“Finn, come inside me, please. I want you so badly.”
I positioned her so that her feet were resting on my shoulders as I plunged deep inside her. She gasped as the full length of me went inside her, pumping in and out. She called out my name which drove me just a little mad.
“Your pussy feels amazing, Harper, I can't get enough of you.”
I could barely think as waves of pleasure washed over me continuously. I had lost all ability to think and reason. I only saw her, felt her and I had never felt so complete. I felt a tension build up inside of me and at the same time I could feel her tense and then she came on my cock, releasing an orgasm so strong it rocked her body.
I turned her over and laid her flat on her stomach. I kissed her neck and kissed all the way down her back until I got to her bottom. I kissed that too and rubbed her cheeks while she moaned. She was so incredibly hot that it was hard to believe that she was a virgin. And I was the lucky one – the first man to ever touch her!
“You are so sexy, Harper.”
She grinned, loving the sound of my words. I was in position and waiting for my moment to plunge my cock inside of her. She was lying flat on the bed and I was pushed right up against her ass and the feeling made me just about lose my mind. I plunged inside her slowly and carefully, always remembering that it was her first time.
She was rendered speechless as I started moving slowly. She felt fantastic and I started pounding my cock rhythmically inside of her. I was moaning softly as well and it was making her lose control. My body pushed against her ass and she looked over her shoulder at me. I couldn’t help but look down at her and I leaned in to kiss her on the mouth. She looked so sexy looking at me and smiling up at me as I fucked her.
“Mmmm, you sexy girl. You feel delicious. You should see the incredible view I have of your sexy little ass.”
I started kissing her neck again but this time with a purpose. Her neck felt good against my lips and my movements caused goose flesh to pop up all over her skin. The sight of it made my cock grow even harder if that was possible and I continued to move in and out of her. I craved her in ways that were forbidden to me and I knew that. I knew it even more so now that I discovered she was a virgin. I wasn’t sure what I was going to do about it but I so wished that she hadn’t been a virgin. She was still looking up at me and the fire was still in her eyes. She wasn’t ready to be done with me and I didn’t think that I could let her go quite yet, either. Her body had intoxicated me, like she was a drug that I could not get enough of. I could have her over and over again and I would have, had I not discovered her secret. Did she really think that she could have hidden that from me?
She gave me devilish grin and I kept kissing her ears, lips, and neck all the while slowly moving inside of her. I could feel her squeezing me and I knew that she was building up to another delicious orgasm. I had to wonder how many virgins had the opportunity to have multiple orgasms. She was having a night to remember and that was all I wanted for her. I kissed her back once again and her eyes fluttered closed and a soft moan escaped her. She was so beautiful especially when she was being pleasured. I could stare at her face in rapture all night long. It was easily the sexiest thing that I had seen in a while. Like I said, all reason left me the moment I touched her and kissed those lips. When I found her in the bathroom that night, it had taken me all my self-control not to make love to her there.
I slid out of her again and she turned over. She looked up at me like I was the most attractive man on the planet and that turned me on even more. I was having a really hard time resisting the urge to please her. I knew that she was going to be sore the next morning but I wanted her badly and I wanted her to have such an amazing sexual experience that she would never regret it for a moment. She spread her legs eagerly for me, longing to have me do as I wished to her. She wrapped her arm around my neck and started kissing my mouth passionately. At the same time, I slid two fingers inside of her. She was already soaking wet and I knew exactly where to touch her, my thumb stroking her clit, making it hard, my fingers inside her, expertly pressing against her sweet spot of sensation. She moaned as I finger fucked her, god she looked so damn good. I was so horny for her. She was the kind of woman that I could fuck all day long, I couldn't get enough of her. I knew that her clit was probably tender from all the action, so I was able to bring her to another orgasm quickly. My cock throbbed as she thrashed underneath my fingers, begging for me to stop, telling me that the pleasure was too much for her to take.
She grabbed my cock, hard and smooth as steel, and stroked it. I felt strong in her hands and the sight of my cock seemed to turn her on that much more. With a low groan I lifted her chin and kissed her passionately. She lifted her hips and guided my hard cock in between her legs. She wasn't waiting, she wanted to be fucked now.
She cried out as I pushed deep into her. She squeezed my cock and I groaned in pleasure. I covered her mouth with mine, drinking her in as I slid in and out of her. The fingers of one hand entwined in her hair, with the other I caressed her breasts and nipples. She pushed up on her heels so I could get deeper, and held on to my waist, moving in tandem with each thrust. She rubbed her hands over my abs and around my ass, loving the strength of my body as I moved above her. Her blue eyes were peering into mine and I could see the city lights passing by us and moving around us, and it was exhilarating.
I leaned my head down and took her breast in my mouth, my hips thrusting faster. She tensed and I knew that she was on the verge of coming, her muscles growing taut. I spread her legs wider, and my hands found their way into her hair. She moaned my name, begging me to pump faster. I covered her mouth with mine to muffle her scream when she came, her body bucking in ecstasy.
My thrusts became more urgent then as I knew I was about to come as well. I spilled inside of her and released all the pent-up aggression into her body. I breathed out and looked up into her eyes. I kissed her face and held her without saying anything. There was really nothing to say. She had rocked my world and even though I knew I shouldn't be with her, I was powerless to stop it. I fucked her so good that I thought I was becoming addicted to her. Maybe that would make up for what I had taken from her.
“You have completely bewitched me, Harper, whatever am I going to do with you?”
I slid out of her then and the evidence of her virginity spilled out onto my sheets. There was no denying it now. The sight of her blood on my sheets sent a shiver of guilt through me and that feeling was too much for me to take.
I sighed, “Maybe you should take a shower.” I pointed to her where my bathroom was and she got up from the bed quickly. I started to pull the sheets from my bed quickly. I tossed them in the laundry basket and went to the closet to get new ones. I made the bed quickly as I heard her in the shower.
I needed to shut down the way that I felt because things had totally gotten out of hand and what I had done was too much. I had allowed things to get too far and now I was going to end up hurting someone who didn’t deserve to be hurt.
I heard the shower stop and I picked up my phone and called for a driver. When I hung up the phone, she came out of the bathroom looking just as beautiful as she had before. She was wrapped in a towel with a smile on her face. I had to stay composed though because she was about to not be very happy with me.
“I called you a ride and the driver is probably here now so you should make your way down.”
The smile fell off her place. “Oh, I see. Thanks.” I could tell by the look on her face that she was upset, but I turned away, not wanting to make it any more difficult. She walked out of the room and the apartment without a word.
After she left, I couldn’t help but feel conflicted. I felt like a real ass if I was honest with myself. Not only did I just deflower my new assistant, I also felt as if I betrayed Emelia’s memory. It had been the first time that I had been with a woman since her death and I wasn’t sure how I felt about it. At the same time, I already wanted to see Harper again, to bury my
self inside her. She was absolutely perfect; I couldn’t imagine a better woman. I decided that I had to find a way to separate my desire from the rest of my emotions. Like any man, maybe I just needed a release. And maybe I could figure out a way to get one…
I had been so madly in love with Emelia that it was hard to believe I could ever be with anyone else. Even when I thought about another woman, I would get overwhelmed with so much guilt that it took my breath away. I was never sure how I would feel about moving on with another woman but the guilt overcame me to the point where I thought that I might throw up. It felt like I had cheated on Emelia. I had expressed such things to my friends who thought that I was being ridiculous but it was true. They told me that it was perfectly natural to move on and that it would be what Emelia would want for me but I could never get myself to feel that way.
It was silly to think that way, of course, Emelia would want me to be happy and fall in love again. She was the kindest and the most amazing woman in the world, she would not want me to be alone for the rest of my life. But I still didn’t think that I was ready for a proper relationship. No, I wasn’t ready for that but I thought that maybe there was something else that I could do. I could honor my heart while still getting what I want. I thought that maybe I could come up with a plan, one that would involve Harper. I could manage to keep my emotions separate from my lust if I devised a plan that was a no-strings attached deal with the girl. I could be crystal clear about my intentions right from the beginning so that no one would get hurt. She could always say no if she wasn’t really into it. I could even have a signed contract to make sure that her interests were looked after. If I made it lucrative enough for her, she just might go for it. I think I was sure that I could come up with a mutually beneficial arrangement that we could both benefit from. I just needed to get something out by tomorrow. I couldn’t bear being away from the woman.
12
Harper
My goal for the time being was to keep my head down as low as possible even since I scandalized myself after the gala. I had really not intended to go home with my boss nor did I intend on doing a Walk of Shame at the end of the night either. That night entirely was something that I wished that I could just erase from my memory. I still had to work with Finn, however, and I was determined to just keep myself out of trouble and to do that, I would be keeping my head low.
To say that things were awkward between us was the understatement of the year, in fact, it was downright brutal to have to go through. Leaving his home that night had been one of the most mortifying experiences of my life. I knew that I should have told him I was a virgin, that had been my first mistake. It was pretty obvious to the both of us after what had happened and when he told me to take a shower, I almost wanted to die. Then I came out of the bathroom to find that he had changed his sheets, I wanted to crawl under a rock. Clearly, that was a talk that I should have had with him. I had to assume that he was angry with me by how he had called for a ride for me right away. I was embarrassed so much that I could barely hold back the tears leaving his place. But what could I say to him that wouldn’t embarrass the both of us at that point?
When I had arrived home that night, I had walked through the door like a deflated balloon. Carmen could tell that something had happened right away and had pulled the whole story out of me. We went through a couple of pints of ice cream and some bad reality TV. By the time I had eaten all the ice cream and binged reality shows, I was over the whole thing. Some things just weren’t meant to be, there was nothing to worry about. It was a one-time fling, something that everyone did at one point in their lives. Not everyone could say that they had slept with a billionaire. The last thing that I wanted to do was allow a personal relationship to ruin my chances at my dream project so, I was going to be cool as a cucumber. I had become involved so that I could realize my dream project, I didn’t need a personal relationship to get in the way of that. The more I thought about it, the more foolish I felt to have gotten involved with him that way when I could have blown all that I had worked so hard to achieve. I had managed to get into the CEO’s office and get hired by him and now it could all be going down the drain because I slept with him. At that point, it would just be easier to forget the whole thing happened and just move on with my life. It might be easier said than done, but it was probably the smartest thing to do.
The next time that I would be seeing Finn, I planned on doing just that. I had made it through an entire day already without any incident. When he and Bryce walked into the office the next day, I didn’t even look up from my desk. I felt Bryce’s eyes on me but that was nothing out of the ordinary. Sometimes I felt like she was looking for any reason to fire me. I paid them no mind, and just focused on the property value spreadsheet that I had in front of me. I needed to get it done and it was at least keeping me distracted in the meantime.
The amounts are massive, which made me realize just how naïve I really was about my own project. Although Stark’s proposal was much grander than mine, even if my project was only a quarter of his, it would still be close to a billion dollars. And my measly quarter of a million, carefully saved and invested from my parent’s insurance policy payout, was not so much as a stake as it was wishful thinking. I sighed as I looked at the number. But that didn’t mean I was going to give up, I would not give up for anything.
I looked up when I heard Bryce talking to Finn.
“Axel Mandrake called the office earlier; he wants to set up a meeting with you.”
Finn glanced at me and I avertedly made eye contact with him. My eyes darted away from his and I could feel a deep blush creeping up from my neck across my face. I closed my eyes and cursed myself for being such an idiot.
“Okay, let me get back to you on that one. I haven’t had enough coffee for a decision like that.”
Bryce nodded and left the office, leaving me and Finn alone together. Now that the day was over, I was really looking forward to getting out of there. It was nearly five o’clock, and I was considering texting Carmen to meet me for a drink after work, so that I could vent about my day. The tension between me and my boss at the moment was becoming severely oppressive. I picked up my phone and started to type out a message.
“Harper, grab your things together, we are grabbing an early dinner.”
I stared at him in shock as I stopped typing the message. I didn’t even know what to say. I did as I was told however because I was a little worried that he was just going to let me go. The last thing that I wanted to do however was to go out for dinner with him. Things were insanely awkward between us and I couldn’t imagine what it would be like to have dinner with him at that point.
I followed him out of the office with my purse slung over my shoulder. I didn’t say a word as I followed him downstairs and into the car he ordered. He took me to an Italian bistro that was almost empty. He motioned me towards a booth in the back. He was a very no-nonsense kind of person and his attitude had me keep my mouth shut until I found out what was going on. Was he about to fire me? Was he hoping to let me down easily? I was so confused as to why we were there together. Maybe he just wanted to go over the project with me again.
The menus arrive and I picked one up to distract myself again. I was dismayed when I realized that the menu was written in Italian and I had ave no idea what to order. I looked up at him sheepishly.
“I can’t read the menu.”
He glanced at me and said, “Don’t worry, I will take care of it.”
I nodded as he placed an order for us both. The waiter was back almost immediately with a bottle of prosecco, something I had never had before. Finn poured us both a glass and I took a tentative sip from it. It was rather tasty and it hit the spot. I would need some liquid courage if I was going to get through this meeting or whatever it was. I downed the rest of the glass and smiled across the table.
“Why did you want to have dinner with me, Finn?” It was best just to get things over with. If I was being fired, I wanted to know rig
ht away, so that I could get up from the table and go home.
Finn didn’t answer. He just opened his briefcase and pulled out a stack of papers. He passed the papers to me and I looked at him confused. It looked like the meeting was about the project after all and I could breathe a sigh of relief. I picked up the stack of papers and took a sip of my drink as I read them. I started choking on the champagne as I tried to stop myself from spitting it all over Finn. I couldn’t believe my eyes when I read the project title.
Personal Sexual Arrangement.
“What the hell is this?” I couldn’t help but be point blank blunt with him. It was not what I expected and I felt like he should have given me some kind of a warning before hitting me with it. It was like the cruelest joke.
“I really enjoyed what happened between us the other night.”
“Really? Because you have a funny way of showing it.”
“I know and I’m sorry about that. You caught me off guard. Why didn’t you tell me you were a virgin?”
I blushed deeply. “I’m sorry, I should have, I was just worried that it would scare you off and I didn’t want that to happen. I really want to be with you and I really didn’t think that you would be able to tell.”
“Guys can tell pretty much right away.”
I thought I might just die of embarrassment right there. I remembered how he had paused when he first entered me and I knew what he was saying was true.
“I didn’t mean to send you out of my home that night. I was worried that I had taken something from you that you would regret giving to me. I felt terrible about the whole experience.”
“It was my choice. You weren’t taking anything from me.”
He nodded.
“What is this?” I said as I motioned to the papers. “Do you really think that this is something that you should just throw at someone without any warning? What makes you think that I even want a sexual arrangement?”
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