Living lonely all my days,
For love of Columbine!
Pierrette calls me, laughing Pierrette, with a merry cry:
“Pierrot! here is love and laughter!
Take no heed for what comes after,
Put your moon dreams by!
Come and dance! The world is wide!
You’ll forget you ever sighed
For love of Columbine!”
I am Pierrot, wand’ring Pierrot, passing on my way.
Though my love be never told her,
Though my arms shall never hold her,
I am hers alway.
Every lover knows my cry!
I go singing till I die
For love of Columbine …
PIERRETTE DANCING ON THE GREEN
PIERRETTE dancing on the green
Merrily, so merrily!
Curls of gold, and smile so sweet,
And her eyes
Are blue as skies
The bluest ever seen!
Oh! never a care has gay Pierrette!
Only a pair of dancing feet,
Dancing on the green.
“Pierrot, come and dance with me
Merrily, so merrily!
Must you ever sigh and seek?
Columbine
May be divine,
Yours she’ll never be!
But ever a smile has gay Pierrette,
Rosebud mouth and a dimpled cheek!
Come and dance with me.”
Pierrette dancing far and near
Daintily, so daintily!
If we never more should meet,
Would your eyes
As blue as skies
Shed a single tear?
Oh! never a heart has gay Pierrette!
Only a pair of dancing feet,
Dancing far and near.
“Handsome Pierrot, go your way
Wearily, so wearily!
Sing of dove-eyed Columbine,
Tears I leave
For her to grieve,
I go ever gay!
Oh! many a swain has fair Pierrette!
Many a foot to follow mine!
Pierrot! Go your way.”
Pierrette dancing on the green
Merrily, so merrily!
Curls of gold, and smile so sweet,
And her eyes
Are blue as skies
The bluest ever seen!
Oh! never a care has gay Pierrette!
Only a pair of dancing feet,
Dancing on the green.
COLUMBINE’S SONG
PIERROT singing to the moon
For love of me …
And his singing
Goes on ringing,
Softly clinging
To my heart …
Harlequin! Your magic art,
Reaching to the skies above,
Circling round the world so free,
Never made a song of love …
A song of love for me …
Pierrot singing to the moon
“Alack is me!”
And his breaking
Heart is making,
Softly waking
Love unknown …
Harlequin! Go on alone.
I will lead a mortal life,
Toil and spin in poverty.
Come now, Sorrow, Pain and Strife,
And Pierrot’s love for me.
Pierrot singing to the moon
For love of me …
Ages welling
Find me dwelling,
Ne’er rebelling,
By his fire.
Harlequin! by my desire
I have won a soul at last.
I forget when I was free,
I forget the days long past
Ere Pierrot sang to me …
PULCINELLA
ONCE upon a time, they say,
(Listen how it chanced,)
Punchinello pulled the strings
And Pulcinella danced!
All the world’s a puppet show,
(Queen of Puppets, I!)
Silk and satin is my wear,
See my richly braided hair!
Bought and sold
For love of gold,
Queen of Puppets, I!
Long ago I had a heart, and sighed alas! alack!
(Pierrot, cease your singing, lest you bring remembrance back.)
Long ago I had a soul, innocent and wise,
(Columbine, oh, turn aside, I dare not meet your eyes.)
Long ago I laughed and danced, youthful on the green!
(Pierrette, stay your dancing, lest I mourn for what has been.)
For my heart is dead at last,
And my soul died in the past,
And my youth is dying fast …
Poor painted Pulcinella!
All the world’s a puppet show,
(I, the Puppet Queen!)
Love I scorned and passed it by,
Rainbow-tinted fragile tie,
Gold I sought,
And gold I bought,
I, the Puppet Queen!
Once upon a time, they say,
(Listen how it chanced,)
Punchinello pulled the string,
The olden string,
The golden string,
And Pulcinella danced!
THE SONG OF PIERROT BY THE HEARTH
COLUMBINE sits by my fire!
She is mine! She is mine!
Columbine!
Can a lover’s heart, then, never
Rest content, but must it ever
Still go caring, grieving, fearing …
Tremble with delight and dread
Lest some day I find her fled …?
Watch her, when the fire burns low,
Start up with a sudden cry!
(Well, I know what she is hearing,
Harlequin is passing by …)
Lightning flashes up above!
(Memories waken in her eyes,
Memories I do not know)
And the love-light slowly dies …
Harlequin can hold her so!
Harlequin has every art!
Pierrot but his longing heart …
And his song of love!
Courage, Pierrot, courage yet!
Up! and sing to her again,
All your passion and your pain …
She shall listen—listen yet—
She shall listen and forget
That Harlequin goes by …
I am Pierrot, simple Pierrot, singing
to the moon!
Loving, longing, craving, crying,
Ever fearing, ever sighing,
Through the night to noon.
Every lover hears my cry,
I go singing till I die,
For love of Columbine …
THE LAST SONG OF COLUMBINE
FIRE on the hills, and fire on the plain,
As a thousand years ago
A sudden breeze from a far-off strand,
Magic around me that once I knew
When side by side, and hand in hand,
Went Harlequin and Columbine,
A thousand years ago.
Memory wakes … and memory dies …
Magic around me that swiftly flies,
A breath on my cheek that I understand,
A sob and a cry, and a laugh sky-high!
It is Harlequin, Harlequin, passing by!
Harlequin passing by!
Oh! to be out and wandering free,
By hill and by plain, and by moonlit sea,
As once I went—ah! me—ah! me,
A thousand years ago!
Shatter the walls that hem me in!
Scatter the children before the door!
Let me go out and roam as before,
Out from the hearth and the firelit home
Into the starry night to roam,
As I roamed with Harlequin!
Fire on the hills, and fire on the plain,
(And Harlequin passing by),
The rustle of leaves by an unseen hand,
The lilt of a song, we sang, we two …
A stifled sob—and a touch on my hand …
And Harlequin goes by …
PIERROT GROWN OLD
HERE upon the hearth together,
Here, where once the children played,
I and Pierrette watch together,
I and Pierrette undismayed.
Hand in hand we played as children,
In the bygone days of old,
Now we watch the shadows lengthen,
I and Pierrette—growing old …
Pierrette’s hand has left the blind
Half unlatched, and, from behind
Darkening clouds, there shines the moon …
(On the hearth the ashes flicker,
Pierrot, does your heart beat quicker?
Even now in grey December,
As you look, and you remember
Earlier days when you went singing,
Set the whole wide world a-ringing
With your song of love and pain? )
Turn you back to where the ember
Strangely kindled dies again …
Shun the moon lest you remember
Columbine, who died so soon …
Something stirring in the garden …
Some soft footfall on the grass …
(What takes Pierrot to the window,
Watching whose light foot shall pass? )
Flash of spangle in the moonlight!
Crash of thunder! Lightning gleam!
Is it two who dance together
As immortals in a dream?
(Dreaming only brings one pain,
Can the dead return again? )
Hark! a step upon the pathway!
Hush! a hand upon the door!
Then the door swings slowly open,
There’s a step upon the floor …
Just a rustle and a sigh,
There beside me—close, close by …
Some wild bird flown in for shelter?
No! for I could swear I felt her
Tender lips on mine …
Bringing back to me again
All the splendour and the pain!
It is Columbine …
Crash! the door blows to again!
Dark the room and strangely cold …
Pierrette, rising from her seat,
Pulls the blind with sudden heat,
Shuts the moon from out my sight
(Pierrette ever hates its light)!
Is there anger in her eyes?
Knowledge, fear, and swift surprise?
(Strange the room should turn so cold …
Pierrot! You are growing old …)
She and I the selfsame folk
Bound together by the yoke
Of the common years together …
Through the fair or clouded weather.
So shall we, the selfsame clay,
Watch the ashes growing grey …
Lead me back, then, where the fire
Gives one leap of last desire!
Flickers faint and fitful yet,
As a heart that would forget …
Moon-dreams only bring one pain!
Can the dead return again?
Columbine died in the past …
And the fire burns out at last …
EPILOGUE: SPOKEN BY PUNCHINELLO
THE Play is done! The Tale is told!
Off masks, and bow
Before you pass your way!
Comes the old Showman now
And speaks his lines as best he may.
Buffoon is he, well known and loved of old,
A pleasant wag, a merry fellow!
Oh! all the world loves Punchinello!
Touch my hump for luck, sirs!
Laugh and laugh again!
If I cannot make you laugh,
What’s the good of pain?
She I loved in days of old
Wedded me for love of gold.
If I dreamed her heart was mine,
True as that of Columbine,
Soon the veil was torn aside,
Puppet heart, and puppet bride!
Just a painted puppet thing,
Dancing on a golden string!
Touch my hump for luck, then,
Touch and come again!
If I cannot make you laugh,
What’s the good of pain?
Harlequin and Columbine
Dance through life without a sign,
And no more upon the green
Pierrette’s dancing feet are seen.
No one knows why Pierrot sighs—
Punchinello never dies …
Simple mirth and homely jest!
So the children loved him best.
Men and women play you false,
But until the end,
He who makes the children laugh,
Is the children’s friend!
The Tale is told! The Play is o’er!
The Lines are said!
The Puppets pass their way …
Their names may fade
But they themselves shall live alway,
And they shall play the parts they played before,
While Time shall make the Play more mellow,
So listen now to Punchinello:
Where’er a lover sings and sighs, there Pierrot lives again,
Beneath the moon, he passes by, and pours out all his pain.
As long as youth and mirth endure, there Pierrette may be seen,
While many a footstep follows hers a-dancing on the green.
And oh! as long as gold is gold, and money chinks and rings,
There Pulcinella dances when you pull the golden strings;
While every man, for weal or woe, goes seeking Columbine,
Immortal soul imprisoned in a woman’s eyes divine.
And when the fire burns low at night, and lightning flashes high!
Then guard your hearth, and hold your love, for Harlequin goes by.
And lastly, where the children play, until the very end,
You’ll find old Punchinello, whom they call the children’s friend!
Touch my hump for luck, dears!
Laugh and laugh again!
If I cannot make you laugh,
What’s the good of pain?
Ballads
The Ballad of the Flint
THE Flint, it was our Weapon! The Circle was our Home!
The Tors closed in around us, and we never dared to roam.
The Flint, it was our Weapon, and we kept the Beasts at bay,
When there came on us the Sea Men—the roving Northern Free Men,
And closed in all around us, as we fled in wild dismay!
They had Knives of Magic Metal! Their beards were flaming red!
But one there was, a mighty man, o’ertopped them by a head.
He cried: “Well done, my Vikings, we will leave them limb and life,
Take their cattle, we require them—take their wives if you desire them.
As for me, who am your Captain, now be mine the Headman’s wife!”
A groan came from the People (She was our Eyes and Ears),
The Phoenician blood flowed in her from down the longpast years.
Alone, she stood there fearless. “O Stranger from the Sea,
Take back thy hand and leave me; my Eyes cannot deceive me!
It is Doom of Death I bring thee … so be warned and let me be!”
But he laughed a mighty laugh, and he swore aloud by Thor:
“From thy cringing mate I take thee, to be mine for evermore,
For the magic of thy presence, for the beauty of thy face!”
Then they strode across the valleys, to the Sea Coast and their galleys,
And they took her bound amongst them, to our shame and our disgrace.
Then the Headman called the People—far and near they cam
e in flocks,
And a mighty tempest, raging, drove the galleys on the rocks.
Bruised and spent we found the Sea Men (and we praised the holy Sun!)
In confusion there we found them, and we seized and held and bound them,
And we slew them there with laughter! Yea, we slew them—all save One!
With a taunt the Headman mocked him, as he cut the woman free:
“We will spare thee for the torture of the slowest death there be!”
But the woman spoke out proudly: “I am Priestess of the Sun!
Come, ye People all, and follow to the Sacrificial Hollow
Where I strike the Blow of Vengeance! It is thus it shall be done!”
The Woman was our Priestess. We followed where she led
To the Secret Hollow in the Rocks where Human Blood is shed.
And we cast the Victim down there—but he called her by her name:
“Is thy heart, then, as unyielding as the Flint Stone thou art wielding?
Or is it as our Northern Iron—which melts in fiercest flame …?”
“I am Priestess of the Circle. To the Headman I am wife.
Dost thou understand, O Stranger, that our God must have thy life?”
And he answered: “Strike, then, gladly—since my death comes by thy hand!
And I would thy Gods were my Gods—the only true and high Gods!”
Then she smiled—and struck unflinching! (But we did not understand.)
“O Sun God of our People, Whose Eyes and Ears I be!
My blow, it has avenged Thee—Thy Priestess now is free!
So I turn to Thor and Odin—They who guard the Northern foam.
Let my Stranger Lover meet me! In thy Valhall let him greet me!”
The Flint (it is our Weapon)—to her heart she struck it home!
Elizabeth of England
I AM Mistress of England—the Seas I hold!
I have gambled, and won, alone …
I have freed my land from the power of Spain,
I have gathered in gold from the Spanish Main
With the help of my mariners bold.
But never a child of my flesh and blood,
When I shall be dead and gone,
Oh! never a King of the Tudor blood
Shall sit upon England’s throne …
I have saved my land from the dreaded foe,
My fleet will be known to fame,
And many a ship has sailed to the West
In Gloriana’s name!
I was menaced by Spain before I was born
In the months, oh! mother most dear,
When my father defied those powers twain,
The curse of the Church and the might of Spain,
To keep the oath he had sworn!
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