Both Tibby and Bailey peered over his shoulder as Brian, a hugely muscular warrior, gathered troops of loyal men and a curvaceous woman to fight by his side.
“You don’t even confront a dragon until level seven,” he explained.
At level four, there was a sea battle. At level six, the vandals set fire to Brian’s village, and he saved all the women and children. Tibby watched his hands, fast and sure on the various knobs and buttons. He never looked down at them.
Sometime after the second dragon appeared, Tibby heard the battery die and the camera flick off, but she kept watching.
After a long siege of a medieval castle, Brian paused the game and turned around.
“I think your battery ran out,” he said.
“Oh, yeah. You’re right,” Tibby said nonchalantly. “That was my third one. I don’t have another one charged. Maybe we could finish this later.”
“Sure,” Brian agreed.
“You can keep playing if you want,” Tibby offered.
“I will,” he said.
Bailey bought them each a Hostess fruit pie, and they watched the heroic version of Brian fight through twenty-four levels before being incinerated by dragon breath.
Eric was leading another run at five. Bridget wasn’t sure he looked happy to see her.
“Today we’re cutting our time to six-minute-fifty-second miles,” Eric announced to the group. “Once again, you know your bodies. You know when you are overdoing it. It’s hot out here. So take it easy. Slow down when you need to. This is conditioning, not competition.” He looked right at Bridget.
“Ready?” he asked them after he’d given them a few minutes to stretch.
He seemed to resign himself quickly to the idea that Bridget was going to run alongside him no matter how fast or slow he ran. “You are quite a player, Bee,” he said to her in a measured voice. “You put on a real show today.” He thought she’d overdone it. That was obvious.
Bridget chewed the inside of her lip, ashamed. “I got too intense. I do that sometimes.”
He made a face like that wasn’t coming as a big surprise.
“I was showing off for you,” she confessed.
He seemed to hold his thoughts for a second as he looked her right in the eyes. Then he looked back to see how close the next runner was. “Bee, don’t,” he said under his breath.
“Don’t what?”
“Don’t . . . don’t . . . push this.” He couldn’t seem to find words he was happy with.
“Why not? Why am I not allowed to want you?”
He was taken aback by her directness. He glanced across at her and groaned. “Look, I’m . . . flattered. I’m honored. Who wouldn’t be?”
Bridget clenched her jaws. Flattered and honored weren’t the words she wanted to hear. Anyway, she didn’t believe them.
He picked up the pace so they were a little farther ahead. “Bridget, you are beautiful. You are amazing and talented and just . . . just . . . irrepressible.” His voice was softer now. He met her eyes. “It’s not like I haven’t noticed. Trust me, I have.”
She felt hopeful now.
“But I’m a coach and you’re . . . sixteen.”
“So what?” she said.
“First of all it would be wrong, and second, it’s completely against the rules.”
Bridget tucked a stray strand of hair behind her ear. “Those aren’t rules I care about.”
Eric’s face had closed off again. “I don’t have a choice about them.”
Though breakfast with Bapi had become a routine, it hadn’t lost its awkwardness. Especially after what had happened.
This morning her Rice Krispies violently snapped, crackled, and popped while Bapi ate quiet Cheerios.
She studied him, searching for her moment. She tried to catch his gray-green eyes, similar in color to hers. She wanted to look sincere and repentant, but her noisy cereal was messing up the effect. The sight of the clumpy little stitches in his wrinkled skin gave her a pang of shame at the bottom of her stomach.
“Bapi, I . . .”
He looked up. His face was concerned.
“Well, I just . . .” Her voice was practically shaking. What was she thinking? Bapi didn’t even speak English.
Bapi nodded and put his hand over hers. It was a sweet gesture. It meant love and protection, but it also meant, We don’t have to talk about it.
She wished Effie weren’t such a snoozer in the morning. Lena had been too tired and confused to come clean to Effie last night, and her grandparents hadn’t discussed it at all. Effie had asked about the bandage on his cheek, but Bapi had shrugged it off, muttering in Greek. Now Lena wanted to tell her sister the whole story and at least get the patented Effie reality check, even if it was punishing. After that she’d tell Grandma, and then Grandma could explain it to Bapi. That would work better. But Effie was still asleep.
Upstairs after breakfast, Lena packed up her painting supplies. Routine always helped an unsettled mind. She peered out her window at the time Kostos usually passed by to stop at the café up the street, before turning back downhill to the forge, but this morning he didn’t. Of course he didn’t.
Leaving the house, she decided to walk downhill today. Sunlight pulsing off the white walls beat into her eyes, casting clear light into her brain and illuminating its dusty, disregarded corners.
She walked toward Kostos’s house. Because of the curve of the sidewalk, his house was positioned in such a way that if you happened to trip and roll, and the door to his house happened to be open, you could end up in his living room.
She walked by slowly. No sign of activity. Heading farther down the cliffside, she sent herself in the direction she believed the forge to be. Maybe she would pass him. Maybe she could talk to him or at least communicate by her facial expression that she knew things had gotten powerfully out of hand.
She didn’t see him. She kept walking. Halfheartedly, she set up her easel just under her favorite church. She got out her charcoal, ready to scratch out the bones of the bell tower. Her hand hesitated as her mind raced around.
She put the charcoal away. Today, for a change, she didn’t feel like spending quality time with Lena. She packed up the rest of her things and headed back uphill. Maybe she would pass by Kostos this time. Maybe she would go shopping with Effie, as Effie was always wanting to do, and buy one of those dumb olive-wood tourist bowls.
Maybe she would find a way to tell her grandmother what had really happened.
Well, she told herself on the bright side, Kostos wouldn’t be bothering her anymore. But that side didn’t seem so bright just now.
Carma,
We went hiking across this volcano field. Tres Virgenes, it’s called. Quattro Virgenes and it could have been us. I swear I could smell the smoke, even though our guide said the volcanoes were inactive since last century.
Then we hiked down south through these canyons to look at ancient Indian rock art. First there were these hunting scenes, and then there was one big painting after another of these huge penises. Diana and I were laughing so hard we just sat on the ground. The coaches who came with us tried to shuttle us along. It was hilarious. I wish you could have been there.
Oh, the crazy pleasures of Baja.
Love,
Bee
“Barbara, you know my daughter, Krista,” Lydia said to the dressmaker on Tuesday afternoon.
Krista smiled delightfully.
Lydia gestured toward Carmen. “And this is my . . .” She paused. Carmen knew Lydia was working herself up to say stepdaughter, like Al called Krista, but she backed down. “This is Carmen.”
“Lydia’s my stepmother,” Carmen clarified, just to be obnoxious.
Barbara wore her blond hair in a perfect bell-shaped bob. Her teeth, when she smiled, were a wall of white. Big and fake, Carmen concluded.
Barbara stared at Carmen. Carmen’s hair was in a messy wad at the back. Her red tank top was soaked with sweat. “This is Albert’s daughter?” she aske
d with obvious surprise, looking to Lydia instead of Carmen for verification.
“This is Albert’s daughter,” Carmen answered for herself.
Barbara wanted to backtrack. After all, Albert was paying the bills. “It’s just that you . . . you must take after your mother,” she said, as though that were diplomatic.
“I do,” Carmen confirmed. “My mother is Puerto Rican. She speaks with an accent. She says a rosary.”
Nobody seemed to pick up on her sauciness. The invisible girl.
“She has her father’s aptitude for math,” Lydia argued faintly, as though in her heart she didn’t believe Carmen was related to Albert at all.
Carmen felt like smacking her.
“Well, let’s get on with the fitting,” Barbara suggested, setting an armful of plastic garment bags down on Lydia’s bed. Lydia and Albert’s bed. “Krista, let’s try yours first.”
“Oh, oh, can we look at Mama’s first?” Krista begged. She literally pressed her hands together wistfully.
Carmen disappeared into an upholstered chair by the wall as Lydia proudly donned what looked to be at least seventy yards of shiny white fabric. Carmen thought it was frankly embarrassing for a woman over forty with two teenage children to wear a big puffy white thing at her wedding. The bodice was fitted, and the cap sleeves showed a whole lot of over-forty arm.
“Mama, you are gorgeous. You are a vision. I’m going to cry,” Krista gushed without actually crying.
Carmen realized she was tapping her foot against the glassy wood floor, and she made herself stop.
Next, sweet, miniature, pale Krista tried on a pink-purple taffeta gown. Carmen could only pray her dress would not be identical to this one.
Krista’s had to be taken in a little at the waist. “Oooh,” said Krista, laughing, as Barbara cinched and pinned. The dress was heinous, but on colorless, curveless Krista it worked as well as it could.
Now it was Carmen’s turn. Even though she was invisible, pulling the identical, stiff, shiny, too-small dress over her damp skin was miserable and humiliating. She couldn’t look at anyone. She couldn’t look at herself in the mirror. She didn’t want the picture living in her memory for the rest of her life.
Barbara appraised her with critical eyes. “Oh my. Well, this is going to need some work.” She went right to Carmen’s hips and pulled the unfinished seams open. “Yes, we’ll have to take this way out. I’m not sure I have enough fabric. I’ll check when I get back to my office.”
You are a horrible witch, Carmen thought.
She knew she looked absolutely awful in the dress. She was part Bourbon Street whore and part Latina first-communion spectacle.
Barbara examined the way the fabric stretched gracelessly across Carmen’s chest. “We’ll need to let that out too,” she said, coming in close.
Carmen immediately crossed her arms. Do not come near my breasts, she ordered silently.
Barbara turned to Lydia in consternation, as though it were Carmen’s fault that the stupid dress didn’t fit. “I’m afraid I may have to start from scratch on this one.”
“We should have given you Carmen’s measurements ahead of time,” Lydia confessed with some mortification. “But Albert wanted to wait until she got here to tell her about . . .” She trailed off, realizing she was heading into the land of tension.
“Usually a roughly constructed prototype works as a starting point,” Barbara said, casting the blame back at Carmen and her butt.
“Carmen has to leave now,” Carmen said to Barbara. Anger was swelling in her chest, squishing her heart, moving up into her throat. Her temper would not suffer one more second of Barbara.
“I hate this place,” were Carmen’s parting words to a confused Lydia. “And you should wear long sleeves.” She stormed out of the room.
Paul surprised her by being in the hallway. “You antagonize people,” he murmured to the fast-moving Carmen. She was as much astonished by the four syllables in antagonize as by the meaning of his words.
You imagined that, she told herself, picking up her pace.
“Awesome pants,” Bailey said, arriving at Wallman’s at her regular time. Tibby had come to expect it. She didn’t bother to complain anymore.
Tibby stood up from the low shelf where she’d been jabbing price stickers onto boxes of crayons. She looked down with open pride at the pants. “They are the Pants,” Tibby explained. “They came yesterday.” She had ripped open the package, covered with colorful, fake-looking stamps. She had held the Pants tightly, feeling like she was holding a part of Lena, and breathed in the smell of Greece that, she imagined, had seeped into the fabric. The Pants did smell faintly of olive oil—she wasn’t imagining it. And there was a brownish spot on the front of the right leg, toward the upper thigh, that she figured must be Lena’s grandfather’s blood.
Bailey’s eyes opened big, her face full of reverence. “They look fantastic on you,” she said breathlessly.
“You should see them on my friends,” Tibby said. More and more often, Bailey wanted to hear stories about Tibby’s friends and updates from their letters. More and more Tibby felt like she was inventing an outside world for her and Bailey.
“Has anything happened in them yet?” Bailey asked, fully willing to believe in the magic of the Pants.
“Well, half in them, half out of them. A boy saw Lena naked, and her grandfather tried to punch him.” Tibby couldn’t help smiling at the thought. “If you knew Lena, you’d know this was a big problem.”
“Lena’s the one in Greece,” Bailey said.
“Right.”
“Has Bridget had the Pants yet?” Bailey asked. For some reason, Bailey was fascinated by Bridget.
“No, Carmen’s next. Then Bridget.”
“I wonder what Bridget will do in them,” Bailey mused.
“Something insane,” Tibby said lightly, but then she was quiet, regretting her choice of words.
Bailey studied her for a minute. “You worry about Bridget, I think.”
Tibby was thoughtful. “Maybe I do,” she considered slowly. “Maybe we all do a little.”
“Because of her mom?”
“Yeah. A lot because of that.”
“Was her mom sick?” Bailey pressed.
“Not sick . . . physically, exactly,” Tibby said carefully. “She had . . . bad depression.”
“Oh,” Bailey said. She was willing to let the subject end there. She seemed to guess the rest.
“So . . . anything happen to you yet in the Pants?” Bailey asked.
“I spilled a Sprite, and Duncan accused me of receipt withholding.”
Bailey smiled. “What’s that?”
“I forgot to give a customer her receipt.”
“Oh,” Bailey said. “Bad.”
“Hey, are you ready to head over to the Pavillion?” Tibby asked.
“Yeah. I brought the stuff. I charged all the batteries.”
Bailey had started hanging out in Tibby’s room, working on the movie while Tibby was at work. Tibby had taught Bailey the basics of editing and laying in the sound track on her iMac. Loretta always let Bailey in. It was kind of weird, but Tibby didn’t mind anymore.
At the Pavillion, Margaret was still working the box office, so they had to wait. As soon as they walked into the lobby of the theater, Tibby spotted Tucker. She sucked in her breath. After the stories she’d heard about the places he went and the people he hung out with, she didn’t expect to see him at the movie theater.
He was standing with two of his friends in the popcorn line. His arms were crossed, and he looked impatient.
“What do you see in that guy?” Bailey wondered aloud.
“Only that he’s one of the best-looking guys I’ve ever seen in person,” Tibby said. When he looked over and caught her eye, Tibby felt a surge of confidence when she remembered she was wearing the Pants. Then she felt a plunge in confidence when she realized she was still wearing the smock.
Would it be too obvious if she took
this moment to wriggle out of her smock? Tucker finished buying his popcorn and a soda the size of a car battery and walked right up to her.
“Yo, Tibby. How’s it goin’?” He was staring directly at her “Hi, I’m Tibby!” pin. He knew her name without the pin, but only because of her association with her hottie friends.
“Fine,” Tibby said stiffly. She could never talk when she was around him.
She heard Bailey sniff derisively.
“You working at Wallman’s?” Tucker asked. One of his friends smirked.
“No, she just wears the smock ’cause it’s cool,” Bailey snapped.
“See you,” Tibby mumbled over her shoulder at Tucker. She dragged Bailey back out the door onto the heat of the sidewalk. “Bailey, keep your mouth shut, would you?”
Bailey had her feisty look. “Why should I?”
Margaret appeared from the box office. “Y’all ready?” she asked.
Tibby and Bailey glared at each other. “Yes, we’re ready,” Tibby said through tight jaws, feeling big.
“Margaret, how long have you worked here?” Tibby asked once they were set up in a quiet part of the lobby in front of a poster from Clueless—Margaret’s choice.
“Lit’s jist see.” Margaret looked to the ceiling. “I giss it was . . . 1971.”
Tibby swallowed hard. That was, like, thirty years ago. She looked closer at Margaret. She wore her blond hair in a high ponytail and wore a lot of eye shadow. She was obviously older than she looked, but Tibby had never dreamed she was that old.
“How many movies do you think you’ve seen?” Tibby asked.
“Over tin thousand, I would have to giss,” Margaret said.
“And do you have one favorite?”
“I can’t say, honestly,” Margaret replied. “I have so minny. I luuuuved this one.” She hooked her thumb at the movie poster behind her. She thought some more. “Steel Magnolias is one of my all-time best.”
“Is it true you can recite whole scenes from movies?” Tibby asked.
Margaret blushed. “Sure. Well, I don’t mean to brag or anything. I can only remember some parts. Right now there’s this rill cute one with Sandra Bullock. You want to hear it?”
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