He winced. “I saw her a couple of days later, Dr. Delaware. When he was still being respirated. She looked like a concentration camp victim. That look of being beaten down and betrayed? All because of one decimal point. Now that kind of thing probably happens all the time, on a smaller scale—things that can be smoothed over. Or don’t even get picked up in the first place. So you can’t blame parents for wanting to keep an eye out, can you?”
“No,” I said. “Sounds like you don’t have much confidence in this place.”
“On the contrary, I do,” he said impatiently. “Before we decided to have Cassie treated here, we did research—Dad notwithstanding. So I know this is the best place in the city for sick kids. But when it’s your child, statistics don’t matter much, do they? And human error is inevitable.”
I held the doors to Chappy Ward open for him and he carried the coffee in.
Vicki’s chunky form was visible through the glass door of the supply room behind the nursing station. She was placing something on a high shelf. We passed her and went to Cassie’s room.
Chip stuck his head in, retracted it, and said, “Still out.” Looking down at the cups, he held one out to me. “No sense wasting bad coffee.”
“No, thanks,” I said.
He laughed softly. “The voice of experience, huh? Has it always been this bad?”
“Always.”
“Look at this—little Exxon Valdez we’ve got here.” A faint, rainbowed slick floated on the black surface. Grimacing, he raised the other cup to his lips. “Yum—essence of grad school. But I need it to keep conscious.”
“Long day?”
“On the contrary—too short. They seem to get shorter as you get older, don’t they? Short and crammed with busywork. Then there’s having to drive back and forth between work and home and here. Our glorious freeways—humanity at its nadir.”
“Valley Hills means the Ventura Freeway,” I said. “That’s about as bad as it gets.”
“Vile. When we were home-hunting, I purposely picked a place close to work to avoid commuting.” He shrugged. “Best-laid plans. Sometimes I sit bumper to bumper and imagine it’s what hell would be like.”
He laughed again, sipped.
I said, “I’ll be experiencing it firsthand in a couple of days—making a home visit.”
“Yes, Cindy mentioned it. Ah, here comes Ms. Nightingale.… Hello, Vicki. Burning the midnight oil again?”
I turned and saw the nurse marching toward us, smiling, cap bobbing.
“Evening, Professor Jones.” She sucked in air, as if preparing to power-lift, then nodded at me.
Chip handed her the untouched coffee. “Drink it or toss it.”
“Thank you, Professor Jones.”
He cocked his head at Cassie’s door. “How long have the Sleeping Beauties been snoozing?”
“Cassie went down around eight. Mrs. Jones, around eight forty-five.”
He looked at his watch. “Could you do me a favor, Vicki? I’m going to walk Dr. Delaware out, maybe get something to eat while I’m down there. Please have me paged if they wake up.”
“If you like I can go down and get you something, Professor.”
“No, thanks. I need to stretch—freewayitis.”
Vicki clucked sympathetically. “Of course. I’ll let you know soon as someone’s up.”
When we got to the other side of the teak doors, he stopped and said, “What do you think about the way we’re being handled?”
“Handled in what way?”
He resumed walking. “Handled medically—this current hospitalization. No real evaluation’s going on, as far as I can tell. No one’s really checking Cassie out physically. Not that I mind—thank God she doesn’t have to endure those godawful needles. But the message I’m starting to get is placebo. Hold our hands, send in a shrink—nothing personal—and let whatever’s going on with Cassie just wind itself down.”
“Do you find that insulting?”
“Not insulting—well, maybe a little. As if it’s all in our heads. Believe me, it isn’t. You people here haven’t seen what we have—the blood, the seizures.”
“You’ve seen all of it?”
“Not all of it. Cindy’s the one who gets up at night. I tend to be a solid sleeper. But I’ve seen enough. You can’t argue with blood. So why isn’t more being done?”
“I can’t answer for anyone else,” I said. “But my best guess is, no one really knows what to do and they don’t want to be unnecessarily intrusive.”
“I suppose so,” he said. “And, hey, for all I know it’s exactly the right approach to take. Dr. Eves seems smart enough. Maybe Cassie’s symptoms are—what’s the term—self-restricting?”
“Self-limiting.”
“Self-limiting.” He smiled. “Doctors propagate more euphemisms than anyone.… I pray to God it is self-limiting. Be more than happy to remain an unsolved medical mystery if Cassie finally stays healthy. But hope comes hard by now.”
“Chip,” I said, “I haven’t been called in because anyone thinks Cassie’s problems are psychosomatic. My job is to help her deal with anxiety and pain. The reason I want to visit your home is to build up rapport with her in order to be useful for her when she needs me.”
“Sure,” he said. “I understand.”
He looked at the ceiling and tapped one foot. A couple of nurses walked by. His eyes followed their trail, absently.
“I guess what I really have trouble handling is the irrationality,” he said. “As if we’re all floating around in some sea of random events. What the hell is making her sick?”
He punched the wall.
I sensed that anything I said would make matters worse, but I knew silence wouldn’t help much either.
The elevator door opened and we stepped in.
“Pissed-off parents,” he said, punching the DOWN button hard. “Pleasant way to end your day.”
“My job.”
“Some job.”
“Beats honest labor.”
He smiled.
I pointed to the cup in his hand. “That’s got to be cold. How about we both get some fresh sludge?”
He thought for a moment. “Sure, why not?”
The cafeteria was closed, so we went down the hall, past the Residents’ Lounge, where a row of vending machines stood next to the locker room. A thin young woman in surgical scrubs was walking away with two handfuls of candy bars. Chip and I each bought black coffee and he purchased a plastic-wrapped packet containing two chocolate chip cookies.
Farther down the corridor was a sitting area: orange plastic chairs arranged in an L, a low white table bearing food wrappers and out-of-date magazines. The Path Lab was a stone’s throw away. I thought of his little boy and wondered if he’d make the association. But he ambled over and sat down, yawning.
Unwrapping the cookies, he dunked one in the coffee, said, “Health food,” and ate the soggy part.
I sat perpendicular to him and sipped. The coffee was terrible but oddly comforting—like a favorite uncle’s stale breath.
“So,” he said, dunking again, “let me tell you about my daughter. Terrific disposition, good eater, good sleeper—she slept through at five weeks. For anyone else, good news, right? After what happened to Chad, it scared the shit out of us. We wanted her awake—used to take turns going in there, waking her up, poor thing. But what amazes me is how resilient she is—the way she just keeps bouncing back. You wouldn’t think anything that small could be so tough.
“I feel kind of ridiculous, even discussing her with a psychologist. She’s a baby, for God’s sake—what kind of neuroses could she have? Though I guess with all this she could end up with plenty, couldn’t she? All the stress. Are we talking major psychotherapy for the rest of her life?”
“No.”
“Has anyone ever studied it?”
“There’s been quite a bit of research,” I said. “Chronically ill children tend to do better than experts predict—people do, in general.
”
“Tend to?”
“Most do.”
He smiled. “I know. It’s not physics. Okay, I’ll allow myself some momentary optimism.”
He tensed, then relaxed—deliberately, as if schooled in meditation. Letting his arms drop and dangle and stretching his legs. Dropping his head back and massaging his temples.
“Doesn’t it get to you?” he said. “Listening to people all day? Having to nod and be sympathetic and tell them they’re okay.”
“Sometimes,” I said. “But usually you get to know people, start to see their humanity.”
“Well, this is sure the place to remind you of that—‘A rarer spirit never did steer humanity; but you, gods, will give us some faults to make us men.’ Words, Willy Shakespeare; italics, mine. I know it sounds pretentious, but I find the old bard reassures me—something for every situation. Wonder if he spent any time in hospitals.”
“He may have. He lived during the height of the black plague, didn’t he?”
“True … Well”—he sat up and unwrapped the second cookie—“all credit to you, I couldn’t do it. Give me something neat and clean and theoretical, anytime.”
“I never thought of sociology as hard science.”
“Most of it isn’t. But Formal Org has all sorts of nifty models and measurable hypotheses. The illusion of precision. I delude myself regularly.”
“What kinds of things do you deal with? Industrial management? Systems analysis?”
He shook his head. “No, that’s the applied side. I’m theoretical—setting up models of how groups and institutions function on a structural level, how components mesh, phenomenologically. Ivory tower stuff, but I find it great fun. I was schooled in the ivory tower.”
“Where’s that?”
“Yale, undergrad; University of Connecticut, grad. Never finished my dissertation after I found out teaching turns me on a lot more than research.”
He stared down the empty basement corridor, watching the occasional passage of wraithlike white-coated figures in the distance.
“Scary,” he said.
“What is?”
“This place.” He yawned, glanced at his watch. “Think I’ll go up and check on the ladies. Thanks for your time.”
We both stood.
“If you ever need to talk to me,” he said, “here’s my office number.”
He put his cup down, reached into a hip pocket, and pulled out an Indian silver money clasp inlaid with an irregular turquoise. Twenty-dollar bill on the outside, credit cards and assorted papers underneath. Removing the entire wad, he shuffled through it and found a white business card. Placing it on the table, he retrieved a blue Bic from another pocket and wrote something on the card, then handed it to me.
Snarling tiger logo, WVCC TYGERS circling it. Below that:
WEST VALLEY COMMUNITY COLLEGE
DEPARTMENT OF SOCIAL SCIENCES
(818) 509-3476
Two lines at the bottom. He’d filled them in using dark block letters:
CHIP JONES
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“If I’m in class,” he said, “this’ll connect you to the message center. If you want me around when you come visiting at the house, try to give me a day’s notice.”
Before I could reply, heavy rapid footsteps from the far end of the hall made both of us turn. A figure came toward us. Athletic gait, dark jacket.
Black leather jacket. Blue slacks and hat. One of the rent-a-cops patrolling the halls of Pediatric Paradise for signs of evil?
He came closer. A mustachioed black man with a square face and brisk eyes. I got a look at his badge and realized he wasn’t Security. LAPD. Three stripes. A sergeant.
“Excuse me, gentlemen,” he said, speaking softly but giving us the once-over. His name tag read PERKINS.
Chip said, “What is it?”
The cop read my badge. It seemed to confuse him. “You’re a doctor?”
I nodded.
“How long have you gentlemen been out here in the hall?”
Chip said, “Five or ten minutes. What’s wrong?”
Perkins’s gaze shifted to Chip’s chest, taking in the beard, then the earring. “You a doctor too?”
“He’s a parent,” I said. “Visiting his child.”
“Got a visiting badge, sir?”
Chip pulled one out and held it in front of Perkins’s face.
Perkins chewed his cheek and swung back to me. He gave off a barbershop scent. “Have either of you seen anything unusual?”
“Such as?” said Chip.
“Anything out of the ordinary, sir. Someone who doesn’t belong.”
“Doesn’t belong,” said Chip. “Like somebody healthy?”
Perkins’s eyes became slits.
I said, “We haven’t seen anything, Sergeant. It’s been quiet. Why?”
Perkins said, “Thank you,” and left. I watched him slowing for a moment as he passed the pathology lab.
Chip and I took the stairs to the lobby. A crowd of night-shifters crowded the east end, pressing toward the glass doors that led outside. On the other side of the glass the darkness was cross-cut with the cherry-red pulse of police lights. White lights, too, refracting in starbursts.
Chip said, “What’s going on?”
Without turning her head, a nurse nearby said, “Someone got attacked. In the parking lot.”
“Attacked? By whom?”
The nurse looked at him, saw he was a civilian and moved away.
I looked around for a familiar face. None. Too many years.
A pale, thin orderly with short platinum hair and a white Fu Manchu said, “Enough, already,” in a nasal voice. “All I want to do is go home.”
Someone groaned a chorus.
Unintelligible whispers passed through the lobby. I saw a uniform on the other side of the glass, blocking the door. A burst of radio talk leaked through from the outside. Lots of movement. A vehicle swung its lights toward the glass, then turned away and sped off. I read a flash of letters: AMBULANCE. But no blinkers or siren.
“Whyn’t they just bring her in here?” said someone.
“Who says it’s a her?”
A woman said, “It’s always a her.”
“Dinja hear? No howler,” someone answered. “Probably not an emergency.”
“Or maybe,” said the blond man, “it’s too late.”
The crowd rippled like gel in a petri dish.
Someone said, “I tried to get out the back way but they had it blocked. I’m like, this sucks.”
“I think I heard one of them say it was a doctor.”
“Who?”
“That’s all I heard.”
Buzz. Whisper.
Chip said, “Wonderful.” Turning abruptly, he began pushing his way toward the rear of the crowd, back into the hospital. Before I could say anything, he was gone.
Five minutes later, the glass door opened and the crowd surged forward. Sergeant Perkins slipped through and held out a tan palm. He looked like a substitute teacher before an unruly high school class.
“Can I have your attention for a moment?” He waited for silence, finally settled for relative quiet. “An assault’s occurred in your parking lot. We need you to file out one by one and answer some questions.”
“What kind of assault?”
“Is he okay?”
“Who was it?”
“Was it a doctor?”
“Which lot did it happen in?”
Perkins did the slit-eye again. “Let’s get this over with as quickly as possible, folks, and then you can all go home.”
The man with the white Fu Manchu said, “How about telling us what happened so we can protect ourselves, Officer?”
Supportive rumblings.
Perkins said, “Let’s just take it easy.”
“No, you take it easy,” said the blond man. “All you guys do is give jaywalking tickets out on the boulevard. Then, when something real happens, you ask your questions and disappear
and leave us to clean up the mess.”
Perkins didn’t move or speak.
“Come on, man,” said another man, black and stooped, in a nursing uniform. “Some of us have lives. Tell us what happened.”
“Yeah!”
Perkins’s nostrils flared. He stared out at the crowd a while longer, then opened the door and backed out.
The people in the lobby twanged with anger.
A loud voice said, “Deputy Dawg!”
“Damned jaywalking brigade.”
“Yeah, buncha stiffs—hospital sticks us across the street and then we get busted trying to get to work on time.”
Another hum of consensus. No one was talking anymore about what had happened in the lot.
The door opened again. Another cop came through, young, white, female, grim.
“Okay, everyone,” she said. “If you’ll just file out one by one, the officer will check your ID and then you can go.”
“Yo,” said the black man. “Welcome to San Quentin. What’s next? Body searches?”
More tunes in that key, but the crowd started to move, then quieted.
It took me twenty minutes to get out the door. A cop with a clipboard copied my name from my badge, asked for. verifying identification, and recorded my driver’s license number. Six squad cars were parked in random formation just outside the entrance, along with an unmarked sedan. Midway down the sloping walkway to the parking structure stood a huddle of men.
I asked the cop, “Where did it happen?”
He crooked a finger at the structure.
“I parked there.”
He raised his eyebrows. “What time did you arrive?”
“Around nine-thirty.”
“P.M.?”
“Yes.”
“What level did you park on?”
“Two.”
That opened his eyes. “Did you notice anything unusual at that time—anyone loitering or acting in a suspicious manner?”
Remembering the feeling of being watched as I left my car, I said, “No, but the lighting was uneven.”
“What do you mean by uneven, sir?”
“Irregular. Half the spaces were lit; the others were dark. It would have been easy for someone to hide.”
He looked at me. Clicked his teeth. Took another glance at my badge and said, “You can move on now, sir.”
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