When we reach the front door, I pull away one of the confessions so she can take a peek outside. I watch her eyes grow wide as she takes in the line of people that I know are standing at the door. It didn't always used to be like this. Since the front-page feature last year, word of mouth has increased the amount of traffic I get, and I've been very lucky.
"Exclusivity," she whispers, taking a step back.
I attach the confession back to the window. "What do you mean?"
"That's why you do so well. Because you restrict the amount of days you're open and you can only make so many paintings in a month. It makes your art worth more to people."
"Are you saying I don't do well because of my talent?" I smile when I say this so she knows I'm only teasing.
She shoves my shoulder playfully. "You know what I mean."
I want her to shove my shoulder again, because I loved the way she smiled when she did it, but instead she turns and faces the open floor of the studio. She draws in a slow breath. It makes me wonder if seeing all the people outside has made her nervous.
"You ready?"
She nods and forces a smile. "Ready."
I open the doors and the people begin pouring in. There's a big crowd tonight and for the first several minutes, I worry that this will intimidate her. But regardless of how quiet and a little bit shy she seemed when she first showed up here, she's the exact opposite now. She's flourishing, as if she's somehow in her element, when this probably isn't a situation she's ever been in before.
I wouldn't know that from watching her, though.
For the first half hour, she mingles with the guests and discusses the art and some of the confessions. I recognize a few faces, but most of them are people I don't know. She acts like she knows all of them. She eventually walks back to the counter when she sees someone pull the number five down. Number five correlates to the painting titled I went to China for two weeks without telling anyone. When I returned, no one noticed I'd been gone.
She smiles at me from across the room as she's ringing up her first transaction. I continue to work the crowd, mingling, all the while watching her out of the corner of my eye. Tonight, everyone's focus is on my art, but my focus is on her. She's the most interesting piece in this entire room.
"Will your father be here tonight, Owen?"
I look away from her long enough to answer Judge Corley's question with a shake of my head. "He couldn't make it tonight," I lie.
If I were a priority in his life, he would have made it.
"That's a shame," Judge Corley says. "I'm having my office redecorated, and he suggested I stop by to check out your work."
Judge Corley is a man with a height of five feet six but an ego twice as tall. My father is a lawyer and spends a lot of time in the courthouse downtown, where Judge Corley's office is. I know this because my father isn't a fan of Judge Corley's, and despite Judge Corley's show of interest, I'm pretty sure he's not a fan of my father's.
"Surface friends" is what I call it. When your friendship is merely a facade and you're enemies on the inside. My father has a lot of surface friends. I think it's a side effect of being a lawyer.
I don't have any. I don't want any.
"You have exceptional talent, although I'm not sure it's quite my taste," Judge Corley says, moving around me to view another painting.
An hour quickly passes. She's been busy most of the time, and even when she isn't, she finds something to do. She doesn't just sit behind the counter and look bored like Palindrome Hannah did. Hannah perfected the art of boredom, filing her nails so much during the two showings she worked for me, I'm surprised she even had nails left by the end of it.
Auburn doesn't look bored. She looks like she's having fun. Whenever there isn't someone at the counter, she's up and mingling and smiling and laughing at the jokes that I know she thinks are lame.
She sees Judge Corley approach the table with a number. She smiles at him and says something, but he just grunts. When she looks down at the number, I see a frown form on her lips, but she quickly shoves it away with a fake smile. Her eyes briefly meet the painting titled You Don't Exist, God . . ., and I immediately understand the look on her face. Judge Corley is buying the painting and she knows as well as I do that he doesn't deserve it. I quickly make my way to the counter.
"There's been a misunderstanding."
Judge Corley looks at me, annoyed, and Auburn glances up at me in surprise. I take the number out of her hand. "This painting isn't for sale."
Judge Corley huffs and points to the number in my hand. "Well, the number was still on the wall. I thought that meant it was for sale."
I put the number in my pocket. "It sold before we opened," I say. "I guess I forgot to take down the number." I wave toward the painting behind him. One of the few left. "Would something like this work for you?"
Judge Corley rolls his eyes and puts his wallet back in his pocket. "No, it won't," he says. "I liked the orange in the other painting. It matches the leather in my office sofa."
He likes it for the orange. Thank God I saved it from him.
He motions for a woman standing several feet away and he begins walking toward her. "Ruth," he says, "let's just stop by the Pottery Barn tomorrow. There's nothing here I like."
I watch as they leave, then turn and face Auburn again. She's grinning. "Couldn't let him take your baby, could you?"
I let out a breath of relief. "I would have never forgiven myself."
She glances behind me at someone approaching so I step aside and let her work her magic. Another half hour passes and most of the paintings have been purchased when the last person leaves for the night. I lock the door behind them.
I turn around and she's still standing behind the counter, organizing the sales. Her smile is huge and she isn't trying to hide it at all. Whatever stress she walked into this studio with, it's not plaguing her right now. Right now, she's happy and it's intoxicating.
"You sold nineteen!" she says, almost in a squeal. "OMG, Owen. Do you realize how much money you just made? And do you realize I just used your initials in my sentence?"
I laugh because yes, I realize how much money I just made, and yes, I realize she just used my initials in a sentence. But it's okay, because she was adorable doing it. She also must have a natural ability to conduct business, because I can honestly say I've never sold nineteen paintings in one night.
"So?" I ask, hopeful that this won't be the last time she helps me. "You busy next month?"
She's already smiling, but my job offer makes her smile even bigger. She shakes her head and looks up at me. "I'm never busy when it comes to a hundred dollars an hour."
She's counting the money, separating the bills into piles. She takes two of the one-hundred-dollar bills and holds them up, smiling. "These are mine." She folds them and tucks them into the front pocket of her (or Palindrome Hannah's) shirt.
My high from the night begins to fade the moment I realize she's finished, and I don't know how to prolong the time between us. I'm not ready for her to leave yet, but she's tucking the cash away in a drawer and stacking the orders into a pile on the counter.
"It's after nine," I say. "You're probably starving."
I use this as an opening to see if she wants something to eat, but her eyes immediately grow wide and her smile disappears. "It's already after nine?" Her voice is full of panic and she quickly turns and sprints for the stairs. She takes them two at a time; I had no idea she was capable of displaying so much urgency.
I expect her to come rushing back down the stairs with the same haste, but she doesn't, so I make my way toward the stairs. When I reach the top step, I can hear her voice.
"I'm so sorry," she says. "I know, I know."
She's quiet for several seconds, and then she sighs. "Okay. That's okay, I'll talk to you tomorrow."
When the call comes to an end, I walk up the stairs, curious what kind of phone call could cause someone to feel so much panic. I see her, sitting quietly
at the bar, staring at the phone in her hands. I watch her wipe away the second tear tonight, and I immediately dislike whoever was on the other end of that call. I don't like the person who made her feel this way, when just a few minutes ago she couldn't stop smiling.
She lays her phone facedown on the bar when she notices me standing at the top of the stairs. She isn't sure if I saw that tear just now--I did--so she forces a smile. "Sorry about that," she says.
She's really good at hiding her true emotions. So good, it's scary.
"It's okay," I say.
She stands up and glances toward the bathroom. She's about to suggest that it's time to change her clothes and go home. I'm scared if she does that, I'll never see her again.
We have the same middle name. That could be fate, you know.
"I have a tradition," I tell her. I'm lying, but she seems like the type of girl who wouldn't want to break a guy's tradition. "My best friend is the bartender across the street. I always go have a drink with him after my showings are over. I want you to come with me."
She glances at the bathroom once more. Based on her hesitation, I can only conclude that either she doesn't frequent bars or she's just not sure if she wants to go to one with me.
"They also serve food," I say, attempting to downplay the fact that I just asked her to a bar for a drink. "Appetizers mostly, but they're pretty good and I'm starving."
She must be hungry because her eyes light up when I mention appetizers. "Do they have cheese sticks?" she asks.
I'm not sure if they have cheese sticks, but I'll say anything at this point just to spend a few more minutes with her. "The best in town."
Again, her expression is hesitant. She glances down at the phone in her hands and then looks back up at me. "I . . ." She bites her bottom lip, embarrassed. "I should probably call my roommate first. Just to let her know where I am. I'm usually home by now."
"Of course."
She looks down at her phone and dials a number. She waits for the other person to pick up.
"Hey," she says into the phone. "It's me." She smiles at me reassuringly. "I'll be late tonight, I'm having drinks with someone." She pauses for a second and then looks up at me with a twisted expression. "Um . . . yeah, I guess. He's right here."
She holds the phone out toward me. "She wants to talk to you."
I step toward her and take the phone.
"Hello?"
"What's your name?" a girl on the other end of the line says.
"Owen Gentry."
"Where are you taking my roommate?"
She's grilling me in a monotone, authoritative voice. "To Harrison's Bar."
"What time will she be home?"
"I don't know. A couple of hours from now, maybe?" I look to Auburn for confirmation, but she just shrugs her shoulders.
"Take care of her," she says. "I'm giving her a secret phrase to use if she needs to call me for help. And if she doesn't call me at midnight to let me know she's home safe, I'm calling the police and reporting her murder."
"Um . . . okay," I say with a laugh.
"Let me talk to Auburn again," she says.
I hand the phone back to Auburn, a little more nervous than before. I can tell by the confused expression on her face that she's hearing about the secret-phrase rule for the first time. I'm guessing either she and this roommate haven't been living together for very long, or Auburn never goes out.
"What?!" Auburn says into the phone. "What kind of secret phrase is 'pencil dick'?"
She slaps her hand over her mouth and says, "Sorry," after accidentally blurting it out. She's quiet for a bit and then her face contorts into confusion. "Seriously? Why can't you choose normal words, like raisin or rainbow?" She shakes her head with a quiet laugh. "Okay. I'll call you at midnight."
She ends the call and smiles. "Emory. She's a little strange."
I nod, agreeing with the strange part. She points to the bathroom. "Can I change first?"
I tell her to go ahead, relieved that she'll be back in the clothes I found her in. When she disappears into the bathroom, I pull out my phone to text Harrison.
Me: I'm coming for a drink. Do you serve cheese sticks?
Harrison: Nope.
Me: Do me a favor. When I order cheese sticks, don't say you don't serve them. Just say you ran out.
Harrison: Okay. Random request, but whatever.
CHAPTER THREE
Auburn
Life is strange.
I have no idea how I went from working at the salon this morning, to an appointment at a law office this afternoon, to working at an art studio tonight, to walking into a bar for the first time in my life.
I was too embarrassed to tell Owen I've never been to a bar before, but I'm pretty sure he could tell by my hesitation at the door. I didn't know what to expect when we walked in because I'm not yet twenty-one. I reminded Owen of this and he shook his head and told me not to mention it if Harrison asks for ID. "Just tell him you left it at the studio and I'll vouch for you."
It's definitely not what I expected a bar would look like. I imagined disco balls and a huge, central dance floor, and John Travolta. In reality, this bar is much less dramatic than I imagined. It's quiet, and I could probably count the number of occupants on both hands. There are more tables covering the floor than there is room to dance. And there's no disco ball anywhere in sight. I'm a little disappointed by that.
Owen weaves through a few tables until he gets to the back of the dimly lit room. He pulls out a stool and motions for me to sit while he takes the one next to it.
There's a guy at the other end of the bar who looks up at us just as I'm taking my seat, and I assume this is Harrison. He looks to be in his late twenties, with a head full of curly, red hair. The combination of his fair skin and the fact that there are four-leaf clovers on almost every sign in this place makes me wonder if he's Irish or if he just wishes he were.
I know it shouldn't surprise me that this guy owns a bar and appears this young, because if everyone around here is anything like Owen, this city must be full of young entrepreneurs. Great. Makes me feel even more out of place.
Harrison nods his head in Owen's direction and then briefly glances at me. He doesn't stare long, and then his eyes are back on Owen's with a perplexed look. I don't know what has this guy confused, but Owen ignores the look he shoots him and turns to face me.
"You were great tonight," he says. His chin is resting in his hand and he's smiling. His compliment makes me smile back, or maybe it's just him. He's got such an innocent, charming vibe. The way his eyes crinkle in the corners makes his smile seem more genuine than other people's.
"So were you." We both just continue to smile at each other and I realize that although bars aren't typically my scene, I'm actually enjoying myself. I haven't in so long, and I don't know why Owen seems to extract a whole different side of me, but I like it. I also know that I have so many other things I should be focusing on right now, but it's one night. One drink. What harm can it do?
He lays his arm on the bar and swivels his chair until he's facing me full-on. I do the same, but the chairs are really close together and our knees end up overlapping. He adjusts himself until one of my knees is between both of his, and one of his is between both of mine. We aren't too close and it's not as though we're rubbing our legs together, but they're definitely touching and it's kind of an intimate way to be seated with someone I barely know. He looks down at our legs.
"Are we flirting?"
Now we're looking at each other again and we're both still grinning and it hits me that I don't think either of us has stopped grinning since we left his studio.
I shake my head. "I don't know how to flirt."
He looks back down at our legs and is about to comment when Harrison approaches us. He leans forward and casually rests his arms on the bar, placing his attention on Owen.
"How'd it go?"
Harrison is definitely Irish. I almost can't even understand him, his accent is
so thick.
Owen smiles in my direction. "Pretty damn good."
Harrison nods and then focuses on me. "You must be Hannah." He reaches his hand out to me. "I'm Harrison."
I don't look at Owen, but I can hear him clearing his throat. I take Harrison's hand and shake it. "Nice to meet you, Harrison, but I'm actually Auburn."
Harrison's eyes grow wide and he slowly turns back to Owen. "Shit, man," he says, laughing apologetically. "I can't keep up with you."
Owen waves it off. "It's fine," he says. "Auburn knows about Hannah."
I don't really. I'm assuming Hannah is the girl who just dumped him. The only thing I do know is that Owen told me coming to this bar after a showing was tradition. So I'm curious how Harrison has never met Hannah if she's worked shows for Owen before. Owen looks at me and can see the confusion on my face.
"I never brought her here."
"Owen has never brought anyone here," Harrison offers. He looks back at Owen. "What happened to Hannah?"
Owen shakes his head like he doesn't really want to talk about it. "The usual."
Harrison doesn't ask what "the usual" is, so I'm assuming he understands exactly what happened to Hannah. I just wish I knew what "the usual" meant.
"What can I get you to drink, Auburn?" Harrison asks.
I look at Owen a little wide-eyed, because I have no idea what to order. I've never ordered a drink before, considering I'm not yet old enough to do so. He understands my expression and immediately turns back to Harrison. "Bring us two Jack and Cokes," he says. "And an order of cheese sticks."
Harrison taps the bar with his fist and says, "Coming right up." He begins to turn around but quickly faces Owen again. "Oh, we're all out of cheese sticks. Travesty. Cheese fries okay?"
I try not to frown, but I was really looking forward to cheese sticks. Owen looks at me and I nod. "Sounds good," I say.
Harrison smiles and begins to turn around but then faces me yet again. "You're over twenty-one, right?"
I quickly nod, and for a second I see doubt appear in his expression, but he turns and walks away without asking for my identification.
"You're a horrible liar," Owen laughs.
I expel a breath. "I don't normally lie."
"I can see why," he says.
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