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by Nora Roberts


  Her body gave her no choice. It hummed like a well-oiled machine toward one purpose, one goal. The long, deep thrill slid through her, a sudden tangling of circuits, a sparking of nerve ends, then a long liquid wave of pleasure that swamped the system.

  Her head fell back on a moan, and he moved in to ravage the exposed column of her throat. “Still cold?” he murmured.

  “No, God, no.” Her skin was on fire, her blood pumping like a hot river beneath it. Gripping his shoulders for balance, she rocked against his busy hand.

  Now, when his mouth came back to hers, she answered the demand with one of her own. Time and place were nothing against the hard and driving need.

  Her slacks pooled at her feet, the jacket slipped from her shoulders. Pliant as softened wax, she molded against him as he braced her on the counter where equipment whirred efficiently to send the light circling the sea.

  “Lift your arms, Miranda.”

  She obeyed, her breath snagging on every inhale as he slowly slipped her sweater up. He watched nervy pleasure flicker over her face as he used his thumbs to trace her nipples through the thin fabric of her bra.

  “No wine tonight to blur the edges.” His fingers skimmed lightly over the swell above the simple white silk. “I want you to feel everything, to wonder what you’ll feel next.” He nudged one strap down with a fingertip, then the other, lowered his head to nibble at her bare shoulders.

  It was like being . . . sampled, she thought as her heavy eyes shut. Savored, lavishly savored. His tongue licked lightly over her flesh, his teeth grazed, and his fingertips slid up and down, up and down the sides of her body, gradually, thrillingly lowering the thin swatch of cotton at her hips.

  He stood intimately between her spread legs while she gripped the edge of the counter and understood what it was to be completely under someone else’s control. To want to be. To crave it.

  Everything he did to her was a shock, a jolt to the ruthlessly ordered pattern of her mind, that only seconds later was desired again and welcomed.

  A part of her brain knew the image she made, almost naked, skin flushed, body arched in surrender while the man who handled her was fully dressed.

  But when he slipped the bra aside, lowered that skilled mouth to her breast, she didn’t care.

  He hadn’t known she could be like this, or how powerful an arousal it was to have a strong and cautious woman yield to him completely. She was his, utterly, to take pleasure from, to give pleasure to. But the thrill of that, rather than dark and edgy, was almost unbearably tender.

  The backwash from the great light slid over her, turning her skin to brilliant white; then it was gone, leaving her glowing gold in the flicker of candlelight. Her hair, so recently chased by the wind, tumbled like silken fire over her shoulders. Her mouth, soft and swollen, parted under his.

  The kiss deepened, warmed, and delved beyond the heady desire neither had anticipated. For a moment they clung together, staggered. And trembled.

  It was like a dream now where the air was thick and sweet. Hot candy, melted over slow heat.

  Neither noticed the damp or the chill. They lowered to a floor that was layered with dust, that was hard and cold, and drew together as gently as a couple on a feather bed.

  Without words, she removed his shirt, her hands steady. And she pressed her lips to his heart, lingering there because she knew that somehow he’d stolen hers.

  He wanted to give her tenderness here, the compassion in mating as well as the thrill. So he was gentle with his mouth, with his hands, loving her in a way that gleamed with emotion as well as need.

  A murmur, a sigh, a long slow arch toward warm waves that cradled rather than battered.

  So when she wrapped around him, pressing her face into his throat, he stroked, he soothed, he gave himself the gift of that same tenderness.

  When he shifted her over him, cupping her hips until she took him in, took him deep, she knew what it was to love her lover.

  twenty

  M iranda awoke beside Ryan for the second morning in a row, and on another continent. It was an oddly thrilling experience that seemed both carelessly wicked and decidedly sophisticated.

  Sinning in style.

  She had an urge to comb her fingers through his hair, play them over his face, explore that dashing little scar over his eye. Foolish, sentimental little strokes and pats that might lead to slow and lazy morning sex.

  It was so odd, all these feelings crowding inside of her, taking up room she hadn’t known she had in store, warming up places she’d assumed would always stay cool and uninhabited. So much more inside her now, she thought, than that first hot gush of lust. Too much more, and it left her completely vulnerable.

  And that was terrifying.

  So instead of touching what she wanted to touch, she eased out of bed and tiptoed into the shower as she had done the morning before. This time, however, she’d barely dunked her head under the spray, when arms slid around her waist.

  “Why do you do that?”

  She waited until her heart had dropped back in place. “Do what?”

  “Sneak out of bed in the morning. I’ve seen you naked already.”

  “I didn’t sneak.” She tried to wiggle free, but his teeth clamped lightly on her shoulder. “I just didn’t want to wake you.”

  “I know a sneak when I see one.” He lifted a brow at her mutter. “And saying ‘pot’ and ‘kettle’ doesn’t apply. I have never sneaked out of a woman’s bed. In yes, out no.”

  “Very funny. Now if you’ll excuse me, I’m trying to shower.”

  “I’ll help you.” More than willing to assist, he picked up the soap, sniffed it, then began to rub it over her back. It was, he thought, a very excellent back.

  “I mastered the art of the shower years ago. I can do it solo.”

  “Why?” Because her voice had been delightfully prim, he turned her around, snuggling her wet, slippery body against his.

  “Because it’s . . .” She could feel her color rise and hated it. “It’s personal.”

  “Oh, I see,” he said, tongue planted in cheek. “And the sex wasn’t personal?”

  “It’s different.”

  “Okay.” With his eyes laughing into hers, he skimmed his soap-slicked hands over her breasts. “We’ll compromise and combine the two.”

  It was far from the brisk and basic hygiene she’d had in mind.

  When she was gulping in steam and quaking from the aftershocks, he nuzzled at her throat. “That,” he said, “was personal.” Then he sighed. “I have to go to Mass.”

  “What?” She shook her head, sure there was water in her ears. “Did you say you had to go to Mass?”

  “Easter Sunday.”

  “Yes, yes, it is.” Struggling to keep up with him, she shoved dripping hair out of her eyes. “It seems like an odd line of thought, under the circumstances.”

  “They might not have had the benefit of indoor plumbing in biblical times, but they had plenty of sex.”

  She supposed he had a point, but it still made her vaguely uncomfortable to think of religion when his wet hands were sliding over her wet butt.

  “You’re Catholic.” At his lifted brow she shook her head. “Yes, I know, Irish and Italian, what else could you do? I didn’t realize you practiced.”

  “Mostly I’m lapsed.” He stepped out of the shower, handed her a towel and got one for himself. “And if you tell my mother I said that, I’ll swear you’re a dirty, rotten liar. But it’s Easter Sunday.” He gave his hair a quick rub, then draped the towel around his hips. “If I don’t go to Mass, my mother will kill me.”

  “I see. I feel obliged to point out that your mother isn’t here.”

  “She’ll know.” He said it mournfully. “She always knows, and I’ll go straight to hell because she’ll see to it.” He watched her align the ends of the towel, wrap, then neatly tuck them between her breasts. The efficiency of the gesture did nothing to detract from the sexiness of it. The room smelled of h
er—clean soap with woodsy overtones. Abruptly, he didn’t want to leave her, not even for an hour.

  The realization had him rolling his shoulders as if he needed to displace a sudden and uncomfortable weight.

  “Why don’t you come with me? You can wear your Easter bonnet.”

  “Not only don’t I own a bonnet, of any kind, but I have to get my thoughts in order.” She took a portable hair dryer from the cabinet beside the sink. “And I need to talk to Andrew.”

  He’d been toying with the idea of afternoon Mass so he could slip the knot on her towel. But he put that aside now. “What do you intend to tell him?”

  “Not very much.” And it shamed her. “Under the circumstances, as long as he’s . . . I hate that he’s drinking like this. I hate it.” It shamed her too that when she drew in a breath it was shaky. “And for a minute last night, I hated him. He’s all I’ve ever had, and I hated him.”

  “No you didn’t. You hated what he’s doing.”

  “Yes, you’re right.” But she knew what had bloomed inside her when she looked up and saw him weaving at the top of the steps. “In any case, I have to talk to him. I’ll have to tell him something. I’ve never lied to him before, not about anything.”

  There was nothing Ryan understood more than family ties, or the knots they could tie themselves into. “Until he deals with his drinking, he’s not the man you know, or one you can trust.”

  “I know.” It was eating at her heart.

  In the bathroom in the next wing, where the smell of stale vomit still hung in the air, Andrew leaned on the sink and forced himself to study the face in his mirror.

  It was gray, the eyes bloodshot, the skin pasty. His left eye was a sunburst of bruising and above that was a shallow cut perhaps an inch in length. It ached like a fever.

  He couldn’t remember more than pieces from the evening before, but what did swim back into his mind made his raw stomach clench again.

  He saw the image of himself, standing at the top of the stairs, waving a nearly empty bottle and shouting down, slopping the words out while Miranda stared up at him.

  And there had been something like loathing in her eyes.

  He closed his own. It was all right, he could control it. Maybe he’d stepped over a line the night before, but he wouldn’t do it again. He’d take a couple of days off from drinking, prove to everyone he could. It was the stress, that was all. He had reason to be stressed.

  He downed some aspirin, pretended his hands weren’t shaking. When he dropped the bottle and pills spilled out on the tile, he left them there. He walked out, carrying his sickness with him.

  He found Miranda in her office, dressed casually in a sweater and leggings, her hair bundled on top of her head and her posture perfect as she worked at her computer.

  It took him more time than he cared to admit to gather the courage to step inside. But when he did, she glanced over, then quickly clicked her data to save and blanked the screen.

  “Good morning.” She knew her voice was frigid, but couldn’t find the will to warm it. “There’s coffee in the kitchen.”

  “I’m sorry.”

  “I’m sure you are. You may want to put ice on that eye.”

  “What do you want from me? I said I’m sorry. I had too much to drink. I embarrassed you, I acted like an idiot. It won’t happen again.”

  “Won’t it?”

  “No.” The fact that she didn’t give an inch infuriated him. “I went past my limit, that’s all.”

  “One drink is past your limit, Andrew. Until you accept that, you’re going to continue to embarrass yourself, to hurt yourself and the people who care about you.”

  “Look, while you’ve been off having your little fling with Boldari, I’ve been here, up to my ears, dealing with business. And part of that business is your screwup in Florence.”

  Very slowly, she got to her feet. “I beg your pardon?”

  “You heard me, Miranda. I’m the one who’s had to listen to our mother and our father complain and bitch about the mess with that bronze of yours. And I’m the one who spent days looking for the goddamn documents on the David—that you were in charge of. I’m taking the heat for that too because you’re out of it. You can waltz off and spend your time fucking some—”

  The crack of her hand across his face shocked them both, left them staring and breathless. She curled her fingers into her stinging palm, pressed it to her heart, and turned away from him.

  He stood where he was, wondering why the new apology that ached in his heart couldn’t be forced out of his mouth. So, saying nothing at all, he turned and walked out.

  She heard the slam of the front door moments later, then looking out the window, saw his car drive off.

  All of her life, he’d been her rock. And now, she thought, because she simply wasn’t capable of enough compassion, she’d struck out when he needed her. And she’d pushed him away.

  She didn’t know if she had it in her to pull him back.

  Her fax phone rang, then picked up the transmission with its high-pitched squeal. Rubbing the tension out of the back of her neck, Miranda walked over as the message slid into the tray.

  Did you think I wouldn’t know? Did you enjoy Florence, Miranda? The spring flowers and the warm sunshine? I know where you go. I know what you do. I know what you think. I’m right there, inside your mind, all the time.

  You killed Giovanni. His blood’s on your hands.

  Can you see it?

  I can.

  With a sound of fury, Miranda crushed the paper into a ball, heaved it across the room. She pressed her fingers to her eyes, waiting for the red haze that was fury and fear to fade. When it had, she walked over calmly, picked up the paper, smoothed it out with great care.

  And put it neatly into the drawer.

  Ryan came back with an armload of daffodils so bright and sunny she couldn’t do anything but smile. But because it didn’t reach her eyes, he tipped up her chin.

  “What?”

  “It’s nothing, they’re wonderful.”

  “What?” he repeated, and watched her struggle to overcome her habitual reluctance to share trouble.

  “Andrew and I had a scene. He left. I don’t know where he’s gone, and I know there’s nothing I can do about it.”

  “You have to let him find his own level, Miranda.”

  “I know that too. I need to put these in water.” On impulse she picked up her grandmother’s favored rose medallion vase, and taking it to the kitchen, busied herself arranging the flowers on the kitchen table. “I’ve made some progress, I think,” she told him. “I’ve put together some lists.”

  She thought about the fax, wondered if she should tell him. Later, she decided. Later when she’d thought it all through.

  “Lists?”

  “Organizing thoughts and facts and tasks on paper. I’ll go get the hard copies so we can go over them.”

  “Fine.” He opened the refrigerator, perused the contents. “Want a sandwich?” Since she was already gone, he shrugged and began to decide what an inventive man could put together.

  “Both your lunch meat and your bread are on the edge,” he told her when she came back in. “But we risk it or starve.”

  “Andrew was supposed to go to the market.” She watched him slice undoubtedly soft tomatoes and frowned. He looked very much at home, she decided. Not just helping himself to the contents of the kitchen, but preparing them.

  “I suppose you can cook.”

  “No one got out of our house unless they could cook.” He glanced her way. “I suppose you don’t.”

  “I’m a very good cook,” she said with some annoyance.

  “Really? How do you look in an apron?”

  “Efficient.”

  “I bet you don’t. Why don’t you put one on and let me see?”

  “You’re fixing lunch. I don’t need an apron. And just as a passing observation, you’re a bit locked into regular meals.”

  “Food’s a pas
sion.” He licked tomato juice, slowly, from his thumb. “I’m very locked into regular passions.”

  “So it would seem.” She sat and tapped the edges of her papers together to align them. “Now—”

  “Mustard or mayo?”

  “It doesn’t matter. Now, what I’ve done—”

  “Coffee, or something cold?”

  “Whatever.” She heaved out a breath, telling herself he couldn’t possibly be interrupting her train of thought just to annoy her. “In order to—”

  “Milk’s off,” he said, sniffing the carton he pulled out of the fridge.

  “Dump the damn stuff down the sink then, and sit down.” Her eyes flashed as she looked up, and caught him grinning at her. “Why do you purposely aggravate me?”

  “Because it puts such pretty color in your face.” He held up a can of Pepsi. “Diet?”

  She had to laugh, and when she did, he sat down at the table across from her. “There, that’s better,” he decided, pushed her plate closer, then picked up his own sandwich. “I can’t concentrate on anything but you when you’re sad.”

  “Oh, Ryan.” How could she possibly defend her heart against these kinds of assaults? “I’m not sad.”

  “You’re the saddest woman I’ve ever known.” He kissed her fingers. “But we’re going to fix that. Now what have you got?”

  She gave herself a moment to regain her balance, then picked up the first sheet. “The first is an amended draft of the list you had of personnel with access to or contact with both of the bronzes.”

  “Amended.”

  “I’ve added a tech who I remembered flew in from Florence to work with Giovanni on another project during the given time period. He was only here for a few days, as I recall, but for accuracy’s sake should be included. His name wasn’t on the records we accessed because he was, technically, employed by the Florence branch and only here on temporary loan. I also added length of employment, which may factor into loyalty, and base salaries, as it could be assumed that money is a motivation.”

 

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