by Quinn Loftis
Chapter 25
Jacque lay in the tub her two best friends had filled with hot water and bubble bath. She felt bad for walking out on Fane like she did but she was hurting, scared, and worried. No amount of him telling her she shouldn’t worry was going to make it better. Tears ran down her cheeks as she imagined all the horrific possibilities of what could happen at the challenge. He expects me not to worry, as if, she thought.
She stayed in the tub until the water became cool. As she got dressed and combed through her curls she was trying to decide if she should go to Fane or just go to bed. If she were honest with herself she would do what every bit of her was craving to do. To crawl up in his lap and let him hold her, to spend as much time with him as possible. It really truly was a no brainer, as much as she loved Jen and Sally, a hot Romanian prince and, as fate would have it, her soul mate is waiting for her. She knew what Jen would say, something along the lines of “If you don’t go to him you better believe I will,” yep, mm-mm that’s what she would say. Okay, decision made, she winked at herself in the mirror as she turned to leave the bathroom.
Before she went down to Fane, Jacque stuck her head in the door of her bedroom to tell Sally and Jen thank you and let them know she would be downstairs. But before she could even open her mouth to speak they were already answering her unspoken thoughts.
“You’re welcome, we love you, you love us, we’re the best friends ever, and all that sap,” Jen said without looking up from the magazine she was flipping through.
“Yes we’re okay if you go down to Fane, no it won’t hurt our feelings, and we all know if you don’t, then Jen will,” Sally said with a wink.
“True dat,” Jen threw in there for good measure.
“Ok, you two are the best friends ever. I mean that. I’ll be back in a little while,” Jacque started.
“Don’t hurry on our account, you know we will want details, and if you come back up here with nothing juicy I might just throw you out the window, any questions?” Jen said again without looking up.
“You haven’t looked into that medicine we’ve talked about have you?” Sally asked her sarcastically.
“Details, ok, got it,” Jacque said as she turned to go.
Just as she got to the top of the stairs and began to descend she heard Jen yell, “Don’t think I won’t know if you’re lying, I know how many bases you’ve been on, you red headed puritan. I will be able to tell fact from fiction.”
“Oh shut up already,” Sally scolded.
Jacque laughed and shook her head; she knew that what Jen was really doing was trying to lighten the mood. Jen knew how hot-headed Jacque could be and if she went to Fane already upset it would be hard for her to calm down and be reasonable. Reasonability just wasn’t one of her stronger attributes, much to her frustration.
As she walked into the living room she saw that Fane was still sitting on the loveseat. His arms were stretched out on the back of the seat on either side and his head was resting back. His eyes were closed and because his breathing was so slow and even, it was hard to tell if he was awake.
“I like the smell of your shampoo,” Fane said suddenly.
Startled by his unexpected words Jacque tried, without success, to suppress the squeak that emerged from her. Fane had not moved, nor had he opened his eyes. He just continued to sit there all calm and collected. Jacque rolled her eyes and went around to the couch to sit down.
Fane slowly raised his head and pinned Jacque with those piercing blue eyes, her heart beat sped and her breathing got a tad bit shallower. She had to look away from him before she made a fool of herself by drooling. “Yeah that would be so cute,” Jacque snorted to herself.
“Does being near me repulse you Luna?” Fane asked her
Jacque knew she must look confused, because frankly she was. How could he possibly think he repulsed her? If anything he should be the one repulsed.
“Why would you ask me that?” she asked him.
“I know no other reason why my mate would choose to sit away from me instead of by my side,” Fane told her, sounding so formal and old fashioned.
“Oh throw me a bone Fane,” Jacque said in obvious exasperation. “Did it occur to you that maybe I just needed some space because it’s hard for me to think when I get close to you?”
Fane grinned obviously pleased with her comment, then stood up slowly, rising to his full height so that Jacque had to tilt her head back to look up at him. He walked around the coffee table that separated the two couches and sat down close, revision Jacque thought, he sat down very close to her.
“So are you having a hard time thinking now?” he asked her softly.
With a shuddering breath all Jacque could do was nod her head.
“Why did you come back down here meu inimă? I didn’t think you wanted to be around me,” Fane told her.
Jacque tried to scoot a little bit away from him but it was in vain because he just scooted with her. Dang stubborn werewolf.
“At first I didn’t want to be around you,” Jacque noticed his head lower at her words and quickly explained. “I didn’t want to be around you because I didn’t want to hear you tell me not to worry or that it is going to be ok. Then I realized none of that really matters, what matters is being with you, spending time you. I hate when we are apart, I’m sorry if that sounds so desperate, but it’s the truth.”
Fane wrapped his arms around her and pulled her close to him.
“Thank you, Jacquelyn. You have no idea how hard it was to sit here on this couch and not come to you, and even harder not to seek out your thoughts. I love you. I’m sorry if my words upset you. I’m here if you want to worry, not worry, or anything else, I’m here,” Fane told her in all sincerity.
Jacque closed her eyes, soaking up the feel of him against her; the safety she felt with his arms around her and the warmth pouring through her from his words. She didn’t know how she had been blessed to get to be Fane’s mate, but she was thankful beyond words.
“As am I.” She heard Fane’s thoughts in response to her own, it made Jacque grin.
They sat there in silence for quite awhile. Every now and then Jacque would hear Fane humming a tune she couldn’t place. Eventually Jacque curled her feet up on the couch and leaned her head down onto Fane’s chest. Fane grabbed the blanket that was thrown across the back of the couch and covered her.
“This is how I want to spend my nights for the rest of my life,” Jacque told Fane.
“I guess that’s a good thing since I intend to keep you for the rest of your life,” Fane said only half teasing.
“It's late love, why don’t you go to bed? I don’t want you to be tired tomorrow.”
Jacque looked up at him and kissed him gently on the lips.
“I don’t want to sleep in my bed tonight,” she told him.
“Just where were you planning on sleeping Luna?” he asked her.
“Well, this is a wide couch; I imagine two people of reasonable size could sleep on it together,” she said trying to suppress a grin.
“What do you think the mom of one of the reasonably-sized persons would say when she found her with another reasonably-sized person of the opposite sex laying on a couch together?”
“Don’t know, want to find out?” was Jacque’s reply.
Fane laughed at her silliness and much to her surprise he shrugged his shoulders and said, “Only live once, if I’m going to die, I would rather die lying in the arms of the woman I love, even if it is by said woman’s mother.”
Fane kicked off his shoes and stretched out his long body on the couch. Jacque, trying not to be clumsy stretched out in front of him. Fane put his arm over her waist and pulled her close against his chest. Jacque giggled when she heard him make a purring sound.
“What are you laughing at?” he asked her.
“Did you just purr? ‘Cause I didn’t think wolves purred.”
“I didn’t purr, I rumbled,” Fane said with as much dignity as he
could muster.
“You rumbled? Seriously? Pray tell, what does that mean?” Jacque asked him, trying hard not to laugh.
“When wolves are content they often make a rumbling sound that comes from their chest, I guess you could say its equivalent to a cat’s purr,” he explained.
“It’s cute,” was all Jacque said in reply.
Fane began humming again and would periodically kiss Jacque’s hair. The last thought Jacque had before she fell asleep was that she didn’t have any details that Jen would think were good; that made her smile.
