‘I will speak to the queen again.’
‘Would it help if I sent her a monthly bill? I can prepare the costs for every month.’
‘No, she would hate that even worse than one bigger demand. Bess, there is no possibility that she will fully repay you. We have to face it. She is your debtor and you cannot force her to pay.’
‘We will have to sell yet more land then,’ I say gloomily. ‘Pray God you can take the Scots queen off our hands before we are forced to sell Chatsworth.’
‘Good God, Bess; is it that bad?’
‘I swear to you: we will have to sell one of our great houses,’ I say. I feel as if I am telling him that a child will die. ‘I will lose one of my properties. She will leave us with no choice. Gold drains away in the train of the Scots queen and nothing comes in. I have to raise money from somewhere, and soon all we will have left to sell is my house. Think of me, Master Cecil, think of where I have come from. Think of me as a girl who was born to nothing but debt and has risen as high as the position I now enjoy; and now think of me having to sell the house that I bought and rebuilt and made my own.’
1570, September, Chatsworth: Mary
B –
I will not fail now. This is my chance. I will not fail you. You will see me on my throne again and I shall see you at the head of my armies.
M
This is my great chance to seduce Cecil and I prepare as carefully as a general on campaign. I do not greet him as he arrives, I let Bess supervise the dinner and so wait until he has rested from his journey, dined well, drunk a little, and then I plan my entrance to the Chatsworth dining hall.
The doorway faces west, so that when I enter, the great doors thrown open behind me, the sun comes in with me, and he is dazzled by the light. I am wearing my signature black and white, the white veil that suits my face so well, sitting square on my forehead, just a few tendrils of hair curling around my face. My gown is cut tight, so tight I can hardly breathe – these months in prison have made me fatter than I like – but at least I have the exaggerated curves of a fertile young woman, I am not a spinster stick like the queen he serves.
I wear a ruby crucifix at my throat, it demonstrates the pure whiteness of my skin, and will please the Bishop of Ross. My slippers are ruby red too, as is the discreet half-hidden petticoat that Cecil will see as I lift my gown over the step and show the prettiness of my ankles and my embroidered stockings. The mixture of devotion with the ruby-red cross and provocation with the ruby-red heels and scarlet petticoat should be enough to muddle most men into a slight fever of lust and respect.
Cecil, Mildmay, Ross and Shrewsbury all rise and bow low as I enter. I greet Shrewsbury as my host first – it gives me such confidence to feel his hand tremble at my touch – and then I turn to Cecil.
He is weary – that’s the first thing that strikes me about him, weary and clever. His dark eyes are set deep in a lined face, he looks like a man who keeps his own counsel. And he does not look impressed by either the ruby cross or the pretty shoes. I smile at him but he does not respond. I see him taking me in, studying me like a secret message, and I see the rise of a little colour to his sallow cheeks.
‘I am so pleased to meet you at last,’ I say in French, my voice very low and sweet. ‘I have heard so much about the good counsel that you give my cousin, I have wished for so long that I had a wise advisor for myself.’
‘I do my duty,’ is all he says, coldly.
I move on to Sir Walter Mildmay and then I greet my bishop with affection. Sometime in this visit we will seize a moment for him to tell me, face to face, the progress of Ridolfi’s plot, ‘the Great Enterprise of England’, and the news of my betrothed and my supporters. But in the meantime I have to pretend that we write nothing, that we plan nothing, that great deeds do not shimmer between us like exciting ghosts. I greet him like a queen quietly pleased to see her ambassador after a long silence.
They have papers for me to sign and seal, and Shrewsbury suggests that we go to the smaller family room so that we can be more private.
I take Cecil’s arm and let him lead me to the privy chamber. I smile up at him and laugh at his remarks about the journey. I tell him of my own ride to Wingfield and back again and how much I love to ride out. I tell him that my pantaloons for riding have scandalised Bess but that she allows me out in them after I told her that they are worn by my mother-in-law, Catherine de Medici herself. This makes him laugh, reluctantly, like a man who seldom does so. I ask him attentively after the health of the queen, and I look surprised and interested when he tells me of the Anjou proposal.
He asks me what I think of the bridegroom and I twinkle at him and let him see that I am laughing at the thought of it, and yet I answer him seriously enough and say that I know nothing against young Henri. Indeed, he was offered once to me, though I found it possible to refuse the honour. He smiles down at me, I know I have amused him. I slide my hand a little further into his arm. He bends his head to say something quietly to me, and I look up at him from under my eyelashes, and I know that this man is for the winning, and I can win him.
And all the while I am thinking in his doublet he carries the document that will set me free. All the while I am thinking this is the man that killed my mother. All the while I am thinking I have to make him like me, I have to make him trust me. Best of all if I could make him hopelessly besotted with me.
1570, October, Chatsworth: Bess
‘So what did you think of her?’ I ask Cecil when they have met half a dozen times to talk and finally all the documents are signed and sealed and the horses at the door and Cecil is ready to leave.
‘Most beautiful,’ he says. ‘Most charming. A real heart-stealer. I wouldn’t blame you if you wanted her gone from your door, even if she were not prohibitively expensive.’
I nod.
‘Clever,’ he says. ‘Not educated like our queen; no scholar, no tactician; but clever and with a constant eye to her own interests. Cunning, I don’t doubt; but not wise.’
He pauses, smiles at me.
‘Elegant,’ he says. ‘In her mind as well as her stature. Perfect on a horse, paradise on a dance floor, sweet as a nightingale when she sings, beautiful as a portrait. A delight. A very picture of a queen. As a woman, a pleasure to watch, a lesson in charm. The men who say there is no more beautiful queen in Europe speak nothing but the truth. More than that, I think she is the most beautiful woman I have ever met. Engaging, desirable. Perhaps perfection. And so young, and such a radiance about her – a woman who could turn your heart right over.’
I blink. Then to my embarrassment I feel hot tears rise under my eyelids and I blink again and brush them away like dust. I have seen my own husband fall in love with this damned siren, but I thought that Cecil, with his incorrigible hatred of Papists, of the French, of female vanity, would be immune. But it seems that even he can be seduced by a smile and an upward glance. The way she looks up at a man would make any honest woman want to slap her. But even in my jealousy I cannot deny her beauty.
‘She is,’ I admit. ‘She is perfection.’ I am aware I have gritted my teeth and I unlock my jaw and smile at this new and most unlikely recruit to the huge circle of men who are in love with Mary Queen of Scots. ‘I must say, I did not expect you, of all people, to fall for her too.’ I try to speak cheerfully but I feel very heavy in my heart at this sudden new suitor.
‘Oh, she is irresistible,’ Cecil says. ‘I feel the magic. Even I, with so many reasons to dislike her, feel her peculiar powerful charm. She is a queen beyond queens. But Bess, not so fast, ask me what else would I say of her?’
He smiles at me, understanding everything. ‘Let me think. What else do I see in this perfect princess? She is untrustworthy, an unreliable ally but a frightening enemy. A determined Papist and foe to everything we have done and hope to do in England. She would bring back the church and drive us back into superstition. There is no doubt in my mind that she would burn us Protestants until all opposition to h
er was ashes. And she lies like a bargee, and deceives like a whore. She sits like a spider at the centre of a web of plots that corrupts or ensnares almost every man in the country. I would call her the most dangerous enemy to the peace of the commonwealth that we have ever faced. She is enemy to the peace of England, she is enemy to our queen, she is my enemy. I will never forget the danger that she poses nor forgive her for the threat that she is to my queen and to my country.’
‘You will get rid of her to Scotland soon?’ I ask urgently. ‘You will make her queen and restore her?’
‘Tomorrow,’ he says grimly. ‘She might as well be in Scotland as here. She is as great a danger to us in Scotland as here, I don’t doubt. Wherever she is she will be surrounded by men so far gone in love with her that they are ready to die for her, she will be a focus for Spanish plots and French betrayal. Whether she goes to Scotland or to hell, I have to get her out of our country, or out of this life, before she costs the lives of more innocent men, before her plots take the queen’s life, before she destroys us all.’
‘I don’t think she would take the queen’s life,’ I observe. It is hard for me to be just to her; but I have to say it. ‘She has a great respect for the sanctity of royal blood. There is no doubt in her mind that an ordained monarch is sacred. She would oppose Elizabeth; but she would never have her killed.’
Cecil shakes his head. ‘The men she plots with would see both women dead, to serve their cause. That is why she is so dangerous. She is an active, energetic fool in the hands of wicked men.’
1570, October, Chatsworth: Mary
They try to make sure that I have no time alone with Bishop Lesley, but I need only a moment and I seize that moment when he is mounting his horse in the stable yard, and Bess deep in conversation with her great friend William Cecil.
‘This agreement will send me back to Scotland with an army for my protection,’ I say quickly to him. ‘You will watch that Cecil and Elizabeth hold to it. This is my future. You will ensure that they don’t double cross us.’
‘Trust me,’ he says. He hauls himself into the saddle. ‘If you are not back in Scotland by next spring then Philip of Spain himself will come to restore you to your throne. I have his word on it.’
‘His own word?’
‘As good as,’ he says. ‘Ridolfi has his promise, Ridolfi is the centre of the Great Enterprise and will bring everything together. He won’t fail you, and nor will I.’
1570, Winter, Sheffield Castle: George
Places that I find hidden and treasonous letters to the Queen of Scots:
1. Under a stone in the garden, brought to me by the gardener’s lad who is too simple to understand that the shilling stuck on the outside of the letter was payment to take it in secret to her.
2. Baked inside special Christmas bread for her from my own pastry maker.
3. Sewn inside a gown of silk as a gift from friends in Paris.
4. Pasted into the leaves of a book from a spy in the Spanish Netherlands.
5. Folded into a bolt of damask from Edinburgh.
6. Flown in by one of her own homing pigeons from God knows where, but I am especially worried by this, for the bird was not spent from a long flight: whoever sent it out must be close at hand.
7. Tucked into her saddle where I find it as I lift her up to go riding. She laughed, as if it does not matter.
8. In the collar of her lapdog. These two last must be men in my household acting as couriers for her friends. The homing bird she trained herself, pretending to me that she wanted tame doves. I gave them to her myself, more fool I.
‘This must stop,’ I tell her. I try to sound stern but she has been washing her dog and she has a linen apron over her gown, her headdress is laid aside and her hair is falling down from its pins. She is as beautiful as a laundry-maid in a fairy story and she is laughing at the dog splashing in the bathwater and wriggling as she tries to hold him.
‘Chowsbewwy!’ she exclaims with pleasure at seeing me. ‘Here, Mary, take little Pêche, he is too naughty, and too wet.’
With a lunge the little dog struggles to be free and shakes himself vigorously, drenching us all. The queen laughs. ‘Take him! Take him! Vite! Vite! And get him dry!’
I regain my solemn expression. ‘I daresay you would not like it if I took him away from you for good?’
‘Not at all,’ she replies. ‘But why would you dream of doing such a cruel thing? How has Pêche offended you?’
‘Or if I refused to give you books, or new material for a gown, or did not let you walk in the garden?’
She rises to her feet and strips off her linen apron, a gesture so domestic and ordinary that I almost catch her hand and kiss it as if we were newlyweds in our own little house. ‘My lord, are you offended with me for something?’ she asks sweetly. ‘Why do you threaten me so? Is something wrong? Has Bess complained of me?’
I shake my head. ‘It is your letters,’ I say. ‘You must authorise men to write to you. I find letters everywhere. The guards bring me one practically every day.’
She shrugs, a typical gesture which says, in her French way: ‘I don’t know, and I don’t care.’ ‘Pouf! What can I do? England is full of people who want to see me free. They are bound to write to me to ask if they can help.’
‘This will ruin us,’ I say urgently to her. ‘Ruin you, as well as me. D’you not think that Cecil has a spy in this very castle? D’you not think he knows that you write every day, and that people write to you? D’you not think he reads what you have written and all the letters that come for you? He is the spy-master of England, he will know far more than I do. And even I know that you are in constant correspondence with the French and with the Spanish and that men, whose names I don’t know, write in code to you all the time, asking you if you are safe, if you need anything, if you are going to be set free.’
‘I am a queen,’ she says simply. ‘A princess of the blood. The King of Spain and the King of France, the Holy Roman Emperor are my kinsmen. It is only right and proper that the kings of Europe should write to me. And it is a sign of the criminal kidnap that I endure that any of their agents should think it better to send to me in secret. They should be free to write to me openly; but because I am imprisoned, for no reason, for no reason at all, they cannot. And as for the others – I cannot help that loyal hearts and reverent minds write to me. I cannot prevent them writing, nor should I. They wish to express their love and loyalty and I am glad to have it. There can be nothing wrong in that.’
‘Think,’ I say urgently to her. ‘If Cecil believes that I cannot stop you plotting, he will take you away from me, or replace me with another guardian.’
‘I should not even be here!’ she exclaims with sudden bitterness. She draws herself up to her full height, her dark eyes fill with sudden tears. ‘I signed the document for Cecil, I agreed to everything. I promised to give up my son to Elizabeth, you were there, you saw me do it. Why then am I not returned to Scotland as agreed? Why does Cecil not honour his part of the bargain? Pointless to tell me: don’t write to my friends. I should not have to write to them, I should be among them as a free woman. You think of that!’
I am silenced by her temper and by the justice of what she says. ‘Please,’ I say weakly. It is all I can say. ‘Please don’t endanger yourself. I have read some of these letters. They come from varlets and fools, some of the most desperate men in England, and none of them has a penny to rub together and none of them could plan an escape if his own life depended on it. They may be your friends but they are not dependable. Some of them are little more than children, some of them are so well known to Cecil that they are on his pay-roll already. He has turned them to his service. Cecil’s spies are everywhere, he knows everybody. Anyone who writes to you will be known to Cecil and most of them will be his men trying to entrap you. You must not trust these people.
‘You have to be patient. You must wait. As you say, you have an agreement with the queen herself. You have to wait for her to honou
r it.’
‘Elizabeth honour a promise to me?’ she repeats bitterly. ‘She has never done so yet!’
‘She will,’ I say valiantly. ‘I give you my own word she will.’
1571, February, Sheffield Castle: Bess
My good friend William Cecil is to be Baron Burghley; and I am as glad of it as if I had been ennobled myself. This is nothing more than he deserves for years of loyal service to the queen, a lifetime of watching her, and planning for England. God only knows what dangers we would be in now, what terrible perils we would face – even worse than those that now haunt us – if it had not been for Cecil’s wise advice and steady planning, ever since the queen came to her throne.
That the danger is very real cannot be doubted. In his letter to announce his ennoblement Cecil adds a warning: that he is certain that the Queen of Scots is planning a new uprising.
Dear Bess, beware. It may be that you can detect the plot by watching her, though it has escaped us watching her associates in London. I know that Norfolk, while swearing utter loyalty to Her Grace the Queen, is selling his gold and silverware at a knock-down price to the London goldsmiths. He has even parted with his own father’s jewel of the Garter to raise cash. I cannot believe that he would sacrifice his father’s greatest honour for anything other than the opportunity of his life. I can think of nothing that would be worth such a sacrifice to him but some terrible rebellion. I fear very much that he is planning to finance another war.
All my pride and joy in my new position is nothing if the peace of England is destroyed. I may be a baron now, and you may be a countess, but if the queen we serve is thrown down or murdered, then we are no better off than when we were children of landless fathers. Be watchful, Bess, and let me know all that you see, as always. – Burghley.
I smile to see his new signature, but the smile drains from my face as I tear his letter into little pieces and feed it into the fire in my muniments room. I cannot believe that a sensible man such as Norfolk would risk everything again – not again! – for the Queen of Scots. But Cecil – Burghley, I should say – is seldom wrong. If he suspects another plot, then I should be on my guard. I will have to warn my husband the earl, and watch her myself. I had hoped they would have taken her back to Scotland by now. God knows, I am at the point where I wish they would take her anywhere at all.
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