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by Karen Traviss


  police officer, and Star Wars fan:

  one of our own.

  acknowledgments

  My thanks go to my incredibly patient editors—Shelly Shapiro (Del Rey) and Sue Rostoni (Lucasfilm); comrades-in-plotting Troy Denning and Aaron Allston; my agent, Russ Galen; Mike Krahulik and Jerry Holkins, the Penny Arcade gods, for great Star Wars debate and good company; Ray Ramirez, Mando armorer extraordinaire, for bringing beskar’gam to life; my good friends in the 501st Dune Sea Garrison, for their insights into Mando culture; Jim Gilmer, who never fails to steer me back on course; and all the Star Wars fans who make this job worth doing.

  Del Rey Books and Lucas Licensing Ltd. wish to thank Tawnia Poland, who contributed the name of our latest Sith Lord, and the thousands of fans who took part in the “Darth Who” contest.

  You folks really do know the power of the dark side….

  ABOUT THE AUTHOR

  Novelist, screenwriter, and comics writer KAREN TRAVISS is the author of five Star Wars: Republic Commando novels, Hard Contact, Triple Zero, True Colors, Order 66, and Imperial Commando: 501st; three Star Wars: Legacy of the Force novels, Bloodlines, Revelation, and Sacrifice; two Star Wars: The Clone Wars novels, The Clone Wars and No Prisoners; two Gears of War novels, Aspho Fields and Jacinto’s Remnant; her award-nominated Wess’har Wars series, City of Pearl, Crossing the Line, The World Before, Matriarch, Ally, and Judge; and a Halo novella, Human Weakness. She’s also the lead writer on the third Gears of War game. A former defense correspondent and TV and newspaper journalist, Traviss lives in Wiltshire, England.

  BY KAREN TRAVISS

  STAR WARS: REPUBLIC COMMANDO

  Hard Contact

  Triple Zero

  True Colors

  Order 66

  Imperial Commando: 501st

  STAR WARS: LEGACY OF THE FORCE

  Bloodlines

  Sacrifice

  Revelation

  STAR WARS: THE CLONE WARS

  STAR WARS: NO PRISONERS

  GEARS OF WAR

  Aspho Fields

  Jacinto’s Remnant

  Anvil Gate

  WESS’HAR WARS

  City of Pearl

  Crossing the Line

  The World Before

  Matriarch

  Ally

  Judge

  STAR WARS—LEGENDS

  What is a legend? According to the Random House Dictionary, a legend is “a nonhistorical or unverifiable story handed down by tradition from earlier times and popularly accepted as historical.” Merriam-Webster defines it as “a story from the past that is believed by many people but cannot be proved to be true.” And Wikipedia says, “Legends are tales that, because of the tie to a historical event or location, are believable, though not necessarily believed.” Because of this inherent believability, legends tend to live on in a culture, told and retold even though they are generally regarded as fiction.

  Long ago, in a galaxy far, far away, a legend was born: The story of Luke Skywalker and his fellow heroes, Princess Leia and Han Solo. Three blockbuster movies introduced these characters and their stories to millions of people who embraced these tales and began to build upon them, as is done with myths everywhere. And thus novels, short stories, and comic books were published, expanding the Star Wars universe introduced in the original trilogy and later enhanced by the prequel movies and the animated TV series The Clone Wars. The enormous body of work that grew around the films and The Clone Wars came to be known as The Expanded Universe.

  Now, as new movies, television shows, and books move into the realm of the official canon, The Expanded Universe must take its place firmly in the realm of legends. But, like all great legends, the fact that we can’t prove the veracity of every detail doesn’t make the stories any less entertaining or worthy of being read. These legends remain true to the spirit of Star Wars and in that way are another avenue through which we can get to know and understand our beloved heroes in that galaxy far, far away.

  —Del Rey Books, May 2014

  Turn the page or jump to the timeline of Star Wars Legends novels to learn more.

  Prologue

  The scream and roar of combat began to reverberate through the empty grashal, and wisps of battle smoke materialized in the green beams of their helmet lamps. Jacen—now Darth Caedus, he reminded himself—continued to pull into the past, one glove clamped around the arm of Tahiri’s pressure suit, the other anchored to the rim of a blaster-pitted gestation bin. The brown stains on the bin’s exterior grew wet and red, and crouching forms started to manifest in the surrounding darkness.

  As he drew more heavily on the Force, the sallow light of glow-lichen began to shine down through the thickening smoke, revealing the cloning lab in which Jacen’s brother, Anakin, had died. Where there had been only barren vacuum a few moments before, now a pulsing jungle of white nutrient vines corkscrewed up from the gestation bins that lined the grashal floor. Streaks of color and darkness were flashing past in both directions, the air swirling with razor bugs and the floor shaking with grenade detonations.

  “I hope I’m ready for this,” Tahiri said. Over the suit comm, her voice sounded brittle and uncertain. “Maybe my first flow-walk shouldn’t have been into the middle of a battle.”

  Jacen knew it was not the battle that made Tahiri nervous, but he saw no advantage in forcing her to admit it. “We’ll be fine,” he said. “We’re ghosts here. Even if a Yuuzhan Vong sees us, he can’t do us harm.”

  “It’s us doing harm that worries me,” Tahiri replied. “What if we change something we shouldn’t—something that alters the present?”

  “That’s unlikely.” Actually, Jacen should have said impossible. Any change they made in the past would be corrected by the Force, and the flow would return to its present course. But he did not explain that to Tahiri. He needed her to believe they were taking a small but terrible chance, risking temporal catastrophe to deal with her unresolved grief. “I won’t let you do anything wrong. Just relax.”

  “Unlikely isn’t very relaxing,” Tahiri replied. “Not when you’re talking about the fate of the galaxy.”

  “Trust me,” Jacen said. “I’ve been flow-walking for years, and the galaxy hasn’t come to an end yet.”

  “Not that we know of.”

  Tahiri turned toward the back of the grashal, where Anakin and the rest of the strike team were fighting through a breach in the wall. Their brown jumpsuits were blood-crusted and tattered, and their faces were haggard with fear and exhaustion—yet also tight with determination and resolve. This had been the objective of their mission, the cloning lab where the Yuuzhan Vong created the voxyn that had killed so many Jedi, and they would not leave until it was destroyed.

  The Force began to hum with Tahiri’s anger and sadness, and her hand drifted toward her lightsaber. Jacen could sense how she ached to do more than give Anakin the final kiss she had denied him at the time—how she longed to ignite her weapon and somehow prevent his approaching death.

  A trio of thermal grenades detonated overhead, filling the dome with orange brilliance and spraying hot shrapnel in all directions. Nutrient vines fell in ropes of fire, and Yuuzhan Vong dropped to the floor in writhing heaps. Tahiri cringed and turned to dive for cover, but Jacen jerked her back. Shrapnel flew past without striking the pair, and flames licked at their pressure suits without melting anything.

  “I told you we can’t be harmed here,” Jacen said.

  “You also told me it was a coincidence we crossed paths on Anakin’s anniversary day,” Tahiri replied. “That doesn’t mean I believe you.”

  Jacen frowned behind his visor. “You think I arranged to bump into you?”

  “Come on, Jacen,” Tahiri said. “I’m a smart girl.”

  Jacen hesitated, wondering how much she knew about what he had done a week earlier, whether she had linked their trip here to his aunt’s murder on Kavan. It was foolish to think he could kill the wife of Luke Skywalker and avoid discovery indefinitely, y
et he had to. Jacen had foreseen that the Confederation’s boldness would soon put victory within the Alliance’s grasp—but only if the Jedi did not interfere with his plans.

  After a moment, Jacen said, “Okay, let’s say I did arrange it. Why did you come?”

  “Because I was tempted,” Tahiri answered. “And I want to find out what you need from me.”

  “I don’t need anything,” Jacen lied. “I just thought this might help you move on.”

  “You expect me to believe that?”

  “It’s for Anakin, too,” Jacen said. “I think my brother deserves this much … don’t you?”

  A guilty ripple rolled through the Force. “Not fair!” Tahiri protested. “And I still don’t believe you.”

  Jacen raised the shoulders of his pressure suit in an awkward shrug. “Does that mean you don’t want to go through with this?”

  Tahiri sighed. “You know better than that.”

  “Then you have to trust my instructions,” Jacen said. “You can’t react to the past. The more you become a part of it, the more likely you are to be seen—and the more power it has to harm you.”

  “Okay, I understand.” Over the suit comm, it was difficult to tell whether Tahiri’s tone was resentful or embarrassed. “It won’t happen again.”

  “Good.”

  Jacen turned back to the battle, where the momentary silence that had followed the grenade explosions had been shattered by screaming blaster bolts and droning razor bugs. In the back of the grashal, Anakin was just rising to his feet as the strike team took advantage of the enemy’s disarray to overrun the cloning lab. When Jacen saw his own figure dodging through the battle, he remembered how sad he had been for his wounded brother, how wrong it had seemed for the war to take such a noble young life. It was like watching himself in a home holo, wondering how he could ever have been so naïve. Perhaps, once he united the galaxy, such idealism would no longer seem quite so foolish.

  The boom of a longblaster sounded outside the grashal, then a trio of Jedi came rushing inside. The young Tahiri—then just fifteen—was in the lead. Her blond hair billowed behind her; the scars suffered during her imprisonment among the Yuuzhan Vong were still red on her forehead. She and the others had barely cleared the breach before a ball of yellow-orange fire followed them inside and exploded.

  The shock wave hurled the Jedi in three different directions, but they quickly used the Force to bring their trajectories under control and come down safely. Young Tahiri tucked herself into a front roll and disappeared behind a gestation bin, then emerged from the other end returning to her feet. Anakin was already rushing to her side, his free hand cupped over his abdomen, his jaw clenched against the pain of his wound.

  The voice of the older Tahiri came over the suit comm. “We need to move closer.”

  “Fine, but stay in contact with me or the current will carry you off.” Still holding Tahiri’s arm, Jacen started toward his brother and the young Tahiri. “And whatever you do, don’t open your pressure suit. Our presences are still anchored in our own time, so you’ll decompress.”

  “Thanks for the warning,” Tahiri replied drily. “But I had kind of guessed.”

  Anakin and young Tahiri were now crouching together behind a gestation bin. Had his brother survived this battle, the pair would almost certainly have become lovers and then married. He sometimes wondered how that might have changed things, whether that extra bit of happiness and stability could somehow have kept the galaxy from spinning so wildly out of control.

  As Jacen led the way around behind the pair, young Tahiri suddenly raised her arm and pointed across the aisle, toward a scorched bin overflowing with Yuuzhan Vong corpses. Next to the bin, the strike team’s meter-high healer, Tekli, stood over the scaly bulk of Tesar Sebatyne. She was sprinkling stinksalts on the Barabel’s forked tongue, trying to rouse him from his unconsciousness … and failing miserably.

  Jacen continued to lead the way closer, moving very slowly and carefully. Flow-walkers tended to cause blurs around themselves both visually and in the Force, and the slower they moved, the less noticeable the effect would be.

  As they approached, Anakin pointed toward Tekli and the wounded Barabel.

  “Take him … and go,” he said to young Tahiri. “You may need to cut a way out.”

  “You?” she responded. “I’m not going—”

  “Do it!” Anakin snapped.

  Her face fell, and even the older Tahiri began to radiate surprise and dismay into the Force.

  Anakin’s tone softened almost as soon as he had spoken. “You need … to help Tekli. I’ll be along.”

  Even through a pressure suit’s auditory sensors, Anakin’s voice sounded weak and anguished, and it was clear that he had known even then he was about to die. A growing tightness began to form in Jacen’s throat, and he was surprised at the effort of will required to make it go away. Jacen had loved his brother—and apparently still did—but he could not let his emotions draw him into the past. As he had warned Tahiri, any reaction at all would make them easier to see, and if the other strike team survivors suddenly started to recall a pair of blurry, pressure-suited apparitions at the battle, someone might realize he had flow-walked here with Tahiri—and that would make her useless to him.

  By the time Jacen had quelled his emotions, Anakin had stood again. He was gently pushing young Tahiri across the aisle toward Tekli, who was kneeling astride Tesar’s scaly bulk and trying to slap him awake. The Force grew heavy with older Tahiri’s sorrow, but Jacen said nothing to her about the dangers of reacting to the past. He had known all along that she would not be able to control her emotions at this moment—he was counting on it—and he would just have to hope Tekli and the other survivors were too busy with the battle to notice any flow-walking apparitions.

  “Tesar is not responding,” Tekli said, looking across the aisle. “I cannot move him and work on him both.”

  Young Tahiri lowered her brow in doubt, clearly suspecting the Chadra-Fan of trying to draw her away from Anakin, but she could hardly refuse to help. Blinking back a tear, she stretched up to kiss Anakin—then caught herself and shook her head.

  This was the moment when young Tahiri had pulled back, telling Anakin that if he wanted a kiss, he would have to come back for it. The Force seemed ready to break with the anguish of older Tahiri, who quickly stepped forward and pushed her younger self into Anakin’s arms.

  Young Tahiri’s mouth fell open, but before she could cry out, Anakin leaned down and silenced her with a kiss. The surprise drained instantly from her posture, and they remained together, body pressed to body, for what seemed an eternity—even to Jacen, who often saw eternity in his visions.

  Knowing by the sullen weight of the Force—and by his own breaking heart—that they were being drawn ever more deeply into the past, Jacen pulled the older Tahiri back to his side. If they were still there when the kiss ended, Tekli would certainly see them. In thirteen years or so—when Jacen and Tahiri returned to their own time—the Chadra-Fan would begin to recall seeing them here in their pressure suits. Once she reported her memory flashes to the Council, the Masters would realize that Jacen had flow-walked Tahiri back to the battle and begin to ask themselves why, and his plan would be ruined.

  Jacen began to back them away, slowly releasing his hold on the past. The scream and roar of battle started to quiet, and the sallow light of the grashal’s glow-lichens began to dim. Before long, all he could see were two forms locked in eternal embrace, their presences shining across time to illuminate the cold darkness. And then even that light faded.

  A single heartbroken warble sounded over the suit comm, and Tahiri clasped the arm of Jacen’s pressure suit.

  “Did we have to leave?” she asked. “I wanted to see him after, to see if the kiss made his death any … any easier.”

  “I’m sorry. I couldn’t let us be seen.” Jacen no longer felt like Jacen inside. He was using his brother’s death to manipulate Tahiri—to corrupt her�
��and it made him feel brutal and dirty. But what choice did he have? The Jedi were hunting Mara’s killer with all their resources, and he needed a way to track their progress, to keep them under control while he saved the Alliance. “You were getting caught up in the past. We both were.”

  The strength left Tahiri’s grasp, but she continued to hold his arm. “I know. It was just so …” She stopped and turned her faceplate toward Jacen, leaving him to stare at the anonymous reflection of his own helmet. “I thought the kiss would be enough. But it isn’t, Jacen. I need—”

  “Tahiri, no.” It wasn’t Jacen speaking now, but his new self, the one he had created when he killed Mara. “Your emotions—my emotions—make it too risky. We can’t go back.”

  “I know, Jacen.” Tahiri turned her back on him and started for the exit. “I just wish we didn’t have to leave it that way. I wish I could be sure he died knowing how much I loved him.”

  Darth Caedus smiled sadly inside his helmet.

  “I’m sure he knew.” Caedus started after her. This was what it meant to be Sith: to use friends without hesitation, to sacrifice family for destiny, to live with a stained soul. “I mean, you did tell him, didn’t you?”

  THE OLD REPUBLIC

  (5,000–33 YEARS BEFORE STAR WARS: A NEW HOPE)

  Long—long—ago in a galaxy far, far away … some twenty-five thousand years before Luke Skywalker destroyed the first Death Star at the Battle of Yavin in Star Wars: A New Hope … a large number of star systems and species in the center of the galaxy came together to form the Galactic Republic, governed by a Chancellor and a Senate from the capital city-world of Coruscant. As the Republic expanded via the hyperspace lanes, it absorbed new member worlds from newly discovered star systems; it also expanded its military to deal with the hostile civilizations, slavers, pirates, and gangster-species such as the slug-like Hutts that were encountered in the outward exploration. But the most vital defenders of the Republic were the Jedi Knights. Originally a reclusive order dedicated to studying the mysteries of the life energy known as the Force, the Jedi became the Republic’s guardians, charged by the Senate with keeping the peace—with wise words if possible; with lightsabers if not.

 

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