by Kristi Gold
He streaked a palm over his nape. “Actually, I haven’t a place to stay at this point in time. It appears there are no rooms in the inns due to some rodeo event in the area.”
Of all the irresponsible, ridiculous excuses. “You did not make arrangements before you decided to travel here?”
“It was a spontaneous plan.”
An illogical plan in her opinion. “I can’t very well have you in my room under my brother’s roof. He is well aware we’re having problems, and I prefer we not sleep in the same bed until we’ve had more time to work on our issues.”
“I will take whatever room they have available if you don’t wish me in your bed.”
“There isn’t another room, Sebastian. The house is still undergoing renovations and I have the only accommodations left.”
“Then I suppose I shall sleep in the truck until other arrangements can be made.”
Oh, for heaven’s sake. “All right. You may stay in my room as long as you have no expectations and you leave before first light. I truly do not wish to explain your presence to Rafiq or to have him assume we’ve been...you know.”
“I’m certain Rafe has engaged in...you know, since his intended is living with him.”
“She is also pregnant,” she added, curious to see how he might react.
“Really?” he said with little enthusiasm. “I didn’t know the old boy had it in him.”
“He does, and he is very protective of Violet, as well as me. On the other hand, he is not particularly fond of you at the moment. He assumes you have done something to wound me.”
“And clearly you have allowed him to have those assumptions.”
“Like it or not, Sebastian, your behavior for the past few months has been very hurtful to me.”
He sighed. “And that is why I’m here now, to atone for my transgressions. Regardless, I promise to remain on my side of the bed until you are ready for me to fully atone.”
When he suggestively winked, Nasira realized having Sebastian in her bed would not be wise for many reasons. “I will make a place for you on the floor.”
He had the nerve to kiss her hand. “Whatever you wish, fair lady.”
She wanted not to be so attracted him. She wanted not to want him, yet sadly she still did. “It is late,” she said as she wrenched from his grasp. “And one more thing. When we arrive, be quiet. I prefer not to wake the household.”
Two
“What is he doing here?”
Sebastian had barely entered the two-story foyer before being verbally accosted by his brother-in-law. “I’m accompanying my wife to the bedroom.”
With her hand on the banister, Nasira sent a sheepish glance in Rafe’s direction. “He does not have a hotel room for the night. However, he has promised to leave first thing tomorrow morning.”
Rafe gestured toward a formal floral settee. “The sofa is available.”
Angry over the suggestion, Sebastian dropped his bags on the ground. “I won’t fit on the bloody sofa. And if you recall, I’m still married to your sister and I have every right to sleep with her. Once you’re married, you’ll soon learn that problems can and will arise in every union.”
Rafiq took a step toward the stairs. “She does not want you here.”
“I invited him, Rafe,” Nasira said. “But only for the night. Now if you will excuse us, we are both exhausted from the evening’s events.”
“Quite memorable events,” Sebastian added knowing he would probably incur his wife’s wrath.
Rafe pointed at him. “I do not wish to see you here when I awaken.”
Sebastian saluted. “Yes, sir, commander sheikh.”
Without looking back, Nasira hurried up the stairs and paused at the landing before regarding Sebastian again. “Are you coming?”
He suddenly realized he should attempt to turn Rafe into an ally, not an enemy. “In a moment. I’d like to have a word with your brother.”
He saw a fleeting look of panic in her eyes. “All right, if you two promise to remain civil.”
A promise Sebastian hoped he could keep. “I have no problem with that.”
She glanced past him toward her brother. “Rafiq?”
“I will maintain my calm,” Rafe said.
“I am counting on that,” Nasira said before she climbed the remaining stairs and disappeared.
Sebastian decided he could use a bit of a pick-me-up and with that in mind, he grabbed up the smaller bag, set it on the sofa, unzipped it and withdrew a bottle of mediocre scotch, the only thing he had been able to find at the lone liquor store in town. “Would you care to join me in a drink?”
“No, I would not,” Rafe said.
“Then would you mind providing a glass. I find it somewhat uncouth to drink from the bottle.”
Without speaking, Rafe left through a door at the back of the parlor. He returned a few moments later with a crystal tumbler he set on the white coffee table before taking a seat in a club chair across from the sofa. Sebastian poured himself a glass of the amber liquid. Though he preferred ice, he thought it best not to press his luck.
After taking a long drink, Sebastian settled in on the settee as the low-quality scotch burned down his throat. At this rate, the combination of booze and jet lag could very well land him on his arse. Of course, he could rest assured he would sleep well...on the bedroom floor.
“Where is your lovely fiancée?” he began when Rafe failed to speak.
“She is sleeping,” he replied. “The pregnancy has fatigued her greatly.”
Sebastian remembered that all too well from the time when Sira was carrying their child. He also remembered the sound of her mournful cries when she had lost that child. “I’m sure the wedding plans have also contributed to that fatigue. How are you faring with that, by the way?”
Rafe crossed one leg over the other. “I have left the preparation up to the women. I only require knowing where I need to be and when I should be there.”
Sebastian doubted he would escape that easily. “I suppose that is probably best.”
Rafe inclined his head and studied him. “I suspect you did not detain me so you could speak about wedding plans.”
Sebastian finished off the scotch with a grimace and poured another glass. “No. I felt it necessary to outline my intentions toward your sister. Has she mentioned me at all?”
“She only intimated your marriage is in shambles and hinted the breakdown is due to your inattentiveness.”
As hard as it was to hear, he couldn’t debate that assessment. “I’ve only had her welfare in mind since the miscarriage. I wanted to give her as much space as she needed. I realize now that was probably a bloody bad idea to show up, unannounced.”
“Yes, and it has created a problem that will not be easy to rectify.”
It occurred to Sebastian that he could possibly elevate Rafe’s opinion of him if he appealed to his ego by asking for advice. “You seem to be a man who knows the workings of a woman’s mind. Do you have a suggestion on how I could get back in Nasira’s good graces?”
Rafe didn’t seem to be flattered, though. “Perhaps you should return to London and allow her to decide if she wants to resume the marriage.”
Not the answer he’d hoped for. “Look, Rafe, we’ve invested ten years in this union—”
“Convenient union, not a love match,” Rafe added.
Point reluctantly taken. “Nevertheless, I care greatly for your sister and I’m not willing to give up what we’ve had for a decade without a fight. But I need assistance in order to win her back. Who better to help me than her brother, who knows her better than most?”
When Rafe remained silent, Sebastian almost gave up until his brother-in-law said, “Shower her with small tokens of your affection.”
“You mean flowers and jewelry?”
Rafe looked at him as if he were a total dimwit. “Not only material gifts. And do not concentrate solely on sexual matters.”
No sex or hearts and flowers. What was left? “I’m afraid I am still at a loss.”
“I have learned women appreciate gestures that might seem insignificant to most men,” Rafe said. “They greatly enjoy breakfast in bed. Massages. Having their hair washed.”
Sebastian could handle any and all of those things, as long as he had some privacy to do them. “I now understand what you’re saying, but I do have another problem. If I am going to woo her, I bloody can’t do it in a hotel.”
“And I do not wish to witness this wooing.” Rafe came to his feet. “I have a possible solution to your lodging issues.”
Sebastian finished his second drink and stood, realizing all too well that he should have stopped with the first scotch. He’d always been able to hold his liquor but at the moment he felt as if he could fly without the benefit of his corporate jet. “What do you have in mind?”
“A private residence where you could reside during the duration of your stay. The owners are friends of a friend and they will be leaving for a trip out of the country for two months. I will call tomorrow and let you know if they are amenable to the request. It will be up to you to convince Nasira, without coercion, to join you.”
Sebastian had no intention of coercing her. Not when he had other ways to convince her. “I’ll try to persuade her.”
“If you are unsuccessful, will you agree to return to London?”
Only if and when he had exhausted every option. “That seems fair enough.”
“Good. I am going to retire now. I will inform you in the morning if I have secured the accommodations.”
“Thank you, Rafe. I certainly value your opinions and your willingness to assist me.”
The man seemed unimpressed with Sebastian’s gratitude. “I am doing this for Nasira. Her happiness is paramount. I will not tolerate anyone who does not respect her wishes. Keep that in mind as you move forward with your goal.”
Before Sebastian could respond, Rafe turned and started up the stairs without looking back. Sebastian dropped down on the settee and rubbed both hands over his face. If he didn’t get up soon, he could end up sleeping on the sardine-can sofa.
On that thought, he trudged up the stairs and made his way to his reluctant bride’s boudoir. He rapped on the door and when he didn’t get a response, entered the room to the sounds of running water.
He had one of two options—leave and let her have her privacy, or shower her with affection in the shower. Option two earned his vote. As long as he proceeded with caution.
He stripped off his shirt, inadvertently popping a button, then sat on the edge of the mattress to toe out of his shoes. He carelessly kicked them off, barely missing the French doors leading to a balcony. In an effort to compose himself, he removed his slacks and underwear with more patience, then tossed them aside on the window seat to his right. When he rose from the bed, he realized he would have to keep a tight hold on his libido. He also realized he wasn’t the only one standing.
“Down, old chap,” he muttered when he walked to the door, then paused to take a deep breath to regain some semblance of control.
If he played his cards correctly, this could be the first step in demonstrating that he could be the kind husband his wife needed.
* * *
Nasira needed a shower and a good night’s sleep. She also needed to know exactly what Sebastian was saying to her brother, but that could wait until morning.
Standing beneath the spray, she closed her eyes, bent on washing away the memories of those intimate moments under the stars in the rear—of all things—a Texas truck. Still, her mind whirled back to the interlude and the way Sebastian had so easily unearthed sensations she had greatly missed. Sensations she still experienced with a succession of tremors and tingling. Her husband had so masterfully manipulated her into oblivion with only a few strokes, and once more the heat began to make itself known....
Nasira shook off the images, stepped to the side of the spray and opened her eyes, determined to regain some perspective without undue influence from her spouse until she was forced to face him again.
The plan went awry the moment the glass door opened, Sebastian walked into the shower and moved behind her, as if he had a standing invitation.
His audacity momentarily stunned her into silence. Yet when he reached around her and grasped the bottle of shampoo from the mosaic tile shelf, she spun on him, putting herself in close proximity to a very naked, very virile, very stimulated man. “Do you mind?”
He took a quick sniff before placing some of the liquid in his palm. “I do not mind at all. In fact, I like the lavender. Now turn around.”
She gathered all the reasons to resist him. Reasons that had ironically kept him from her over the past few months. “You may turn around and leave.”
“Not until I wash your hair.”
That would qualify as an unusual request. “Why?”
“Could you humor me, please?”
She caught the faint scent of alcohol. “Are you intoxicated?”
“Only with your beauty.”
Clearly the liquor was speaking for him. “I smell scotch.”
“I might have had a drink. Or two.”
“I consider that inadvisable in light of your fatigue.”
“I’m not too exhausted or too mashed to wash your hair. In fact, it would be an honor to do it. And I promise you will enjoy it.”
Granted, she would, though she wondered who had kidnapped her stoic husband and replaced him with this considerate clone. She mulled the offer over a few minutes and surrendered to the prospect of pleasure—with one concession. “Oh, all right. But only if you will leave after you are finished.”
“Agreed.”
Nasira faced the tiled wall again and attempted to feign indifference. Yet when Sebastian slid his hands into her hair and began to massage her scalp, she practically melted against him. “That feels exquisite,” she murmured.
Sebastian brushed a kiss across her cheek. “You deserve to feel that way. I recognize I’ve neglected my duties and haven’t exactly been a doting husband.”
She had never expected him to be doting, yet she did approve of this version of Sebastian. Then suddenly his hands drifted from her hair to her shoulders and came to rest on her breasts. Odd how he had not touched her in six months and now, as if someone had snapped on a sexual light switch, the former version of her husband had returned.
“You are exquisite,” he murmured as he pressed against her bottom.
“You are a cad.”
“Henry is the cad. I have no control over him.”
Nasira stifled a laugh. “I have always wondered what would possess a man to name a cherished part of his anatomy after his prized horse.”
He winked. “It’s quite logical because that horse is a premiere stallion.”
She elbowed him in the ribs. “Since you are finished washing my hair, I need to rinse out the shampoo and you need to vacate the premises.”
Against her better judgment, she turned her back to him, stepped beneath the flowing water and soaked her hair, giving Sebastian complete access to her body. He took supreme advantage of her vulnerable position by running his palms down her torso, over the bend of her waist and on to her hips.
Regardless of her nagging need for him, Nasira sidestepped Sebastian and sent him a frustrated look. “You agreed that when you were finished, you would leave.”
He took the blue washcloth folded on the shelf and added a small dollop of gel. “I’m not finished yet.”
Unable to move, Nasira watched as Sebastian washed her body, beginning with her shoulders and arms before he
moved down to her breasts, and then her belly. He knelt and bathed each of her legs gently, all the while smiling up at her until he straightened. His crystal blue eyes seemed to darken as he shifted his attention to between her thighs. He lingered there for a time, teasing slightly, setting her on edge before he stepped back and draped the washcloth over the chrome rack to his left.
“There you go,” he said. “Clean as a whistle.”
“Why are you doing this, Sebastian?”
His eyes looked a bit hazy now. “Because I want you to relax. I’m certain you will sleep much better now.”
Not very likely. Not when she still wanted him in every way. “I am onto you, Sebastian.”
He attempted an innocent expression. “I’m sure I do not know what you mean.”
“Yes, you do. However, you can attempt to seduce me from dawn to dusk but we will still remain at an impasse.”
“I was simply trying to be considerate.” He grabbed the bottle of gel and began lathering his body. “Granted, a dawn-to-dusk seduction sounds interesting. Perhaps we shall try that in the near future.”
“I’m going to bed now,” she said as she quickly rinsed off without looking at him.
“I will join you shortly.”
“I’ll make you a nice place on the rug.”
“I so cherish being treated like the family hound.”
She sent him a quelling look as she opened the glass door. “We agreed on that arrangement.”
He gave her a half smile. “Spoilsport.”
As usual, he glossed over the seriousness of their situation with wit and sarcasm. Angry with him, and herself, Nasira left the shower, dried off, wrapped the towel around her and tucked it closed between her breasts. She then twisted her hair into a braid, brushed her teeth and returned to the bedroom, leaving Sebastian alone to finish his shower.
In the past, she would have crawled into bed without clothes but decided with her husband in the house, it would be best to dress in a short blue gown, as if donning silk armor. Of course, if Sebastian sneaked beneath the sheets in the middle of the night, the negligee wouldn’t provide any real protection.
