed, her dark blue eyes sparkling as she wrapped her arms around his neck. “You’re naughty.”
“Damn right.” He grinned and squeezed her ass, pressing her close. Blood surged south and he ground his pelvis against hers as he quipped, “It’s one of the many reasons you’re marrying me.”
“Damn right.” She grinned back, running her fingers through the back of his hair, which was a drop shorter than usual, freshly cut for the wedding. Her fingertips caressing him sent a little shiver over his skin. “I’m so glad you wanted to do this. I mean, us getting here early, being alone today and tonight before the chaos takes over . . .” She brushed her lips against his and smiled warmly. “Even driving out here with you—the windows down, the scenery, just the quiet of it—was a pleasure. Thank you for thinking of it.” She kissed him, long and sweet, then looked into his eyes. He saw the deep affection there and it warmed his heart. “Thank you for everything,” she whispered and kissed him a little harder this time. “I love you.”
“I love you more.” Pierce pressed his lips to hers, savoring the feel of her. Of her sweet mouth, her silky blond hair in his fingers, her warm body against his. This woman was everything. All he wanted to do this long, special weekend was show her how much she meant to him. Remind her that the coming chaos was about one single thing: them. And their love for each other. Edging her backward as they kissed, he lowered her onto the bed, himself on top of her.
“Let’s get this wedding weekend started properly . . .” he whispered in her ear, nipping the lobe before he worked his way down her neck with hot, openmouthed kisses. A low hum of pleasure floated from her as his hands glided over her body. “I mean . . . I have to make the most of this.” He caressed her breasts with both hands, listening to her breath catch as his thumbs stroked over her nipples. “I only get to make love to my fiancée a few more times and that’s it.”
“Really?” Abby asked breathlessly. Her soft hands slipped under his T-shirt and she lightly raked her fingernails down his back, sending delicious shivers along his spine. “Why? What happens then?”
“Then I get to spend the rest of my life making love to my beautiful wife.” He kissed her hard, possessing her, and she met his heat with a matching fervor of her own. As their tongues tangled, he grasped the hem of her cotton sundress and pushed it up to bunch around her waist. “Which will make me . . .” He started moving down, dropping kisses everywhere as he went. “. . . the luckiest man on the goddamn planet.” He pushed her panties to the side and sealed his mouth to where she liked it the most.
* * *
Abby opened her eyes slowly. It was dark in the room; Pierce had pulled the blackout shade at some point during the night. He loved it as dark as possible when he slept. She’d gotten used to that quickly, but it always threw her for a few seconds when she first woke up because she had no idea what time it was. A glance at the glowing blue numbers on the nightstand told her it was 8:05 A.M. They’d spent the afternoon making love, then gone downstairs for a five-star seafood dinner. They’d walked along the beach as the sun set, sat on the sand, and talked with the waves as their background music. When it finally had gotten dark, they’d gone up to their suite and back into bed. By the time she fell asleep, it was only ten o’clock, but she was so tired she’d slept like the dead. Now, feeling refreshed and glad to be able to wake up at her own pace, she stretched and rolled over to look at her fiancé.
This beautiful man had given her everything. When she’d first met him, she’d immediately written him off as an entitled, self-involved player, everything the gossip tabloids had said about him . . . but she was wrong. Maybe that was who he’d been before she met him, but he constantly surprised her. He had more depth and heart than he showed to most of the world. A lifetime of having to protect himself, having to guard his feelings and heart, had hardened him. Beneath the swagger, the bad-boy rep, and the façade was a kind, thoughtful man who strove to be better every single day. He’d shown her that. She’d watched him struggle, then evolve. He’d proven to her he’d be the kind of man she wanted and needed. And she’d fallen head over heels in love with his genuine efforts, with his fierce devotion . . . with him.
Now they were getting married. Three mornings from this minute, she’d wake up as Mrs. Pierce Harrison. He’d be her husband. The word held weight, and the thought of it sent that familiar delicious thrill rolling through her. She’d fallen in love with him thinking even though he loved her back, he wasn’t the marrying type. Again he’d surprised her, turning her ideas about him on their head. He’d planned a romantic proposal on a Sedona mountaintop. He’d bought them a gorgeous house she could only dream about before, claiming he wanted to fill those extra bedrooms with kids someday. He’d bought it in her hometown because he knew how important her family was to her. He’d gladly, seamlessly found a way to make sure her parents, sister, and nephew stayed a top priority for her while not taking anything away from their growth as a couple.
He supported her, championed her, and loved her. She was marrying the man of her dreams, dreams she’d given up on before she’d met him. She was lucky and she knew it, always grateful for what she had, never taking it for granted.
She only hoped she made him feel as unequivocally supported, adored, and loved as he did her. He’d had such a lack of love and affection for most of his life; she was happy—almost eager—to give him what he needed because he’d given that to her.
Now her eyes caressed his features as he slept beside her. He was the most handsome man she knew and way sexier than his very handsome older brothers, in an edgier way, always hinting at sin—again, lucky her. Her fingers ran through his tousled dark hair as she gazed at the thick, black lashes that feathered over his chiseled cheekbones, his sensual lips, the dark scruff on his square jaw. Her hands trailed down over his strong, tattooed shoulders, his muscled, tattooed arms, his smooth chest, then slipped around his waist. She let her head drop to his chest as she snuggled close, wrapping herself around his sexy body. The sound of his slow, steady heartbeat beneath her ear soothed her now as it always did.
She had a lot to do. So much to do. E
xcitement whooshed through her as she thought of all the things ahead in the next three days . . .
Pierce’s hand moved up and squeezed her ass. Still mostly asleep, he kissed her forehead and turned so he could hold her closer. Her cluster of thoughts evaporated for a moment. He often had that effect on her: making her worries dial down from a bubbling boil to a low simmer. They wrapped themselves in a cocoon of intertwined limbs and warm flesh. She kissed his neck and sighed in pure contentment as they lay together in silence.
His cell phone rang on his nightstand. They ignored it. When the noise stopped, they both exhaled and snuggled closer.
A minute later, it rang again. “Fuck them,” he growled, his voice raspy with sleep. “Whoever’s calling me this early, fuck them.”
“That’s what voice mail is for,” she murmured into his skin. He grunted.
The room went quiet again. But a minute later, the phone rang again.
“Maybe it’s important,” Abby said. “Maybe you should answer it?”
Pierce groaned and didn’t even open his eyes as he reached for the phone. “Hello?” he ground out.
Abby watched as his eyes snapped open and his expression changed into an instant combination of surprise and anger.
“Mom,” he said. One small word, yet so many emotions conveyed.
Abby’s insides tightened for him. He’d been avoiding his mother as much as possible since their engagement had been announced. He didn’t want either of his parents involved with the wedding, or even in attendance.
She totally understood why he didn’t want his father anywhere near the wedding, and the truth was, she was grateful for that. She didn’t want the Harrison patriarch there either. He was nasty, harsh, and had made it clear from the start he considered Abby and her middle-class family to be beneath the mega-wealthy Harrisons. The relationship between Pierce and his father was toxic, and they weren’t on speaking terms. To have Charles Harrison II there was ludicrous, and the only person who’d thought otherwise was Charles II himself. Luckily, Pierce’s three wonderful siblings had run interference for him over the past months, doing damage control throughout the wedding planning. They’d surrounded their baby brother like knights or soldiers, and she knew it meant more to Pierce than he could express.
But Abby had never met his mother. She had heard about the infamous Laura Dunham Harrison Evans Baisley, who spent her time jet-setting from one tropical paradise to another. Charles II had divorced Laura and thrown her out when Pierce was only six. She’d left without looking back, barely staying in contact with her four children. In recent years, the contact had only lessened, and she hadn’t shown any interest in any of her grown children or small grandchildren. She hadn’t even been at Charles and Lisette’s surprise wedding a few months before; she hadn’t been called. Pierce’s mother, as he’d often said, was a mother in name only. She hadn’t raised him; the nannies had. He’d come to terms with that, but his resentment lingered, even now, as a thirty-three-year-old man.
Most of the time he didn’t talk about it, and knowing him as she did, he didn’t think about it. But Abby knew that deep down, the pain of his mom leaving him behind, combined with leaving him in the care of his father, who had no love for him and alternated between ignoring him and excoriating him, would be a deep wound forever. It was one of the reasons he’d opened himself to Abby’s family so readily; hers was a true, close-knit, loving family, and Pierce responded to that.
Even so, when he’d initially told Abby he wanted neither of his parents at the wedding, she wasn’t sure it was the way to go. She didn’t want him to possibly regret that decision later. But she stood by his choices 100 percent. If he didn’t want them there, fine with her, end of story. She wanted him happy.
“What do you want, Mom?” he half growled. “You woke me up and I’m not a morning person. Calling three times this early without just leaving a message is obnoxious. I don’t appreciate it.”
Abby’s insides tensed at the hardness of his voice, and how quickly he’d opened the gate to an argument. He had a temper he usually managed to keep under wraps. But when it flared, he was formidable, intimidating, a powerful force. She felt the tension now coiling in his body as she still held him. He closed his eyes and sighed while he listened to whatever Laura was saying, and Abby hugged him gently to show her support. His hand ran up and down her back in response.
“Stop it,” he spat into the phone. “You’re a piece of work, calling me this early, two days before my wedding, to lay a fucking guilt trip on me. Which just shows why I don’t want you here in the first place.” He laughed, a caustic, hollow sound, and Abby’s heart rate started to rise for him.
“Seriously, Mom? You really want to hear me say the words? Is that what it’ll take? Fine.” His eyes opened and he pushed away from Abby, as if the surge of anger was too much and he had to expend the burst of adrenaline. He threw back the covers, sprang out of bed, and began to pace the room as he spoke into the phone.
“You left me—you left us all—and you never looked back,” he said flatly. “No . . . no, you didn’t . . . holy crap, stop it. Don’t start with the phony tears and the blame and the bullshit. I don’t want to hear it . . . what? . . . Yes, Dad made it hard for you to see us. But you could have if you wanted to. You didn’t want to. That’s fine. But you don’t get to play spurned mommy now.... Yes, I know, you were hurt. Poor you. Like you didn’t have four kids who were hurting, who wanted and needed their mother. Luckily, we don’t anymore. . . no. None of us want you around and we sure as hell don’t need you . . . what? That’s harsh? It’s the truth . . . no. Fuck no. That’s one hundred percent on you.”
Suddenly, whatever Laura was saying made him stop in his tracks. “You’ve got to be kidding me.” His jaw clenched and he gritted his teeth, then said in a low, deliberate tone, “I’m warning you right now. Hear me. Do not show up here on Saturday. Do. Not. Am I being very clear?”
Abby’s eyes flew wide at that. Was Laura planning to come to the wedding? Whoa, she was ballsy.
“Because I’ll throw you out myself.” Pierce raked his free hand through his hair, pure frustration apparent as his marine-blue eyes flashed. “Oh, believe it. Try me . . . yes, I feel that strongly about it.... You really don’t get it. This only proves how selfish you are! . . . Yeah, Mom, it is selfish, actually. Because I’ve made it pretty fucking clear I don’t want you here. Don’t you think? . . . All right, enough. Stop. Here’s the deal.” He spread his feet, digging in his stance, as if she were there and he was telling her to her face. “You don’t get to come to my wedding, the most important day of my life, and parade around like you’re someone special. You aren’t. And I want no drama and no bullshit. You? Are pure drama and bullshit . . . yeah, you are.” He started pacing again as he listened, then burst out, “Only the people who mean something to me will be here to share in this, and that sure as hell isn’t you. So don’t waste your plane fare with a surprise appearance. You. Are. Not. Welcome. Here.”
Abby’s heart squeezed for him. She’d known he thought these things because he’d told her, in the calm quiet of their home, with her arms wrapped securely around him. But he’d never before said them out loud to his mother. Now his free hand clenched in a fist. Years of repressed rage were pouring out and the air around them had gone electric with it. She sat up as she watched him pace furiously, aching for him.
“No, Mom. Sorry, but no.” He snorted out a laugh. “It’s really a lot simpler than that. The way I see it, if you weren’t around for me in my bad times—hell, around at all—you don’t get to be with me for the good times. That’s all there is to it.”
He glanced over at Abby for a second. It was all she could do not to go to him, take the phone out of his hand, throw it off the terrace, and hold him tight. But she knew him well enough to let him get it out and just be there. Her presence was enough.
“Yeah? Really?” His voice was lethal. Abby hadn’t seen him this angry in a long time. “I haven’t heard
from you in months. But you call me two days before my wedding to get at me and I’m supposed to feel bad that you’re hurt? I don’t . . . no, in fact, I’m glad it’s all out there and you know exactly how I feel. It’s cathartic really . . . right. That’s right. Okay, then. We’re done now. Buh-bye.” He ended the call and threw the phone across the room with all his might. It sailed through the air and hit the pillows. He swore violently and raked his hands through his hair, then scrubbed them over his face as he swore again.
“Pierce,” Abby said. “Take a deep breath.”
He looked at her, his eyes wild and bright.
“You’re okay.”
He snorted, the angst coming off him in waves.
“She won’t come here,” Abby said gently. “Neither of your parents will. Everything will be fine.”
“I gotta get outta here.” He strode to the dresser and rummaged through the drawers. “I’m sorry, babe.”
“Don’t be. I understand. Go ahead.”
“I need to go for a run. I just . . . I gotta go.”
“Good idea,” she said. “Go run on the beach. Pound at the sand.”
“That’s where I’m going.” He yanked on his clothes with hard, jerky motions, his jaw clenched tight and his face flushed. Then he went to the closet, found where Abby had put his sneakers, and got them on. “I’ll see you later.”
She watched him, her heart beating fast. His stress was hers. His pain was hers. “I love you,” she said.
He was halfway to the door but stopped cold at her soft words. Then he came to her, stroked both hands over her hair, and dropped a kiss on the top of her head. “Thank God for that.” He kissed her mouth, a quick peck. “I’m too fired up. Let me go let off steam. When I get back, I’ll be fine. I’m not going to let her ruin our day. Promise.”
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